by Nora Roberts
And the sound of the rising wind was like a woman weeping.
Lightning jagged, a flashing pitchfork of brilliant white through the heavy sky. The blasting boom of answering thunder shook the air. Laura threw back her head and smiled. Here it comes, she thought. The power, the danger, the glory.
She wanted it. Deep inside her most secret heart, she wanted it all.
Then came the squeal of brakes, the angry pulse of gritty rock and roll. And an impatient shout.
“Jesus Christ, are you all nuts?” Joshua Templeton leaned out of his car window, scowling at the trio. “Get the hell in the car.”
“It’s not raining yet.” Laura stood. She eyed Josh first. He was her senior by four years, and at the moment he looked so much like their father at his crankiest that she wanted to laugh. But she’d seen who was in the car with him.
She wasn’t certain how she knew that Michael Fury was as dangerous as any summer storm, but she was sure of it. It was more than Ann Sullivan’s mutterings about hoods and troublemakers—though, to be sure, Margo’s mother had definite opinions on this particular friend of Josh’s.
Maybe it was because his dark hair was just a little too long and too wild, or because of the little white scar just above his left eyebrow, which Josh said Michael had gotten in a fight. Maybe it was his looks, for they were dark and dangerous, and just a little mean. Like a greedy angel’s, she thought as her heart fluttered uncomfortably. Grinning all the way to hell.
But she thought it was his eyes. So startlingly blue they were in that face. So intense and direct and intrusive when he looked at her.
No, she didn’t like the way he looked at her.
“Get in the damn car.” Impatience shimmered around Josh in waves. “Mom had a fit when she realized you were out here. One of you gets hit by lightning, it’ll be my ass.”
“And it’s such a cute one,” Margo added, always ready to flirt. Hoping to make Josh jealous, she opened the door on Michael’s side. “It’ll be a tight fit. Mind if I sit on your lap, Michael?”
His gaze shifted from Laura. He grinned at Margo, a quick flash of teeth in a tanned, hollow-cheeked face. “Make yourself at home, sugar.” His voice was deep, a little rough, and he accepted the weight of a willing female with practiced ease.
“I didn’t know you were back, Michael.” Kate slipped into the backseat, where, she thought sourly, there was plenty of room for three.
“On leave.” He flicked a glance at her, then looked back at Laura, who still hesitated at the car door. “I ship out again in a couple days.”
“The merchant marine.” Margo toyed with his hair. “It sounds so . . . dangerous. And exciting. Do you have a woman in every port?”
“I’m working on it.” As the first fat drops of rain splatted the windshield, he raised a brow at Laura. “Want to sit on my lap, too, sugar?”
Dignity was something else she’d learned at an early age. Not sparing him a reply, Laura got into the backseat with Kate.
The minute the door was closed, Josh sent the car streaking across the road and up the hill toward home. When her eyes met Michael’s in the rearview mirror, Laura deliberately looked away, then back. Back toward the cliffs, and her place of comfortable dreams.
Chapter One
On the day of her eighteenth birthday, Laura was in love. She knew she was lucky to be so certain of her feelings, and her future, and the man who would share them both with her.
His name was Peter Ridgeway, and he was everything she had ever dreamed of. He was tall and handsome, with golden good looks and a charming smile. He was a man who understood beauty and music, and the responsibilities of career.
Since he had been promoted in the Templeton organization and transferred to the California branch, he had courted her in a fashion designed to win her romantic heart.
There had been roses delivered in glossy white boxes, quiet dinners at restaurants with flickering candlelight. Endless conversations about art and literature—and silent looks that said so much more than words.
They had taken walks in the garden in the moonlight, long drives along the coast.
Her fall into love had not taken long, yet it had been a gentle tumble with no scrapes or bruises. Very much, she thought, like sliding slowly down a silk-lined tunnel into waiting arms.
Perhaps, at twenty-seven, he was a bit older than her parents might have liked, and she a bit younger. But he was so flawless, so perfect, Laura couldn’t see how the years could matter. No boy of her own age had Peter Ridgeway’s polish, his knowledge, or his quiet patience.
