by Zane Grey
It was not until they reached the house and were about to go in that Belding chanced to discover Gale’s crippled hand.
“What an awful hand!” he exclaimed. “Where the devil did you get that?”
“I stove in my knuckles on Rojas,” replied Dick.
“You did that in one punch? Say, I’m glad it wasn’t me you hit! Why didn’t you tell me? That’s a bad hand. Those cuts are full of dirt and sand. Inflammation’s setting in. It’s got to be dressed. Nell!” he called.
There was no answer. He called again, louder.
“Mother, where’s the girl?”
“She’s there in the dining-room,” replied Mrs. Belding.
“Did she hear me?” he inquired, impatiently.
“Of course.”
“Nell!” roared Belding.
This brought results. Dick saw a glimpse of golden hair and a white dress in the door. But they were not visible longer than a second.
“Dad, what’s the matter?” asked a voice that was still as sweet as formerly, but now rather small and constrained.
“Bring the antiseptics, cotton, bandages—and things out here. Hurry now.”
Belding fetched a pail of water and a basin from the kitchen. His wife followed him out, and, upon seeing Dick’s hand, was all solicitude. Then Dick heard light, quick footsteps, but he did not look up.
“Nell, this is Mr. Gale—Dick Gale, who came with the boys last last night,” said Belding. “He’s got an awful hand. Got it punching that greaser Rojas. I want you to dress it.… Gale, this is my step-daughter, Nell Burton, of whom I spoke. She’s some good when there’s somebody sick or hurt. Shove out your fist, my boy, and let her get at it. Supper’s nearly ready.”
Dick felt that same strange, quickening heart throb, yet he had never been cooler in his life. More than anything else in the world he wanted to look at Nell Burton; however, divining that the situation might be embarrassing to her, he refrained from looking up. She began to bathe his injured knuckles. He noted the softness, the deftness of her touch, and then it seemed her fingers were not quite as steady as they might have been. Still, in a moment they appeared to become surer in their work. She had beautiful hands, not too large, though certainly not small, and they were strong, brown, supple. He observed next, with stealthy, upward-stealing glance, that she had rolled up her sleeves, exposing fine, round arms graceful in line. Her skin was brown—no, it was more gold than brown. It had a wonderful clear tint. Dick stoically lowered his eyes then, putting off as long as possible the alluring moment when he was to look into her face. That would be a fateful moment. He played with a certain strange joy of anticipation. When, however, she sat down beside him and rested his injured hand in her lap as she cut bandages, she was so thrillingly near that he yielded to an irrepressible desire to look up. She had a sweet, fair face warmly tinted with that same healthy golden-brown sunburn. Her hair was light gold and abundant, a waving mass. Her eyes were shaded by long, downcast lashes, yet through them he caught a gleam of blue.
Despite the stir within him, Gale, seeing she was now absorbed in her task, critically studied her with a second closer gaze. She was a sweet, wholesome, joyous, pretty girl.
“Shore it musta hurt?” replied Laddy, who sat an interested spectator.
“Yes, I confess it did,” replied Dick, slowly, with his eyes on Nell’s face. “But I didn’t mind.”
The girl’s lashes swept up swiftly in surprise. She had taken his words literally. But the dark-blue eyes met his for only a fleeting second. Then the warm tint in her cheeks turned as red as her lips. Hurriedly she finished tying the bandage and rose to her feet.
“I thank you,” said Gale, also rising.
With that Belding appeared in the doorway, and finding the operation concluded, called them in to supper. Dick had the use of only one arm, and he certainly was keenly aware of the shy, silent girl across the table; but in spite of these considerable handicaps he eclipsed both hungry cowboys in the assault upon Mrs. Belding’s bounteous supper. Belding talked, the cowboys talked more or less. Mrs. Belding put in a word now and then, and Dick managed to find brief intervals when it was possible for him to say yes or no. He observed gratefully that no one round the table seemed to be aware of his enormous appetite.
After supper, having a favorable opportunity when for a moment no one was at hand, Dick went out through the yard, past the gardens and fields, and climbed the first knoll. From that vantage point he looked out over the little hamlet, somewhat to his right, and was surprised at its extent, its considerable number of adobe houses. The overhanging mountains, ragged and darkening, a great heave of splintered rock, rather chilled and affronted him.
