by Rachel Caine
‘‘If you ask me if I’m okay again, I’m going to smack myself in the face just to punish you,’’ he said. ‘‘Go on. Eve, make sure she doesn’t go wandering off by herself, okay?’’
Eve already had her keys in her hand, and she was jingling them impatiently. ‘‘I’ll do my best,’’ Eve said. ‘‘Hey. This came special delivery for you.’’ She tossed Claire a package with her name neatly lettered on it. Same handwriting, Claire thought, as the package that had held her bracelet.
This one held a sleek new cell phone, complete with MP3 player and a tiny little flip-open keypad for texting. It was on, and it was fully charged.
The note said, simply, For safety. The signature, of course, was Amelie’s. Eve saw it, and raised her eyebrows. Claire quickly crumpled it up.
‘‘Do I even want to know what that is?’’ Shane asked.
‘‘Probably not,’’ Eve said. ‘‘Claire, little girls who take candy from strangers in Morganville get hurt. Or worse.’’
‘‘She’s not a stranger,’’ Claire said. ‘‘And I really need a phone.’’
The classes were nothing like Claire had experienced before. It was as if she’d finally come to school. From the first moment of the first class, the professors seemed bright, engaged; they seemed to see her. Even better, they challenged her. She fumbled her way nervously through Advanced Biochem, made notes of the books she needed, and did the same in Philosophy. There was a lot of talking in Philosophy, and she didn’t understand half of it, but it sounded a lot more interesting than the droning voices of her core class instructors.
She felt exhilarated by the time her late lunch break rolled around . . . she felt, in fact, alive. She was happy as she hunted for used copies of the textbooks she needed, and even happier when she discovered that, mysteriously, she had a scholarship account set up to cover the costs. It even came with its own cash card.
She bought a new long-sleeve T-shirt, too. And some disposable razors. And some shampoo.
Scary, how good it felt having money in her pocket.
By the time three p.m. rolled around, she was starting to wonder if she was expected to head out for Myrnin’s house on her own, but she decided to wait. Nobody had told her of a change of plan, so she headed over to the UC to get in some study time while she waited. The big main study room was packed, and somebody was playing guitar in the corner of the room—quite a big crowd over there, clapping between songs. Whoever it was played well—something complicated and classical, then a pop song right after. Claire was spreading out her books on the table when she heard a song that sounded familiar, and stood up on her chair to get a better look over the heads of the people gathered in the corner.
As she’d suspected, it was Michael. He was sitting down to play, but she could see his head and shoulders. He looked up and met her eyes, nodded, then went back to focus on the music. Claire jumped down, wiped her dusty footprints off the wooden chair, and sat. Her brain was racing. Michael was here. Why? Was it just a coincidence? Or was it something else?
She sat down and tried to concentrate on the properties of low frequency wave modes in magnetized plasma, which was frankly pretty cool. The physics of stars. She couldn’t wait for the lab demonstrations . . . the reading was slow going, but interesting. It linked to another thing about plasma physics that had caught her attention: confinement and transport. It might have been coincidence, but somehow she felt there was something there she ought to understand. Something that related to what Myrnin had been telling her about recomposition, which was a key element in alchemy. Was it possible there really was a link between the two?
Plasma is charged particles. It can be controlled and influenced by shaped magnetic fields. Plasma was the raw state between matter and energy . . . between one form and another.
Reconstitution.
It hit her, suddenly, what Myrnin had discovered. The doorways. They were shaped magnetic fields, holding a tiny, pliable field of plasma held in a steady state. But how did he make them into portable worm-holes? Because that was what they had to be, to bend space like that . . . and the plasma couldn’t be regular plasma, could it? Low-heat plasma? Was that even possible?
Claire was so absorbed that she didn’t even hear the chair scrape back across from her, didn’t know someone had sat down, until a hand grabbed the book propped in front of her and pushed it down.
‘‘Hey, Claire,’’ said Jason, Eve’s nutty brother. He looked weaselly and pale—not Goth-pale, sick-pale. Anemic. There were crusty sores on his neck, and his eyes were wide and red-veined, and he looked high. Really, crazy high. He also hadn’t had a bath or been near a Laundromat in a few days or weeks; he smelled filthy and rotten. Ugh. ‘‘How you doing?’’