And she was so much in love.
He had hinted at marriage, gently. She understood that this was to give her time to consider. If only she knew how to let him know she had already considered, already decided he was the man she would spend her life with.
But a man like Peter, Laura thought, needed to be the one to make the moves, the decisions.
There was time, she assured herself. All the time in the world. And tonight, at the party to celebrate her eighteenth birthday, he would be there. She would dance with him. And in the pale blue dress she’d chosen because it matched his eyes, she would feel like a princess. More, she would feel like a woman.
She dressed slowly, wanting to savor every moment of preparation. It was all going to be different now, she thought. Her room had been the same when she’d opened her eyes that morning. The walls were still papered with those tiny pink rosebuds that had grown there for so many years. The winter sunlight still tilted through her windows, filtering through lacy curtains as it had done on so many other January mornings.
But everything was different. Because she was different.
She studied her room with a woman’s eyes now. She appreciated the elegant lines of the mahogany bureau, the glossy Chippendale that had been her grandmother’s. She touched the pretty silver grooming set, a birthday gift from Margo, studied the colorful, frivolous perfume bottles she’d begun to collect in adolescence.
There was the bed she had slept in, dreamed in, since childhood—the high four-poster, again Chippendale, with its fanciful canopy of Breton lace. The terrace doors that led to her balcony were open, to invite the sounds and scents of evening inside. The window seat where she could curl up and dream about the cliffs was cozy with pillows.
A fire burned sedately in the hearth of rose-grained marble. Atop the mantel were silver-framed photos, the delicate silver candlesticks with the slim white tapers she loved to burn at night. And the Dresden bud vase that held the single white rose Peter had sent that morning.
There was the desk where she had studied all the way through high school, where she would continue to study through what was left of her senior year.
Odd, she mused, tracing a hand over it, she didn’t feel like a high school student. She felt so much older than her contemporaries. So much wiser, so much more sure of where she was going.
This was the room of her childhood, she thought, of her youth and of her heart. As Templeton House was the home of her heart. Though she knew she would never love any place as much, she was prepared, even eager to build a new home with the man she loved.
At last, she turned and looked at herself in the cheval glass. And smiled. She’d been right about the dress, she decided. Simple, clean lines suited her small frame. The scoop neckline, the long, tapered sleeves, the straight column that skimmed down to flirt with her ankles—the effect was classic, dignified, and perfect for a woman who met Peter Ridgeway’s standards.
She might have preferred that her hair be straight and flowing, but since it insisted on curling frivolously, she’d swept it up. It added maturity, she thought.
She would never be bold and sexy like Margo, or casually intriguing like Kate. So she would settle for mature and dignified. After all, those were qualities that Peter found appealing.
She so badly wanted to be perfect for him. Tonight—especially tonight.
Reverently she picked up the earrings that had been her pa
rents’ birthday gift. The diamonds and sapphires winked flirtatiously back at her. She was smiling at them when her door burst open.
“I am not putting that crap all over my face.” Flushed and flustered, Kate continued her argument with Margo as both of them strode inside. “You have enough on yours for both of us.”
“You said Laura would be the judge,” Margo reminded her, then stopped. With an expert’s eye she studied her friend. “You look fabulous. Dignified sex.”
“Really? Are you sure?” The idea of being sexy was so thrilling, Laura turned back to the mirror. All she saw was herself, a small young woman with anxious gray eyes and hair that wouldn’t quite stay in place.
“Absolutely. Every guy at the party is going to want you, and be afraid to ask.”
Kate snorted and plopped onto Laura’s bed. “They won’t be afraid to ask you, pal. You’re a prime example of truth in advertising.”
Margo merely smirked and ran a hand over her hip. The lipstick-red dress dipped teasingly low at the bodice and clung to every generous curve. “If you’ve got it—which you don’t—flaunt it. Which is why you need the blusher, the eye shadow, the mascara, the—”
“Oh, Christ.”