Westward the setting sun gilded a spiked, frost-colored, limitless expanse of desert. It awed Gale. Everywhere rose blunt, broken ranges or isolated groups of mountains. Yet the desert stretched away down between and beyond them. When the sun set and Gale could not see so far, he felt a relief.
That grand and austere attraction of distance gone, he saw the desert nearer at hand—the valley at his feet. What a strange gray, somber place! There was a lighter strip of gray winding down between darker hues. This he realized presently was the river bed, and he saw how the pools of water narrowed and diminished in size till they lost themselves in gray sand. This was the rainy season, near its end, and here a little river struggled hopelessly, forlornly to live in the desert. He received a potent impression of the nature of that blasted age-worn waste which he had divined was to give him strength and work and love.
CHAPTER V
A DESERT ROSE
Belding assigned Dick to a little room which had no windows but two doors, one opening into the patio, the other into the yard on the west side of the house. It contained only the barest necessities for comfort. Dick mentioned the baggage he had left in the hotel at Casita, and it was Belding’s opinion that to try to recover his property would be rather risky; on the moment Richard Gale was probably not popular with the Mexicans at Casita. So Dick bade good-by to fine suits of clothes and linen with a feeling that, as he had said farewell to an idle and useless past, it was just as well not to have any old luxuries as reminders. As he possessed, however, not a thing save the clothes on his back, and not even a handkerchief, he expressed regret that he had come to Forlorn River a beggar.
“Beggar hell!” exploded Belding, with his eyes snapping in the lamplight. “Money’s the last thing we think of out here. All the same, Gale, if you stick you’ll be rich.”
“It wouldn’t surprise me,” replied Dick, thoughtfully. But he was not thinking of material wealth. Then, as he viewed his stained and torn shirt, he laughed and said “Belding, while I’m getting rich I’d like to have some respectable clothes.”
“We’ve a little Mex store in town, and what you can’t get there the women folks will make for you.”
When Dick lay down he was dully conscious of pain and headache, that he did not feel well. Despite this, and a mind thronging with memories and anticipations, he succumbed to weariness and soon fell asleep.
It was light when he awoke, but a strange brightness seen through what seemed blurred eyes. A moment passed before his mind worked clearly, and then he had to make an effort to think. He was dizzy. When he essayed to lift his right arm, an excruciating pain made him desist. Then he discovered that his arm was badly swollen, and the hand had burst its bandages. The injured member was red, angry, inflamed, and twice its normal size. He felt hot all over, and a raging headache consumed him.
Belding came stamping into the room.
“Hello, Dick. Do you know it’s late? How’s the busted fist this morning?”
Dick tried to sit up, but his effort was a failure. He got about half up, then felt himself weakly sliding back.
“I guess—I’m pretty sick,” he said.
He saw Belding lean over him, feel his face, and speak, and then everything seemed to drift, not into darkness, but into some region where he had dim perceptions of gray
moving things, and of voices that were remote. Then there came an interval when all was blank. He knew not whether it was one of minutes or hours, but after it he had a clearer mind. He slept, awakened during night-time, and slept again. When he again unclosed his eyes the room was sunny, and cool with a fragrant breeze that blew through the open door. Dick felt better; but he had no particular desire to move or talk or eat. He had, however, a burning thirst. Mrs. Belding visited him often; her husband came in several times, and once Nell slipped in noiselessly. Even this last event aroused no interest in Dick.
On the next day he was very much improved.
“We’ve been afraid of blood poisoning,” said Belding. “But my wife thinks the danger’s past. You’ll have to rest that arm for a while.”
Ladd and Jim came peeping in at the door.
“Come in, boys. He can have company—the more the better—if it’ll keep him content. He mustn’t move, that’s all.”
The cowboys entered, slow, easy, cool, kind-voiced.
“Shore it’s tough,” said Ladd, after he had greeted Dick. “You look used up.”
Jim Lash wagged his half-bald, sunburned head, “Musta been more’n tough for Rojas.”
