by Amy Brent
“Who is he?” Brie asked, unaware of her mixed attraction to the two sexes. “Someone from work?”
“Yes from work, but it’s not a guy.” Maya stumbled over her words, watching her sister’s eyes widen. She waited for the disappointment but she saw warmth and love in the blue eyes that looked her over. “I mean, I’ve never done this before but I met someone and I want to try.” Maya left out the part about her being married as Brie leaned over to hug her.
“Go for it. It’s been…months since Brent, right? Time to get out there again and as long as someone is good to you and treats you well, I’m good.” Brie assured her, smiling as Maya spun the can nervously in her hands. “Doesn’t she?”
“She’s great. Ginny is amazing.” Maya said immediately, putting her sister’s fears to rest. “It isn’t her at all. It’s Brent. He wasn’t good to me in the end.”
“In what way? It seemed like you guys just kind of broke up and that was it.” Brie told her, leaning forward as she looked intently at her sister.
Maya looked at Gillian and licked her lips as Brie glanced over at her entranced daughter. “You were so busy since she was young and I just waited for it to end. I’m okay.” Maya smiled. “I’m looking forward to tomorrow a lot.”
Gillian fell asleep in the recliner wrapped up in a blanket as the girls yawned and looked at each other. “I want to talk. Tomorrow. After your date.” She stood up to hug her before she looked down at her daughter. “I think I’ll sleep on the couch out here with her. She’s growing so fast; you know?”
Maya smiled, since she had done the same thing several times on Brie’s nights at the hospital. “Sleep well. I’ll see you in the morning.” She headed down the hall and into the basement, closing the door behind her with a soft click. Her salt lamp gave the room a warm glow as she walked down the stairs, thankful that this wasn’t one of those creepy basements. It was cozy and a lot like a small apartment that she could rent anywhere, just with family. Maya changed into a baggy long sleeve shirt and shorts, washing her face in the tiny bathroom before she crawled under the covers. She checked her phone that had been charging, since she didn’t want to be that girl that waited desperately for a text or an email. Maya clicked on her text to see one from Ginny, saying that she was looking forward to the next day and that she was thinking about her.
Maya smiled as she sent one back telling her the same, leading to a conversation about how Riley was at her grandparents for the weekend and that her husband was on a business trip. Ginny was alone and slowly the conversation got more heated as Maya slid under her covers and spread her legs. Neither of them had ever been with a woman but tonight they were taking this further than ever before, touching themselves in between texts as Maya sank back into her pillows.
Text turned into a phone call, the phone pressed against Maya’s ear as she stroked herself to a hard release as she listened to Ginny do the same. The women told each other what they wanted to do to each other through another session of phone sex, with Maya naked and coming on her fingers as she slid them inside of her needy pussy. She stilled on her bed, the blankets kicked away and her skin hot and sweaty as she closed her eyes and listened to Ginny breathing.
Never did she think that anyone would get her so turned on that she’d be having phone sex, much less with a woman. She hadn’t been with too many people sexually in the past, just Brent and a boyfriend briefly before him in high school. Neither experience had ever really been what she expected, but she was way too shy to pursue anything with a woman before. She’d always talk herself down and say that it was just a stupid crush and that she didn’t really want that.
Brent sealed the deal when he didn’t take no for an answer that night, making Maya shy away from any kind of relationship for a couple of years. At this moment in time, she wouldn’t hesitate to be with Ginny and she smiled with the joy at the idea, memorizing the sound of the other woman breathing. “That was amazing. I’ve never felt anything like that before.”
“You’re older than me. Really?” Maya asked her, looking down at her body as she felt the tingling between her legs.
“No, Maya. You are the one that made me want this.” Ginny’s voice was husky and Maya shivered as she laughed softly. “I can’t wait until tomorrow.”
They hung up reluctantly, both too tired to keep their eyes open. Maya pulled on her shirt before she curled up onto her side and drifted into a satisfied sleep as she smiled softly.
