“Oh God, Reed.”
“Courtney, I want to make love to you first before—”
I grabbed on to his hair and pulled it. “Please, Reed. I’m going to die if you don’t do this. Do you want me to die?” I pleaded, sounding so desperate, but I didn’t even care at this point.
He let out a laugh. “Well, that would really suck if you died on me right now.”
“I know, right?” I panted out.
Then, he buried his face into me, and I let out a moan. He sucked on my clit as I screamed out his name. The moment he slid his fingers inside me and moaned, I lost it. I began calling out his name as one of the most intense orgasms of my life ripped through my body.
Holy shit. “Oh my God. Oh…Reed…I can’t…oh God.” Holy hell, I can’t even form the words to say how incredible this feels.
I could practically feel myself squeezing his fingers. Once I was finally coming down from my orgasm, I felt my leg giving out on me. Reed was up so fast, and before I even knew what was happening, he was carrying me toward the stairs.
I got my wits about me and said, “Reed, the dogs.”
He let out a sigh, turned, and quickly headed their way.
“These fucking dogs are going to be the death of me!” he yelled out.
I laughed as he reached one hand down and let the dogs out of their kennels. They immediately began running and jumping.
“Oh, they want to play,” I said with a giggle.
Reed looked at me and said, “So do I! To hell with them. They can come and go out the dog door. I can’t wait another minute to be inside you.”
“Oh,” was all I could get out. I was still on the high from my orgasm.
Reed held me tighter in his arms as he carried me while he quickly walked back through the kitchen and opened the dog door for the dogs to go in and out of the house.
I buried my face into his bare chest as he ran up the stairs. I was nervous as hell but so incredibly excited.
“So strong, Mr. Moore,” I said with a chuckle.
He laughed as he pushed open the bedroom door. Reed was staying in the second master bedroom that was almost as amazing as Layton and Whitley’s bedroom. He walked over to the sitting area and sat me down on one of the oversized chairs. He reached for a blanket and put it over me.
“I don’t want you getting sick. Give me two seconds to get the shower going.” He kissed me on the nose and took off toward the bathroom.
I watched as he walked away, wishing I had pulled off his towel before he turned away from me. I threw my head back against the chair and tried to calm my beating heart.
Oh my God, what he just did to me with his mouth was amazing. The way he’s treating me like a princess…please, God, please don’t let this be a dream.
I heard the shower start up, and I slowly smiled. I’m about to take a shower with Reed. My stomach did all kinds of weird dips and dives, and I threw my hands up to my mouth to keep the scream buried inside. Oh. My. God. I’m about to take a shower with Reed! With excitement, I started moving my legs up and down so fast that I was sure if Reed were to walk in right now, he would think I was having a seizure. I closed my eyes and quickly said a prayer that I wouldn’t fuck this up.
I didn’t hear when Reed walked back up, but I could feel him, smell him. He always smelled so damn good, and it drove me insane when he got too close to me. Then, I felt his lips on my neck, and I let out a small moan.
“Reed…I’m so afraid I’m dreaming right now, and if I am, I don’t want to wake up,” I whispered.
“Oh, baby, trust me, you’re not dreaming,” he whispered back as he moved away from me.
I quickly opened my eyes, wanting to plead with him to keep kissing me. He held out his hand, and I pushed the blanket off of me as I took his hand. He helped me up and started walking backward toward the bathroom.
“Let me prove to you that you’re not dreaming.” He used his other hand and pulled off his towel.
I could finally look at him in the light and take it all in. I looked at his perfectly toned body and licked my lips. I tried pulling my eyes away to look back up into his eyes, but I couldn’t.
Oh, for Christ’s sake, Courtney, stop staring at his dick! It’s not like you’ve never seen one before!
Right then, he sneezed, and I snapped my eyes back up to his.
He whispered, “Damn dogs.”
I smiled. “I’d say God bless you, but”—I looked down at his dick again and then back up at him—“it appears he already has.”
