by Demi Alex
I did as instructed, and Jake tossed the lace across the room. He returned his hands to my hips, settled his large palms on the curves, and spread his fingers over my backside. With his face mere inches from my pussy, he looked up my body and his dark gaze settled on my eyes with a challenging purpose.
“Spread your legs, Bella.”
Too weak to trust my own strength, I placed a hand on his shoulder for support and moved my legs further apart. The hands, which had been gripping my hips, moved low and then trailed up and down the inside of my thighs, coming close, but never touching the ache between them. Tingles danced beneath his fingertips, and I so wanted him to touch me. Touch me there.
Instead, Jake brought the tip of his nose to the little landing strip of hair that remained on my mound and rubbed over it. His tongue flicked over the soft skin on either side. “I’m going to take you in every way imaginable, Bella. Your beautiful pussy. Your lush mouth. And your little ass. But first, I need your sweetness on my tongue.”
Moist heat coated my channel and slipped between swollen folds, wetting the insides of my thighs. His words stoked the flames inside my core with the images he painted. I shifted and brought my legs together.
“Do not hide from me,” Jake said, a stern reprimand in his voice. He twisted one hand and pushed at my thigh. “Never hide.”
Shaken, I inched my feet along the cool tile and as I made space between my thighs, he moved a closed fist up my legs until his knuckles fit against my wet excitement. Jake’s controlled tenderness was gone, and in its place was a demanding need for fiery contact that had me shivering with anticipation.
“Wider,” he instructed, and when I responded to his liking, he found my throbbing clit with his thumb, rubbing over it until a moan escaped my lips. “You may be temptation on legs, Bella, but I have an unbeatable resolve. You will only be rewarded when you do as you’re told. Understand?”
My breathing heavy, I licked my dry lips and nodded. Jake’s authority stole my power and left me vulnerable and at his mercy. I hadn’t expected this. Even more, I hadn’t expected the way my body surrendered at his command and went liquid beneath his touch.
His thumb stilled, but remained at my nub. “Say it.”
“Yes,” I breathed, letting out a slow hiss and digging my fingers into his shoulders. My legs trembled, and I wondered if they’d be able to hold me when Jake eased the pressure of his fist and slid his fingers along the length of my folds to the entrance of my pussy.
Up. Down. Back and forth. He slipped two fingers into my wet center and thrust deep, stretching and filling me with pleasure as I clenched around him in a greedy need for more.
With his fingers pumping into me, my feet left the floor. I was lifted by strong arms and placed on the bed. Jake ordered me to continue looking at him, as Luca guided my back until my head rested on the pillow. My knees were bent, and my feet placed flat on the mattress. I watched Jake thrust his thick fingers between my thighs, sinking into my channel and emerging shiny with my desire.
“Your scent is driving me mad,” Jake groaned, using each finger in turn and spreading my juices over my waxed skin as if playing a musical instrument. “Touch your breasts, Bella. Prepare those tips to be sucked.”
I cupped the tender flesh of my chest and teased my aching nipples, but my touch did nothing to ease the need. I wanted them kissed.
Moisture pulsed through my core, and my hips bucked with the sensation. Jake dropped his face between my legs, and pulled out his fingers. His hand caressed down one thigh, while the other pushed on my knee. “Watch. Don’t close your eyes.”
Damn, with the way he was making me feel, I’d do anything he wanted. I rolled my nipples, lifted my ass off the bed, and watched as he fit his demanding mouth to my once private place. His tongue licked along the swollen seam to my clit, playing with the sensitive collection of nerves until it became difficult for me to breathe. He delved inside my pussy, lapping at my excitement, and making my sanity swim in ecstasy. Strong and sure, his tongue stroked away any intimate resistance, and built a rapture of need within my body, encouraging me to accept the pleasure.
Heat spread and sweat beaded on my skin. Cool breath fanned over my chest and Luca pushed my hands away as he lowered his head to my breast. He sucked a straining nipple into his mouth, his tongue licking over the peak before nipping lightly around the edge. He rolled the other nipple between his thumb and finger, pinching erotically each time his teeth grazed the one he suckled.
