His jaw tightened. ‘I will always feel responsible for you.’
‘I know.’
Instantly she hated herself for hitting that sensitive nerve—the one that had been flayed raw by her accident thirteen years ago and had never completely healed. Leo blamed himself. Believed he should have tried harder to keep her at home that night.
The truth was no one could have saved Marietta except herself. She was the one who had sneaked out of the tiny flat she and Leo had shared. She was the one who’d gone to the party he’d expressly forbidden her to attend. She was the one who’d climbed into the back seat of a car with an inebriated driver.
Her decisions that night had borne consequences she had no choice but to live with, but the hell she had put her brother through was a heavy cross she would always bear.
The last of her temper dissolved. Leo loved her...wanted to keep her safe. How could she stay angry with him over that?
‘I can’t just drop everything and disappear.’ She tried for a softer, more reasonable tone. ‘I have a job. Responsibilities. And Ricci’s party is a week from tomorrow. Helena’s had it planned for months. What if this guy hasn’t been caught by then?’ She shook her head. ‘I can’t stay away indefinitely—and I won’t miss my nephew’s first birthday.’
Leo crossed his arms, perched his lean frame on the edge of her low granite bench. ‘Your life could be in danger, Marietta. Have you considered that?’
Now she wanted to roll her eyes, accuse him of being melodramatic—but was he? What had happened today felt serious, even if the polizia were inclined to view it as a prank. And after today’s performance who could predict what kind of sick encore her stalker had planned?
A dull throb started up behind her eyes and she pressed her thumb and forefinger against her lids.
‘When you cannot eliminate the source of danger your best defence is to remove yourself from its path.’
Nico’s deep voice rumbled into the room and she jerked her hand down from her face. He loomed in her kitchen doorway, his sheer presence so commanding, his physique so powerful, that for a moment she couldn’t help but feel a sense of reassurance—of safety—steal over her.
Still. That didn’t change anything.
She couldn’t put her life on hold indefinitely.
‘A week, Marietta,’ Leo urged. ‘Give Nico a week.’
She looked at Nico. ‘And how exactly are you going to catch my stalker if you’re on an island with me?’
‘I have faith in my people. He’s upped the ante and so will we.’
‘And if I insist on staying in Rome?’
‘Then I’ll appoint a bodyguard who’ll shadow you day and night, wherever you go.’
‘And I will stay,’ Leo said. ‘For as long as necessary.’
No. She gave an adamant shake of her head. ‘You can’t, Leo. It wouldn’t be fair to Helena—or Ricci. You should be in Tuscany with them this weekend, not babysitting me.’
He shrugged. ‘They’ll come to Rome.’
Marietta pressed her fingertips to her temples. She knew her sister-in-law well. Helena was a kind, capable woman who wouldn’t hesitate to uproot her domestic idyll for Marietta’s sake. But Marietta’s conscience wouldn’t allow it. This was her problem to handle. How could she justify disrupting their lives when she had an alternative?
A week. Could she forego her independence, abandon her life, for a week? She looked at her brother and saw the deep lines of worry etched into his face. Her safety would give him peace of mind and didn’t she owe him that much? He’d made so many sacrifices when they were younger, worked himself ragged to give them both a chance at a better life. Doing what he asked of her now seemed a small thing in return.
She pushed her hands through her hair. Released her breath on a long sigh. ‘Si. Okay,’ she said. ‘One week.’
* * *
Marietta sat in the front passenger seat of her brother’s car the next morning and chewed the inside of her cheek, fighting the powerful urge to blurt out that she’d changed her mind and all this was too sudden, too unexpected, and she couldn’t possibly travel at short notice like this. Travel—for her—required careful planning, special considerations, and they hadn’t given her a chance to plan a damned thing.
‘Quit fretting, carina.’ Leo glanced over, then returned his attention to negotiating the chaotic morning traffic. Even on a Saturday Rome’s roads were flat-out crazy. ‘Nico has everything under control.’
She cast him a sideways look. ‘Will you stop doing that?’
‘What?’