The smile that spread across his face caused me to giggle. He pulled me to him and slammed his lips against mine as he quickly began undoing my bra. I hardly even remembered that I was still in my bra.
When he pulled away, he looked right into my eyes. “My God, I love you, Courtney. I love your smart attitude, your sense of humor, and your breathtaking blue eyes that captured my heart the first time I ever looked into them.”
He stepped back and let my bra fall away. His eyes traveled up and down my body in a greedy way, and I felt the blush hit my cheeks. I’d never had anyone look at me the way he was, and I felt embarrassed and so sexy at the same time.
He took both my hands and walked us into the shower. He grabbed the soap and the washcloth and started to soap it up. He began washing his body as I stood under the hot water. I took the soap and washcloth from him and took over cleaning his body. He closed his eyes, and I bit down on my lip as I moved my hand down to his dick before I began stroking it.
“Shit, Court, don’t do that, or I won’t be able to make love to you.”
I quickly stopped and smiled. He still had his eyes closed, and I wanted to jump up and down from knowing how I was making him feel. I internally hugged myself before my eyes landed on the tattoo on his chest. I used my finger and traced it.
“My heart,” I said.
His eyes quickly opened, and he whispered, “Yes.”
I chewed on my lower lip, trying to get the courage to ask him about it.
“When I finally realized who my heart would always belong to, I got this tattoo. I’ve never told anyone what it meant, except for Layton. I didn’t know you knew Latin,” he said with a smile.
I nodded my head. Who does his heart belong to? I remembered he had been with Anna when he got this done, and I instantly began feeling sick.
“I, um…grew up Catholic, and my parents insisted I learn Latin, so I began studying it when I was twelve.”
He let out a small laugh. Then, he took his finger and placed it on my chin. He lifted my head up until I was looking into his eyes. They were so beautiful and blue right now.
“You’re my heart, Courtney. My heart will always belong to you. Always.”
I sucked in a breath of air. “But…” I shook my head. “But you were with Anna when you got this, and—”
He moved his finger up to my lips. “I never loved Anna like I love you. I cared about her, but I never loved her. I never saw my future with her in it. I only ever saw you. I only ever wanted you in my future, Courtney.”
I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore. I must be dreaming. I have to be dreaming. I started to panic. He has to know I’ve always loved him. I’ve always wanted him and dreamed about him, too.
“Reed…I’ve always loved you. I’m so sorry for being so stupid and picking Mitch over you. It’s just…it’s just that I’ve never in my life felt this way. When I first saw you…the way my heart felt…the sound of your voice…how it all affected me…I was so scared. And then…oh my God, your damn name!”
Reed let out a laugh as he threw his head back.
“I wanted you so much that it frightened me. I was so scared that you’d hurt me. You were my dream, Reed, and I didn’t want my dream to turn into my nightmare.”
He looked into my eyes as he stopped laughing, and his smile faded. “I was scared, too, Court…more than you know. When I look back at how stupid we both acted…” He shook his head. “The last thing I ever want to do i
s hurt you, and I feel like I’ve hurt you so much already. I hate that I’ve hurt you.”
I was stunned when I saw a tear slide down his face. If he had been standing under the water, I would have never seen it. My heart slammed in my chest, and I let out a sob.
“Reed…I need to move out of this darkness I’ve been living in. I need your love to help me do that. I don’t want to be scared anymore,” I said as I began crying harder.
“Courtney…” he whispered.
He picked me up and began kissing me. I wrapped my legs around him, and with each second that passed, I felt myself finally being led out of the dark.
“I’m going to make love to you, baby,” he said against my lips.
Shower sex! Oh, hell yes! This just keeps getting better!
He turned around and pushed me against the back of the shower.
I wanted to scream out, I’m about to have wall sex in a fucking shower and with the man of my dreams!
I pulled on his hair as I brushed my lips against his and whispered, “Yes.”
The moment I felt him inside me, I began crying again.