Jake’s arms looped around my legs, which were over his shoulders, as his hands supported my ass in the air so he could reach the sensitive flesh buried deep within me. He held me high so I could continue to watch him as my fingers tangled in Luca’s hair and held him at my breasts. I stared at the contentment Jake’s eyes displayed because I’d managed to follow his directions as he feasted on my arousal, and wished I could give them as much pleasure.
My chest grew incredibly heavy and the passion between my legs burned. Jake spread my cream to the tight entrance of my anus and lubricated the tiny muscle. In one breath, everything pulsed and throbbed. In the next, it strained and sizzled. The sensations were so overwhelming that I was certain that my body would implode with its demand for release if I couldn’t climax.
Jake lifted his mouth. “Have you been taken in the ass before, Bella?”
A sharp inhale of breath answered his question as I shook my head.
“It’ll be good. I promise. You’re so hot, so wet, and a little play will prepare you for more.” He slipped a long finger into my soaking channel, then pulled it back and pushed it immediately past the resistance of my virgin ass. I gasped before adjusting to the intrusion, then tensed, and lastly relaxed into the pleasure. He worked his finger in and out in the same rhythm his tongue had resumed.
Sweltering heat smoldered inside me, but I was aware of the mattress shifting. A hand stretched across my abdomen and covered my womb. Jake lowered his gaze, allowing me to turn and look up into brilliant blue eyes.
“Come for us,” Mark said, circling my clit with a gentle touch. “Now.”
He covered my mouth and swallowed the cries of pleasure that instantly burst from deep inside me at his request. My climax shattered through every cell in my body. Hands and lips caressed and encouraged me to climb higher and higher as every bit of control splintered and my limbs trembled with orgasmic liberation. I fought to stay alert and aware so I could enjoy every single mini-second of the gift my men had given me.
Staying close, Luca swirled his tongue in the valley between my breasts and Jake kissed the insides of my thighs, lowering my legs from his shoulders and onto the plush pillows as aftershocks of pleasure coursed through my veins.
“See, baby?” Mark pushed the damp hair back from my face. “You’re perfect.”
He stroked a soft touch over my back, and kissed me softly. I closed my eyes and snuggled against his chest, allowing the warmth of their bodies to keep me in the euphoric state.
Chapter Ten
Jake was the first to move. His lips lingered over the inside of my thigh, then settled on my core, and torturously meandered back to the curve by my knee before he lifted off the bed. I heard the water running in the adjacent bathroom, and realized he’d grumbled something about a cold shower.
Next, Luca announced that he was going to order a few late night snacks from room service. He kissed the curve of my shoulder, slow and sweet, and strolled from the room.
Mark and I remained, still entwined in each other’s arms, and a sense of lazy contentment settled in my core.
“I’ve dreamed of holding you, sexy and satiated, against me like this,” Mark whispered against my ear. “Thank you.”
“For what?” I nuzzled against the light sprinkling of dark hark on his chest, inhaling his fresh water scent.
“For changing the rules, baby. For stepping off the professional sidewalk and coming to Montego Bay as a woman. For finally making yourself available.” Mark cupped my c
hin and raised my face so I was looking into those spectacular eyes. “It was killing my self-control keeping my distance. Seeing you almost every day, experiencing withdrawal when I didn’t, and needing to honor your need for space was the most difficult thing I’ve ever endured.”
My pulse grew so strong and fast, I was certain Mark could feel my heart against his side.
He smiled, and brought his mouth within an inch from mine. “I know this isn’t easy for you, baby. And I know you’re confused about your feelings for us. But, I also know that I’m going to do everything in my power to keep you at my side on a permanent basis.”
“I’m here, Mark. I’m not going anywhere.”
He closed the small distance, and with a smile on his lips, he breathed against my mouth. “I know.” And then he kissed me. His tongue searched for and found entrance between my lips. His taste filled my senses and dizzied my mind, as determination flooded my being and made time still. I wanted this. I wanted him.