‘Reading my mind.’
He grinned. ‘If I knew the secret to reading women’s minds, I would be a very rich man indeed.’
Had Marietta been in the mood for banter she would have reminded her brother that he was a rich man. Instead she turned her gaze out through the side window and watched the blur of busy streets and piazze and sidewalk cafés go by. She believed Leo when he said his friend had everything under control—and that was the problem. Nico had all the control and she had none. It made her feel adrift, somehow. Alienated from her life. She didn’t even know where exactly in the Mediterranean they were going. Until yesterday she’d never heard of Île de Lavande.
She rested her head against the soft leather seat.
Island of Lavender.
At least the name was pretty.
Perhaps she’d find some inspiration there for her next series of paintings? The European summer was in its twilight, but Nico had said the island was still warm, so she’d gone light on clothes and made room for packing her brushes and a set of fast-drying acrylic paints, a sketchpad and a small canvas. She’d even squeezed in a collapsible easel.
She supposed a few quiet, uninterrupted days of sketching and painting wouldn’t be so bad—but only a few. She’d agreed to a week, no longer, and she still planned to be back in time for little Ricci’s party. Nico’s men would just have to pull out all the stops to find her stalker, because she wasn’t compromising on that.
As for the gallery—she’d made two phone calls from Leo’s apartment last night: one to her boss, the owner of the gallery, who’d expressed her support and understanding once apprised of the circumstances, and the other to Lina, who’d assured Marietta that everything would run smoothly in her absence.
Too soon, the powerful car decelerated and the runway of the Aeroporto dell’Urbe came into sight. They drove through a security checkpoint and then they were on the Tarmac, headed for a sleek silver and black jet with the circular logo of César Security emblazoned on its tail.
Nico appeared in the open hatchway and Marietta leaned forward in her seat for a better view of the aircraft—and him.
And, mamma mia, he looked good. Faded jeans clung to long, muscular legs, he wore an untucked, open-necked white shirt, and a pair of dark shades obscured those deep blue eyes. His dark brown hair was stylishly mussed and his angular jaw sported a layer of stubble that only exaggerated his masculine appeal. He looked less formidable than yesterday. More relaxed, despite the ever-serious expression he wore.
Edible, an inner voice whispered, and she felt her face flame. Santo cielo! Her mind was not going there.
He jogged down the steps with an easy masculine grace, and he was pulling open the car door before her cheeks had even had time to cool. He hunkered down beside her.
‘Bonjour, Marietta.’ He removed his sunglasses and the impact of that blue gaze arrowed all the way to her stomach. ‘Are you ready for our journey?’
The morning breeze ruffled his hair and carried into the car the scent of soap and lemons, along with something more earthy and rich. Marietta tried not to breathe in, but the need for air prevailed. She frowned, growing more irritable by the second. No man should smell that enticing. That delectable.
‘Do you have half-decent coffee on board?’
A muscle quirked at the side of his mouth—a mere flicker of movement that might have turned into a smile if he’d allowed it.
/> Had she ever seen Nico smile? It occurred to her that she hadn’t—not properly.
‘The coffee is exceptionnel,’ he said, and she wished he wouldn’t speak French.
It did squishy things to her insides and there was nothing good about squishy. Nothing.
He slid his shades back on. ‘There’s a lift on standby if you want it.’
She shook her head. ‘Grazie, but Leo will carry me on,’ she said, preferring that simple, no-fuss solution over the mechanical platform that could raise her, wheelchair and all, to the door of the plane. Besides the ground crew there were few people around, but all the same she hated anything that created a spectacle or shone a spotlight on her disability. People often stared without meaning to, and though she’d grown inured to the curiosity of others, occasionally the attention still bothered her.
Minutes later her luggage was stowed and she was settled in a large, soft leather seat, her wheelchair reassembled and within reach should she wish to move about the plane’s roomy interior once they were airborne. Out on the Tarmac, Nico and Leo exchanged final words. A moment before, when Leo had kissed her goodbye, silly tears had pricked the backs of her eyes, and she blinked now to clear her vision, annoyed because she rarely allowed herself to cry. She’d taught herself to be strong, to handle whatever challenges life threw at her, and all this—this was just another obstacle to overcome.
