Jello Salad
Table of Contents
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
PROLOGUE
PART ONE
ONE
TWO
THREE
FOUR
FIVE
SIX
SEVEN
EIGHT
NINE
TEN
ELEVEN
TWELVE
THIRTEEN
FOURTEEN
PART TWO
FIFTEEN
SIXTEEN
SEVENTEEN
EIGHTEEN
NINETEEN
PART THREE
TWENTY
TWENTY ONE
TWENTY TWO
TWENTY THREE
TWENTY FOUR
TWENTY FIVE
TWENTY SIX
TWENTY SEVEN
TWENTY EIGHT
TWENTY NINE
THIRTY
Copyright
Jello Salad
Nicholas Blincoe
To Robert Blincoe
PROLOGUE
Hogie stood at the edge of the floor, looking out on the technicians, the cameras, feeling his brains steam-bake inside his chef’s wimple. Monitors, left and right, cranked through the running order. The fake kitchen was unlit but ready, the herbs and cuts all laid out in bowls, only waiting for the mikes and lights to swing low. He turned to the researcher and she reconfirmed the cooking spot was fifth on the schedule. The audience was still taking their seats, no one would need him for at least thirty minutes. If he’d forgotten his way back to the hospitality room, she could show him. Hogie nodded. He was just doing preparation, you know – trying to rise to the occasion. He had to say, neither palpitations nor tremors gave the flavour. This was general hysteria, Krakatoa of the skull.
The researcher led him out of the studio and into a corridor panelled with television screens. For the past few hours, she had waited on him hand and foot, mouth and nose. As she walked along, she reminded him – whatever he needed, he only had to ask. She told him he should just relax, get to know the other guests in hospitality.
He said, “Did you hear what happened to me on that morning show in Liverpool?”
She nodded. “Don’t worry about that. That was daytime, we’re past the watershed now. No one’s going to notice if you’re a bit over-excited.”
“Yeah?” She couldn’t blame him for worrying though. He’d done so badly that time, he never expected to get a second chance at television glory. His dream of being a top TV chef over because of a wigged-out misunderstanding.
They were just passing the dressing rooms when he heard the theme tune to the on-the-hour News. The TV sets along the corridor flashed blue as the channel logo spun across the screen, followed by a dissolve to the news anchor. It was just past midnight and the programme was leading with a screamer – the fifth in a series of weird killings. Hogie stopped – this was something he needed to watch.
There was a camera crew at the scene but the reporter was soft-pedalling on the colour, sticking to basic details like the place, a rough time of death – giving no real description of the murder. The corpse had surfaced downstream of Bow Creek in the East End, floating in a bubble of plastic sheeting. On-screen, a police officer was refusing to confirm that the victim had been disembowelled but the key word was ritualistic. As in all the week’s murders, speculation centered on religion, on crime and on drugs – either in combination or separately Hogie didn’t even want to think about any new twist. This time, he was sure, it was Cheb’s body they’d found. The researcher tried to grab hold of his arm but he pulled free and set off running.
“Leave me alone.”
He didn’t even realise he was heading back to the studio floor. He just needed time and space to think. They eventually brought him down at the edge of the seating bank, rugby-tackled by the floor manager and two other technicians. No one was taking any chances on a berserk cookerboy, fuelled by drugs and regret. The news had finished, their programme was about to begin.
The cameras started to circle a media-friendly psychoanalyst, squirming on the low slung, late-nite sofa. As the opening theme faded, the man began to argue that there was no connection between any of the week’s killings – just an unconscious societal wish to turn death into a spectacle. The interviewer said, “What, like a circus?”
The analyst slapped the coffee table with his new book, ‘Exactly, a circus or a carnival.” Pause for close-up on the title — The Killer Carnival.
Hogie tore off his hat. No way he could fillet anything, not after listening to a lunatic headshrinker chant Carnival/ Carnivore, do you see? It’s the way of all flesh? while the woman interviewer just nodded. He wasn’t going to cause a scene. He was just going to walk away.