“Am I hurting you, Court?” he asked as he looked into my eyes.
I quickly shook my head. “No. Oh God, no, Reed. It feels like heaven.”
With the way he was moving in and out of me so slowly and passionately, I could feel his love pouring into my body, washing away every bad memory. I never wanted this moment to end.
Just when I thought it couldn’t get any better, I looked into his eyes and said, “Reed…I’m going to come.”
The second I began calling out his name, Reed began to move faster. I felt myself squeezing him, and when he looked into my eyes, I knew this was real. This wasn’t a dream, and I knew he would never turn this into a nightmare.
He started gasping for a breath, and the look in his eyes turned to fear. “I’m not wearing a condom, Court.”
I smiled. “It’s okay…on the pill. Please…I need all of you, Reed.”
With that, he began calling out my name, and I felt his warm liquid enter my body. I threw my head back against the shower wall and closed my eyes. Nothing had ever felt so perfect to me.
He held me for the longest time, neither one of us saying a word.
When he pulled back and his eyes pierced mine, he whispered, “I love you.”
Then, he began kissing me, and we each whispered our names against each other’s lips.
While I caught my breath and tried to keep my knees from giving out on me, I leaned one arm up against the shower wall as I held Courtney with the other. I’d never in my life experienced what I just had while making love to her. Every fear I’d ever had about hurting the one person I loved so much had seemed to vanish as she whispered out my name. I slowly slid her down, and then I put my hands on the shower wall on either side of her as I tried to catch my breath.
I just made love to Courtney. I just made love to the only girl I’ve ever loved. I shook my head and tried to keep myself from crying like a pussy. God, I hope I made that special for her. I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath.
When I felt her hands on my face, I opened my eyes to see her beautiful smile. Her blue eyes seemed to be shining, and I wasn’t sure if it was from the lights or not.
“Courtney, I…I’ve never felt this way before,” I whispered. “God, I hope that I didn’t ruin things for you because I couldn’t wait. I wanted to be inside you so bad. I’m so sorry—”
This time, she moved her fingers to my lips to stop me from talking. “Reed, that was so incredible. Even if I tried to tell you every day for the rest of our lives, you will never know how unbelievable that was for me. It couldn’t have been any more perfect.”
I let out the breath I’d been holding and pulled her to me. “I love you, Courtney. God, I love you so much.”
“I love you, too, Reed, so very much.”
I wasn’t sure how long we stood there before she let out a giggle.
“What’s so funny?” I asked.
She pulled back and made an adorable face, and it just about dropped me to my knees.
“I know what I want to do next.”
“Um…” I looked down at my dick, and when it jumped, I felt pretty confident that I could make love to her again very soon. “I think he’s ready!” I said.
She busted out laughing. “Oh, believe me, I want to do that again, too, but next, I want to go horseback riding. I’ve always wanted to ride during a full moon.”
I looked at her and smiled. There wasn’t anything I wouldn’t do for this girl. I let out a small laugh and said, “If my baby wants to go horseback riding in the middle of the damn night, then we’ll go horseback riding in the middle of the damn night.”
She jumped up and down and hugged herself. It took everything I had not to push her against the wall and make love to her again. I reached around and turned off the water, and then I grabbed two towels. I wrapped her up in one towel, and then I quickly wrapped the other one around my waist. We stepped out of the giant walk-in shower, and I turned her around slowly before I began drying her off. I watched as she stood there with her eyes closed.
Why do I get the feeling that Mitch never treated her with the adoration she deserves? I was going to make her feel this way every day for the rest of my life.
As I moved the towel up and down each leg, I looked up to see her touching her breasts.
Holy shit.
I put my hand on the inside of her leg, and I slowly moved it up. She let out a soft moan and pinched one of her nipples.
Fuck the horseback riding. I stood up, scooped her up, and took her out to the bedroom where I gently laid her down on the bed. I quickly dried off in record time, and then I moved myself over her body.
