by Karina Halle
“Maybe I should have dug a deeper hole,” I said, worried now that it wouldn’t be enough.
Maximus handed me the bottle, which was cool and throbbing strangely in my hands. “It will do.”
“I hope so.” I carefully placed the bottle in its shallow grave and looked up at Maximus and Ada for approval. The motion sensor light from the house was illuminating their backs and they towered over me like faceless beings. A frigid breeze mussed up their hair, causing the strands to float delicately around their heads like glowing silk threads.
With my hands I piled the frosty dirt and grass and rocks on top until it was filled and level and patted it down with my hands, pressing harder and harder, like the force of my hands would keep it buried for eternity.
“Careful, don’t break it,” Maximus warned.
I looked up to give him an agreeable smile when a movement at the French doors behind him made me pause.
I could barely see what it was because the harsh glare of the patio lights created a reflective quality to the glass. But against the light from the inner hallway, I saw a very large, wide silhouette, just standing there. It was at least eight feet tall and built larger than Maximus.
There was no detail to the black mass except for a pair of burning red eyes near the top. They flickered like the ruby-orange embers in a furnace of coal. And they were watching us.
I wanted to scream, yell, do something other than gape back but I was frozen in absolute terror that sucked away my breath and leached onto my bones, holding me immobile.
Maximus and Ada noted the look on my face. They turned their heads to look.
And they saw too.
“What the fuck is that?!”
“Oh shit.” Maximus reached out for Ada’s arm and grabbed it, then blindly groped for mine.
We watched in horror as the creature at the doors slowly grew smaller, as if it was walking backward into the hall. And then the eyes blinked black and we could see it no more.
I swallowed hard. I didn’t want to get up. I wanted to stay crouched in the yard, low to ground. And then I wanted to run very, very far away.
“You..we…we did all that,” Ada said in a tiny, shaking voice. “Maximus, you said…you said we should be safe in there. Oh God, Perry what was that?”
I found the strength to move my tongue but could only say, “I don’t know.”
Maximus’s strong hands came underneath my arms and he effortlessly lifted me to my feet. He didn’t look as scared as I would have thought. Ada was shivering and white.
“It’s all right,” he said.
“All right?” I squeaked. I was speechless, my mouth flapping open to latch onto some sort of word or sentence but that’s all I could say.
“Yes,” he said in his sharp tone again. He grabbed Ada and steered her beside me and with one hand on each of our outer shoulders he leaned in. “That was only the first step that we did. We’ve got the powders, the dragon’s blood. We have another cleanse to do. This one is the banishment. He was only showing us his strength. He’s teasing us.”
“He?” Ada asked. “I thought it was that Abby girl?”
“Ladies, sometimes things aren’t so simple.”
No shit, I thought wildly. In my dream Abby had insinuated she wasn’t alone. That there was a he, or an it. I still didn’t know if my dream was just that, or some prophetic message from beyond the grave, but I couldn’t dismiss it. Whatever we saw inside the house wasn’t Abby.
Though, perhaps it had never been Abby. And then I understood what Maximus meant. It could have been anyone but it was dead and we needed to keep going to get rid of it. Even if it meant doing another ritual, even if it meant stepping back in the house knowing that thing was in there.
“OK,” I managed to say. “I’m ready. Let’s do this.”
I pulled strength from pockets I didn’t even know I had. Maximus smiled at me with fierce admiration. I took hold of Ada’s hand and squeezed it tightly.
“We’re going to get rid of it,” I told her. “Now.”
With Maximus leading the way, Ada and I linked arms as we left the witch bottle buried behind us and entered the house.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
I felt all my bravado fall off me the minute I stepped over the undisturbed salt and into the house but Maximus sensed it and reached back for me, grasping my hand tightly. The air inside was so cold that our breath froze in fragmented clouds and it only got colder as we got back to the kitchen, like we were making our way into the depths of an ice cave.
Ada made a point of flipping on every light she could find, and even though the kitchen was brightly illuminated, I still felt like I could see lurking shadows in my peripheral vision. Maximus scanned the room and then set about mixing the powders into one of the bowls. We didn’t say much to each other but I made sure Ada and I were standing as close together as possible.
What was that thing? My mind had been constructing it to look like some sort of monster, but all we really saw was a large dark shape. I guess in some ways that was worse. My imagination was filling in the blanks and if I let it run away on me, it would probably come up with something more horrifying than the reality. Whatever the reality was. It had glowing eyes and all.
Maximus mixed the powders with a spoon and a ghastly stench of cinnamon and rotten eggs fluttered in the air.
“Gross,” Ada muttered, but even her comments had lost their edge. Her voice trembled with fear.
“It’s sulphur,” he said quietly, patiently. “Now we have to sprinkle this in all the corners.”
To her credit, Ada didn’t complain. We slowly made our way around the house, jumping at every unexpected touch of each other, hearts hammering at every squeak of the floor. The large, black monster was nowhere to be seen and the only thing we felt was the everlasting chill that seemed to seep into my bones and sting my eyes. We followed this up with a ritual of sprinkling salt water and more chanting.