The producer met him at the exit. She was there to remind him he was under contract, if he refused to do his cooking spot she would sue.
“So? Fucking sue me.”
The researcher slipped around his outside. With one hand jamming the door and the other on his arm, she told him no other channel would touch him after he’d turned up stoned the last time he appeared on television. He wasn’t the only over-hyped, boy-wonder chef in the country but after what happened in Liverpool, he was already an industry-wide liability. This was his last chance and he only had one thing to sell-intimate and personal knowledge of the killer’s victims. Use it or lose it. Then she whispered that the producer was so keen to keep him in the studio, on-air, the woman was ready to sign over her car, her personal credit card, anything Hogie wanted.
He knew, if he agreed, it was some kind of betrayal — to the memories of the dead, to his friends and their mothers. Going down that route, he could expect serious payback. Cheb had taught him the rules of karma, so he knew what to expect. This huge, fuck-off tragedy was airborne, launched from the swamp lands of his past sex sins. He only had himself to blame.
He said, “One second. Let me go freshen up. I’ll be there.”
Whatever else happened, it was some way to crown a bad week…
PART ONE
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ONE
Even standing at the far side of the bar, Gloria Manning could hear every word Hogie said.
“We didn’t know why we were losing so much money. We checked the form before every race. We looked to see how they’d been running and how they were fancied. We worked out the combinations: reverse forecasts, always trios. Cheb had some kind of spacey system he wanted to play but I couldn’t figure the geometry. In the end, we bet on the favourite every time.”
He was sat at the other end of the room telling everyone about his trip to the dogs at Belle Vue. Gloria didn’t have to strain to listen but she hung on for the punchline. Paused between a pillar and the bar, she was absolutely ringside.
Hogie never stopped talking. “Not one of our dogs came in. Not one. Cheb was stuffing his pockets with torn-up slips. I was slapping the form sheet on his bald head and screaming they were a tissue of falsehoods. We were looking for greyhounds, all we got was fucking bassets. Then we realised what had happened. We were so stoned, we were always one race ahead of the track. We didn’t know it but we’d cashed out on the wrong fucking races.”
He scanned around the table, milking the scene. Wide blue eyes and arms outstretched: Can you believe it? Half his friends were spluttering, the boy they called the Sandman choked on a round-lipped “God no”. Only Jools didn’t get it. She held on almost to the end with a misfit look on her crybaby face but if Hogie wanted to take her with him he was going to have to go much, much more slowly.
Gloria knew all his friends by name, the real ones or the ones they’d made-up. She saw most of them, from time to time, whenever they surfac
ed in their home corner. Only Hogie and Cheb had ever found a reason to leave Manchester completely: they were both gone before they turned eighteen. This was nothing more than a one-night overnight stop-over. Still, they seemed to fit right back in place. Hogie with all the stories and most of the elbow room, cramped at a table with ten of his friends. Cheb at the bar, failing to buy the drinks. He’d been standing there for fifteen minutes and was still arguing with the barmaid. He had three credit cards fanned out in front of her face, asking her what kind of place refused AmEx fuck-me Platinum.
Back at Hogie’s table, Jools was still chasing the dog story, saying: “How could you be ahead of the track? Didn’t you know which dogs you’d picked?”
Gloria knew, Hogie was a special kind of idiot but the mistake was easier to make than she realised. Apart from the fact that the dogs all looked the same, you only ever bet on the number of the lane and never on the dog’s name.
Hogie said, “No. We’d got no idea which dog we picked, we just checked for the favourite and slapped down the bet. But instead of getting the star dog, we got the one using the same lane in the earlier race. We lost over two hundred quid before we realised.”
One of them, a kid called Roly, gagged on a mouthful of peanut splinters. “Shit no. Two hundred pounds!”
