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Miles to Go
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©Copyright Bailey Bradford 2011
Cover Art by PoshGosh ©Copyright June 2011
Edited by Claire Siemaszkiewicz
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Love in Xxchange
MILES TO GO
Bailey Bradford
Dedication
To the wonderful crew at the playroom, who cheered on Max and Bo.
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Prologue
Maybe one day he’d get used to seeing his boss and Rory looking so happy and mushy in love, but Max Jenkins kind of hoped he didn’t. If any two people had ever been made for each other, it was Chance and Rory, and now with the addition of Annabelle to the household, both men almost glowed with joy. Well, Rory did, really, and it made the young man look even more angelic than he usually did.
It was something to see, especially for someone like Max, who’d never really seen what a happy, loving relationship could be like. His own parents had been…they’d just been a mess, was the nicest way Max could think to put it. Having grown up with that example, he’d pretty much decided he was meant to spend his life alone. Seeing Rory and Chance together, though, sometimes made him question that choice. Then he’d remember he had the blood of two insane, hate-filled, mean bastards running through his veins. That immediately killed off any hope he had of finding someone to grow old…older…with.
Not that forty-three was old, exactly, but damned if Max didn’t feel ancient when he wasn’t working and had too much time on his hands. Nights in the bunkhouse could just be hell, and often they made Max wish he was a drinking man, or prone to some other sort of self-medicating. Anything to shut off the thoughts and doubts and fears and loneliness that pressed down on him and threatened to smother him in the quiet hours before he could slip out the door and distract himself with work.
Max was confident in his work, and he knew his thick Southern accent could give some people the impression he wasn’t too bright, or that he was laid back all of the time. Those people were the ones who weren’t particularly bright, making judgments based on
something as easily changed as an accent, and Max wasn’t in any hurry to correct their thinking. In his opinion, if a person were ignorant enough to make such a snap judgement about him, that person wasn’t worth the effort it’d take to set them straight.
Besides which, sometimes it suited him to be so easily categorised and dismissed. At least someone thought they had him figured out—Max was too confused about too many things when it came to himself. He wasn’t sure he would ever puzzle them all out, or if he even wanted to. Sometimes it was just so much easier to float along in the comfortable MILES TO GO
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confusion zone—it’s what he knew, and if he could only be sure in his uncertainty about himself, well, that was still something.
Maybe even enough. Introspection—ha! Max bet a lot of people would fall over in
shock if they found out he knew a big, fancy word like that—just wasn’t his thing. That would involve examining his past, and he didn’t really want to do that. Any time the past threatened to suck him down and swallow him whole, Max would find a way to occupy his mind.
Usually that involved a lot of reading, sometimes crossword puzzles. He tried that damned Sudoku and decided he’d rather just take a bullet to the head than wrangle numbers around. It pissed Max off to no end that he couldn’t ever complete even one of those godawful puzzles, not without looking at the answers in the back, anyway, and what was the point of that?
“Crap, gonna be another one of those nights,” Max muttered, tossing his hat on the couch. It bounced onto the floor, and he thought about picking it up then shrugged. It wasn’t like anyone else lived here in the bunkhouse with him.
Later, he’d figure that was the exact thought that jinxed him.
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Chapter One
Evenings in the bunkhouse should have been peaceful, but Max kind of hated them.
Too much time alone since he was the only employee here at the Galloway Ranch. Well, technically Rory was the other hand, but since he and the boss had hooked up and got all moon-eyed over each other, Rory had packed up and moved into the big house.
Which left Max alone most evenings unless he was invited over for dinner with Rory, Chance, and Rory’s sister Annabelle. Almost every evening one of those three checked in with him to see if he wanted to eat with them, but Max said no more often than not. Best to let family have time together—and maybe he felt a little like the odd one out.
Luckily everyone believed him when he’d tell them he was tired or wanted to watch some show on TV. Truth was, sleep was hard to come by, always had been, and as for watching TV, well, he tried but sometimes all those people laughing and loving on there just made Max feel more alone.
“Well, guess I’m in the mood for a big ol’ pity party,” Max muttered as he stepped into his bedroom. Lord, I don’t even want to be in my own company if I’m gonna be a whiny bastard.
Max snorted and started undressing, nearly landing on his butt as he tried to pull off his boot. Rolling his eyes at himself, he hobbled to the bed and plopped down on the edge.
Bending over sent dull streaks of pain across his lower back, but he needed the boot jack.
Once he found it, Max dragged it out from under the frame and shoved his boot heel in the u-shaped slot. That little piece of wood made getting his boots off so much easier.
After a quick shower, Max dried off and put on his boxers. Jeans and a ratty cotton shirt were next. He decided to forgo socks, which could be slippery on the wooden floors, and he didn’t feel like putting his boots back on. It hadn’t been too cold of a winter yet, just a few nippy days and some chilly nights. Max would have loved to have sat around in his boxers, but with Annabelle living on the ranch now, he never knew when it was safe to just let it all hang out. That girl tended to blow in like a blonde-headed tornado, not caring if Max might be stark-ass naked.
