by G. Bailey
I shake my head and start walking towards Izzy. I should have just given them my card and written down the address for the store to deliver all this stuff.
Izzy is standing by a row of four cots, they are all slightly different but she is in front a white one that has her attention. It looks like a sledge on the ends and has a draws underneath. The baby furniture is all white, the changing table, the wardrobes and the room is painted light blue thanks to Luke who did that yesterday. Maisy is getting out of the hospital in two days and I want everything done by then. We choose all the furniture for the house together online; it's all been set up with the help of my family and friends.
"I like this one," I say walking to a stop next to Izzy.
"I agree. It will match well. Do you want the bedding that it has now or we can choose another?" She asks. It's a white bedding set with little white rabbits stitched on the ends.
"I like this; do you think Maisy will like it?" I ask the important question.
"I'm sure she will." Izzy smiles, her phone goes off and she starts texting away with a big smile, to I'm guessing Blake. She looks so happy from a text that I can't help but smile down at her. I used to dislike the happy look between them because it reminded me what I thought I'd never get again and I was stupidly jealous of them. I go to speak to the manager and agree a price for all the stuff brought today to be dropped off at mine tomorrow morning. I pay for everything while Izzy and Allie talk by the entrance. When I walk up they share a grin and say
"We noticed Maisy doesn't have many maternity clothes. I don't know if you wanted to buy her any." She stops talking when my face lights up. Shopping for adult clothes I can do. I'm sure Allie and Izzy regret telling me they went through Maisy’s bag her dad brought to the hospital. I’m surprised he even turned up; I had to ignore the urge to shout at him when he refused to see her or even look at me. I was too worried about Maisy to care what he did at the time, but I did see that her dad looked awful. We shopped for hours and I brought more clothes than I think she will ever need. When I finally get back home, I just collapse into my bed.
I yawn waking up at my old home. I finished packing the last of my clothes the other day after I got back from the hospital, and I haven't slept in our new house yet. I want the first time to be with Maisy next to me, the idea makes me as hard as a rock and I have to calm down before I can even out of bed.
It’s bittersweet to close the door on my room, I have bad memories of my father and better ones of Harley looking after me. The memories of holding Maisy for the first time are in this room and many other memories we had together.
I grab the two last boxes after showering, I get dressed in jeans and a green shirt, and I know Maisy loves me in green.
I bump into Luke on the stairs, which is doing up his shirt buttons and a pretty girl with bright red hair is holding his arm.
"Morning." I grin and wink at him when the girl looks away.
"Morning bro. Need any more help at the new house?" He asks moving to the side, so I can get past.
"Nah, I’m good. I'm getting Maisy in an hour and taking her back." I grin and he pats my shoulder.
"I'm happy for you." He smiles.
"Baby, I want to go to bed," the girl pouts and runs her hands up Luke’s chest.
"See you soon bro, be safe," I say, nodding my head at the girl, who is slowly undoing Luke’s top.
"I will." Is all he says before grabbing the girl and lifting her over his shoulder, while she giggles.
I walk straight to the car, knowing I'll get breakfast at the coffee shop on the way. I can get some blueberry muffins and some ice tea that I know Maisy is crazy for right now. I message her quickly on my phone and get into my car. I haven't told her I brought her a new car yet, which is at our new home. It's a Duke and perfect for getting all the babies stuff in. It's also purple which her favourite colour is, I kind of brought it for her but I know she wouldn’t drive it unless I claim it’s also mine. I park outside the coffee shop, which looks busy. I order my things and then sit down to wait. I look up as someone slides into the booth next to me and blocks me in.
"Elena, what are you going?" I ask in an anger whisper, trying to move away from her towards the window but there isn’t far I can go.
"I missed you and what's your new number?" She asks while pushing her breasts into my arm.
I'm now pushed against the window and her hand drops to my thigh. I start to panic as her hand starts moving up. I grab her hand, pushing it away as she moans at me. What the hell is wrong with this girl?