She couldn’t quite think what the right move would be. Scream? She closed the book and held on to it— it was pretty heavy, and would make a decent blunt object—and darted a look around. The UC was filled with people. Granted, Michael’s playing was the center of attention at the moment, but there were plenty of others walking around, talking, studying. From where she sat, Claire could see Eve at the coffee bar, smiling and pulling espresso shots.
It was as though Jason were invisible or something. Nobody was paying him the slightest bit of attention.
‘‘Hi,’’ she said. ‘‘What do you want?’’
‘‘World peace,’’ he said. ‘‘You’re pretty.’’
You’re really not. She didn’t, and couldn’t, say it. She just waited. I’m perfectly safe here. There are a lot of people, Michael’s right over there, and Eve . . .
‘‘Did you hear me?’’ Jason asked. ‘‘I said, you’re pretty.’’
‘‘Thank you.’’ Her mouth felt dry. She was scared, and she couldn’t even think why, really, except what Eve had told her about Jason. He did look dangerous. Those scabs on his throat—had he been bitten? ‘‘I have to go.’’
‘‘I’ll walk you to class,’’ Jason said. Somehow, he made that sound filthy, like some porn movie come-on. ‘‘I always wanted to carry some hot college girl’s books.’’
‘‘No,’’ she said. ‘‘I can’t. I mean—I’m not going to class. But I have to go.’’ And why couldn’t she just tell him to leave her alone? Why?
Jason blew her a kiss. ‘‘Go on. But don’t blame me when the next dead girl shows up in the trash because you wouldn’t do me a simple favor.’’
She was in the act of standing up when he said it, and she just . . . stopped. Stopped moving, and stared. ‘‘What?’’ she asked, stupidly. Her brain, which had been moving at light speed while skipping from one physics problem to the next, felt sluggish now. ‘‘What did you say?’’
‘‘Not that I did anything. But if I had, I’d be planning another one. Unless somebody talked to me and convinced me to stop, for instance. Or I made a deal.’’
Claire felt cold. Worse, she felt alone. Jason wasn’t doing anything—he was just sitting there, talking. But she felt violated, and horribly exposed. Michael’s right over there. You can hear him playing. He’s right there. You’re safe.
‘‘All right,’’ she said, and swallowed a mouthful of what felt like dust and tacks. She sank slowly back into her chair. ‘‘I’m listening.’’
Jason leaned forward, rested his arms on the table, and lowered his voice. ‘‘See, it’s like this, Claire. I want my big sister to understand what she did to me when she sent me to that place. You know what a jail is like in Morganville? It’s as though some third-world country threw it out for prisoner abuse. Eve put me there. And she didn’t even try to save me.’’
Claire’s fingers felt numb, she was holding her book so tightly. She forced herself to relax. ‘‘I’m sorry,’’ she said. ‘‘That must have been bad.’’
‘‘Bad? Bitch, are you even listening?’’ He kept on staring at her, and, as though he were dead, he never blinked. ‘‘I was supposed to be his, you know. Brandon’s. He was going to make me a vampire someday, but now he’s dead, and I’m screwed.
Now I’m just waiting around for somebody to put me back in jail, and guess what, Claire? I’m not going. Not without a little fun first.’’
He grabbed her wrist, and she opened her mouth to scream. . . .
All of a sudden he had a knife, and he was pressing it to her wrist. ‘‘Hold still,’’ he said. ‘‘I’m not done talking. You move, you bleed.’’
She was going to yell anyway, but when it made it to her lips it died into a weak little yelp. Jason smiled, and he tossed a filthy-looking handkerchief on top of her wrist and the knife, covering it up. ‘‘There,’’ he said. ‘‘Now nobody’s going to notice, not that they’d care. Not in Morganville. But just in case there are any dumbass heroes, let’s keep this between just us.’’
She was shaking now. ‘‘Let me go.’’ Somehow, her voice stayed low and steady. ‘‘I won’t say anything.’’
‘‘Oh, come on. You’ll run to your friends, and then you’ll run to the cops. Probably those two dicks Hess and Lowe. They’ve been out to get me since I was a kid, did you know that? Sons of bitches.’’ He was sweating. A milky drop ran down the side of his pale face and splashed on his camouflage jacket. ‘‘I hear you’re in good with the vamps. That true?’’
