Killion whistled. “Nice.”
“I’m not getting on that thing,” Audrey told them.
Parker took the jacket from her fingers and held it out. She put her arms through the sleeves. The jacket was a little big and smelled of beer and cigarettes, but it kept out the biting January wind.
“She’s going to need gloves.” Killion pulled on the black leather gloves he’d worn when they’d searched Gabriel’s house earlier.
“I have some in the trunk.” Parker went to the back of the car and rummaged through a gym bag. Handed her some gloves that were way too big for her.
“How’d you get them to part with the bike?” Killion asked as he swung his leg over the saddle of the monstrous bike.
“I offered to pay a guy double what it was worth if I beat him at arm wrestling.”
The roadhouse door opened, and two enormous men walked out.
“That the guy?” asked Killion.
“Yep.” Parker sounded unconcerned as he slipped the helmet over Audrey’s head and tightened the straps.
Sound was muffled inside the helmet. The thing felt strange and unwieldy, like her head might topple from her shoulders.
“Hold onto Killion and mimic how his body moves,” Parker told her, seemingly unconcerned about the three other bikers who’d come out onto the porch. “Don’t fight the movement of the machine.”
Sounded like some crazy metaphor to her.
Killion revved the engine and looked at her. “What’s it gonna be, Aud? You gonna trust me one last time?”
She stared into his blue eyes for a long moment not knowing what she was looking for. But one thing was certain, she couldn’t stay here. She slipped her leg over the back of the saddle, grabbed onto his waist as he immediately pulled away.
She looked over her shoulder and saw some of the bikers approach the man they’d left behind. “What about Alex?” she asked.
“I’d be more worried about any bastard stupid enough to take him on,” he shouted over the blast of the wind. “Alex Parker can take care of himself.”
Chapter Twenty
KILLION RODE SOUTHEAST for several hours, heading toward Tennessee. He took the scenic route toward the Smoky Mountains and kept below the speed limit. There was always the danger of ice, and the last thing he wanted was to drop the bike on a corner. Audrey’s grip hadn’t lessened the entire trip and as much as he enjoyed the feel of her at his back, he was a little worried she was physically fused to him, and he’d never get either of them off the bike.
He’d hurt her earlier with his reflex accusations, and she’d lashed out at him. He deserved it, and it proved his point about staying away from people he cared about, not that she’d ever admit it. Audrey Lockhart had proven to be surprisingly stubborn in her opinions.
He smiled.
The cold air sliced across his exposed skin, but riding gave him a freedom he relished. He’d always had a thing for classic British bikes. The fact he was enjoying the rush of being on the run from every law enforcement agency in the country with Audrey’s arms wrapped tight around him wasn’t lost on him. It just meant he was more of an idiot than he’d given himself credit for.
They drove past horse farms and cow pastures in the dark. He needed to think this through and figure out his next move, but all his brain was capable of right now was searching for somewhere safe for Audrey to sleep. He could do with a combat nap himself.
In a small town on the edge of Great Smoky Mountains National Park he maneuvered the bike slowly through quiet streets. In summer and fall the roads around here were packed with tourists trying to escape the crowded humanity of the cities.
Instead they brought it with them.
But the scenery was worth it, and he’d spent some of his best summers of his life out here at his grandma’s place. The cottage had been destroyed years ago during a massive storm, and she’d relocated to be nearer her son, his father, out in Arizona.
Audrey’s words about family snapped at him. Gene pool, my ass. But she had a point; it had been too long since he’d seen them.
The next town was larger, and he turned off the main street and headed south toward a sign that advertised rental cottages. Up ahead was a large lodge constructed of massive logs. As if sensing a change, Audrey’s arms tightened around him, and the heat trapped between their bodies was more than a balm on this frigid January morning. He stopped the bike and dropped the stand. They sat in silence as dawn broke over the mountains, the trees coming alive in the sunlight, the distinctive blue haze a welcome reminder of happier times.
