“Oh, yeah right, Cindy—I should listen to a crazy woman on the phone telling you to wander into Shitsville alone. Sounds just peachy to me.” Gerry rolled his eyes and sunk even further into his seat.
“You shouldn’t swear like that, Ger. I told you before, when we have kids, you can’t swear like that.”
“Well, we don’t—we don’t have kids.” When Cindy’s face twisted, Gerry softened his position. “Yet. We don’t have them yet.”
But the damage was done.
Gerry let the issue rest for a few minutes as they drove through the small, meandering swamp road. When Cindy slowed to a stop by a small, nearly hidden drive, he finally spoke again.
“I’m sorry, Cindy. I am. I’m just… confused as to why we are here. You heard the doctor. The chances are low for us—because, well, you know why. And he said the best thing we can do is just keep trying.”
Cindy nodded, still clearly upset.
“So, I’m just confused. I didn’t mean to be mean.”
Cindy nodded again. Then she turned to face him, and he realized that her cheeks were wet.
Shit.
“So what’s the harm, then, Gerry? What’s the harm in coming here and giving it a shot?”
That was a can of worms that Gerry wanted to keep firmly closed. The last thing he wanted to do was upset his wife even more than he already had.
“Okay,” he agreed. “Let’s just take everything the woman says with a grain of salt. Okay?”
Cindy nodded and even attempted a smile.
A small smile.
A tiny smile.
“Grain of salt,” she sniffed. “Promise.”
They were barely out of the car when they saw her. A pretty woman in her mid- to late-fifties, with wavy blond hair billowing about her shoulders.
She was smiling, the corners of her pale pink lips lilting upward ever so slightly.
Not bad, Gerry thought with a nod, unable to help himself. He quickly glanced over to Cindy guiltily, but her attention was also rapt by the woman that approached. Not bad at all. Maybe this wasn’t the worst idea in the world.
“Cindy, right?” the woman asked. Her voice was velvety smooth.
Cindy nodded.
“How did you know—?”
The woman shrugged this off.
“A mother just knows things. Come, come up onto my porch and sit for a minute.”
Cindy smiled.
“Okay.”
Gerry took a step forward, but the woman held up her hand, stopping him in his tracks.
“Not you, you stay here.”
The smile stayed, but there was an authority in her voice that hadn’t been there before. An authority that suggested that he should oblige.
Gerry sulked and wiped the sweat from his forehead.
Fucking too hot to be in the sun anyway.
“I’ll be in the car, Cin. Holler if you need me. I’ll be right here—very close—in the car.”
He squinted at the woman, but she turned back to Cindy without acknowledging either his expression or his words.
Cindy didn’t turn either. Instead, she allowed this stranger to hook arms with her and lead her toward the porch in the distance.
“What’s your name?” Gerry heard Cindy ask as he pulled the car door open again. “What should we call you?”
Gerry sat in the car, but waited for a response before slamming the door closed.
“Oh, sweetie, you can just call me Mother.”
END
Author’s note
I hope you enjoyed ‘MOTHER’. I had a blast writing it, and some if it is very pertinent to me as my wife and I are expecting our third in just a few short weeks. And, no, my wife is not allowed to read this book until after the birth.
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Patrick
Montreal, 2016
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Father
Family Values Trilogy
Book 2
Patrick Logan
Prologue
Lacy McGuire held her breath and listened as the footsteps in the hallway neared her room.
Go away, she pleaded.
The footsteps slowed, and then stopped completely when a pair of legs blocked most of the light spilling in from the crack beneath the door.
Go away—please, just go away.
Lacy stared at those legs with wide eyes for nearly a full minute, listening to the sound of the blood rushing in her ears and her heart beating in her chest.
To her, it sounded like one of the drums that she had seen the boy in the funny hat banging on before the football game.
Even when the legs moved away from the door and the light from the hallway spilled in again, she didn’t dare take another breath. And even when the footsteps receded down the hallway, Lacy sat as quietly and as still as possible. Only when she heard the door to her father’s room open and then close did she finally let the air out of her lungs in a whoosh.
She gulped in a fresh breath, and a small smile crept onto her four-year-old face. Feeling daring, she pulled the sheet back up over her head. This part almost always made her giggle, as it reminded her of a scene in the movie that Daddy had told her wasn’t for kids—that it was too scary—and that she should go to bed.
But Lacy had crept back down and watched between the bars of the railing.
Daddy was wrong, she wasn’t scared. She was a big girl—even if she had bad dreams every once in a while.
In fact, she thought the ‘ooglie-booglie,’ as they called it in the movie, was funny. And that was what she felt like now, what with the sheet over top of her head.