“Reed…oh God…what are you doing to me?” she said.
I began kissing her nipples as I moved my hand down her body. The second I slipped two fingers in, we both let out a moan.
“Damn, Court, you’re so wet, baby.” I moved my lips up her chest and along her neck.
“Please…oh God…Reed, please make love to me again.”
That was all I needed. I began teasing her entrance with my tip, and she thrashed her head back and forth on the pillow. I quickly rose up and looked her body up and down. I couldn’t believe this was happening.
“Reed…you’re killing me. Please stop teasing me,” she begged.
I continued to barely slip my dick in and out.
“Reed! Damn it! Just fuck me already!” she yelled out.
Motherfucker. I’ve died and gone to heaven.
I didn’t want to hurt her, but her telling me to fuck her pushed me over the edge, and I slammed my dick inside her. After a few pumps, she began calling out my name, and I tried to hold off for as long as I could, but she was driving me insane.
“Yes! Reed…harder! Faster! Reed…yes, I’m coming,” she began crying out.
Holy shit. “Courtney…I’m gonna come.” I began kissing her, capturing her screams of pleasure.
When I felt like I’d finally finished pouring myself into her, I collapsed next to her. We both lay there for a few minutes, attempting to catch our breaths.
“That…was…amazing. Let’s…do that…again,” Courtney said in between breaths of air.
I let out a laugh and rolled over to her. “As much as I’d love to do that again, I don’t think it’s humanly possible for me to go again so soon. At least give me an hour.”
She turned her head and looked at me as she laughed. “I’ve never felt so amazing. Thank you.” She rolled over to face me, and then she ran her hand through my hair.
“So, not too bad for a tree-loving, cultivating-plant pussy, huh?” I said with a wink.
She busted out laughing and pushed me away from her as she said, “No, not too bad at all.”
She placed her hand on the side of my face, and I leaned my head into her hand.
“Thank you, Reed. Thank you for just being you. Thank you for loving m
e, and thank you for not giving up on me.”
I pulled her hand away and gently kissed her. “You want to ride Tink?”
Her eyes lit up, and she began nodding her head quickly. She jumped up from the bed and headed toward the door. She turned around and put her finger in her mouth as she smiled. “I know something else I want to do.”
I sat up and smiled as I looked her naked body up and down. “Oh yeah? What is it?”
She shook her head and said, “Just bring a blanket with us on the ride. I’ll meet you in the kitchen in ten minutes. I need to go get dressed.” She slowly backed out of the room and made her way downstairs.
I fell back on the bed and pulled a pillow over my head as I kicked my feet around in excitement. I was acting like a high school girl with how happy I was, but I didn’t care. I hopped out of bed and began getting dressed for our late-night ride.
I took one look at my dick before I slid my jeans up. “Don’t fail me now. I need you to function at your best performance. We haven’t had sex in so long, buddy. You’ve got some making up to do.”
I shook my head, surprised I’d lasted as long as I had in the shower. Just the idea alone of making love to Courtney should have made me come in a minute or less. There was also the fact that I hadn’t slept with Anna for months before we broke up. Ever since I’d gotten the tattoo on my chest, I just couldn’t bring myself to have sex with her while I was so in love with Courtney.
I thought back to when Courtney and I had figured out that Layton and Whitley had set us both up to stay at the house at the same time. I was going to give Layton a big ole kiss when I saw him tomorrow—or later today actually. I looked at the clock and quickly put on my boots before heading downstairs.
The moment I walked into the kitchen, I saw Courtney leaning over while looking in the refrigerator, and I stopped dead in my tracks.
Damn, that girl has a nice ass.
She started moving it back and forth as she began humming some song. My dick jumped, making it clear he was definitely down for a marathon tonight. I leaned back against the doorjamb and watched as she wiggled around while Lulu and Midnight just sat there, waiting. Then, she started singing “Oops! I Did It Again,” and I noticed she was listening to her iPod.
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