“She looks lovely, Margo.” Always the peacemaker, Laura stepped between them. She smiled at Kate, spread out on the bed, her angular frame intriguing in thin white wool that covered her from throat to ankle. “Like a wood nymph.” She laughed when Kate groaned. “But you could use a little more color.”
“See?” Triumphant, Margo whipped out her makeup bag. “Sit up and let a master do her work.”
“I was counting on you.” Complaining all the way, Kate suffered the indignity of Margo’s brushes and tubes. “I’m only doing this because it’s your birthday.”
“And I appreciate it.”
“It’s going to be a clear night.” Margo busily defined Kate’s cheekbones. “The band’s already setting up, and the kitchen’s in chaos. Mum’s rushing around fussing with the floral arrangements as though it’s a royal reception.”
“I should go help,” Laura began.
“You’re the guest of honor.” Kate kept her eyes closed in self-defense as Margo dusted shadow on her lids. “Aunt Susie has everything under control—including Uncle Tommy. He’s outside playing the sax.”
Laughing, Laura sat on the bed beside Kate. “He always said his secret fantasy was to play tenor sax in some smoky club.”
“He’d have played for a while,” Margo said as she carefully smudged liner under Kate’s big doe eyes. “Then the Templeton would have come out, and he’d have bought the club.”
“Ladies.” Josh loitered in the doorway, a small florist’s box in his hands. “I don’t mean to interrupt a female ritual, but as everyone’s slightly insane, I’m playing delivery boy.”
The way he looked in his tux shot heat straight through Margo’s loins. She sent him a sultry look. “What’s your usual tip?”
“Never draw to an inside straight.” He struggled not to let his gaze dip to her cleavage and cursed every man who would be offered a glimpse of those milky white curves. “Looks like more flowers for the birthday girl.”
“Thanks.” Laura rose to take the box, and kissed him. “That’s my tip.”
“You look wonderful.” He caught her hand. “Grown up. I’m starting to miss my annoying little sister.”
“I’ll do my best to annoy you, as often as possible.” She opened the box, sighed, and forgot everything else. “From Peter,” she murmured.
Josh set his teeth. It wouldn’t be fair to say that she was already annoying him in her choice of men. “Some guys think single roses are classy.”
“I’d rather have dozens,” Margo stated. And her eyes met Josh’s in perfect agreement and understanding.
“It’s lovely,” Laura murmured as she slipped it into the vase with its mate. “Just like the one he sent this morning.”
By nine, Templeton House was overflowing with people and sound. Groups of guests spilled out of brightly lit rooms onto heated terraces. Others wandered the gardens, strolling down bricked paths to admire the blooms and the fountains, all lit by the white ball of a winter’s moon and the charm of fairy lights.
Margo had been right. The night was clear, a black sky stabbed by countless diamond-bright stars. Under it Templeton House stood awash in lights.
The music pulsed, inviting couples to dance. Huge tables elegantly clad in white linen groaned under the weight of food prepared by a fleet of caterers. Waiters trained by Templeton Hotels standards wandered discreetly among the guests, carrying silver trays filled with flutes of champagne and tiny delicacies for sampling. Half a dozen open bars were set up to serve mixed or soft drinks.
Steam rose off the swimming pool in misty fingers, while dozens of white water lilies floated on the surface. On terraces, under silky awnings, over the lawns, dozens of tables were draped in white linen, centered with a trio of white tapers ringed by glossy gardenias.
Indoors, there were more waiters, more food, more music, more flowers for those who wanted the warmth and relative quiet. Two uniformed maids upstairs stood ready to assist any lady who might wish to freshen up or fix a hem.
No reception ever held at any Templeton hotel around the world was more carefully planned or executed than the celebration of Laura Templeton’s eighteenth birthday.
She would never forget that night, the way the lights flashed and glowed, the way the music seemed to fill the air, mating with the scent of flowers. She knew her duties, and she chatted and danced with friends of her parents and with her contemporaries. Though she wanted only Peter, she mixed and mingled as was expected of her.
