“Where are you taking us?” I ask, sitting blindfolded in the back seat of what feels like a rickety old van. Every time we go over a speed bump the whole vehicle rattles ominously, like it’s just seconds away from falling apart completely. It feels like quite a departure from the usual sleek, shiny black company cars the mafia uses.
“Somewhere very nice,” Lorenzo answers smugly from somewhere ahead of me. I assume he’s in the front passenger seat, with one of his henchmen driving. I’m seated next to Rafaela, whose hand is clutched in mine. Her fingers are clammy and cold and every now and then I give her a squeeze of reassurance, even though I’m desperately in need of reassurance myself. The guilt I feel for getting her involved in this mess is overwhelming. After my mother and Luca, Rafaela is the most important person in my life, and I can’t believe I’ve allowed my own mess to infect her life, too.
I just wish I knew where we were going. Again and again the urge to rip off my blindfold and take a look comes over me, but I know that would only put us in danger. I’ve dealt with the mafia and seen enough crime television to know that it’s best to just go along with their plans. They’re like wild animals—you can’t make any sudden movements or they’ll be on you with their claws.
“What’s going to happen to Giovanni?” I press on. I’m not being disobedient by asking questions, at least. They can kidnap me and blind me but they haven’t made me shut up yet, so I’m going to keep talking until they do, just in case Lorenzo lets some important tidbit of information slip.
“Why are you so concerned about him? Here I thought the Lomaglio boy was your beau. Or is that too old-fashioned of me? Maybe you’re fucking both of them. After all, your mother was a Gaspari slut, and the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree,” Lorenzo sneers. There’s a thick layer of bitterness in his voice, jealousy even.
The dig at my mother is almost laughable. I know her reputation— long before she met my father, when she was just a teenager, she was notoriously known to be an ice queen. My father once joked that he had managed to melt her icy heart and charm the ‘untouchable Luisa Gaspari’ even though all his friends said it was impossible. It was a story my father liked to tell when he’d had a little too much to drink, and even though my mother would roll her eyes in typical ice-queen fashion, there was always just a hint of a smile on her face. Even though they seemed like total opposites, and despite all the trickiness of dealing with their combined mafia ties, my parents were truly in love. That much I know for certain. Nothing can tarnish the memories I have of them dancing together to old Sinatra vinyls in the living room, holding hands at the dinner table, my father doing the most outlandish things to make Mom laugh even though she fought so hard to maintain that cool composure.
In spite of everything, I smile.
Of course, I quickly remember the direness of my current situation and the smile melts away. But thinking about my parents and their love for each other and for me has warmed me up a little bit, and I feel a little less afraid.
Their love was truly one for the books, and now that I have Luca, I know what that feels like.
True love within the mafia was always a little bit dangerous. And maybe that makes it just a little bit sweeter. With the threat of death never far from you, you learn to appreciate those you love and trust so much more.
I just hope he’s okay.
“Are--are you going to hurt us?” Rafaela pipes up, her voice thin and quaking. It’s obvious without even having to see her face that she’s crying. I give her hand another light squeeze.
“Only if that’s what you’re into,” Lorenzo replies flippantly. My heart sinks. What the hell does he have planned for us? He mentioned having enough space in his bed for both of us…
Suddenly, those horrible memories come flashing back. The ones I so desperately forgot. The ones that even Luca’s reappearance in my life couldn’t bring back.
A dark room. Goosebumps prickling across my skin. Feeling exposed. Violated. Terrified. Cold.
No!
“You’ll have to pass inspection first, of course,” Lorenzo adds, breaking me out of my thoughts. “The Don will want to look you over, make sure you’re in mint condition. I know he’ll be pleased that I’ve brought him two different flavors of slut: Italian and Spanish,” Lorenzo laughs.
“Soy venezolana, pajizo,” Rafaela quips indignantly, a surprising note of strength in her tone. There’s the fiery woman I call my best friend.