The bike engine cooled. He shifted, and Audrey finally let him go.
“Stay here,” he told her as he swung his leg over the front of the engine. He didn’t look at her. He was scared he’d see that same mixture of distrust and loathing with which she’d looked at him earlier. The crunch of gravel under his boots sounded loud in the quiet morning as he trudged up to the main building to find the reception desk. A tired-looking young man roused himself from a chair behind the desk.
“How can I help ya?”
“Looking for a cabin for three nights.”
The guy peered around his shoulder to get a look at Audrey. “Nice bike.”
Killion laughed. “Yup. She’s a beauty.” He didn’t know if he was referring to Audrey or the machine—probably both. “Can you help us out? We’re touring. Figured we’d stop and check out the area on our way down to the Keys.”
The young man smiled a gap-tooth smile. “It’s the off-season so we got plenty of openings.”
Killion took off his gloves and pulled out his wallet. He had ID that wouldn’t be flagged in any CIA or FBI database. Worst came to the worst he’d talk to his contact in Seattle and get something made for Audrey, too. His gut clenched because he didn’t want her to have to go on the lam, but right now he wasn’t seeing another way out of this mess. He handed over cash, grateful most bikers weren’t big on credit cards.
“Number seven.” The kid slid a key across the scarred wooden counter and pointed along a side road through the trees. “Take a left. It’s the last cabin on the left. Smaller than the others. Here’s a map of some walks in the area. There’s a scenic waterfall less than a mile away.”
Which would be well and good if he didn’t have one of the FBI’s Most Wanted on the back of his bike. He smiled down at the kid, wondering what his own life would have been like if he’d been content with a simple life. He nodded. “’Preciate the information.”
He headed down the path. Audrey leaned back as he swung his leg over the saddle, the two of them in perfect synchrony as if they’d been doing this for years.
He started up the engine, trying not to wince at the noise, and motored slowly along to the cottage the receptionist had indicated. He parked the bike near the front door and out of sight of anyone walking past. Cut the engine and felt cold mist cling to his skin.
Audrey stumbled off the machine, and he leaped off to help her. He wrapped his arms around her and wished things were different between them. That she didn’t hold herself stiffly away from him. “Okay let’s get you inside.” His voice was rough, gritty. She’d put it down to his long night of driving.
He shuffled her to the door, tempted to pick her up, but she was too remote for that now. She needed some space. She deserved some autonomy.
He unlocked the door and swung it wide. The interior was all plaid and honey-colored pine, with a big fireplace and exposed logs on one wall. It looked clean, but was chilly. He left Audrey standing by the door and hiked up the thermostat.
He went over and undid the strap on her helmet, eased it up off her head. Her hair tumbled out in a tangled mess. Those violet eyes of hers squinted at him, bruised with exhaustion and despair. He hated seeing her this way. “Go get into bed. I’m going to go buy supplies. I’ll be back in an hour. Do you need any help?”
Her nostrils flared as she appeared to gather her inner strength. “I’ll manage. Buy toothpaste.”
He nodded, wishing
this was all over, but secretly glad she was still here with him. Which made him the most selfish bastard in existence.
All he said was, “Lock up. And stay away from the windows.”
* * *
AUDREY STUMBLED HER way into the bathroom and shut the door. The effort of clinging to Killion’s back all night and not falling off the world’s most dangerous means of transportation left her feeling shattered. But, even now, every time she closed her eyes, she still saw Gabriel Brightman’s brains spattered all over his bedroom wall.
Nausea boiled inside. She was too empty to cry. She felt numb and hollow. Like someone could stick pins in her, and she wouldn’t feel it at all. How had her life gone from worrying about her mother’s overprotectiveness to running for her life in less than a week? How had she become so dependent on a man who didn’t even trust her?
