by Nora Roberts
“You’re so goddamn beautiful.” But there was grim purpose rather than admiration in his eyes. “They’d have burned you at the stake a few hundred years ago. They’d never have believed you’d gotten that face, that body, without seducing the devil.”
“Stop it.” Was that her voice? she wondered. So weak, ready to melt on words she didn’t mean. Her unsteady hands were an instant too late to stop the second towel from sliding to the floor. “If you think I’m going to let you—”
“Let me, hell.” He slipped his hand between her legs and felt her hot and wet and ready. “You said no pretenses, Margo. So if you tell me you don’t want me, right now . . .” He gripped her hips, braced her as he eased slowly inside her. “If you tell me, I’ll believe you.”
She felt the avalanche of need carrying her under. Saw by the dark triumph in his eyes that he knew it. “Damn you, Josh.”
“Well, that makes two of us.”
* * *
She skipped breakfast. She’d simply felt too raw and unsteady to share a civilized meal with him after they’d savaged each other in a steamy bathroom. Still, she’d gotten back to the shop, changed into a fresh suit, and brewed both coffee and tea.
The coffee she attacked herself, drinking half a pot before it was time to open the doors. Revving on nerves and caffeine, she faced her first day alone as a merchant.
By midday, despite several bolstering sales, both her spirits and her energy were flagging. A night without sleep certainly explained the fatigue, and she knew exactly where to point the finger of blame for her sulks. Right at Josh Templeton’s calculating heart.
She hated the way he had shrugged and bid her an absent good-bye that morning. Sitting down to his breakfast as if there hadn’t been wild sex and angry words between them. It hardly mattered that his attitude was exactly what she had outlined. That didn’t stop her from worrying over the nagging certainty that he was playing some game she hadn’t been informed of. And he kept shifting the rules to suit himself.
There had been a cold gleam in his eyes as he glanced up from his coffee, she thought. And she was sure she’d seen a calculating smirk on his mouth before she’d shut the door. Well, slammed it—but that was beside the point.
Just what was he up to? She knew him well enough to be sure . . . Damn it, she was beginning to wonder if she knew him at all.
“Miss, I’d like to see this pearl choker.”
“Yes, of course.” It made her feel brisk and efficient to fetch the keys, unlock the display, spread the gleaming pearls on black velvet. “They’re lovely, aren’t they? Beautifully matched.”
A present, she remembered, from a shipping magnate old enough to be her grandfather. She’d never slept with him, though the press had beat war drums about their affair. He’d only wanted someone young and attractive to talk to, someone to listen while he spoke of the wife he’d lost to cancer.
He had been, in the two years she had known him, a rare thing in her life. A male friend. The pearls had been nothing more than a gift from a friend who was pining away from a broken heart and who soon died from it.
“Is this clasp eighteen-karat?”
Suddenly Margo wanted to snatch them back, to scream at the woman that she couldn’t have them. They were hers, a reminder of one of the few unselfish and loving things she’d ever done in her life.
“Yes.” She forced herself to speak through a smile so stiff it ached. “Italian. It’s stamped. Would you like to try them on?”
She did, and hemmed, hawed, preened, and stroked. In the end, she handed them back with a shake of her head. Margo locked the pearls into the display like a guilty secret.
Tourists came in, poking through the treasures, carelessly clanking porcelain against glass, china against wood. Margo lost three potential customers when she testily informed them not to handle the merchandise unless they were prepared to buy it.
That cleared the shop long enough for her to run upstairs and pump some aspirin into her system. On her way down again, she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror.
Her face was set and angry, her eyes deadly. She felt her stomach jitter with repressed temper.
“Want to scare all the customers away, Margo?”
She closed her eyes, breathed deep, visualized a cool white screen. It was a technique she’d often used in modeling when a session had dragged on, with hairstylist and makeup artist poking, photographer waiting, assistants whining.
All she had to do was go away for a minute, remind herself that she could, and would, fill the blank screen with whatever image they wanted.
Calmer, she opened her eyes, watched her face smooth out. If her head still throbbed, no one had to know but herself. She walked downstairs ready to greet the next customer.