When she danced with her father, she pressed her cheek against his. “It’s a wonderful party. Thank you.”
He sighed, realizing she smelled like a woman—soft, elegant. “Part of me wishes you were still three years old, bouncing on my knee.”
Thomas drew her back to smile at her. He was a striking man, his bronzed hair lightly touched with silver, the eyes he had passed on to both of his children crinkled at the corners with life and laughter.
“You’ve grown up on me, Laura.”
“I couldn’t help it.” She smiled back at him.
“No, I suppose you couldn’t. Now I’m standing here aware that a dozen young men are aiming arrows at my back, hoping I’ll keel over so they can dance with you.”
“I’d rather dance with you than anyone.”
But when Peter glided by with Susan Templeton, Thomas saw his daughter’s eyes go soft and dreamy. How could he have predicted, he thought, when he brought the man out to California, that Ridgeway would take his little girl away?
When the music ended, Thomas had to admire the smooth skill with which Peter changed partners and circled away with Laura.
“You shouldn’t look at the man as though you’d like to flog him, Tommy,” Susan murmured.
“She’s just a girl.”
“She knows what she wants. She’s always seemed to know.” She sighed herself. “Apparently it’s Peter Ridgeway.”
Thomas looked into his wife’s eyes. They were wise, always had been wise. She might be small and delicate-framed like her daughter, and perhaps she gave the illusion of fragility. But he knew just how strong she was.
“What do you think of him?”
“He’s competent,” she said slowly. “He’s well bred, well mannered. God knows, he’s attractive.” Her soft mouth hardened. “And I wish he was a thousand miles away from her. That’s a mother talking,” she admitted. “One who’s afraid she’s losing her little girl.”
“We could transfer him to Europe.” He warmed to the idea. “No—Tokyo, or Sydney.”
Laughing, she patted her husband’s cheek. “The way Laura looks at him, she’d follow him. Better to keep him close.” Struggling to accept, she shrugged her shoulders. “She could have fallen for one of Josh’s wilder friends, or a gigolo, a fortune hunter, an ex-con.”
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nbsp; He laughed himself. “Laura? Never.”
Susan merely raised an eyebrow. A man wouldn’t understand, she knew. Romantic natures like Laura’s most usually were drawn to the wild. “Well, Tommy, we’ll just have to see where it goes. And be there for her.”
“Aren’t you going to dance with me?” Margo slid into Josh’s arms, fit there, before he had a chance to agree or evade. “Or would you rather just stand there brooding?”
“I wasn’t brooding. I was thinking.”
“You’re worried about Laura.” Even as her fingers skimmed flirtatiously up the nape of his neck, Margo shot a concerned glance toward Laura. “She’s mad for him. And bound and determined to marry him.”
“She’s too young to be thinking of marriage.”
“She’s been thinking of marriage since she was four,” Margo muttered. “Now she’s found what she thinks is the man of her dreams. No one’s going to stop her.”
“I could kill him,” Josh considered. “Then we could hide the body.”
She chuckled, smiled into his eyes. “Kate and I would be happy to help you toss his lifeless corpse off the cliffs. But hell, Josh, maybe he’s right for her. He’s attentive, intelligent, apparently patient in certain hormonal areas.”
“Don’t start that.” Josh’s eyes went dark. “I don’t want to think about it.”
“Rest assured your little sister will walk down the aisle, when the time comes, in blushing-bride white.” She blew out a breath, wondering why any woman would consider marrying a man before she knew if he was her mate in bed. “They have a lot in common, really. And who are two jaded cynics like us to judge?”
“We love her,” Josh said simply.
“Yeah, we do. But things change, and before much longer we’re all going to be moving in our own directions. You’ve already started,” she pointed out. “Mister Harvard Law. And Kate’s chafing at the bit for college, Laura for marriage.”
“What are you chafing for, duchess?”
“Everything, and then some.” Her smile turned sultry. She might have pushed the flirtation a bit farther, but Kate swung up and pried them apart.