‘I hear you’re after some good, strong coffee, honey.’
Evelyn, the flight attendant who’d earlier introduced herself and then disappeared to give Marietta and Leo privacy, stood now by Marietta’s seat, her cherry-red lips stretched into a friendly smile.
Marietta pulled herself together and looked up at the slender uniformed blonde. ‘Si. Grazie. Black and very strong, please.’
Not how she’d have ordered coffee in a bar in Rome—requesting a caffè in Italy automatically got you what the rest of the world labelled espresso—but Evelyn wasn’t Italian, and Marietta wasn’t in the mood for weak, watery coffee.
Evelyn tilted her head. ‘Un caffè ristretto?’
Marietta felt her brows climb and the other woman laughed. It was a pleasant laugh. Bubbly and bright.
‘I know.’ Evelyn winked. ‘Who’d have thought a gal from Mississippi would know how to make proper Italian coffee.’
Marietta couldn’t hold back a smile. ‘You just improved my morning.’
Another long-lashed wink. ‘My pleasure, honey. One coffee coming up,’ she said, and Marietta decided right then that she liked Evelyn. Very, very much.
A short while later they were airborne. An hour after that they were cruising at forty-one thousand feet above sea level, halfway between Rome and their destination of Toulon, on the southern coast of France. Marietta knew this because Evelyn was a veritable fount of information. Unlike Nico who, aside from enquiring about her comfort prior to take-off, had uttered scarcely a word in the time since.
He sat in one of the cushioned club-style seats on the other side of the cabin, facing in her direction, so that if he looked up from his laptop they could easily converse. He hadn’t. Not once in the last sixty minutes. Which made the challenge of snagging his attention almost impossible to resist.
‘Here you go, honey.’
Evelyn placed a glass and the bottle of mineral water Marietta had asked for on the shiny walnut table in front of her. Marietta smiled her thanks. The honey might have sounded patronising from anyone else. From the tall, statuesque American it was just part of her charm.
Marietta watched her return to the other end of the cabin. It had to be an exciting life, jetting around the globe. Evelyn wore no rings, so presumably she was single, free of ties. Marietta didn’t doubt she worked hard, but the perks had to be rewarding.
She waited until Evelyn was out of earshot before speaking. ‘I like her.’
Nico’s head came up and in her mind Marietta did a little self-congratulatory air-punch. Finally she had his attention.
‘Pardon?’
‘Evelyn,’ she said, and watched to see his reaction. Because he had to know how beautiful his flight attendant was. No man could fail to notice a pair of legs as long and toned as Evelyn’s, never mind that everything else about her was flawless and elegant.
Though Marietta felt sordid even thinking it, she couldn’t help but wonder what level of ‘personal service’ Evelyn gave her boss. They were two beautiful people in the prime of their lives; they had to be aware of each other. Evelyn embodied the kind of physical perfection a man like Nico would no doubt look for in a sexual partner.
And yet he was frowning at her as if he hadn’t a clue what—or whom—she was talking about.
‘Your flight attendant,’ she said, and stared at him, astonished. ‘You don’t know the names of your flight crew?’
He shrugged. ‘I have many hundreds of employees,’ he said, his tone implying that he considered that a perfectly adequate excuse—and then he returned his attention to his computer.
End of conversation.
Marietta sniffed. ‘Well, I like her,’ she said to the top of his head. ‘She’s very good at her job. And she has spectacular legs.’
That got his attention back.
He looked at her and she shrugged. ‘I’m an artist,’ she said. ‘I appreciate beauty in all its forms. And you have to admit Evelyn has great legs.’
‘I hadn’t noticed.’
‘Really?’ Her voice rang with disbelief.
‘Oui,’ he said, holding her gaze for a drawn-out beat. ‘Really.’