“Mexican, Cuban, Venezuelan, doesn’t matter. You’re all the same to me. Either way, you’ll be a treat for the boys. Maybe I’ll let them taste my sloppy seconds when I’m done with you,” he replies.
Rafaela lets out a tiny whimper and I lean into her, nudging her shoulder with mine. I wish I could hug her or tell her it will all be okay, but I don’t want to do anything that might provoke the henchmen to tie my hands.
We ride along in silence for a while longer. I have no idea how much time passes. It could be five minutes, it could be five hours. I just try to focus on keeping cool. At the moment, our lives don’t seem to be in immediate danger, and Lorenzo’s threats seem to be lewd rather than murderous, not that it’s much better this way.
Especially with the trauma of what happened to me years ago still hovering in the back of my mind like a storm cloud. I can’t let him get into my head, though. For my sake and Rafaela’s, I have to keep calm as much as possible. There’s nothing else I can do right now.
I push down the memories, back into the dark corner of my psyche where they’ve lived for so long. I don’t have the luxury of having Rafaela play psychologist for me right now. No, I have to stay strong for the both of us.
I’ve survived the mafia’s wrath before. I’ll survive it again.
There’s the rattle of wheels on gravel, perhaps even on dirt, for what seems to be a few minutes. This frightens me because it signals to me that we’re not in the city anymore. When the car stops, my stomach starts to twist, fear settling into my bones. I don’t know where we are, but we’ve evidently reached our destination.
“Take off the blindfolds. They’ll have no fucking clue where we are anyway. Grab them and don’t let them go,” Lorenzo says. “We’re going to march into the building.”
The henchmen take off our blindfolds and we both blink uncomfortably in the onslaught of light. We’ve apparently been driving all through the night, because the sun is peeking out over the horizon in a splash of gorgeous pink and orange. It’s a strange sight, seeing something so lovely when we’re in such an awful situation. We’re hauled out of the van with our arms twisted behind our backs.
Up ahead of us is a massive, classical-style villa surrounded by countryside. There are thick white pillars and balconies, wide windows with shining glass panes, and immaculately-maintained hedges leading up to the pearly front door. It looks like some sort of ancient pleasure palace. The henchmen drag us away, up the front steps and through the entrance, which opens into an impressive foyer with a vaulted ceiling and a grand staircase.
“Coño, what the hell is this?” Rafaela murmurs quietly.
Lorenzo steps up to us and bids the henchmen to move away. Lorenzo looks us up and down and then barks at one of the henchmen, “Get the Don. They’re ready. No time like the present.”
One of the men goes upstairs and we wait nervously for a few minutes while Lorenzo stands back and gazes at us, his arms crossed and a sly grin on his stupid face. There’s the click-clack of dress shoes on marble and we all turn to see an older man, with steel-gray hair and a stern expression. He’s wearing an exquisitely-tailored suit with a tie nearly the same color as his hair. Even though he’s considerably shorter than the massive henchman walking behind him, there’s a disquieting, commanding presence about the man. Lorenzo steps out of his way with an ingratiating gesture of deference, and the man walks up to stand in front of Rafaela and me.
His expression stays exactly the same as he looks us up and down, his eyes critical and his mouth set in a hard line. He
reaches out to take Raf’s chin in his fingers, turning her face side to side. He grabs a handful of her thick, curly hair and tugs it gently. Rafaela is frozen in place, her brown eyes wide and fearful.
The man says, “Turn around slowly.” His voice is deep and flat.
Rafaela hesitates for a moment before giving in and doing a slow spin. The man pauses, then snaps his fingers, and another man comes up to take Rafaela by the arm and drag her away down the hall. She starts to cry again, wordlessly pleading with her eyes for me to help her.
“No! No! Don’t take her,” I burst out, making a move forward. But the Don reaches out and stops me with one hand, giving me a stern look. He holds me by my shoulders, keeping me still while he surveys my body, like I’m some prize cow about to be sold for slaughter. He turns my head side to side, running his thumb over my bottom lip and opening my mouth to check my teeth. Then he cups my breasts with both hands, and I gasp sharply.