An ooglie-booglie.
Lacy wondered what would happen if her dad quickly left his room and opened her door wide and saw her like this.
He would be soooo scared.
Lacy stifled a giggle with a cupped hand.
But Daddy never came back, not until morning. Every single night he would walk up to her door, listening maybe, or just waiting to see if she would call to him as she occasionally did, needing to pee again, wanting a glass of water, or just for another hug and kiss, before heading back down the hallway to his room.
And then he would sleep, and so would Lacy… eventually.
Every night, it was always the same.
Routine, he called it. He said it was for him, that he was an old man (he wasn’t really that old) and that he had to keep a routine or else he would fall apart.
But she knew that it wasn’t for him, not really.
It was for her.
Because of her dreams… the bad ones that had kept her up so many nights even before Mommy got sick.
Dreams of a fire, of a woman screaming, of…
Lacy swallowed hard and forced these thoughts away. Instead, she tried to think of the ooglie-booglie again, because that was funny.
The burning woman was not.
She flicked on her headlamp and opened the Curious George book in her lap, taking a quick peek to make sure that with the blanket pulled up over her head the light didn’t leave beneath the door the way that it came in.
Daddy never came back, but if he saw the light, then maybe…
The last thing Lacy wanted was to get in trouble, but she
just had to read a little bit more… even though she only made up the words and stories herself while she looked at the pictures.
The first image was of George, that silly monkey, in an apron, making pizzas of all things.
Lacy started to read, barely whispering the narrative that came into her head, using some of the words that Daddy used when he was reading to her, but mostly just making up the story as she went along.
Lacy was on the third page when she heard the footsteps again.
As before, her heartrate quickened and she held her breath.
But this time, her brow tightened in confusion.
He’s coming back? He never comes back.
Lacy reached up and switched off her headlamp and sat in the darkness, the sheet still forming a makeshift tent over her head.
After listening for a moment longer, she realized that the footsteps weren’t coming back, as she had first thought, but instead they were coming from the other way, from the stairs again.
Did Daddy go back downstairs while I was reading?
Lacy slipped the sheet off her head and lay down, making sure to keep her head propped on the pillow so that she could still see the light coming from beneath the door.
Daddy always kept the hallway light on, in case she had to pee in the middle of the night.
And it also helped keep the dreams away.
As usual, the footsteps slowed as they approached the door, and then came to stop directly in front of it, the two feet again blocking out half the light.
Lacy closed her eyes, and pretended to sleep, practicing just in case her father came in the room (which he never did unless she called).
She couldn’t hold her breath any longer, so she let herself breathe again, but tried to do it slowly, the way that Daddy did it when he occasionally fell asleep on the couch.
Time passed, and when she didn’t hear her father continue down the hall to his room, she risked opening one eye.
The legs were still blocking the light.
How long is Daddy going to stand there?
Lacy always assumed he just stood and waited to make sure she wasn’t reading or talking to herself. But this time he had been standing there for… well, she didn’t know how many minutes, but it seemed like a lot.
She was debating whether or not she should call out to him, weighing the need to see if he was okay with getting in trouble for being up so late, when the doorknob started to turn.
Lacy squeezed her eyes closed and went back to pretending to sleep.
The pressure in the room changed as the door was silently pushed open.
Sleeping, sleeping, sleeping… I’m sleeping.
She repeated the words over and over in her head, as if to convince her father and herself that she was indeed asleep.
And she also used this technique to keep her mind from wandering, from going back to the nightmare that been haunting her for so long…
Why is Daddy in here? He never comes back… not unless I call for him, and I haven’t done that in a long time.
Lacy swallowed hard and squeezed her eyes together even more tightly.
Sleeping, sleeping, sleeping…
There was a long, slow footstep, followed by another.
And another.
Then Lacy’s nose picked up a strange smell. It wasn’t her dad’s—what does he call it? His shave after?—which she didn’t really like that much but lied when he asked.
It was something else. Something worse.
Another footstep, and the smell intensified.
Sleeping, sleeping, sleeping…
Two more footsteps, and then the smell was so strong that she couldn’t help but scrunch her nose.
It smelled like… campfire.
It smelled like burning.
It smelled like her dream.
Little Lacy McGuire couldn’t keep up the charade any longer. Her blue eyes popped open and she whispered into the near darkness.
“Dad?”
The response was unexpected: three quick steps and then someone’s face came into view.
But it wasn’t her father—she had never seen this man before.
Lacy’s eyes widened and she opened her mouth to scream, but the man slipped a dirty hand over her mouth.
He wasn’t smiling—if anything, he looked sad.
“Dad!” she tried to yell, but the hand across her mouth tightened.