‘‘What?’’ The knife pressed harder against her wrist, hot and painful, and she thought about how easy it would be for him to cut right through her veins. Her whole arm was shaking, but somehow, she managed to hold still against an overwhelming urge to try to yank her wrist away. It would only do the job for him. ‘‘I’m—yes. I’m Protected. You’ll get in trouble for this, Jason.’’
He had a truly creepy smile, a rubbery snarl that didn’t affect his hot, strange eyes at all. ‘‘I was born in trouble,’’ he said. ‘‘Bring it on. You tell whatever vamp put the mark on you that I know something. Something that could blow this town in half. And I’ll sell it for two things: rights to do whatever I want to my sister, and a ticket out of Morganville.’’
Oh God oh God oh God. He wants to bargain. For Eve’s life.
‘‘I’m not making any deals,’’ she said, and knew it was probably a death sentence. ‘‘I’m not going to let you hurt Eve.’’
He actually blinked. It made him look almost human, for a second, and Claire remembered that he wasn’t much older than she. ‘‘How you going to stop me, cupcake? Hit me with your book bag?’’
‘‘If I have to.’’
He sat back, staring at her, and then he laughed. Loudly. It was a harsh, metallic clatter of a laugh, and she thought, Oh God, he’s going to kill me, but then he lifted up the handkerchief covering her wrist and like a magic trick, the knife was gone. There was a trickle of blood dripping from the shallow cut in her skin, and she was starting to feel the burn.
‘‘You know what, Claire?’’ Jason asked. He got up, stuck his hands in his jacket pockets, and smiled at her again. ‘‘I’m going to like you a lot. You’re a scream.’’
He strolled off, and Claire tried to get up and see where he was going, but she couldn’t. Her knees wouldn’t cooperate. He was out of sight in seconds.
Claire looked at the coffee bar. Eve was standing there, motionless, staring right at her with huge dark eyes, and even without the Goth rice powder she’d have been pale as death.
Eve mouthed, You okay?
Claire nodded.
She really wasn’t, though, and the cut on her wrist wouldn’t stop bleeding. She dug in her backpack and found an adhesive bandage—she always kept them, just in case she got blisters on her feet from all the walking. That seemed to do the trick.
She was smoothing it in place when she felt someone standing over her, and jumped, expecting the return of Jason, complete with psycho stabbing attack.
But it was Michael. He had his guitar case in his hand, and he looked—great. Relaxed, somehow, in a way that she’d never really seen him. There was even a slight flush of color in his face, and his eyes were shining.
But that quickly faded, and he frowned. ‘‘You’re bleeding,’’ he said. ‘‘What happened?’’
Claire sighed and held up her wrist to show him the bandage. ‘‘Man, you would be so embarrassed if I said it was something else.’’ Michael looked blank. ‘‘I’m a girl, Michael, it could have been all natural, you know. Tampons?’’
Vampire or not, he was such a guy, and his expression was priceless—a combination of embarrassment and nausea. ‘‘Oh crap, I hadn’t really thought that through. Sorry. Not really used to this yet. So—what happened?’’
‘‘Paper cut,’’ she said.
‘‘Claire.’’
She sighed. ‘‘Don’t freak, okay? It was Eve’s brother, Jason. I think he just wanted to scare me.’’
Michael’s eyes widened, and his head turned fast, searching the coffee bar for Eve. When he saw her, the relief that spread over his face was painful—and it didn’t last long before it curdled into something grim. ‘‘I can’t believe he’d come here. Why can’t they catch this jerk?’’
‘‘Maybe somebody doesn’t want to,’’ she said. ‘‘He’s only killing human girls. If he’s the one doing it.’’ Although he’d pretty much confessed, hadn’t he? And the knife was a big clue. ‘‘We can talk about it later. I need to get—’’ She remembered, just in time, that she couldn’t talk to Michael about Myrnin. ‘‘Get to class,’’ she said. She hadn’t really thought Amelie would make her go alone, and she wasn’t sure she could do it. Myrnin was fascinating, most of the time, but then when he turned . . . no, she couldn’t go alone. What if something happened? Sam wouldn’t be there to help get him off her.
Michael didn’t move. ‘‘I know where you’re going,’’ he said. ‘‘I’m your ride.’’
