Okay, so maybe the murder idea was a bit of a stretch. It would make more sense that he was being upfront with me. Maybe he just likes my eyes, not to mention my vivacious personality and profoundly witty mind. It would make sense—if he were trying to gain an heir to his empire—for that child to be career-driven and nothing short of brilliant. While Dillon had his share of smarts, most of his riches came from dumb luck. Without his parents…
Wait.
Had the story about his parents been part of luring me in? It seems like a strange story to make up, and altogether unnecessary considering his end goal. Why would he open up to me about something so personal? He claimed to not want baggage, yet he seems to be trying to draw me deeper into his snare.
How I became caught in his web to begin with is a mystery to me. It isn’t as if I have some fixation on rich boys—all the guys I’ve dated in the past were just broke college students. Granted, my last serious relationship was years ago.
Why am I even overthinking this? I made it plainly obvious that I want no part of his little body renting notion, or covert murder scheme, or…sincere request. I grit my teeth, bringing my search engine back up. It provides me with a few suggestions based on what I’ve previously searched for, and I feel utterly ridiculous faced with my strange theories.
Resting my fingers on the keyboard for a moment, I consider how to phrase my question.
“What is the typical pay for a surrogate mother,” I muse aloud, typing the text in before I can talk myself out of it.
I press the enter key, and what seems an endless amount of results is returned. I click the first link, muttering under my breath. It seems the average is a little over forty thousand dollars, which is a little surprising considering the offer I’ve received. I guess Dillon thinks he will have any pick of women for a cool million, or maybe thinks that I’d be unable to turn him down.
It’s not as if I’d ever consider being a surrogate mother. Especially not for Dillon Bradshaw. I can’t even begin to fathom bringing a child into this world, a child that I would never get to know or grow close to. A child that would never know its mother. A child who…would have an absolutely doting father who could provide them with the world. A child who would be given an empire, and the life of luxury as well as the love of a parent.
Unbidden, an image of what our child might look like springs to my mind. My heart aches at the thought.
Glancing towards my phone, I tell myself that I’m not going to call Dillon. Under no circumstances am I going to call him and let him plead his case. Even if he would arguably be the best father for a child, and he has every right to want an heir of his own blood. The million-dollar paycheck is on the back of my mind.
It’s not as if I’ll sell my body for even a million bucks. The thought of bringing happiness to not one life, but two, while receiving a heaping chunk of cash isn’t…that appealing. It’s not appealing at all! I’m not considering it! Except…I very much am, now that I think about it.
Grabbing my cellphone, I make quick work of calling Dillon’s number, which I should have deleted weeks ago. The line rings for a moment, and I’m sure he won’t pick up. At least I tried. Nothing more I can do if he won’t even answer my calls—
“Hello? Charlotte?” he answers, sounding out of breath.
My mind wanders to what might have him so breathless, but I quickly dispel those thoughts.
“Hi, Dillon,” I manage weakly, curling a lock of hair around my finger.
For a time that seems to stretch on forever, we’re both silent. He clears his throat, clearly waiting for me to speak.
“So, a million dollars?” I inquire softly.
He is quiet for a moment longer, though it sounds as if his breath catches.
“You’re actually considering it?” he asks, and I find myself growing flustered at the situation.
Even he is surprised that I called him back; if that’s not indicative of this being a bad idea, I don’t know what is.
“Oh, Charlotte, thank you. Yes, yes. Not to pressure you, but all the terms I outlined at the park are still, uh…on the table,” he says nervously.
I find my palms growing rather uncomfortably sweaty, my phone nearly slipping out of my hand.
“I still can’t understand why you would choose me,” I breathe, and he chuckles softly in response.
“You’ve already proven yourself a bad liar. It’s not like you would sign the deal and then…ditch me, you know? I feel like I can trust you, in spite of all we’ve been through. Maybe even because of it—I don’t know…” he trails off, and I find myself laughing softly as well.