She’d seen the guarded look in his eyes when he’d gotten in the car after they’d escaped Brightman’s mansion—the calculation. He’d honestly thought she was capable of doing that. She grabbed onto the commode and threw up what little she had in her stomach. After a few moments she stood and washed out her mouth with cold water. Then she turned on the faucet in the shower and stripped off her clothes.
Patrick Killion was a chameleon. His in-need-of-a-trim sun-streaked blond hair and confident swagger perfectly fitted the biker he was currently pretending to be.
The same way he’d been the perfect honeymooner in Jamaica, and the perfect cat burglar in Louisville, the perfect operative when stealing the plane in South America. He could play whatever character was required at any moment.
Did that include lover?
The idea made her shrivel up on the inside. She stepped into the hot spray and felt the water wash over her skin, warming her frozen flesh. She found soap and scrubbed at her body.
Killion was the only constant she’d had in her life since the day Hector Sanchez had stabbed her. He’d mistrusted her because he thought she might be a killer, but she’d seen him kill people—and she’d still fallen for the guy.
Water pounded the top of her head. She was in love with him, she realized in growing horror. Hot tears flooded her vision, and she sobbed. She was in love with a government agent who could kill as easily as any cartel hit man. She wiped her eyes and pulled herself together.
What did she really know about the guy?
He was clever and resourceful. Not afraid to take chances. He carried a gun and was a good shot. He was closed-mouthed and secretive. He had a family he rarely saw.
He worked alone.
But he inspired loyalty.
He was cynical and cold.
But she’d seen in his eyes that his heart was breaking because his friend had been caught up in this mess and had lost her life.
She closed her eyes and swallowed.
He worked alone, but he wasn’t as isolated as he made out. He had a network of support. Friends who’d drop everything and ride to his rescue on helicopters and private jets. And he’d stuck by her side not just when he thought she was guilty, but also when he’d decided she was innocent, when the best course of action for him and his mission was leaving her behind in protective custody.
He was cynical and detached, but his touch had been molten hot, and she’d never felt more cared for by a lover or satisfied in bed.
She wished she knew how to defend herself, both from the bad guys and from the emotional pull she felt toward Killion.
Abruptly she turned the taps off and dried herself with a towel, squeezing the excess water out of her hair. She ran her fingers through her disastrous tangles, trying to release any knots. Then she washed out her underwear so she’d have something clean to put on later.
As much as she’d blamed Killion for her problems it was probably Devon Brightman who’d set this up. He was the only link between her and Gabriel apart from Rebecca, and Rebecca was dead. Rebecca and her brother had never gotten on very well. After she died his attitude had changed toward Audrey—or at least it had appeared to.
Devon had been lying and setting her up for years. It was the only thing that made sense. She dragged her T-shirt back over her head and headed into the bedroom. Then she curled up under the covers and sank into oblivion.
* * *
KILLION CAME INSIDE the cottage, which was now thankfully warm, and dropped his supplies on the small kitchen table. He’d bought a new backpack, a phone, laptop, enough food to get them through a few days, and some toiletries, including hair dye and scissors.
The cabin was quiet as a church, and his heart raced with worry until he saw his favorite biologist lying under the covers in the bed.
She was still alive. They were still fighting for survival though the odds weren’t looking good.
He eyed the empty half of the bed, then turned away. He shrugged out of the heavy leather jacket and hung it over the back of a kitchen chair, put away the groceries that needed refrigerating, and stuck a chair under the main door handle—just in case. Then he stretched out on the couch and pulled a blanket over himself.
He closed his eyes and let sleep claim him.
* * *
AUDREY CAME ABRUPTLY awake in a cold sweat and sat straight up in bed. Her hands were shaking with the residue of some unknown fear. She heard children’s laughter outside and adults joining in. Innocent fun.
She looked at her watch. It was just past midday. She frowned. The bed was empty. Had Killion come back? Had he been caught? Had he abandoned her?