Finally, we came to the end of the banishment, which involved the black candle drizzled with crimson dragon’s blood oil and sprinkled with the powders. Maximus passed it to me in a silver candle holder and instructed me to hold it in my dominant hand. I actually had to think about which hand that was for a moment. I knew I was right-handed but lately I’d found myself becoming ambidextrous, using my left hand for more and more things, like a new-found strength was found in my tendons, or my brain was rewiring itself.
I took the candle and he lit the wick, which sparked and popped and then calmed down to a clean, yellow flame.
“As this candle burns, so are negative energies from this place,” he said stridently. He looked me in the eyes. “You repeat it. And then you, Ada. We could use the extra help here. Once every five minutes. Let’s go.”
Ada and I both repeated the phrase and I anxiously eyed the clock. My parents would be back in forty-five minutes at the most. We didn’t really have five minutes. But we really didn’t want some monster in the house either.
After the five excruciating minutes were up, five minutes of nervously eyeing each other, listening to every twitch in the house, watching our breath catch and freeze in the air, shivering close together, he had me place the burning candle on the counter and then handed me a white candle to hold with my right hand again.
Together we said, “A white candle to fill the empty spaces with light and hope.”
It took five matches for this candle to light. By the last attempt, I was feeling the trickles of helplessness on my spine, wondering what we could do if we weren’t able to complete the ritual. But the last match worked; the stubborn wick took hold of the spark and a flame danced weakly before us.
Maximus said, “As this candle burns, positive energy will fill this place, giving negativity no safe harbor,” and we repeated the mantra after him. He indicated I should put the candle down, and then we watched and waited for the candles to burn out on their own.
“Is that it?” I asked him quietly, his face aglow from the hypnotic fl
ames. The dance of good. The dance of evil.
“Then we bury them in the yard again. It doesn’t have to be near the bottle.”
My eyes widened. “I don’t want to go back there.”
“Ditto,” Ada piped up.
He gave us a small smile. “I don’t either. But I can do it if you girls want to stay in the house. By yourselves.”
Ada and I exchanged a glance. What was the better option here?
“The flames are almost out,” he whispered, and nodded at the candles. The black one was burned down to a puddle of wax that spilled over the holder and onto the counter. The white one was close. I was thankful he had bought such stubby candles. The kitchen clock said we had fifteen minutes left, and our only saving grace was that my mom said she would text me a warning and my phone hadn’t vibrated yet.
The black candle went out with a small snuff of onyx smoke and a minute later the white one did too.
“OK,” I said, straightening up off the stove I was leaning on. “Time to bury these-”
As I said that both candles suddenly relit themselves with a crackling poof, even though there wasn’t any wick left in them.
“Uh,” Ada said. We all eyed each other, unsure of what to do.
“We’ll just wait,” Maximus said uncertainly. He protectively put his arms out behind him, shielding Ada and me, or maybe just keeping us in our place. “They have to burn out on their own.”
We were glued to the flames as they continued their dance in the cold air. The buzz of my phone vibrating caused us all to jump and me to gasp. With trembling fingers, I brought it out of my pocket and looked at the message. It was my mother.
“Those flames better burn out in the next ten minutes,” I warned them.
“Those flames shouldn’t be burning at all,” Maximus said.
I leaned forward, edging away from his arm, and peered down at the candles. They were a puddle of mush, and through the translucent wax and flame I could see the metal of the bottom of the holder itself. The wax itself was on fire. How was that possible?
All at once a terrible BOOM filled the house. It sounded like the front door had slammed open.
I screamed.
The lights around us turned off.
The flames went out.
We were plunged into darkness.
Ada made a whimpering noise.
Then a ROAR and rustle from the living room and my eyes picked up a trace of glowing light out in the hallway. Morbidly curious, we left the blackened kitchen, moving together like a unit of one, and cautiously stepped out into the hall. The front door was wide open, the salt in front of it dancing as if caught up in an invisible wind, one that we couldn’t feel. The salt floated and fell, then was swept along the hardwood floors of the hall like an ethereal trail, past our feet, and made a right turn into the living room, where the glow originated.
We followed it and I wasn’t surprised to see that in the living room, the fireplace was going full blast, a roaring, crackling inferno. At first it looked like someone was standing in front of the fire, a black silhouette gazing down at the flames, his back to us. But it was only a trick of the eye because I blinked hard and there was no one there.
“Who lit the fire?” Ada asked. In her skinny frame she looked like she was about to keel over in fright.
“Or what?” I added, which didn’t help. She swayed slightly and leaned against the doorframe.
“There’s…something in it,” Maximus said, his eyes squinting in concentration. He began taking long strides across the Persian rug.
“Be careful,” I called out warily.
He paused in front of the flames, staring down at it for a few moments, looking very much like the image I had just seen before. Almost exactly the same. Was I experiencing some form of pre-cognition now?