“You’re right, there. Listen, I’m not giving you a definite answer. I’m telling you that I’ll think about it. If you happen to find someone else—” I begin, only to be cut short.
“There’s no one else,” he interrupts, with a surprising amount of passion in his voice.
I feel myself blushing, though I can’t exactly explain why. This whole weird situation has me feeling all sorts of fuzzy and unclear.
“All right. Get some sleep, Dillon. I’ll let you know when I make a decision,” I murmur with a tenderness that shocks even me.
He breathes a sigh, and it feels like there’s more he wants to say. However, he seems to decide against it.
“Good night, Charlotte. Thank you,” he says with obvious sincerity.
Quickly, I swipe my phone to end the call, tossing my it on my desk and walking towards my bed. My thoughts remain with the man I’ve been speaking to, and I find myself gripped by a sudden and intrusive thought about…potential conception.
Unwelcome yet pleasantly warm tingles shoot through my body at the thought of sharing a bed with the man. I quickly banish the thought. It’s not as if we’re going to be in a relationship, even if I agree to his terms; he’s made that much very clear. I don’t know why I feel vaguely disappointed at that thought, but if I’m a million dollars richer, everything will fall into place.
Deciding to take a quick shower before bed, I skirt around my bed and towards the adjoined bathroom. I want to visit Dillon at his office early tomorrow, and if I shower now, I can sleep in a bit. The water in this apartment complex takes an agonizingly long time to get hot, but I suppose it’s worth the wait.
As I strip and step beneath the warm stream of water, I debate spending a few quiet moments alone with the shower head. But as my hand begins to creep south, I find that I can’t stop thinking about Dillon. As a matter of fact, my thoughts of him only grow more intense. I grit my teeth against the sensation of warmth between my thighs as I quickly wash my hair and rinse off.
I don’t bother to get dressed before slipping between my sheets. I’ll regret going to sleep with damp hair in the morning, but for the time being, I couldn’t care less. I force my eyes closed, trying to banish thoughts of the gorgeous billionaire from my mind. This is just a potential professional venture.
It won’t do to entertain these complicated…feelings, considering the nature of our relationship. Granted, our relationship seems to be permanently stamped as ‘complicated’.
As I drift off, my final thought is of what it might be like to fall asleep in Dillon’s arms.
* * *
When I wake up the next morning, everything seems a bit less disastrous than it did the night before, and I’m able to approach the situation with a more objective point of view. While my feelings for Dillon are anything but straightforward, I know I need to keep things as uncomplicated as humanly possible.
I tell myself this as I get dressed, though there’s nothing awfully complicated about a pretty green sundress that brings out the shade of my eyes just so. I apply the slightest bit of makeup, certainly nothing extravagant or unusual. The up-do I choose for my hair is just a bit of an experiment, just for fun. I’ve been meaning to try it, after all. I look nice, but in a simple sort of way. At least, that’s what I keep telling myself.
The trip to the office seems to drag on, but I think that’s
due in part to the anticipation racing through my veins. I ride the elevator to the top floor, approaching Dillon’s secretary and debating how to breach the subject.
“I need to speak with Dillon,” I hedge.
She glances up from her laptop, her eyes shining with delight upon seeing me.
“Oh, darling, he’s going to love you,” she gushes, gesturing for me to take a seat. I try to obscure the blush on my cheeks, but with my hair styled up, it’s not as easy as usual. “He’s in a meeting, but I can fetch him,” she announces, slipping away before I can protest.
I’m shocked to see him nearly barreling down the hallway just a few moments later. Coming to an abrupt stop in front of me, he considers me with bright and hopeful eyes. I take him by the elbow, jerking my head in the direction of his office. He nods excitedly, leading me to the door.
“Don’t let anyone disturb us, Tiffany,” he orders.
She salutes, offering me a sly smile. I want to sputter that it’s nothing like what she’s thinking, but I can’t exactly blame her for her assumption.
Stepping into Dillon’s office behind him, he turns to face me with wide and excited eyes.
“Have you made your decision?” he asks, not beating around the bush.