She blinked. ‘‘You’re my—what?’’
He lowered his voice, even though nobody was paying attention. ‘‘I’ll take you where you’re supposed to go. And I’ll wait for you.’’
Amelie had told him, Claire found out on the way to Michael’s new car. She’d needed to, apparently; she hadn’t trusted any vampire but Sam with the information and access to Myrnin, but Michael had an investment in Claire’s well-being, and Sam was going to be out of action for a couple of days at least. ‘‘But he’s okay?’’ Claire asked.
Michael opened the door to the parking garage for her, an automatic gesture that he’d probably learned from his grandfather, once upon a time. He had some of Sam’s mannerisms, and they had the same walk. ‘‘Yeah,’’ Michael said. ‘‘He nearly died, though. People—vampires—are pretty wired right now. They want the one who staked him, and they don’t really care how it happens. I made Shane promise to keep his ass inside, and not to go out alone.’’
‘‘You really think he’ll keep his word?’’
Michael shrugged and opened the door of a standard-issue, dark vampire-tinted sedan, exactly the same as the one Sam had driven. A Ford, as it happened. Nice to know the vamps were buying American. ‘‘I tried,’’ he said. ‘‘Shane doesn’t listen to much of anything I have to say. Not anymore.’’
Claire got into the car and buckled in. As Michael climbed in the driver’s side, she said, ‘‘It’s not your fault. He’s just not dealing with it very well. I don’t know what we can do about that.’’
‘‘Nothing,’’ Michael said, and started the car. ‘‘We can’t do anything about it at all.’’
It was a short drive, of course, and as far as Claire could tell from the dimly seen streets outside, Michael took the same route Sam had to the alley, and Myrnin’s cave. Michael parked the car at the curb. When she got out, though, Claire realized something, and bent to look into the dim interior of the car, then ducked back inside.
‘‘Crap,’’ she said. ‘‘You can’t come inside, can you? You can’t go out in the sun!’’
Michael shook his head. ‘‘I’m supposed to wait out here for you until the sun goes down; then I’ll come in. Amelie said she’d make sure you were safe until then.’’
‘‘But—’’ Claire bit her l
ip. It wasn’t Michael’s fault. There were about three hours of sun left, so she was just going to have to watch her own back for a while. ‘‘Okay. See you after dark.’’
She closed the car door. When she straightened she saw that Gramma Katherine Day was on the porch of her big Founder House, rocking and sipping what looked like iced tea. Claire waved. Gramma Day nodded.
‘‘You bein’ careful?’’ she called.
‘‘Yes ma’am!’’
‘‘I told the queen, I don’t like her putting you down there with that thing. I told her,’’ Gramma Day said, with a fierce stab of her finger for emphasis. ‘‘You come on up here and have some iced tea with me, girl. That thing down there, he’ll wait. He don’t know where he is half the time, anyway.’’
Claire smiled and shook her head. ‘‘I can’t, ma’am. I’m supposed to be there on time. Thank you, though.’’ She turned toward the alley, then had a thought. ‘‘Oh—who’s the queen?’’
Gramma made an impatient fly-waving gesture. ‘‘Her, of course. The White Queen. You’re just like Alice, you know. Down the rabbit hole with the Mad Hatter.’’
Claire didn’t dare think about that too much, because the phrase Off with her head! loomed way too close. She gave Gramma Day another polite smile and wave, hitched her backpack higher on her shoulder, and went to night school.
8
Amelie had made sure she was safe, all right. She’d done it by locking Myrnin up.
Claire dropped her backpack at the bottom of the stairs—where it was easy to grab in midrun—and spotted a new addition to the lab: a cage. And Myrnin was inside it.
‘‘Oh my God—’’ She took a few steps toward him, navigating around the usual haphazard stacks of books, and bit her lip. It was, as far as she could tell, the same cage that the vampires had used to lock up Shane in Founder’s Square—heavy black bars, and the whole thing was on wheels. Vampire-proof, hopefully. Whoever had locked Myrnin in had been nice enough to give him a whole pile of books, and a comfy (if threadbare) tangle of blankets and faded pillows. He was lounging in the corner on the cushions, with a pair of old-fashioned, Benjamin Franklin-style glasses perched on the end of his hooked nose. He was reading.