She was delighted when Judy Prentice dropped in, bringing a friend with her. She poured them tea, then excused herself to show another customer into a fitting room. At two, she opened the first bottle of complimentary champagne and wondered what was keeping Laura.
By two-thirty, she was feeling frazzled, struggling with the gift wrap she was afraid she would never get the hang of. And Candy breezed in.
“Oh, what an adorable little shop.” She clapped her pretty hands together and bounced over to the counter, where Margo was sweating over a tape dispenser. “I’m so sorry I couldn’t make it by for your opening, Margo. I just couldn’t squeeze it into my day. But I made a special point of coming by today.”
Particularly since the shop and its owners had been the hot topic at brunch.
“I’m just going to poke around, but don’t you worry, I’ll be sure to buy something. Isn’t this fun,” she said to the woman waiting for the package. “Just like a big yard sale. Oh, what a nice little bowl.” She danced over, running her fingers over the frosted glass, looking for chips. “The price is a little high for secondhand.” Still holding the bowl, she turned a sharp-edged smile on Margo. “I suppose you inflate it to give your customers room to bargain.”
Keep cool, Margo warned herself. Candy was just trying to get her goat, the same way she had in high school. “We consider our merchandise priced to sell.”
“Well.” With a careless shrug, Candy set the bowl down. “I suppose I don’t know very much about cost. I just know what I like.” She eyed a pair of enameled candlesticks. “These are . . . unusual, aren’t they?”
“You have lovely things,” the waiting customer commented as Margo slipped the wrapped box into a bag.
“Thank you.” Margo shuffled through her tired mind for the name on the credit slip. “Thank you very much, Mrs. Pendleton. Please come again.”
“I certainly will.” She accepted the bag, hesitated. “Do you mind if I say I only came in today because I’ve seen your photograph so many times? I spend a lot of time in Europe. La Margo’s face is everywhere.”
“Was everywhere. No, I don’t mind.”
“I switched to the Bella Donna line of skin-care products primarily because of your advertisements.”
She winced before she could prevent herself. “I hope you’re satisfied with the products.”
“It’s an excellent line. As I said, I came in because I wanted to see you in person. I’ll come back because you have beautiful things imaginatively presented.” She slid the bag onto her arm as she stepped back from the counter. “I think you’re a very brave and adventurous woman.” Mrs. Pendleton flicked a glance toward Candy, who was frowning over a paperweight. “And an admirable one.” She leaned back over the counter, her eyes dancing. “Make sure that one doesn’t stick something in that Chanel bag of hers. She looks shifty.”
Chuckling, Margo waved her now favorite customer off and walked over to deal with Candy. “Champagne?”
“Oh, such a clever idea. I imagine the offer of free drinks lures in a certain type of clientele. Just a tiny glass. How are you managing, darling?”
“Well enough.”
“I was just admiring your jewelry.” Coveting it. “It must be heartb
reaking for you to have to sell it.”
“My heart’s cold steel, Candy, remember?”
“When it comes to men,” Candy said breezily and turned to the jewelry case. “But diamonds? I wouldn’t think so. What did you have to do for those earrings?”
“Things better not spoken of in polite company. Would you like to see them? Considering your last divorce settlement, they’re within your price range. Unless, of course, dumping a husband doesn’t earn a woman what it used to.”
“Don’t be snide, Margo. You’re the one peddling your wares. And no, I’m not interested in secondhand jewelry. In fact, I’m having a hard time finding anything I can use at all. Your taste is more . . . let’s say, emancipated than mine.”
“Not enough gold leaf? I’ll be sure to keep your taste in mind when we restock.”
“You’re actually planning on keeping this place running?” She sipped her champagne and giggled. “Margo, that’s so sweet. Everyone knows you never finish anything. A few of us were having a wonderful time over brunch at the club, speculating on how long you’d last.”
The customer, Margo thought, was not always right. “Candy, do you remember that time all your clothes were stolen from gym class and you were shoved into a locker and stayed trapped in there until Mr. Hansen from Maintenance sawed off the lock and got you out, naked and hysterical? You, not Mr. Hansen.”
