Out of time. Wait a second. Wait just a second. Out of time.
She turned and grabbed Wally by the arm. “Wally! Those Ring-and-Hole sets you made co-orbital with the Moon in the simulation. That was the best way to stabilise the orbit?”
Wally shrugged. “Best I could see.”
“And those were standard R-H sets, right? They could do anything that other R-H sets could do?”
“Sure. They’re big, heavy-duty units, but yeah, they could do the normal stuff. Why not?”
Sianna did not answer, but instead nodded to herself, thinking it through. The last link was there, just coming into reach. Yes. Yes.
“Wally. What’s the orbital circumference for the Lone World? For the real one, not the Moon in the simulation.”
“The circumference? Well, um, let’s see. Circumference of an ellipse is um, ah…” Wally picked up a pencil and starting working it out on a scratch pad. Sianna was treated to the rare sight of a master of computer math struggling over a simple problem on paper. “Ah… that’s ah… no, wait. Carry the… right. Right. Okay. Rough number would be about 665,000,000 kilometres. But why—”
“Good. Fine. What does that come to in light-minutes? How long would it take for a beam of light to travel that far?”
“Huh? What? Easy enough. Just divide out by the speed of light— um, just under thirty-seven minutes. But why—”
Thirty-seven minutes. God knows how, but it all fit! The same number that had been nudging at her subconscious all morning. Thirty-seven minutes. The time period that it would take a beam of light to travel the circumference of the Lone World’s orbit. Thirty-seven minutes. The time discrepancy between the Saint Anthony‘s clocks and all the clocks of Earth. Somehow, Earth had been accelerated to light speed, sent once around the orbit, and then decanted back into normal space. Sianna looked out toward the tiny dot of the Lone World, imagining the R-H sets that must be strung out along its orbit. Why, she did not know, but it had to be. She didn’t know how they did it, either, but that number, thirty-seven minutes, told her they had done it. For some reason Earth had been pulled out of time, suspended, dropped into stasis, and moved once around the Lone World’s orbit at the speed of light.
Sianna felt her heart pounding, her weary soul alive with excitement and enthusiasm. She had it. She knew she had it.
But even in her moment of victory, Sianna’s subconscious found something to throw up in her face. A cloud popped up to cover the sunlight, and Sianna felt the all-too-familiar knot in her stomach, her guilty conscience reminding her of the consequences of wasted time.
Damnation. There was always something to ruin the fun.
Her finals started tomorrow and she hadn’t even thought of studying.
chapter 11: What Cats Won’t See
“…There can be no doubt that his role in the Abduction caused Larry Chao to become somewhat unbalanced. All witnesses agree that he suffered tremendous guilt and shame, along with and on top of the shock and survivor guilt that everyone suffered. There has been much discussion of how this might have shaped his later actions. However, another, less well known incident has not received anywhere near as much study, though it no doubt had as much to do with his disordered state of mind when he destroyed Pluto and Charon not long after.
”Soon after the discovery of the Rabbit Hole and the entryway to the Lunar Wheel, Lucian Dreyfuss was sent down to attach a new form of gravity-wave detector on the then-still-functioning Lunar Wheel. Dreyfuss was accompanied by a TeleOperator, and the TeleOperator was controlled by Chao. The TeleOperator was capable of providing extremely detailed sensory feedback to the controller—too detailed, as it turned out.
“Almost immediately upon arrival at the bottom of the Rabbit Hole, Dreyfuss and Chao were attacked by two mobile Charonians of a previously unknown form. Dreyfuss was abducted, and later officially presumed dead. Chao’s TeleOperator was decapitated and suffered various other serious injuries, even as highly realistic sensory feedback was still being fed back to Chao. The result was a classic case of TeleOperator Trauma Psychosis. In effect, Chao experienced—and survived—his own violent and grisly death. He was actually under heavy sedation for much of the journey to Pluto—and the catastrophe he would quite deliberately cause there.”