I’m not sure how long Mark kissed me, but a firm touch, and then a damp cloth on my hip, invited me to turn onto my back. Jake had returned, looking devastatingly handsome, and by the tenting of the white towel wrapped low on his hips, he was pleased with what he’d found. He’d watched Mark kiss me, watched me arch against one of his best friends, and his cock tented the terrycloth with approval.
“No amount of cold water is going to take care of this any longer,” Jake said, stroking a large hand over the towel and up his engorged cock. “But the shower did manage to buy you a few minutes to recuperate.” He gently parted my legs, fit the warm cloth between them and soothed the ache that had built there again. “You can’t imagine how hard it is to walk away from you for a single moment, but we’ve agreed to play fair and let you make your choice.”
“Yes,” Luca added, leaning a broad shoulder against the doorframe and some sort of sandwich wrap in his hand, his legs crossed in a casual manner. “We’ll play fair, but I promise you that I’m going to collect my personal due as well.” He took a bite of his snack, but didn’t break eye contact. “Going to bed with a raging hard-on is not my idea of getting a good night’s sleep, but you call the shots tonight.”
That was an enticing promise, and my sex pulsed in anticipation, even as confusion clouded my mind.
“You’re excited again, Bella. This pretty little pink pussy is swelling and getting wet. You want to be fucked. And personally, I can’t wait to fuck you,” Jake said, cleaning the moisture on my thighs. “Are you on the pill or do you want us to wear condoms?”
“What?” I asked in surprise.
“Bottom line is that we want to make sure you’re protected.” Mark ran a finger down my nose. “We’re all healthy. But we need to know if you are comfortable riding bareback.”
Bareback?
“This is an exclusive relationship, and no one but the three of us will touch you. No one. Do you need us to use condoms?” Jake studied my face, waiting only a beat for the answer. “Bella?”
“No,” I breathed. Exclusive relationship with my three men. The words and the concept were—well—you could say a complete oxymoron. “You mean you haven’t been with anyone else?”
“We never claimed we were celibate. That would be a lie,” Mark said, shifting a little, but continuing to caress the back of my neck.
Luca jammed the remainder of his wrap into his mouth and walked over to stand by the bed. He reached down and wound a strand of my hair around his finger, cupping my cheek so I could look directly at him. “Sweetheart, we’re men. Men with ravenous appetites for sex. Yes, there were other women. But when you unknowingly hung that available sign on your chest, things changed.”
“It’s been months of self-imposed celibacy for us,” Jake said, a slow chuckle coming from his throat. “Honestly, it would have been disrespectful to any partner, because it would have no possibility for anything whatsoever to come from a couple of physical rendezvous. Once we knew there was an opportunity to have you, there could be no simple fucks, and no other woman. There has been no other woman.”
Too much. I couldn’t wrap my mind around it all. They wanted me. They’d abstained from sex because of a possibility of something with me. They were three. I was one. My body stiffened and my fingers curled into a fist. How was this going to work? How was I going to choose one without hurting the others? Even more importantly, would my heart survive if I lost any of them?
“Enough.” Mark raised a hand to stop the conversation, and tightened his other arm around me. “Don’t pull away, baby. I’ve known you for a long time, and I know that lovely mind of yours is worried about how this is going to work out and with whom. But do not worry. Like I said, we’ll honor any decision you make. In the meantime, you’re our priority. Explore your fantasies. Indulge in the pleasure. We will accept your choice.”
Both Luca and Jake nodded in agreement.
“It is Montego Bay,” Luca said, a slow playful grin spreading over his handsome face.
“Hedonism at its best,” Jake said. His fingers replaced the washcloth between my legs, and he smiled as he felt my wet response. “You have the sweetest and most beautiful body, Bella. I’m going to push you. We’re going to push you. And your body clearly likes the idea.” He slipped a finger inside and I moaned.
“Your every desire will be met and will fuel only more desires.” Luca lowered his zipper and freed his erection, fisting the impressive length at the base.
He was hard and large. Perhaps too large. I’d never seen such a beautiful cock— long, thick, pink flesh, lined with dark veins, and a handsome head glistening with a drop of his excitement. My mouth went dry with the possibilities.