"Elena, you have to leave me alone. I'm moving in with my girlfriend and we are having a baby. You’re a nice girl but you’re not for me" I tell her as seriously as I can, trying to get my point across. She looks up at me with her makeup running down her cheeks and starts messing her with hair. I didn’t tell her Maisy’s name on purpose. I don't want her finding out its Maisy because girls can be mean; Elena was never nice to Maisy in school so I’m guessing she would be a bitch to her if she saw her around. Her face goes red slowly before she bangs her hand on the table. A few people stop talking to stare at us and I groan mentally.
"Who is the whore you got pregnant? They can just get rid of it. Don't worry babe, I can talk to her." she says loudly and I look at her, she is looking more like the crazy person she is sounding like.
"I love her, so no. I want to keep the baby. Anyway, it's nothing to do with you, Elena. Please go." I say gently and push her out the seat as she clings to my arm. I manage to get her off me before backing away toward the counter.
"Please Seb, I love you. I always have and you’re mine," She says with more tears this time, she looks heartbroken and it makes me feel like a dick. I don’t know what to say to her but I can’t just ignore her when she is like this, I’m not that much of asshole. Well Maybe I used to be, images of random girls I slept with come back to me, their upset faces when I didn’t call them back. I move over to Elena and stand close, careful not to touch her.
"Elena, I never lied to you. You knew I was cut up about Maisy and it was rebound. I thought you knew we were friends with benefits, and nothing more. I'm going to leave now Elena. You should go home." I say, my tone more pissed off than kind. I ask the lady behind the counter if my food is ready yet, and she goes to find out.
"Seb, don't leave me," Elena says this time grabbing my arm harshly and pulling me towards her. I manage to pull her fingers off me but everyone is looking now. Lucky for me my food and drinks are ready. I take them and just leave, not looking back at a crying Elena. I feel bad but to comfort her now would just make her think I care about her, and I honestly don't. I know she isn't in love with me because she used to tell me every time when she slept with one of my friends. The only one she didn't manage to sleep with was Blake or any of my brothers. Not for lack of trying. I end up at the hospital ten minutes late, but luckily I see Maisy is still packing away her bag. She is wearing a green tunic dress that shows off all her curves and her cute bump. It’s topped with skin-tight leggings that show of her gorgeous legs, that I want to have wrapped around me. She has some leather boots that stop at her knees and I just imagine her naked with just those boots on, now I’m sporting a boner in the hospital. Her long black hair looks like silk as it flows around her shoulders, making her heart shaped face glow. She is so beautiful that I end up staring at her from the doorway for a long time, not wanting to move.
"Excuse me," a female voice says from behind me, which makes Maisy look up and see me. She has a huge smile on her face and her brown eyes light up.
"Sorry, I just got caught staring at my beautiful girlfriend," I say turning to see middle-aged nurse with brown hair in a tight bun, and she smiles at me.
"Here is your release forms dear. You keep rested and eats lots," she says handing Maisy some forms.
"Can I ask a question?" I ask the nurse, who nods.
"Is it safe for us to have sex?" I ask and Maisy cheeks burn bright red as she chokes on air, which makes me
want to chuckle.
"Yes, sex is safe for mother and baby." the nurse says, with not an ounce of the embarrassment Maisy seems to feel if her cheeks are anything to go by. The nurse says goodbye to a blushing Maisy and then leaves the room.
I walk over and pull Maisy into a deep kiss before she can say anything, her little moans make me hard in seconds and it's been so long without sex that I need her. I pull away resting my forehead against hers.
"Are you ready to see your new home?" I ask with a grin. I can’t wait to show her the house; my family and I have worked damn hard to get everything ready.
"Yes but a little nervous." she admits.
"Why?" I ask, needing to understand.
"Well it's you and me, doing this is making us permanent. What if you get bored of me?" She looks away. I’m having none of that and I gently place my hands on her face, drawing her back to look at me.