He grabbed the poker to the right of him and gently jabbed it into the heart of the fiery beast.
Ada and I watched him inquisitively as he pulled the poker away and turned around to face us. At the end of the poker, speared like a flapping fish, was a rectangular piece of paper.
He walked over to us slowly, staring down at it with an expression of growing alarm.
“What is it?” I asked.
He carefully pulled the paper, which was charred, smoking and torn all around the edges, off the pointed end and flipped it around to show us.
It was a photograph.
Not just any photograph. The last family portrait we had done, about three years ago. Though discolored from the flames, you could clearly see my mother and father standing behind the sitting room couch, Ada and I sitting down in front of them, our legs crossed politely, smiling attentively. It was a happy, cheery photo.
Well, it had been.
Our eyes were scratched out and replaced with clean black circles.
I snatched it from Maximus’s hand, feeling sick to my stomach, a terrible knot of dread and dead butterflies.
A hush of heavy silence fell on us as we took in what it meant.
Was it a threat? A warning? A sign?
And who, what, sent it?
I opened my mouth to ask those things when a giant whoosh of wind came down the fireplace, putting out the flames in one go, smothering us in darkness again, and whipped the photo out of my hand.
Then the slow, menacing creak of the front door.
And…
A string of explicit Swedish swear words followed by, “What on earth?”
My parents were home. I could hear Ada gulp beside me.
“Perry, Ada?” my dad called out from around the corner.
“What is this stuff? Why is it so dark in here?” my mom cried. I could imagine her face crumpled at the sight of salt scattered everywhere.
Suddenly the lights in the hallway went on. We heard the click of the kitchen light next, and then they both made some sort of gasping moan together.
There was now enough light in the living room to see each other. I couldn’t see the photograph around me and had no idea where it had been blown away to, but I supposed it wouldn’t have made much of a difference if my parents found it. They were already losing their minds over the voodoo-like mess in the kitchen.
I sighed. Figured I’d have another thing to be scared of. I looked at Ada and Maximus.
“Well. Time to face the music.”
Like the unit we’d become to face the unknown, we walked out of the room and into the kitchen together.
My parents were staring at the makeshift altar. My father was aghast, while my mother’s face was a pinkish red. Probably from drinking and probably from anger.
They looked up at the three of us and I could see how hard they were trying to piece everything together. They were in for a surprise.
I explained what had happened the best I could, what I had thought had been going on from the very beginning, starting with feeling ill, then the miscarriage, the nightmares, the slippers, the sleepwalking.
My mother just shook her head back and forth, unable to find the words. She didn’t need to. I knew what they were thinking. My father was shocked and appalled that I was experimenting with “witchcraft and wizardry” under his roof (his exact words, too), my mother was terribly upset that her daughter was reverting back to the old days of seeing imaginary people and blaming demons for lighting houses on fire.
Of course they didn’t believe me. Why would they? They never believed me. They only believed that I had completely lost my mind again and was heading down the same slippery slope. In fact, just explaining what I thought was going on and how everything made sense in regards to that only gave them a reason to put the puzzle together themselves. But instead of believing I was haunted by a ghost, they decided I was going nuts again. My mother’s face contorted into a worrisome frown that both aged her and reminded me of years ago.
Ada spoke up from time to time, bless her overlooked little heart, and tried to get them to see that something actually was wrong here and we had the best intentions. It didn’t matt
er how much she sided with me, my parents dismissed whatever she said. Ada might have been the favored child, but she was still just a teenager and when it came to matters like this, it was like she didn’t exist at all.
The only person they were willing to listen to was Maximus. Only Maximus barely said anything. He didn’t pipe up once to reinstate my case or to give me support. He was silent, tall and watching, almost with disapproval, like he was suddenly on my parents’ side, as if this whole ritual hadn’t been his idea.
Finally, when I was done saying everything I could say and Ada had quietly started cleaning things up, my parents fixed their disbelieving eyes on Maximus.
“And what is your version of events?” my father asked him coldly.
Without looking at me, he gave them a smile and said, “It’s pretty much the same as Perry’s.”
I relaxed.
“She believes this is what’s happening to her,” he continued. My heart paused. “And I know better than to argue with someone with that conviction. I reckoned the ritual would get it out of her system.”
“You sneak!” Ada growled at him as she shoved the spices, bowls, bell and vials into a garbage bag with a noisy clatter. “You told us this would work! You believed it!”
“Ada, hush,” my mother told her, then looked back at Maximus. “Well, you’ve made a fine mess of our house in doing so.”
“I was only trying to help your daughter, Mrs. Palomino.”
She crossed her arms and eyed me. “Yes. I see that. Well if this continues any further, the only help that Perry will be getting will be from poor Dr. Freedman. I swore we’d never been setting foot in his office again…”
The dead butterflies were stirring in my insides again, awakened by the bone-chilling threat of seeing my old psychologist. I could have killed Maximus right there and then for insinuating that he was humoring me this whole time, and I shot the deadliest of death glares at him in case he was oblivious too.