Like a reflex, I knock his hands away and stumble backward. Two men hurriedly grab hold of me and to my horror the Don is now grinning, as though this is the reaction he was hoping for. I want to spit at him, slap him across the face, kick him in the balls. Anything. Something. But there is nothing I can do. I’m helpless again, just like I was all those years before.
“So this is the bitch my nephew has been so worked up about,” says the Don coolly. “The other girl is a fine toy for my men, but this one… well, she will make a fantastic trophy. Might even bear a few of his children before we’re finished with the takeover. Good work, boys.”
“Thank you, sir,” Lorenzo says. The fucking brown-noser.
“Well, I have business to attend to upstate,” the Don continues, dusting off his immaculate suit. “Enjoy yourselves while I’m away, but try not to get killed in my absence. You’re all expendable, but I hardly have the time for new recruits.”
The Don snaps his fingers and I, too, get dragged away down the hall, with Lorenzo’s eyes following me hungrily. The men push me into a darkened room and lock the door. A moment later, someone is wrapping their arms around me and I let out a shriek of fear.
“Serena! Chica, it’s me,” Raf says tearfully. I relax and turn around to hug her. “What the hell is going on? What are they gonna do to us? Who the fuck was that guy?”
“I think that was the Don,” I answer, sighing. “The head honcho.”
“El jefe,” she breathes, her shoulders sagging. “I’m so scared, Serena. I don’t know what to do. I-I’m really worried about Nico. And I know it’s stupid but I’m supposed to be in class right now, you know? I have a life out there that isn’t gonna wait for me and now I don’t even know if I’m ever gonna make it out of this place alive.”
“Hey. Hey. It’s gonna be alright. I promise. We’re gonna get through this. We just have to stick together as much as we can, okay?” I tell her, petting her hair. She nods, and as my eyes readjust to the low light, I can see tears shining on her face.
“Breathe in. Breathe out. You’re a powerful goddess woman who can handle whatever life throws her way,” I say to her, repeating the daily affirmations she’s so fond of repeating to me. She gives me an incredulous look that makes me smile despite myself. Now she knows how I feel when she says it to me.
There’s a knock at the door and we both jump in fear, clinging to each other as the door opens just a fraction. A few skimpy items of what looks like lacy lingerie are thrown into the room. Lorenzo’s awful voice hisses, “Fix yourselves up nice for me. I’ll be waiting in the bedroom. While the Don is away, Lorenzo will play. My men will come to get you soon. I’m going to blow your fucking minds, you little sluts. Don Abruzzi won’t mind if I break you in, get that filthy Costa scent off of you before we hand you over to his nephew.”
The door closes and we’re both left staring down at the little pile of lingerie. A sense of heavy despair has fallen over the room. We know what we have to do. Feeling utterly helpless, we silently strip out of our clothes and dress ourselves in our new digs. There doesn’t seem to be any point in fighting this. I’m going into survival mode now. Dignity isn’t important anymore. We just have to keep living, keep fighting to stay alive despite whatever these disgusting pieces of shit do to us.
“I-I’m scared of what Nico will think,” Rafaela whispers sadly.
I hug her.
“He’ll understand. You and I have to do whatever it takes to survive, okay? You and me— we’re going to live through this to see the other side. I don’t know how long we’ll be here, but don’t give up. Just… try not to think too hard about it. I know that sounds impossible, but you have to just pretend none of this is happening. I’m here with you. You are not alone.”
I hesitate for a moment, letting those long-buried memories start to wash back over me. I swallow hard and continue, “Look, Rafaela. I’ve been through something like this before. I—”
Before I can go on, the door swings open. One of the henchmen gives us a wry smile, looking at our exposed bodies, and then says, “Lorenzo is ready for you.”
Luca
My car tears down the road as if it’s on fire like my heart. I weave in and out of traffic, handling the battered remains of this sedan with more finesse than it should be able to pull off. This is going to be the car’s last ride, and for all I know, it could be mine as well.
I don’t care anymore. There’s only one life on my mind, and that’s Serena.