I smile coyly, turning on my heel and tapping my finger on my chin.
“I have,” I reply, pausing for dramatic effect.
His eyes are fixed upon my own, and a now-familiar thrill shoots through me.
“Well?” he asks, nearly shaking with anticipation.
“I’ll do it. I’ll have your child.”
Chapter Ten
Dillon
It’s all I can do to keep from kissing her, right then and there. Delight radiates through my entire being, and I struggle to keep my grin looking pleased, not idiotically gleeful. I can’t begin to explain how much this means to me.
In less than a year, if all goes to plan, I’ll have an heir to leave my empire to. Moreover, Charlotte is agreeing to be the child’s mother. My infatuation with her may be clouding my judgement somewhat, but I know better than to push her too hard. I draw her into my arms, feeling her stiffen for the briefest moment before relaxing into my grip.
“You can’t begin to know…” I begin, trailing off as I feel myself getting choked-up.
She wraps her arms around me, resting her cheek against the broad expanse of my chest. After a moment, she draws away from me and meets my gaze with a warm smile.
“It’s strange that we’ve come this far, isn’t it? From being bitter enemies, to me being a surrogate for your heir,” she muses, and I manage a chuckle.
I reach out to caress her cheek, realizing a moment too late what I’ve done. Expecting her to jolt away, I’m surprised when she leans into my touch. Her cheeks are faintly tinged with pink, and a surge of desire shoots through me. I want her more than anything in the world, but I know she would never be happy with a man like me.
She’s made it clear that she will always hold some lingering resentment towards me. My heart aches at the thought.
“You were never any enemy of mine, Charlotte. Even when you were planning to ruin my career, my life, I thought nothing but the world of you. Imagine how I feel now, with what you’re doing for me,” I murmur.
She smiles somewhat timidly, and I allow her to draw away from my touch. I glance towards the clock, noting that I’ve still got a very long day ahead of me. As much as I’d like to celebrate this revelation, it will have to wait until tonight.
Feeling somewhat daring, I offer her a confident, cheeky smile.
“Join me at my apartment this evening. We’ll discuss the terms a bit more, regarding the IVF, or what have you,” I suggest, allowing the implication to hang at the end.
Charlotte smiles innocently, though there is something strange in her eyes—a glimmer I can’t quite place. She nods her head obligingly, reaching out to rest a hand on my arm. She tilts her head, meeting my eyes with a mischievous expression.
“Or what have you…” she repeats, looking all too entertained when I find myself reddening as well. “Of course I’ll join you this evening. There is a lot to go over,” she says, stroking her hand down the length of my sleeved arm.
She brushes her fingertips over the back of my knuckles, and a shiver shoots through my body. I can’t tell if she’s playing some sort of game, but whatever she is doing, it’s thrilling like nothing else I’ve experienced before.
“I’m afraid I have to get back to work,” I sigh, though I would like nothing more than to carry on with what we’re presently doing.
She pouts a bit, but agreeably shifts towards the door.
“I’ll see you tonight, then,” I say, holding her gaze for a moment before breaking away to give her lips an appraising glance.
She flicks her tongue out to moisten them before drawing the lower of the two between her teeth.
“Indeed you will, Mr. Bradshaw,” she affirms, a knowing expression on her face as she slips out the door.
As soon as she’s gone, I find myself nearly shaking with the intensity of my restrained desire. I rush to my desk so I can sit down for a moment. Gritting my teeth, I wait for the waves of arousal to ebb. God, this woman is going to be the end of me. I wouldn’t have it any other way, though.
What hours remain in my work day seem to pass at a snail’s pace. I occasionally find my thoughts drifting to Charlotte, and it’s difficult to keep my racing mind under wraps.
When the clock strikes six, it’s all I can do not to upturn my desk and run straight out of the office. For what it’s worth, I may as well just have clocked out early; I got nearly nothing done today besides drawing myself agonizingly close to actions I dare not enact in my workplace. I bid Tiffany a swift farewell as I make my way to the elevator, and I can feel her eyes watching me almost knowingly as I move. No matter, let her think what she wants.