“Oh my God shit yes. It’s what I was saying, Cheb had this system. We had to multiply everything we lost by the odds on the next favourite. Or vice versa. To be honest, it wasn’t like I gave a shit at that point.”
The Sandman asked how they realised the truth.
Hogie said, “You know at Belle Vue, they have this huge fuck-off scoreboard over the track, where they flash the times of the races? Well, we were watching it all night so we should have known what was wrong, but we didn’t. We were laughing, pointing up at the board and saying it was so slow, it was always a race behind. Cheb was ready to complain to the management. He was saying he couldn’t fucking believe it, the man keying-in the data had to be tripping, he was so fucking tardy with the results. If they thought this was any way to run a dog track, they were out of the fucking loop. He was ready to run up there and sort it out himself.”
Jools again, slurred but still decipherable: “Did he do it?”
Hogie shook his head, No. “We decided to skin up one more time instead and went looking for somewhere quiet. We were halfway across the carpark when Cheb said ‘Do you reckon the board was right and we were in the wrong?’ It just hit me. Of course we were wrong. We were so monged, we’d forgotten just how fucking stupid we are.”
Hogie slapped his forehead for effect.
Pause.
“So then we caught a cab down to Chinatown and won the whole wad back at roulette.”
Jools, one last time: “What, everything?”
Hogie nodded as he looked calmly around the table. He’d grown his blond hair long and together with his moustache-beard combination he managed to approximate a Christ-like simplicity. Until he exploded. “No fucking way. We were seriously creamed. We didn’t have a prayer.”
That was the punchline. This was their school reunion.
Hogie was also friends with Gloria’s son, Mannie, who should have been there but was probably too stoned to make it. Her daughter Jools just tagged along. All night, Gloria had watched as the girl screamed or whined and failed to hold Hogie’s attention. She was now so drunk she couldn’t do anything but shout whenever she needed a fresh rum and coke. Her head barely level with the empty glasses, emptied too fast for the bar staff to collect. The only ones among them that weren’t drunk had to be doped-up, speeding or worse, Gloria knew.
Cheb was still hanging on to the bar but the situation was getting ridiculous. Now he was trying to pass off a Diners Club card and expecting them to accept it. Finally he gave up, waiting for the bargirl to turn her back before slipping off the stool and heading for the door. He was an arm’s length from Gloria when he passed her but he didn’t look up and he didn’t see her. The boy had never grown above five foot two. The only things that five years away had changed were his hair and skin. He left Manchester shaggy and sun-free. Now he was tanned to the dome with his head shaved to the bone. When he signalled to Hogie it was nothing more than a nod but his head caught the light Hogie saw it, anyway. He skirted round Jools and met Cheb at the exit. Standing next to each other, they looked the same as they had as kids. Hogie was stooped, just a little but there would have been a foot between them if he straightened up. They had always stayed close. And they always had something to say that they didn’t want anyone else to hear. Gloria moved along the bar. She caught Hogie’s voice first. From the tone, she could tell he was repeating himself.
“They wouldn’t take the card?”
Cheb flashed him a “Don’t Ask”.
“What name were you using?”
“Francis Woo.”
“You were using a Chinese name? You look nothing like a Chink.”
“I told her I was a Vietnam boat-child but she wouldn’t have it. She was saying, ‘No you’re not. You’re Jason Beddoes, I went to school with you.’ I tell you, if she calls the cops we’re fucked. We got to shoot.”
Hogie looked back over to the table. “Okay. I got Jools’s car keys. What do you reckon, we dump her?”
“Fuck yes.”
They turned at the same time and found themselves staring straight at Gloria. At least Hogie had the sensitivity to blush. True, Cheb looked anxious, his eyes side-winding around the room, but it wasn’t embarrassment. Seeing Gloria standing there, he was probably just worried he might see his own mum, lurking at the next corner.
Hogie said, “We’re just off to find your Mannie, Mrs Manning.” He tried to make it sound like a goodwill mission but he still hadn’t lost his blush.