I arrived at Rafaela’s house barely five minutes earlier. There was a single black sedan parked out front, and I knew that she wasn’t alone in the house. When I made my way inside through a window, silent as a shadow, the first man I found never heard me when I caught him from behind and broke his neck.
Moving silently through the house, I found the second man in Rafaela’s bedroom, picking through some of her things in a drawer. He looked like he was going to shit himself when he looked up and saw me aiming a gun at him.
The gun should have been the least of his fears. I got the information I wanted from him. He and his comrade were Abruzzi soldiers, looting the house after they’d been taken.
Once I had the information I needed from him, and I put him down with a single shot to the head. I’d deal with cleanup later.
Serena was in the dragon’s lair.
He told me that Lorenzo had her and Rafaela taken into the Abruzzi compound, and he told me where it was. He was a tough man, but a little pressure went a long way. Men who put on a tough face are always the weakest, just under the surface.
I take a corner hard, and I hear the sounds of car horns around me as I speed by. I give the clutch a squeeze. Come on, just a little further now…!
In the back of my mind, I hear a voice reminding me that what I’m doing is insane. A family compound is just that—a fortress housing the most important members of a crime family. As I see the estate come into view in the distance, I glance down at my arsenal. After that fight in the alley, I haven’t even stopped to take stock of everything I have. Time is too pressing.
I’m armed with two guns, a few spare cases of bullets, and two knives. My clothes are torn and bloody, and the best I can say about my injuries is that they’ve stopped bleeding. Taking a moment to wrap some duct tape around them did the trick.
But love makes you push your limits.
I grip the steering wheel as I fly down the road toward the entrance of the compound. It’s a beautiful place, with dark red ivy spilling down its walls, and the driveway leading up to the place is nicely taken care of.
Almost a shame to spill so much blood in a place that shows off this city’s beauty so well.
The man posted at the entrance steps out of his guardhouse at the sight of me, his face growing alarmed, and he has time to raise what looks like a cellphone to his ear before I blow past him, pulling my handbrake as I screech into the courtyard of the estate.
I keep my head down since I’m coming in hot. The screams and couple of thumps I feel against the car as it screeches over the cobblestone
tells me there were a few guards on their way to investigate when I peeled in.
Immediately, I throw the car door open and dive out, keeping low and whipping my guns out.
The courtyard is a small square decorated with simple hedges, a fountain, and the bodies of the three men I ran over on my way in, sprawled on the ground. Up by the door, there are two stunned men watching me get out, and they waste no time in raising their own guns.
Bullets start flying.
I dive behind the fountain as a bullet chips the concrete to the right of my head, and I hear them cursing and calling for backup in Italian. Getting on my stomach, I use the fountain for cover and crawl along the side until they come into view, firing on where I’d been a moment ago. Two quick shots, and one of the men drops.
The other swears and fires at me to cover himself as he throws the door open and heads inside, on his way to raise the alarm, I assume.
If I wanted secrecy, I wouldn’t have hurdled into the place at 50mph.
A bullet grazes my leg from behind, and I curse and whip around to fire on the gate guard, who takes the shot to the gut and drops his weapon, doubling over on the ground. Stowing my weapons, I race over to him and tackle him to his back, resting my knee on his neck.
“Keys, stronzo,” I growl as he groans in pain. “Get me into this place.”
“You’re a dead man, Lomaglio,” he gurgles with a pained grin on his face. With a grunt, I slam his head back into the ground and put him out.
I have to move fast. In a matter of seconds, this courtyard will become a killzone with as many Cleaners as there are windows in the manor popping out to gun me down. No time to strategize, I have to make an entrance. If I have any chance at surviving this, it’ll be in a lightning fast rampage that’s all bravado and luck. It’s way too late for stopping and planning.
I race around to the side of the building, and I can hear scuffling and shouting inside from behind the walls. The walls aren’t exactly made for climbing, but there’s enough stonework between the windows that it will have to do. A tall cypress tree grows by the wall as part of a row, and I leap up onto it and start climbing.
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