“Gale, Laddy tells me one of our neighbors, fellow named Carter, is going to Casita,” put in Belding. “Here’s a chance to get word to your friend the soldier.”
“Oh, that will be fine!” exclaimed Dick. “I declare I’d forgotten Thorne.… How is Miss Castaneda? I hope—”
“She’s all right, Gale. Been up and around the patio for two days. Like all the Spanish—the real thing—she’s made of Damascus steel. We’ve been getting acquainted. She and Nell made friends at once. I’ll call them in.”
He closed the door leading out into the yard, explaining that he did not want to take chances of Mercedes’s presence becoming known to neighbors. Then he went to the patio and called.
Both girls came in, Mercedes leading. Like Nell, she wore white, and she had a red rose in her hand. Dick would scarcely have recognized anything about her except her eyes and the way she carried her little head, and her beauty burst upon him strange and anew. She was swift, impulsive in her movements to reach his side.
“Señor, I am so sorry you were ill—so happy you are better.”
Dick greeted her, offering his left hand, gravely apologizing for the fact that, owing to a late infirmity, he could not offer the right. Her smile exquisitely combined sympathy, gratitude, admiration. Then Dick spoke to Nell, likewise offering his hand, which she took shyly. Her reply was a murmured, unintelligible one; but her eyes were glad, and the tint in her cheeks threatened to rival the hue of the rose she carried.
Everybody chatted then, except Nell, who had apparently lost her voice. Presently Dick remembered to speak of the matter of getting news to Thorne.
“Señor, may I write to him? Will someone take a letter?… I shall hear from him!” she said; and her white hands emphasized her words.
“Assuredly. I guess poor Thorne is almost crazy. I’ll write to him.… No, I can’t with this crippled hand.”
“That’ll be all right, Gale,” said Belding. “Nell will write for you. She writes all my letters.”
So Belding arranged it; and Mercedes flew away to her room to write, while Nell fetched pen and paper and seated herself beside Gale’s bed to take his dictation.
What with watching Nell and trying to catch her glance, and listening to Belding’s talk with the cowboys, Dick was hard put to it to dictate any kind of a creditable letter. Nell met his gaze once, then no more. The color came and went in her cheeks, and sometimes, when he told her to write so and so, there was a demure smile on her lips. She was laughing at him. And Belding was talking over the risks involved in a trip to Casita.
“Shore I’ll ride in with the letters,” Ladd said.
“No you won’t,” replied Belding. “That bandit outfit will be laying for you.”
“Well, I reckon if they was I wouldn’t be oncommon grieved.”
“I’ll tell you, boys, I’ll ride in myself with Carter. There’s business I can see to, and I’m curious to know what the rebels are doing. Laddy, keep one eye open while I’m gone. See the horses are locked up.… Gale, I’m going to Casita myself. Ought to get back tomorrow some time. I’ll be ready to start in an hour. Have your letter ready. And say—if you want to write home it’s a chance. Sometimes we don’t go to the P. O. in a month.”
He tramped out, followed by the tall cowboys, and then Dick was enabled to bring his letter to a close. Mercedes came back, and her eyes were shining. Dick imagined a letter received from her would be something of an event for a fellow. Then, remembering Belding’s suggestion, he decided to profit by it.
“May I trouble you to write another for me?” asked Dick, as he received the letter from Nell.
“It’s no trouble, I’m sure—I’d be pleased,” she replied.
That was altogether a wonderful speech of hers, Dick thought, because the words were the first coherent ones she had spoken to him.
“May I stay?” asked Mercedes, smiling.
“By all means,” he answered, and then he settled back and began.
Presently Gale paused, partly because of genuine emotion, and stole a look from under his hand at Nell. She wrote swiftly, and her downcast face seemed to be softer in its expression of sweetness. If she had in the very least been drawn to him— But that was absurd—impossible!
When Dick finished dictating, his eyes were upon Mercedes, who sat smiling curious and sympathetic. How responsive she was! He heard the hasty scratch of Nell’s pen. He looked at Nell. Presently she rose, holding out his letter. He was just in time to see a wave of red recede from her face. She gave him one swift gaze, unconscious, searching, then averted it and turned away. She left the room with Mercedes before he could express his thanks.