—Farnsworth Johnson, Decision at the Ring of Charon: A Revisionist View of Larry Chao’s Role in the Destruction of Pluto, Mariner Valley Academic Press, Mars, 2428
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Lucian Dreyfuss looked past the TeleOperator, the human-form machine Larry Chao was controlling from the Moon’s surface. Lucian peered through the visor of his pressure suit at the two monstrous robotic creatures, and felt his heart freeze solid with fear. “Behind you!” he cried out to Larry. The TeleOperator turned to look.
“Oh my God,” Lucian said. The Charonian robots were brutal, aggressive-looking things. They had long cylindrical bodies and rode on two sets of wheels. Each of them had four long, sharp, vicious-looking manipulator arms ending with cruel, sharp-looking grip clamps where their hands should have been. They were plainly aware of the intruders.
“They know we’re here,” the TeleOperator said in Larry’s voice. Lucian was about to say something, anything, in reply—and then the Charonians moved. Fast. Before Lucian was even in motion, one of them was right in front of him. Its grabber arms swung down and snatched at him, lifted him up off his feet. Lucian tried to scream, but the sound stuck in his throat. He reached out toward Larry’s TeleOperator, but then he was in motion, the alien thing taking him away.
Away.
Away.
Down the tunnel, down the endless tunnel, down into the dark and the blackness, bouncing and jouncing along, held upside down in the pitch darkness as the Charonian moved in a headlong rush down the tunnel. Now Lucian did find his voice, and he did scream, and scream again, and again, until there was nothing left of his voice.
They snatched at him, grappled him, peeled him out of his suit, forced his body into some sort of strange hibernation, and sealed him away in whatever it was that held him—
And so he slept.
And so he dreamed.
For a long time he had been still, truly asleep, truly inert. But now something had roused him, bestirred him just enough for him to dream, to remember it, to relive his own capture, his own nightmare undeath once again.
Again.
And again.
Lucian Drey fuss looked past the TeleOperator, the human-form machine Harry Chao was controlling from the Moon’s surface. Lucian peered through the visor…
The Wheelway
The Moon
THE SOLAR SYSTEM
“Lucian!” Larry shouted, waving his arms, desperately trying to get his attention. “Lucian! Over here! Look at me! Not at the damned TeleOperator. Look at me—”
But Lucian heard nothing. He stepped right through Larry’s image as he turned to look at the Charonians behind the TeleOperator. “Behind you!” Lucian called out.
Larry turned around and followed—or at least used the joystick to move his image, to try once again to make Lucian see the image of him, make him see Larry in street clothes, Larry dressed normally, a bit of everyday life. But no. It was useless. Worse than useless. Lucian didn’t see Larry at all. Just the TeleOperator Larry had controlled that day, the image of the robotic body playing its part in the drama that was playing itself out over and over. Lucian could see the ghost of the machine Larry had been working that day, but not Larry himself.
If anything, Lucian was less aware of Larry with each repetition, not more. Lucian was getting canalised, caught more and more deeply in those last few minutes of life as he was forced to relive them over and over. The events were burned into Lucian’s mind, and his mind absolutely refused to see anything else. And seeing them over and over again was not much of a pleasure for Larry, either.
Larry Chao let go of the joystick and pulled the view-helmet off. He peeled the electrodes off the sides of his head. His face was drenched in sweat. Dear G
od, what Lucian had been through. And now to be locked inside his last moments, to relive the terror of his own capture over and over and over again.
Somehow, some subunit of the dead Lunar Wheel had kept feeding the same input to Lucian, over and over again, for the last five years. The images of Lucian’s own last minutes. Maybe the Charonians thought they could make sense of it all by running it over and over again. Maybe that fragment of the Wheel had been dealing with that incident at the moment the Wheel had died and just gotten locked into it.
The medical-studies team said the Charonians had run two sets of neuro taps into Lucian—one that ran visual and aural input into his nervous system, and another that monitored what his brain actually saw and heard. It was not mind reading, not telepathy, but it was damned close. The Charonians could make whatever they wanted go into Lucian’s eyes and ears—and then monitor what his brain actually saw, what Lucian made of it all.
No human surgeon could hope to place those kinds of sensory input and output links, but human techs could tap into the links. They had done so—and added a computer-generated image of the present-day Larry Chao to the inputs.