She got up later than planned, showering quickly before she grabbed coffee and looked at her sister and niece curled up watching cartoons in the chair. Maya glanced outside to see that it was sunny outside but undoubtedly cool, so she decided in her mind to wear some leggings with a green dress and some boots with her denim jacket. “You look happy.” Brie told her from the chair as Maya nodded. She’d never reveal what had happened last night but she felt like she was disconnected from her body because she was so happy.
“I think it’ll be a lot of fun.” Maya responded, running her hands through her hair slowly as she sipped her coffee with a soft smile. She headed down into the basement to lay her clothes out and put on some light makeup to brighten her face and show Ginny who she was. Braiding her hair into a messy side braid, Maya smiled and slipped her shoes on with a grin.
Her and Ginny had decided to meet a couple of towns over, just to avoid gossip and be able to relax. Not that eating lunch together would be that weird, but Ginny was a supervisor and they didn’t want her job threatened. Maya drove down the freeway, singing along to the songs that played over her speaker as she enjoyed the sun and the anticipation in her stomach.
The restaurant was quaint and bright, making Maya look at it closely as she parked her car. She checked the mirror to see that her eyes were bright and her skin was glowing, making her laugh as she shook out her hair. She got out of the car, slipping her keys into her small multicolored purse as she hurried up the walkway and pushed open the door. Maya looked around and saw Ginny leaning against the wall dressed in a red dress that was much more casual than anything that she wore to work, along with some black tights and heeled shoes. When she smiled at Maya, she looked beautiful and young and it took everything for Maya not to throw herself into her arms. “Hi.” She greeted her softly instead, walking over slowly as Ginny looked at the waitress with a warm smile.
They were led to a corner table in a garden area of the restaurant, sitting down across from each other as someone brought them fresh glasses of water. Ginny and Maya shared a long look over the menus as they made an effort to look at them, both blushing as they laughed together. “You make me feel like I’m back in college.” Ginny told her softly, looking up as someone came to take their drink order.
Both women ordered iced tea and decided on a couple of the signature sandwiches before they looked at each other again. “Last night was great.” Maya told her in a whisper, looking down at the table.
“It was. You sounded amazing over the phone.” Ginny told her, her eyes heated as she met Maya’s eyes. “I want to take you home today but I don’t know if you’re ready, Maya. Hell, I don’t know if I’m ready but after last night…” Her voice was very soft despite their table being fairly private but every tone vibrated against Maya’s skin as she breathed in slowly. “We’ll take this at your pace.”
Maya thought that her pace would be pretty fast but she forced herself to enjoy the meal and get to know Ginny more, enjoying talking to her more than just their brief conversations in the break rooms in the morning at work. Those were getting harder to pull herself away from and she sensed that Brandon was picking up on something as she seemed to get distracted more and more often.
She learned that Ginny and her husband were just drifting apart, having been together for a while and just going in different directions. Ginny didn’t think that there would be any animosity once it was said and done, it was just that neither of them had said the words. She also apologized to Maya for bringing her into this sooner than she probably s
hould have. She just couldn’t help herself once they started talking and getting to know each other.
They spent a couple of hours talking over lunch, leaving to head to their cars with long gazes and fingers brushing as Maya smiled widely. “Want to take a walk? There’s some shops nearby.”
“I’d like to be alone with you.” Maya told her, slipping her fingers over Ginny’s hand as she felt the heat between them. “Can we go to your place?”
Ginny observed her for a long moment before she smiled softly, looking down at her phone. “I have a sister that lives near her. She’s actually out of town right now so we can check on her dog.” Maya wondered for a moment if she’d ever see Ginny’s house but joined her in her car upon request. The women drove a few streets into town, taking a side street until they pulled onto the driveway of a quaint yellow house with a wraparound porch.
“I like this.” Maya said softly, feeling like her heart was going to beat out of her chest. She got out of the passenger side and walked up to the door as Ginny unlocked it, allowing Maya inside as the barking began.