But that strange, speaking flash of eyes remained to haunt and torment Gale. It was indescribably sweet, and provocative of thoughts that he believed were wild without warrant. Something within him danced for very joy, and the next instant he was conscious of wistful doubt, a gravity that he could not understand. It dawned upon him that for the brief instant when Nell had met his gaze she had lost her shyness. It was a woman’s questioning eyes that had pierced through him.
During the rest of the day Gale was content to lie still on his bed thinking and dreaming, dozing at intervals, and watching the lights change upon the mountain peaks, feeling the warm, fragrant desert wind that blew in upon him. He seemed to have lost the faculty of estimating time. A long while, strong in its effect upon him, appeared to have passed since he had met Thorne. He accepted things as he felt them, and repudiated his intelligence. His old inquisitive habit of mind returned. Did he love Nell? Was he only attracted for the moment? What was the use of worrying about her or himself? He refused to answer, and deliberately gave himself up to dreams of her sweet face and of that last dark-blue glance.
Next day he believed he was well enough to leave his room; but Mrs. Belding would not permit him to do so. She was kind, soft-handed, motherly, and she was always coming in to minister to his comfort. This attention was sincere, not in the least forced; yet Gale felt that the friendliness so manifest in the others of the household did not extend to her. He was conscious of something that a little thought persuaded him was antagonism. It surprised and hurt him. He had never been much of a success with girls and young married women, but their mothers and old people had generally been fond of him. Still, though Mrs. Belding’s hair was snow-white, she did not impress him as being old. He reflected that there might come a time when it would be desirable, far beyond any ground of every-day friendly kindliness, to have Mrs. Belding be well disposed toward him. So he thought about her, and pondered how to make her like him. It did not take very long for Dick to discover that he liked her. Her face, except when she smiled, was thoughtful and sad. It was a face to make one serious. Like a haunting shadow, like a phantom of happier years, the sweetness
of Nell’s face was there, and infinitely more of beauty than had been transmitted to the daughter. Dick believed Mrs. Belding’s friendship and motherly love were worth striving to win, entirely aside from any more selfish motive. He decided both would be hard to get. Often he felt her deep, penetrating gaze upon him; and, though this in no wise embarrassed him—for he had no shameful secrets of past or present—it showed him how useless it would be to try to conceal anything from her. Naturally, on first impulse, he wanted to hide his interest in the daughter; but he resolved to be absolutely frank and true, and through that win or lose. Moreover, if Mrs. Belding asked him any questions about his home, his family, his connections, he would not avoid direct and truthful answers.
Toward evening Gale heard the tramp of horses and Belding’s hearty voice. Presently the rancher strode in upon Gale, shaking the gray dust from his broad shoulders and waving a letter.
“Hello, Dick! Good news and bad!” he said, putting the letter in Dick’s hand. “Had no trouble finding your friend Thorne. Looked like he’d been drunk for a week! Say, he nearly threw a fit. I never saw a fellow so wild with joy. He made sure you and Mercedes were lost in the desert. He wrote two letters which I brought. Don’t mistake me, boy, it was some fun with Mercedes just now. I teased her, wouldn’t give her the letter. You ought to have seen her eyes. If ever you see a black-and-white desert hawk swoop down upon a quail, then you’ll know how Mercedes pounced upon her letter… Well, Casita is one hell of a place these days. I tried to get your baggage, and I think I made a mistake. We’re going to see travel toward Forlorn River. The federal garrison got reinforcements from somewhere, and is holding out. There’s been fighting for three days. The rebels have a string of flat railroad cars, all iron, and they ran this up within range of the barricades. They’ve got some machine guns, and they’re going to lick the federals sure. There are dead soldiers in the ditches, Mexican non-combatants lying dead in the streets—and buzzards everywhere! It’s reported that Campo, the rebel leader, is on the way up from Sinaloa, and Huerta, a federal general, is coming to relieve the garrison. I don’t take much stock in reports. But there’s hell in Casita, all right.”