Driving home is a task that I approach with all the carelessness of a juvenile delinquent. I must go at least twenty over the speed limit, the idea of getting a ticket pushed into the deepest corner of my mind. What’s a few hundred dollars among billions? I don’t like to think of myself as a careless individual in most cases, but I can’t deny that I’m not in my right mind, even as I pull into the parking garage at my apartment complex.
Lurching out of the car, I take a moment to try to catch my breath. I’m not out of shape by any means, but being on edge all day has worked me up a bit more than I’d like to admit. I manage to slow my breathing, inhaling and exhaling at a steady pace until it feels less like my heart will leap from my chest. I have to prepare the apartment before Charlotte arrives, and dear God, do I have to get a grip on myself.
While I think her behavior in my office was obviously flirtatious, I may be reading into it too deeply. Perhaps she simply wanted to have a bit of fun at my expense. I’ve made it agonizingly clear that I adore her, and it seems within her character to poke the bear a bit.
Granted, I feel less like a bear and more like a…rabbit? Just as well, even if she is attracted to me, it’s not particularly in either of our best interests for me to jump her the moment she steps inside.
I make my way to the top floor of the complex, and as I step into my penthouse, I vaguely realize that something is amiss. I’m not sure what, exactly, and my first thought is that of an intruder. However, when a familiar hint of perfume wafts under my nose, I’m struck with the realization that Charlotte is already here. The little minx must have kept my apartment key, all this time.
“Welcome home, Dillon,” she calls from my bedroom door, resting her hip against the wooden frame.
She’s clad in one of my robes, and what appears to be very little else. I shake my head quickly, trying to remain at least moderately coherent.
“What are you…ah…” I trail off as she draws closer, allowing the robe to drop off of her slender frame.
As I’d guessed, she’s wearing next to nothing underneath, save a lacy black thong with a white ribbon on th
e front. Her breasts are on display, and if the hardness of her nipples is any indication, she’s as aroused as I am. She’s more beautiful than I could have ever imagined.
“Oh, you know,” she begins, keeping her voice casual even as she presses her hand against my chest. She curls her fingers in the fabric of my shirt, pulling me back with her. “I just thought I’d offer you a few…options. IVF is awfully expensive, and there’s something so…impersonal about it,” she says slyly.
Now that there is no mistaking her intent, something inside of me snaps.
I lurch forward, whatever else she intended to say lost as I press our lips together in a searing kiss. She wraps her arms around my neck, softly moaning her approval as I reach around to grab the swell of her ass in my hands. I pull her close to me, the now-straining fabric of my slacks pressing against the white ribbon that sits so prettily in the center of her thong.
“Do you know how long I’ve wanted this?” I murmur huskily, lifting her up by her rear and groaning under my breath as she wraps her legs around me.
She’s pressed firmly against my clothed manhood, and it’s all I can do not to dry hump her in the middle of my living room. I do have a bit more dignity than that, however, so I carry her the remaining distance into my bedroom. Her perfume smells stronger in here, as well as another scent that makes my cock twitch with desire.
“I could hardly wait for you to get home,” she purrs, her womanly scent hanging heavily in the air.
I can make out the spot where she’d been lying on my bed. Quirking my lips into a sly grin, I push her onto the edge of the bed. As much as I’d like to indulge in some foreplay, something tells me that she’s as eager to get to the main event as I am. She scoots back obligingly as I shuffle on top of the sheets, fiddling with the button on my pants.
“Allow me,” she breathes, reaching out to undo it with ease.
An almost feral possessive feeling washes over me, and as she frees my manhood, I force her onto her back before she can properly get a good look. She gasps softly, and I fix her with a gaze that I can only hope reads as intensely as I feel. She stares back at me with parted lips, taking my large hand in her own and guiding it between her thighs. As I press my fingertips to her panties, I can feel her wetness already soaking through.
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