"May, the idea that I'll ever get bored of you is crazy. Plus I put the house in your name, so you don't have to worry; it's yours just like I am." I can't help but smirk at her shocked expression. She goes to reply and I kiss her to keep her quiet. I don’t want her to refuse the house or say anything; I don’t care if she kicks me out her house tomorrow. I have nothing if I don’t have her, money is just paper.
"Come on, we are leaving," I say and throw her bag over my shoulder as I take her hand. She shakes her head at me, muttering something I can't hear and likely don't want to.
We drive pretty much in silence to the house, I can feel how nervous Maisy is and I decide its best not to say anything. Small talk is overrated, plus I'm nervous myself, what if she doesn't like it?
I quickly get out the car to open her door and pick her up in my arms.
"What are you doing Sebby?" She giggles and I smirk. My heart arms at her nickname for me, I honestly thought I’d never hear it again.
"Walking you over the threshold of course." I wink and she blushes.
"Isn't that for when you’re married?" She asks trying not to laugh when I open the front door in an awkward way.
"Maybe, I just wanted an excuse to hold you." I tell her honestly and she kisses my cheek.
"You can put me down now" she's says still laughing about the door I’m guessing but we both are in a better mood now.
I follow her as she walks in our lounge; it has two light blue sofas with a coffee table in front of the fireplace. A large TV is in the corner, there are flowers and pictures hanging around that Allie chose. A white fur rug is in front of the fireplace that Maisy chose.
"Its lovely." She says and quickly walks through the dining room, study and kitchen before making her way upstairs.
I take her hand as she gets to the top and opens the double doors right at the top of the stairs.
"Wow Seb," she says resting against me, as she looks around our bedroom. My massive bed is here moved from my old home; don’t even ask how we managed to move that. The memory alone is painful. The white cot I chose is at the end of the bed which somehow makes the whole room feel like home. There are two brown wooden chests of draws and a wooden full standing mirror in the room. A massive blue rug is next to the bed on one side, and there are two doors that are open to show the bathroom and walk in closet. I watch as she looks at the white curtains that match the new white bed sheets as she walks around. I lean against the bed as I watch her. She eventually stops looking to come and stand in front of me. Her cheeks are flushed in happiness and match her bright smile.
I pull her to me and kiss her. She deepens the kiss, surprising me and I can't help but run my fingers through her soft hair. I move her slowly over to the side of the bed, not breaking the kiss. I sit down on the edge, pulling her between my legs while pulling her top off. I unclip her bra and lean back admiring her breasts while she stares at me. They are bigger than they were, making them just more than a handful now and the thought is making me feel crazy.
"You’re so god damn beautiful May," I say and lean forward to kiss her hardened nipple while kneading her other one. Little moans come from May and it makes me want to throw her in the bed. I want to have my way with her quick and hard, but this is special, so I’m forcing myself to take my time.
I unbutton her jeans and pull them down, taking her panties with them.
"Sebby, you need to lose some clothes too." She moans as I run a finger up her thigh and grin down at her. I pulling away from her breasts to pull my top off and pull down my shorts.
"Jesus, I forgot how big you are but is that a piercing?" She says staring at my cock. I forgot that I had that done not long after she left. I was drunk at the time and lost a bet.
I don't answer her, but I pull her onto my lap resting my cock near her entrance but not entering her yet.
"Sebby," she moans trying to move herself down on me. I cup her gently before inserting a finger and rubbing circles on her already hardened nub. Her moans get louder as I add another finger, and slide it in and out of her. She feels so tight and wet; it's hard to keep in control. I remove my hand and pull her hair to one side so I can kiss down her neck, gently marking her. She slowly sinks down onto me, making me groan and hold my face in her neck. She feels fantastic. It’s like coming home.
"I'm never letting you go May," I say more to myself and grab her hips. I start thrusting into her, again and again as she moans louder. It doesn't take long for me to feel her tighten around me and she screams my name. I explode inside her not being able to stop myself and pull her as close as I can get her to my chest.