And then something happened that she wasn’t prepared for. His gaze dropped. First to her mouth, where it lingered for several seconds—long enough to make her self-consciously moisten her lips—and then down to her chest, where it rested only briefly. And yet the effect of that very deliberate scrutiny was so shocking, so profound, he might as well have touched her.
Heat prickled over her skin, from her neck to her breasts, and her heart pounded so hard, her pulse beat like the wings of a moth trapped in her throat.
Then his gaze came back to her face and she knew he must see the heightened colour there. One side of his mouth did that flickering thing again. That quirk that wasn’t quite a smile.
‘I’m a breast man myself,’ he said, as casually as if he’d said he preferred beans over peas, or his steak medium rare, and then he went back to his work as if the air all around them wasn’t sizzling and popping in the wake of that brief, electrifying exchange.
Marietta pressed her lips together. Touché, she conceded silently. Because shocking her into silence had no doubt been his intent. She uncapped her mineral water, filled her glass and took a long swig. But the cool liquid didn’t douse the heat in her cheeks. Or the embarrassment washing through her. She had pushed him—deliberately provoked a reaction. Because... Why? Because she was bored? Because she felt ignored? Because Nico was the most beautiful, aloof man she’d ever met and some needy, feminine part of her craved his attention?
Oh, now, that did not sit well.
Marietta did not need a man’s attention. She did not need a man, full stop. Her body might be broken beyond repair, but she had rebuilt her life regardless and it was everything she wanted. Everything she needed. Her job, her success as an artist...it was enough. It had to be enough.
Because she was done with wanting things she would never have. Things that couldn’t be. Things that were simply not written in her destiny.
You are a realist.
And Nico... Nico was just a fantasy.
CHAPTER FOUR
THE WEATHER IN Toulon was clear when they circled in for landing, the bright blue of the sky stretching as far as the eye could see along the Côte d’Azur, enhancing the beauty of a coastline that was coveted by holidaymakers and frequented year-round by the world’s famous and rich.
Nico had no interest in the glamorous beaches and glittering nightlife that gave the French Riviera its reputation as a decadent playground. Toulon featured on his itinerary
several times a year only because it was the nearest mainland airport to Île de Lavande, the quiet, secluded home he retreated to when he wasn’t residing in Paris or New York or travelling across continents for business.
On occasion, however, when his mind grew restless and his body demanded a certain kind of release, he’d linger on the mainland for a night and venture into a glitzy casino or high-end bar. He’d order a shot or two of something—whatever he fancied on the night—and wait for them to come. And they always did. Those women with no hidden agendas who, like him, were simply looking for a good time. He would choose one—only ever one...gluttony wasn’t his thing—and take her to a luxury hotel suite, order champagne and anything else she desired from the menu and let her flirt and tease for a while if that was her wont.
But not for too long.
He could be a gentleman when he chose, but he was no saint. Not when his thoughts were dark and his body primed and the only way to obliterate his memories was by losing himself in the pleasure of soft flesh and tight, wet heat.
Sometimes, if the sex was outstanding, he’d take a number, hook up with the same woman again, even indulge in the occasional dinner or outing. But only if she understood that pleasure was the only offer on the table. He had nothing more to give. Nothing beyond the physical certainly.
Julia had been his one love.
His one chance at a normal, happy life.
He didn’t deserve another. Didn’t want another only to have it brutally torn from him.
The jet touched down and he channelled his thoughts back to the present as they taxied to a stop on a private strip of Tarmac, close to where his helicopter awaited. He released his seat belt and stood, glancing over to where Marietta sat, as silent now as she’d been for the last hour of the flight.
He still didn’t really know what their conversation in the air had been about. He’d wasted no time shutting it down, sensing it was going nowhere good, nowhere safe, but in so doing he’d spiked his awareness of her, and that awareness was still humming in his body like an electric current he couldn’t switch off.
Was she upset with him? Hard to tell. Her gaze was focused out of the large oval window so that all he could see was her proud, elegant profile. Dieu, but she was lovely. High cheekbones. Straight nose. Flawless skin. Hair like burnished mahogany. And her lips were soft and full—ripe for tasting.
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