“Yeah? Well don’t get him into trouble.”
Cheb turned to look at her, saying: “Not us, Mrs Manning. We couldn’t do it if we tried.” His face deadpan, as though he expected her to believe him.
Over at the bar, the girl who’d refused to serve him was now talking to the manager. As she spoke she pointed in their direction. Hogie caught the gesture. He had his hand on Cheb’s arm, saying, “We’d better be going,” as he shuffled on the spot. Only Cheb didn’t seem to be in much of a hurry anymore. Once he’d satisfied himself that he wasn’t going to see his mother, he seemed happy to stand around and make everyone else uncomfortable. Now he was asking Gloria about her daughter.
“I heard she’s doing alright. She’s some kind of star, isn’t she?”
Hogie had to explain: “Cheb’s been travelling for a couple of years, Mrs Manning. He’s only just heard about Jools.”
Gloria looked back over her shoulder. Jools was still at the table, near to collapse with her hair spooling into the dregs around the glasses. The girl was no star. She was a bit-part actress in a soap and the way she looked now, she’d reached her limit.
Behind her, Hogie said, “Yeah, well we’d better go. Bye, Mrs Manning.”
Gloria kept her eyes on her daughter and her mouth closed.
*
Jools’s car was parked in a loop of road, diverted from the main road to give parking room at a kosher butchers. Cheb couldn’t believe a TV actress would have such a terrible car.
Hogie said, “What’s wrong with it?”
It was some kind of boxy Subaru but Cheb’s main problem was the stereo. He claimed it was ju-ju’ed, it had his tape stuck in its mouth but it wasn’t swallowing. He jabbed it in and out of the slot a couple of times then gave up.
“So what’s this programme she’s starring in anyway?”
It was the planet’s weakest soap. Hogie said, “It’s called Pony Trek but she’s not the star. She’s been on it less than a year and they already want to kill her off.”
Cheb said, “Yeah I forgot. You’re the only wannabe TV star in the area.” He was feeling through his pockets now — when his fingers came out they held a small square of paper, a folded wrap. When he emptied it onto the Suba
ru’s dashboard there was maybe a half line each left of the coke they’d bought the night before.
“Hey Hogie. You want to open the sunroof? Let’s do this thing right, underneath the stars.”
Hogie reached up for the dinky handle and wound the cover back. It was a drizzle-free evening but it wasn’t exactly full moon over Koh Phang Nga beach — or any of the other places Cheb had described. With a million street lights, the sky over Manchester never got entirely dark. The stars were barely visible through the city’s amber canopy.
Cheb started work on the coke with a rolled fifty, hoovering away in a wild circular motion that somehow strayed over his line and onto the next. When he passed the note to Hogie, there was nothing but left-over crumbs.
“Yeah, sorry about that Hoges. I guess I got more than my share. You sure we’re going to be able to get more down town?”
Hogie said, “Yeah. I told you, Mannie’s a professional pusher, now. Anything we want, that’s what he told us.”
Cheb nodded and relaxed. “So what about his mam, then? You reckon she was giving you the eye.”
“Kick off Cheb. She was sympathising because I have to put up with so much of Jools’s shit.”
Hogie turned the ignition. The stereo came on, starting at the first chord to a Beck track — a country kind of a beat with lyrics about driving round in a pick-up truck with a canister of nitrous oxide. Cheb picked it up at the chorus: There’s fumes in the truck and we don’t know if we’re dead or what. Hogie joined in as soon as he’d coughed back the sour plug that the cocaine had left in his throat.
They were still singing when Jools came screaming out of the pub and across the dual carriageway towards them. She had her fists up, flailing as she weaved across the central reservation, pure dementia on her face.
Cheb said, “Looks like her mother grassed us up.”
Hogie only wound down the side window because she threatened to punch it through. He tried to spin her a line but in the end he had no choice. He lifted the door stud and let her take the backseat, shrugging over to Cheb. “It’s her car.”
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