Candy’s eyes narrowed to lethal slits. “You. I knew it was you, but I couldn’t prove it.”
“Actually it was Kate, because I lost the draw. But it was my idea. Except for calling Mr. Hansen. That was Laura’s. Now would you like to leave quietly, or should I knock you down, rip off that Laura Ashley blouse—which doesn’t suit you, by the way—and send you out of here naked and hysterical?”
“To think I actually felt sorry for you.”
“No, you didn’t,” Margo corrected, nipping the flute out of Candy’s hand before it could be hurled.
“You’re nothing but a second-rate slut who spent all her life begging for scraps and pretending to be something she never could be,” Candy spat out.
“Funny, most people consider me a first-rate slut. Now get the hell out of here before I stop pretending to be what I’m not and rip off the nose your parents bought you when you were twelve.”
Candy shrieked, curled her fingers into talons. She might have leaped, but the sound of the door opening stopped her from making a public display.
One brow lifted, Laura assessed the scene. “Hello, Candy, you’re looking healthy. Sorry I’m late, Margo, but I brought you a present.”
Candy whirled, intending to give Laura a taste of the temper both of her ex-husbands could attest to. But Laura wasn’t alone. Candy shuddered back the venom and beamed a delighted smile.
“Mr. and Mrs. Templeton—how wonderful to see you both.”
“Ah, Candace Lichfield, isn’t it?” said Susan Templeton, knowing full well. “Margo.” Easily ignoring Candy’s outstretched hand, Susan glided into Margo’s open arms. She kissed both of Margo’s cheeks lavishly, then winked. “We didn’t even take time to unpack. We just couldn’t wait to see you.”
“I’ve missed you.” She clung hard, enveloped by the familiar scent of Chanel. “Oh, I’ve missed you. You look wonderful, beautiful.”
“Doesn’t give me the time of day,” Thomas Templeton complained, giving his daughter’s shoulder a quick squeeze. He nodded absently to Candy as she stalked out, then grinned as Margo raced across the room. She bounded into his arms. “Now that’s more like it.”
“I’m so glad to see you. I’m so glad you’re here. Oh, I’m so sorry.” And she buried her face in his shoulder and wept like a child.
Chapter Fourteen
“Better?”
“Mmm.” Leaning over the sink in the upstairs bath, Margo splashed water on her face. “I guess I’ve been a little on edge.”
“Nothing like a good cry to smooth out those edges.” Susan offered her a fingertip towel and a quick, supportive rub on the shoulder. “And you always cried well.”
“Poor Mr. T.” As much for comfort as to dry her skin, Margo buried her face in the towel. “What a greeting. Two seconds and I’m blubbering all over his shoulder.”
“He loves having his girls blubber on him. It makes him feel strong. Now—” Susan put her ring-studded hands on Margo’s shoulders, turned her around. “Let’s have a look.” She pursed her pretty mouth, narrowed her pale blue eyes. “A little blush, a couple coats of mascara, and you’ll do. Do you have your arsenal up here?”
In answer, Margo opened the mirror cabinet over the sink. Inside were neatly arranged bottles and tubes. “Emergency kit.”
“That’s my girl. Still using Bella Donna,” she commented when Margo took out a small tube. “I threw mine out.”
“Oh, Mrs. T.”
“They made me mad.” Susan jerked an athletic shoulder. She was a small woman, delicate-boned and slim like her daughter. She kept in shape in her own style. She skied like a demon, played a vicious game of tennis, and swam laps as though competing in the Olympics. To fit her lifestyle, her sable-colored hair was cut short and sleek to cap a bright, interesting face that she cared for religiously.
“I screwed up,” Margo reminded her.
“Which was hardly enough cause to dump you as the Bella Donna Woman. Which is an irritatingly redundant title in the first place. All in all, you’re better off without them.”
Margo smiled into the mirror, smoothed on a light base. “I really have missed you.”