“I can’t do it,” Larry said at last, not looking up, not looking at anyone or anything. “I can’t do it.”
Larry stepped down from his chair and turned to face the two women at the control panel. “I can’t do it,” he said again, shaking his head, sitting down on the rest chair. His legs didn’t seem too steady. He forced himself to settle down, take it easy.
It had all seemed so logical, somehow. Inject a sim, a computer-generated image of Larry Chao’s body, into Lucian’s sight and sound links. Hook up the sim to a mike so it would mouth Chao’s speech in real time, and mimic his facial expressions, at least a little bit.
Meanwhile, tap into the outputs of Lucian’s sight and sound links to interpret what Lucian was seeing and hearing in his dream, moment by moment, then merge that imagery with other data sources to back-angle the scene and feed images to Larry’s viewhelmet, so that Larry in the VR control unit would see Lucian from where the Larry Chao sim was standing.
In short, the computer trickery was supposed to inject Larry’s image into the scene Lucian was seeing, and let Lucian see Larry standing in the middle of Lucian’s dream. Let Larry wander around inside a dead man’s dreams.
Except it wasn’t working.
Larry thought of Lucian, lying in the chamber a bit down the Wheelway, still entombed, with human probes and wires and inductive optic-nerve readers and cables snaking around the Charonian tendril net that led from his body.
Damnation. Why the hell was Lucian stuck in those last momtents? Why couldn’t they break him out?
Marcia MacDougal stepped from behind the control panel, snagged another chair, and sat down in front of him. “You’re tired,” she said. “We’ll try it again in the morning. You need to rest.”
Selby Bogsworth-Stapleton brought him a glass of water and squatted down in front of him. She handed him the water and gave him an encouraging pat on the knee. “Have a rest,” she said. “We can have another go at it later.”
“No,” he said. “Neither of you understand. I can try again, right now, if you want. That’s not what I mean. What I’m saying is I can’t do it. You’re projecting my image into his dream, or nightmare, or whatever, but he’s not seeing me. He’s not aware of me. He is not consciously refusing to react. He can’t see me at all. The visual inputs are getting fed to his brain, but his brain isn’t accepting. All he’s seeing is his own memory. He just keeps looping through the last few minutes of his life, over and over again.”
“No change at all?” Selby asked.
“Oh, yeah, it changes,” Larry growled. “It gets more vivid every time. You saw the repeater screens on the console. That last run was solid, sharp as a tack. First time we barely got anything at all but static. The run time’s getting faster too, I think. Hard to tell from inside the VR and the view-helmet, but it seems like it.”
“It is,” Selby said. “By about a factor of ten since the first time.”
“That’s the computer getting better at its job,” Marcia said. “We’ve fed it more angles of the playback from the real event, the real first trip down the Rabbit Hole. It’s processing faster, doing better data-smoothing and integration of—”
“That’s some of it, yes,” Larry said, cutting her off. “But there’s more. We’re feeding Lucian direct stimulus, and it’s—well, it’s stimulating him. There’s more power behind his thoughts. He’s seeing more clearly each time, feeling it all more powerfully, running through it faster.”
“We are getting an uptick in his brain-wave amplitude,” Marcia admitted, “and it is speeding up. But he has to be able to see you. We’re pumping your image straight to his optic center.”
“You’ve never owned a cat. I can see that,” Selby said.
Larry and Marcia both looked at her in confusion.
“Cats!” Selby said. “They refuse to see what they don’t believe in. Put some strange object that they don’t want to deal with in front of them and they’ll act as if it’s not there. To them, it isn’t there.”
“So what you’re saying is that Lucian doesn’t see Larry because he doesn’t believe in Larry,” Marcia said.
“I suppose that’s one way to say it,” Selby said. “The thing of it is that we can manipulate what goes into his optic nerve and into his auditory receptors, but that’s not the same as changing what he thinks. It’s what he thinks he’s hearing and seeing that matters.”