“Here we go. Lila, baby!” Ginny called out, closing the door as a huge fluffy dog came bounding around the corner that made Maya shrink against the wall. “She’s very sweet once she chills out a little bit, I promise.” Ginny told her, smiling at the girl as she wrapped her arms around the thick neck. “Lila, let’s get you outside for a break and then settle down.” The women walked through the clean bright living room to the fenced in backyard and let the dog run loose as Ginny looked over at Maya. “I’ve never felt as attracted to anyone like I do you, Maya.”
“I know…I get it.” Maya replied, the sounds of the birds and wind fading as she focused on Ginny. The woman stepped closer to Maya as she licked her lips slowly, reaching out to tug the band around the braid with shaking hands. She took both of her hands to loosen the curls out as Maya stared at her, watching Ginny’s eyes grow wild as she tangled the long strands in her fingers. Ginny cupped her face and pulled her closer to kiss her, their lips barely pressed together before she tilted her head and deepened it with desperation and longing. Maya moaned and wrapped her hands over Ginny’s as she returned all of the feelings, pressing her tongue into Ginny’s soft mouth eagerly.
Ginny took everything in the kiss, yet it was so soft and one of the most emotional ones that Maya had ever experienced. She couldn’t stop it as she pressed closer, her hands taking Ginny’s before sliding down her body slowly. She was falling for this woman and she knew that it might break her more than anything had in her life.
The women managed to get the dog in the house before they found a room down the hall, Ginny closing it as she took several deep breaths. “This is my room when I stay here. That’s a lot sometimes these days. Maya…” She stepped forward and kissed her again, hard and long as Maya felt her push her back towards a bed. Maya dropped back, pulling Ginny with her as she ran her hands through her hair to kiss her harder. The fear that had been present since Brent was still there, but none of it was directed at Ginny. Ginny was safe…she was everything right now.
Maya’s jacket hit the floor as she leaned in to kiss Ginny harder, pushing her own shoes off of her feet. Ginny’s heels hit the hardwood floor hard as Maya pushed her back and crawled up her body, kissing her lips and her face as their bodies made a natural turn too easily. Ginny slipped her hands down Maya’s body, gripping her slim hips tightly as their tongues danced together. One hand moved back up, brushing her side over the dress as Ginny’s thumb brushed the underside of Maya’s breast slowly. Maya moaned as she lost her breath for a moment, finding Ginny’s lips to tell her how bad she wanted her.
Ginny moved Maya onto her back, slipping her hands under the hem of the green dress to push it up slowly as she stared into Maya’s eyes. “Do you want this?” Maya nodded and Ginny finished removing the clothing, dropping it onto the floor as she looked over the leggings and faint lavender lace that enclosed her soft pale breasts. “You’re beautiful.”
Ginny leaned over her to trace her nipple through the material, watching it peak as her eyes shimmered with want. She pressed her mouth to it, teasing with her tongue as Maya closed her eyes and groaned. Soon it was her lips and teeth against bare skin, sliding down the leggings as Maya tried to keep her legs from shaking. She was both cold and hot, timid and torn as they kissed and touched each other. Ginny was soon naked and Maya looked at her in between tentative kisses, stroking her fingers over her skin as Ginny’s body reacted.
Memories of the night before on the phone flooded her mind, making Maya cup her breast and stroke her nipple. She closed her eyes as she sucked it into her mouth, tasting Ginny and her sweet floral perfume on her tongue as she sucked harder. Maya breathed deeper as she slid her hands down Ginny’s body, feeling her inner thigh damp against her fingers as she slipped them closer to her sweet center. “I don’t know what to do.” Maya spoke against skin softly, scared as she watched her hand pause painfully.
“You’re doing great.” Ginny told her, laughing breathlessly. “I barely know what to do myself but damn it if I don’t want to try my hardest to find out.” She leaned up to kiss Maya slowly, running her hand up her thigh slowly. “Let’s learn together.”
They kissed hard, hands moving together as fingers found what they needed to. Maya whimpered as Ginny stroked her softly, finding her fingers doing the same.