She used the bathroom, dragging on her clean underwear before sliding into her jeans. She hurried into the other room, her heart pounding at the idea of him not being there…
His leather jacket hung over the back of a chair, and a bag of purchases sat on the table—including toothpaste and a new toothbrush. She glanced into the living room. Killion was sprawled out on the couch, feet hanging over the end. A weird ache hit her in the chest. Tension fell away.
The horrible fuzzy feel of her teeth drove her back to the bathroom to clean them. When she came back to the kitchen she tried to move as quietly as possible, but he stirred anyway. He stretched his arms over his head and groaned. “There’s coffee and bacon in the fridge if you’re hungry.”
Her stomach growled at the mention of food. She didn’t remember the last time she’d eaten a proper meal.
Rather than speaking she found a pan and got the bacon out, putting it on the burner before figuring out how the coffee-pot worked.
Killion headed past her, presumably to the bathroom. They didn’t speak.
She found mugs and plates and cut open four white rolls. The aroma of coffee and bacon filled the air, making her mouth water, reminding her of simpler times. She patted the fat off the rashers and poured two coffees, realizing she didn’t even know how Killion took his. Then she turned around and found him standing right behind her, wearing nothing but jeans and wet hair.
Startled, she spilled her coffee over the back of her hand. She set down her mug and sucked the scalding liquid off her skin.
“You okay?” He stared at her through slightly red-rimmed eyes, clearly assessing her wellbeing and sanity. “I mean apart from the running for your life with the world’s biggest asshole?”
“Why do you do that?” she asked quietly. “Why do you make yourself out to sound so much worse than you actually are?”
He shook his head and for once looked vulnerable. “I don’t want to argue with you.”
“This isn’t fighting, Patrick. This is talking.” Emotions were clearly still too close to the surface. She rolled her shoulders to relieve the tension. “How do you take your coffee?”
“Any way I find it.” He picked up both mugs and put them on the table. Then picked up the plates and found paper napkins while Audrey turned off the stove.
They sat and dug into their meal as if they were starving. The taste blew her mind, and she closed her eyes and smacked her lips together. “Best meal ever.”
When she opened her eyes, Killion was
eyeing her hungrily, and she knew exactly what he was thinking. A curl of sensual desire shot through her. Why she wanted this particular man was an enigma. It didn’t matter how much biology she knew, down to the most complex biochemical pathway, the rules of attraction were still a mystery.
“Do you think Parker’s okay?” she asked, trying to ignore the pull.
“Parker’s fine.”
“How do you know?”
Infuriatingly he just shrugged.
“He could be hurt.” He could be dead.
“Alex Parker can take care of himself.”
“Don’t tell me, he’s got your ninja warrior skills.” She crossed her arms over her chest, wondering if she was the only person involved in this whole saga who didn’t know how to fight. “What should I have done?” she asked suddenly.
He frowned, clearly not following.
“That night when you attacked me and zip-tied me so fast. How would you have avoided being tied up?”
One side of his mouth curled into a wicked smile. He took a sip of coffee and answered her seriously. “Firstly, the outside light being off should have been a big warning.”
“But in the real world that stuff happens.”
He shrugged. “There are all sorts of real worlds. Once I got hold of you from behind you should have targeted vulnerable places to attack. Eyes, nose, throat, dick. Shoving your straight arm or elbow into a jaw or nose can kill someone if you get the right angle. Grabbing my balls was a good move, but you should have squeezed harder.” He grinned, and her pulse sped up a little. “Depends on what you want.”
“I want to not be strung up like a Sunday roast by some asshole.”
His brows hitched. “I thought you said I wasn’t an asshole?”
“I said you shouldn’t call yourself an asshole. I can definitely call you an asshole.”
“Good to know.” He was trying to pretend he wasn’t amused.
Dammit.
He climbed to his feet, went into the living room, and moved the coffee table to the side of the room. He motioned her toward him.
“So you come into an environment where you can’t see a thing and both your hands are full. First rule is always keep your weapon hand empty.”
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