“And what I’m saying is that we have to look at the, ah, other way of doing this,” Larry said, forcing himself to be firm, determined. He did not want to do this. “It’s not enough for me to be there, shouting to get his attention. We have to break him out of the rote pattern of his memory. We can’t just tell him what he is seeing isn’t happening. We have to change what he’s seeing.”
Selby and Marcia exchanged glances at each other, and Selby cleared her throat, a bit awkwardly. “We were both rather hoping that it wouldn’t come to that,” she said. “We were a bit worried that might not be the most pleasant sort of thing for you to do. It would be rather—stressful.”
“You think it might make me go nuts,” Larry said bluntly. “I don’t think it will. And if it does, well, I’ll get better after a while. If we don’t try it, Lucian is stuck in his own death forever, and I can’t wish that on him.”
Neither of the women said anything.
“Look, I don’t like it either,” Larry said. “But I wasn’t there. Larry Chao wasn’t there. The TeleOperator was. And floating an image of the T.O. around with a joystick won’t work, either. We’d have to hook a full-movement, full-action VR system up, let it drive the imagery of the TeleOperator, have me speak through the T.O. to Lucian, and find ways to shift the imagery. And be ready for it to take five or ten or twenty times before we can break Lucian out.”
“We’d have to be ready to disrupt the Charonian inputs to his optic nerve,” Marcia said thoughtfully. “Be ready to substitute our own inputs. Work up a whole script, a whole plan, to snap Lucian out of it. We’d have to have the techs back in here,” she said, thinking it over. “It’d have to be a much more invasive setup. All we’ve been doing is trying to overlay your image onto Lucian’s existing memories. You’re talking about revising the images he already has.”
“So be more invasive,” Larry said, his voice clipped and hard. “It might disrupt Lucian’s brain-wave patterns,” Marcia said. “It could kill him if we do it wrong.”
“You think being dead isn’t better than the way he is now!” Larry demanded. “He’s been reliving the same moments of terror over and over again for the last five years, experiencing what amounts to his own death again and again, all that time—except he never gets to die. I know the information we might get is important, but I almost don’t care about it just now. I just can’t leave him like that. Either we kill him and let him be dead, stay dead, in peace, or else—or el
se do something so he doesn’t have to watch his own death anymore.
chapter 12: Signal and Noise
“Straight/Strait science rotz when it leans twoheavy on mind games, and the simmy-shimmies we do these daze iz just mindgames bigtime. They query, most bleary, what if?, not what’s happening? Every suit inna lab jacket has lost it now/then frum knot/not knowing bee/tween sim-sham and coldhard-here.
”Lotsatime the jacket runs the muddle-model and seez reallife ain’t dancing with the dream. The punchline is a jacket doping out a new gag to show why the dream-up is cool, reallife the fool. We go downhill from thar, tweaking to peak a way cool muddle-model, not whoa-stopping to pull the jokers from the deck and deal a new game.
“We take sim one and fake anew sim two from one, butt one was de-based on sim zero wayback. Our/are thinking goes too deep into keen dream perfectland, all hot mat and cool pics, farout from real-word and we dig that more, get pulled in more than by our/are sights of realworld. Way much we hand the lab jackets one taste of cleanandtidy perfectland, and a core sample of the crap coming out of Momnature’s dirty old reallife kitchen. Which they gonna want for dinner, may-be without even knowingjno-ing they lose cuz they dunno they choose?
”Science/seance liketime takes a dive when it bites into tha tumour of rumour, whennit scoops up pocket- fulla oldtimes know/no/ledge and duzzent check that change for itself. We know we screw the pooch plenty times. How cum we figure alltha houndz inna past wuz safe? Rule one: ya don’t believe what you don’t add up yerself. Say-another-way: It ain’t stitched right for the labjack if you can’t show it ain’t so/sew. If it be real science and no seance, ya gotta cookit yerself and show it’s right with every bite.
“Science supposed to be knowing growing by showing, and count thoz cards. Nowdaze straight/ strait/ jacket/ suit science looks like we’re/whir suits and labjacks getting close/clothes to being handed a marked and burning deck—and willing 2 take Monte Monty’s word 4=(how many cards)*R/ innit.”
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