"Fucking hell May, I can't remember you feeling as good as that," I say breathlessly. I pull her down on the bed, sliding out of her but hugging her close. I can either the bump in the way but I didn’t notice him too much before.
I notice my shoulder is wet and she has tears in her eyes as she looks down. Fuck did I hurt her, or does she not want me.
"May what’s wrong? Please don't cry." I mutter, I lift her chin so I can look into her eyes.
"Nothing is wrong; I think my hormones are playing with me because that was so perfect. These are happy tears." she sniffles and smiles as I push her hair away from her wet cheeks.
I push her back on the bed gently and kiss away tears. Now I’ve started I can’t stop as I start kissing my way down her chest and kissing her bump, that's getting too big for my hands now.
"Daddy’s here again little man. I'm counting down the days till I get to meet you."
"Who knows he could come early or late." Maisy muses.
"Whenever you want to arrive is fine by me but I'm worried about the pain your mummy is going to suffer," I say, kissing her bump again.
I hop up and pull on my shorts, I hand Maisy my top to put on.
"I thought we could stay in bed for a while," she says in a flirty tone that's making me hard. Looking at her naked and ready for me is making it difficult to remember what I was doing.
"I just want to show you the baby nursery and then I'm going to drag you back to our bed. I haven’t tasted my favourite place yet." I wink and her she lets out a nervous laugh with bright red cheeks. I pull my top over her head and take her hand.
I lead her to the door next to ours and open it. She looks around the light blue room, that's has a full bookcase in painted white oak, with teddy’s on it too. There is a white chest of draws and a white toy box that has King draw into the wood. There is a massive white teddy rug that Allie said matches the room. There is also a full walk in wardrobe that Maisy opens and gasps at all the clothes that my family have been buying, me Included. She goes quiet before bursting into tears and I run over to her, cuddling her chest to mine.
"God May don't you like it? Don't worry we can change it all. I'm sorry about all the clothes and teddies, my family have been spoiling our baby and I couldn't stop them. They brought a load of random stuff for you too but I can throw them away if you want." I say all this quickly and stumble on my words.
"No Seb, I never felt like I had a family because my parents were never home and you know how
they are with me. All this is what family is and I'm just overwhelmed. I don't know how to thank you for giving me a real family." She says as my heart tightens.
"My family is yours May. Just like I'm yours." I say and kiss the top of her head as she cries softly. I'm never letting her go now and I plan to make her my wife damn soon, so everyone knows what she means to me. She has a real family now and we will always protect her.
Chapter Eleven
Maisy
"I'm not sure about this," I say for the tenth time since me and Sebastian left our home this morning. He took me shopping and demanded I buy at least three new outfits to go with a wardrobe full he had already brought me at some point. I have to admit the comfy maternity jeans and top where nice to try on, I finally feel comfy in my normal clothes. Seb suggests we go for lunch at a local sandwich shop; they took one look at my bump and gave me extra on everything I chose. The place is awesome and I have to remember to go there again. I’ve tried to ignore the main reason I’m scared today and I can’t ignore it any longer, I’m going back to my parents for a few boxes of things. Not that I have a lot, but I need some kind of closure on my old life.
I finally got the courage two days ago and called home to say I was getting my stuff today, my mother didn't even ask how I was or how to baby was. My so-called mother just went on about how disappointed she is in me. It hurt a bit but I have Seb now, and a new family who are there for me. Seb invited the family around that night to cheer me up and we spent the night watching vampire diaries, which Izzy has got us all addicted to. Seb couldn’t stop laughing as Elliot complained that Harley was talking to me and he couldn’t hear the show.
"It will be ok," Sebastian says in a calm voice, pulling my shaking hand into his lap, as he pulls into my drive. The cold Manor House appears and to my dread, I see Kyle’s car outside. What the hell is he doing here?
"Seb wait," I say trying to stop him getting out the car, and I throw open my door before he can open it.