The man’s fingers tasted of dirt and ash.
Lacy tried to sit up, but the man was too strong.
“I’m sorry,” he said in a gruff whisper. “I’m sorry, but a promise is a promise…”
And then Lacy started to kick and punch, trying to break away from the man with the sad eyes and the strong grip.
Part I – Murder/Suicide
Chapter 1
FBI Agent Kendra Wilson put a hand over her nose and mouth even before pushing through the front door.
Instinct and experience told her that the smell would be bad.
That and her partner, Agent Brett Cherry, had told her that there were three bodies inside. He didn’t have to tell her that they had been mutilated.
Instinct told her that, too.
And experience.
“Where are the bodies?” she asked a uniformed officer who stood on the stoop outside the door, his face an off shade of green.
The man, who had a thick brown beard and thicker bags under his eyes, swallowed hard.
“Kitchen,” he said, averting his eyes.
Kendra acknowledged the man with a nod. He looked like he was going to vomit, and considering that there was barely enough room for the two of them on the cement stoop, she knew that some would land on her.
And her loafers.
Three bodies.
She used the hand not covering her nose and mouth to push her way through the half-opened door, quickly leaving the nauseated officer behind. Even between the fingers of her gloved hand, her nose picked up the unmistakable, coppery scent of blood.
Kendra’s eyes immediately tracked the blood smear that ran from a foot inside the door, across the linoleum entranceway, before tracking all the way down the hallway and into what she presumed was the kitchen.
Even before she had entered the house—truthfully, even as she had parked her car on the opposite side of the street and first laid eyes on the single-story home—her mind had been whirring.
Like a computer, pragmatic, calculating, scouring her neurons for similarities with past cases, Kendra’s brain had started to mentally collate facts and theories, to put things into place.
It was the call that had first set things to motion.
The director had called her, which was in itself a rarity. Most of the time, her cases were fed to her by her senior partner, Brett Cherry, who had a direct line to the director. Not that it mattered—she didn’t have any ego in this. It was about solving the case for her, about making sure that the bad guys got what was coming to them.
So what did it matter if she lived and breathed in a masochistic, sexist world?
Everyone did, after all. She wasn’t unique.
As her eyes followed the trail of blood, noting such details as the finger patterns in the tacky, almost completely dry liquid and the lack of footsteps, she replayed the conversation with the director that had roused her from her slumber.
‘Yeah?’ came her groggy, sleepy voice.
‘Agent Wilson.’ Alert, already on his third cup of coffee voice, most likely.
‘Yeah?’
‘Three dead in Missouri—husband, wife, and young girl.’
Those fateful words rattled the comforting numbness of sleep from the last of her gray matter.
She hated criminals, hated them all. But what really got her blood boiling were crimes against kids.
Especially young girls.
‘Murder/suicide?’ she asked, her voice hardening.
‘Suspected. I’ve sent the details to your cell. Agent Cherry is off on another case—you’re alone on t
his one.’
‘Thanks,’ she said, but the director had already hung up.
And that had been three hours ago. It had taken her roughly fifteen minutes to shower, put on her black slacks and white blouse, and leave the house. She had done her hair and put on the minimum of makeup acceptable in this man’s world, and then she’d been off.
And now she was here, inside this house that stank of blood, her mind already formulating a schema of what had taken place.
But before she could re-enact it all, she needed more answers.
Patience.
The questions would come, and the answers would follow.
They always did.
Strafing the wall, making sure that her flats didn’t disturb the foot-wide streak of blood, Kendra’s suspicions that the trail led to the kitchen were confirmed.
And it was there, in the small kitchen with dark wood cabinets that contrasted heavily with the white appliances, that she found the bodies.
The three of them were stacked on the floor, all nude—from what she could make out, anyway.
The man was on top, his throat cut in a ragged smile. His wife was beneath him, but the man was so much larger that Kendra couldn’t get a good idea of what had caused her death.
If she had to guess, she would have said throat slashing as well.
It was the girl that gave Kendra pause. She was so tiny that only her hand could be seen beneath her parents’ collective bodies, the pale digits speckled with blood, the fingers spread out as if she had been crushed while trying to claw her way out. However unlikely this scenario—blood that had poured from the man’s throat and pooled around the sides of her body suggested that all three were dead when he had finally laid on top—it was still vivid in Kendra’s mind.
She swallowed hard, trying to put some distance between herself and the crime. She was here to figure out what had happened, not to play the sappy housewife.
There was a uniformed officer, a stronger-stomached twin of the man outside, leaning over the bodies, and a few more uniforms milling about the kitchen, going through the dead family’s possessions.
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