“What I’d like to know is why you didn’t contact Tommy and me the minute you found out you were in trouble.” With her hands on her hips, Susan strode to the tub, then back to the sink. “It was weeks before we heard a thing. The photographic safari kept us out of touch, but Josh and Laura knew how to reach us.”
“I was ashamed.” She couldn’t explain why she could admit it so easily to Susan. She just could. “I’d made such bad choices. I was having a seedy affair with a married man, I let him use me. No, worse—I was too stupid to realize he was using me. I ruined my career, destroyed what little reputation I had, and nearly bankrupted myself in the process.”
“Well.” Susan angled her head. “That’s quite an accomplishment. How busy you must have been to do all that by yourself.”
“I did do it myself.” She chose taupe shadow to accent her eyes, brushing it on with a deft and practiced hand.
“This man you were involved with had nothing to do with it, I suppose. Did you love him?”
“I wanted to.” Even that was easier to admit now. “I wanted to have someone, to find someone I could build a life with. The kind of life I thought I wanted. Fun, games, and no responsibilities.”
“And that’s past tense?”
“It is. Has to be.” Margo carefully darkened her eyebrows. “Naturally, I chose someone completely inappropriate, someone who could never offer me permanence. That’s my system, Mrs. T.”
Susan waited a moment, watching as Margo dashed on eyeliner and mascara with the skill of a master. “Do you know what’s always worried me about you, Margo? Your self-esteem.”
“Mum always said I thought too much of myself.”
“No, on that Annie and I have always disagreed, and we disagreed rarely. Your self-worth is too tied up in your looks. You were a beautiful child, dazzlingly beautiful. Life is different for children with dazzling looks. More difficult in some ways, because people tend to judge them by their beauty, and then they begin to judge themselves by that same standard.”
“It was my only skill. Kate had the brains, Laura had the heart.”
“It makes me sad that you believe that, and that too many people pointed you in that direction.”
“You were never one of them.” She replaced the makeup carefully, as a master carpenter would store his tools. “I’m trying to go in a new direction now, Mrs. T.”
“Well, then.” Slipping a bolstering arm around Margo’s waist, Susan led her back
into the boudoir. “You’re young enough to take a dozen different directions. And smart enough. You’ve wasted your brains for a while, made foolish mistakes and poorly considered choices.”
“Ow.” With a sheepish smile, Margo rubbed her heart. “You’ve always been able to sneak those jabs in.”
“I haven’t finished. You’ve worried and disappointed your mother. A woman, I’ll add, who deserves not only your love and respect but your admiration. There aren’t many who at the tender age of twenty-three and still grieving could leave behind everything familiar and cross an ocean with a small child to build a new life. But that’s not the point.” Susan waved that away and nudged Margo onto the edge of the bed. “You squandered your money and danced your way to the edge of a very high and dangerous cliff. But,” she lifted Margo’s chin with a finger, “you didn’t jump. Unlike our little Seraphina, you stepped back, you squared your shoulders, and you showed you were willing to face what life had dealt you. That takes more courage, Margo—much more—than leaping into the void.”
“I had people to turn to.”
“So do we all. It’s only fools and egotists who think no one will be there to lend a hand. And bigger fools and bigger egotists who don’t reach out.” She held out a hand. Without hesitation Margo took it, then pressed it to her cheek.
“Better?” Laura asked in an echo of her mother as she came to the door. It took only an instant to survey the scene and feel relief.
“Much.” After a long breath, Margo rose, smoothed down her skirt. “Sorry to leave you in the lurch down there.”
“No problem. Actually, Dad’s having the time of his life. He’s made three sales. And the way he’s charming Minn Whiley right now, I think we can count on four.”
“Minn’s downstairs?” Amused, Susan flicked her fingers through her boyish hair. “I’ll go add my charm. She’ll walk out loaded down with bags and won’t know what hit her.” She paused at the doorway to rub a hand over Laura’s back. “You girls have a lovely place here. You’ve made a good choice.”
“We’re worrying her,” Laura murmured when her mother’s greeting to Minn floated upstairs. “You and I.”