They both came with their fingers inside of one another, hard and fast. Maya memorized the feeling of Ginny’s warmth coating her fingers as she trembled uncontrollably against her, feeling Ginny pull her into her arms to hold her. “My beautiful girl. I’m falling for you so hard.” Ginny calmed Maya, kissing her until they were both worked up all over again. They rolled around until Maya was on top of Ginny, sliding her fingers back inside before stroking her clit again, tasting her fingers as she stared into Ginny’s eyes. She licked her lips and slipped her fingers back inside, watching as Ginny started to lose control. Maya swallowed her fear, moving her face down between her legs to taste her as she stroked faster. Ginny’s hand found her hair and gripped it tightly as she moaned Maya’s name, moving against her as heat exploded, sliding over her fingers and down to her mouth. Maya felt all of her fear slip away as she drank it in hungrily, removing her fingers and sucking right from Ginny to taste it all. Ginny released again or more, Maya wasn’t sure which but she felt herself get pushed back on onto the mattress as she stared up at Ginny.
Ginny’s hair was messy and her eyes crazy as she spread Maya’s legs with shaking hands, her breath short. “I don’t know if I can be gentle with you or if I’ll even know what I’m doing, but I want you spread out like this more than I’ve wanted anything before.” Ginny looked over her body, pink with need and damp with sweat, diving down between Maya’s legs and licking her firmly as Maya closed her eyes and struggled to breathe. Her clit was sensitive and swollen, and every brush of Ginny’s tongue made her buck against her as she begged for more. Ginny slowly bit down and sucked her between her lips, making Maya scream as she came for her without any doubt. Ginny slipped her fingers inside of her wet walls to stroke her into another slow release, watching as Maya threw her head back and cried out her name.
Ginny moved up to snuggle against her, pulling Maya close. The sun was streaming through the window and Maya looked closely at Ginny as she smiled wearily. “I never want to leave this room, Maya. I knew that I was falling for you when we were emailing and testing, even in all of my chaos. I knew how hard I came listening to you that night on the phone, needing to have you like this from that moment on. I know how much more I want you…but I also know that I have to go back to reality.” Maya heard the pain in her voice as she wrapped her arms around Ginny. “I need to pick up Riley and get ready for the week. I don’t want to leave you, Maya.”
They lingered for another half an hour, kissing and bringing each other to release again with hands as their lips locked together. Maya stood up on shaky legs and dressed, fixing the bed as Ginny did the
same. Their eyes were locked on each other as they worked quietly together, feeding the dog and petting her thoroughly before they walked out to the car. Maya watched the scenery out of the window as she held Ginny’s hand across the seat, clinging tightly as she felt the day slipping away slowly.
At her own car, Maya looked at Ginny with so many thoughts in her eyes as she licked her lips. Both of them had cleaned up before they left the house and removed any trace visibly of what had happened for anyone else, but it was in both of their faces. Ginny told her that she’d try to call her later with a sad gaze as Maya went to her own car and sat inside for a few moments, twisting her hair in her hands as she realized that it would always be messy and curly. Ginny had told her today to never contain it around her, to never contain herself and Maya started the car and took a deep breath.
They sent texts back and forth that night fervently, hanging onto every word. It reminded Maya of her first crush in high school and the feeling that came with it, multiplied times a million. She barely slept that night, dressing too quickly in a bright orange dress the next day and brown boots, draping her neck with the crystals that Ginny had asked her all about the day before in their down time. She left her hair down and hurried to the car after promising her sister they’d all have dinner that night, driving madly through the traffic as she sipped coffee at stoplights. Maya found her friends in the garage, greeting them with a vague smile as she found Ginny’s car parked across the lot with her eyes focused to see if she was walking into the building as well.
Everything felt tight on her today and Maya rolled her shoulders back in the elevator as she laughed forcibly at something one of her friends say. She said her goodbyes and walked into her office, greeting Brandon as he glanced up from his computer to give her a curious look. “You look like you got laid.” He was blunt, something that she was used to and actually really liked about him until this moment. Maya blushed and he watched her set her coffee down as he chuckled. “I know your private and I won’t ask, but you’re glowing, Maya.”