“There’s no backing down now, sweetheart. I—we—won’t allow it.”
My nerves shifted back on overdrive. My breathing grew rapid. Jake closed his fingers around my ankles, shackling my feet as he pulled me down the bed, and settled my ass on the edge of the mattress.
“Discussion over. It’s time for you to come with a man deep inside you.”
“It’s her choice,” Mark growled, curving a protective hand in front of me. “They want you. I want you. But, it’s your choice.”
I flinched at the tone of his words and covered my face to hide the tears building in my eyes. No matter how wonderful and right it had felt to be with them—all of them—a few minutes earlier, I’d made a horrible mistake. I worried my lower lip and shook my head.
I could never choose.
Rising from the bed, Mark left my side and stood next to Jake and Luca. Alone on the bed, I grew cold, exposed, and naked for the selfish woman I had proven to be earlier. The icy dread in the center of my chest chilled my soul and I knew I couldn’t handle the situation. It was simply too much.
“I’m leaving,” I managed, searching for the discarded sheet to wrap around my body. “It was wrong for me to come here. Wrong.” They stood on the bed linens, and I couldn’t pull them free to wrap myself in them. Tears broke the damn of my control and my chest heaved with loud and ugly sobs. “I’m so sorry. It’s not just sex, and it’s impossible to pretend it doesn’t hurt. I’m sorry. Really. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen.”
“Baby,” Mark said, dropping to his knees and pulling me into his embrace. “Don’t go. Don’t leave us now. Don’t give up on us.”
I buried my face against his shoulder and held my breath, trying in vain to stop the tears. But the despair was inevitable. My heart ached. I was mortified and certain that they would think me a fool for crying.
Mark’s hands worked along my back, soothing the tension and slowing my sobs.
“Never be sorry. I’m not. We’re not.” Jake squatted beside Mark and lowered to my eye level. He reached over Mark’s broad shoulder and cupped the side of my face. “And we’ll make this right. I promise.”
“Me, too.” Luca stroked the top of my head, and bent to kiss my forehead. “Don’t cry, sweetheart. I didn’t mean to scare you. I thought you were ready.”
“Your body responded to us, and we got carried away.” Jake tapped my cheek and I returned my gaze to his dark eyes. His thumb wiped at my tears. “We’ve waited for you this long. We’ll wait as long as you need.”
The pain of knowing these feelings couldn’t last swelled in my throat and refused to let any oxygen reach my lungs. One guy, like any of my guys, was impossible to find. Most women weren’t aware that such wonder even existed. Worrying my tired lip, I dropped my face back to Mark’s chest and clenched my fists between us. “I can’t. I don’t...”
Mark held me tighter, breathing softly, as his hands soothed my back. “It’s okay, baby. It’s okay.”
The mattress dipped on either side of my shaking body and more hands comforted my back and massaged my nape. When my embarrassing and hysterical crying fit subsided, I realized a sheet had been draped over my shoulders, and Luca and Jake were seated next to me, while Mark had remained kneeling before me.
I wasn’t sure how long we sat there, or how long it took for the sniffles that kept escaping to abate, but I knew beyond any doubt that I could never do a single thing to threaten the bond of tremendous friendship these men shared. They were so close, such a spectacular team, and I was not going to hurt anyone of them.
“Don’t worry about us, Bella. We’re big boys.”
I hadn’t spoken aloud, but I must have been so obvious with my thoughts, because Jake had just answered my mental objection. He seemed to have a true talent for reading my mind.
“We know how to share, and we play well together,” Luca added, rubbing my upper arm and settling a chaste kiss on my head. “We’ll deal.”
“Give us this week,” Mark said, his blue gaze searching my face. “One week, baby.”
I didn’t know how to respond. Being with these men was a fantasy come true, but it was my fantasy. And my dream was their nightmare.
“Trust us?” Jake asked.
I looked from one handsome face to the other, and knew that I trusted them completely. The problem was that I didn’t trust myself. However, Jake’s question was specific. I nodded my acceptance.