Not that he ever was, other than when he got cleaned up, but even t
hen he wouldn’t have put it past Annabelle to just throw open the bathroom door if she wanted to talk to him.
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Thinking about the possibility made Max’s skin so hot he bet he fairly glowed, and not in a good way. He’d flat-out die of embarrassment if something like that happened; Max couldn’t imagine someone seeing him in the buff. Even when Rory had lived here, Max had been careful to keep his stuff covered, and not because Rory was gay. Max didn’t care about that.
He was just…shy, which was probably stupid considering he was well over forty.
Max realised his mind was jumpy tonight, bouncing all over like a toddler who’d
sucked down a bag of sugar and capped it off with a quart of caffeinated soft drink. He needed to settle down, and he needed to eat. His stomach was gnawing right through his backbone. He headed into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator, rubbing his rumbling stomach as he looked over his options for dinner.
Eggs seemed the easiest; if he was cooking for a full crew he’d have put more effort into it, but it was only him. Max reached in and grabbed the carton. He added a stick of butter, some shredded cheese that he’d have to examine closely before using, and a pathetic looking green pepper. He’d just set the food down on the counter by the stove and was fixing to go back and check the expiration date on the milk when the phone rang.
Figuring it was Rory or Annabelle, or maybe even Chance calling to nag at him to join them, Max muttered as he walked over to pick up the phone. Before he could even get a word out, a light tenor came through the line.
“Hey Max! How’s it going?”
Max frowned and pulled the phone away from his ear an inch or so. Someone was
awful perky. The man’s voice sounded vaguely familiar, and like a smack to the head, it jostled his brain into gear. He kind of knew that voice.
“Bo?” Max knew it had to be the blond haired man he’d met up at the big house a while back. Bo Daughtry, Chance’s former fuck buddy.
“Who else? You expecting someone—another man, maybe, to be calling you?”
“Uh.” Well that sounds smart. Max tried to make sense of the questions but they just weren’t registering. He’d only met the man the one time, and yeah, they’d got on, playing cards in the bunkhouse when things had heated up between Chance and Rory at their place.
To be truthful, Bo had made an impression on Max—he just wasn’t sure what kind of impression that was.
A soft snicker came through the line. Max’s right eyebrow started twitching as he wondered if Bo was laughing at him.
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“Max? You there?”
Max debated hanging up in mid-answer—he remembered someone saying a long time
ago if you wanted off the phone with someone and couldn’t figure out how to do it nicely just to hang up while you were talking. Supposed to seem like an accident that way since most people wouldn’t cut themselves off. But he wasn’t sure he wanted to get off the phone just yet. At least Bo was someone to talk to.
“Yeah, just…” Max turned, his gaze darting around the room before settling on the makings for dinner. “Just about to start cooking, s’all. Got a little distracted.”
“Oh, hey, you haven’t started yet, have you?”
Max thought Bo sounded almost wistful, which didn’t help Max feel any less confused.
The twitch sped up. “N-not yet, no, why?” What was Bo up to? Did he want to get together again or something? And what would Max say if he did? Last time, he’d been awful friendly, touching Max’s arm a lot and smiling almost constantly. Max guessed Bo was just one of those happy, touchy-feely types.
Bo huffed then cleared his throat. “Well, I’m about to pass through on the way to San Antonio. I thought maybe we could grab a bite, if you wanted.”
It was on the tip of Max’s tongue to say no, but the eggs didn’t look as appealing as they had a few minutes ago. And he was in one of those broody moods, the kind where he’d sit and stare at the TV or the wall and try to keep from thinking too much. Maybe getting out for a bit was just the thing he needed. Maybe.
“You don’t want to stop in and see Chance and Rory?” Max asked, still reluctant
though he wasn’t sure why. “Rory’s sister Annabelle is here now, too.” Not that she’d appeal to Bo. Rory had met Bo for the first time when Bo had been trying his best to get into Chance’s britches. Apparently they’d had something going years ago, and Bo had shown up thinking to hook up with him again. Or something. From what Rory had said, Max didn’t think Bo had been looking for anything permanent.
“Ahhhh…” Bo drew the word out then gave another of those huffing sounds. “As nice as I’m sure it’d be to meet her, I kind of didn’t feel like hanging out and watching Rory and Chance get all sweet and cuddly with each other. Green is not a good colour on me.”
Max crinkled his nose, trying to make that stupid twitch stop. He finally pressed at it with his fingertips. “What do you mean, green ain’t your colour?” Max knew jack shit about MILES TO GO
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stuff like what colours looked best with what skin tones and such. It dawned on him what Bo meant just as the man started explaining.
“I mean, I got a bit envious, seeing those two together—not that I want either one of them,” Bo rushed out. “I just…well, I guess what I mean is, I want what they have. With someone else, of course.”
Surely that sensation of something tickling down his spine was just some weird
coincidence. Or maybe he’d pushed that damned twitch down through his shoulders. Max lifted his fingertips. Nope, still there.
“So, anyways, you up to meeting me in town? We could meet at Cowboy’s. I heard they have a great chicken fried steak.”
Max’s stomach rumbled loud enough he wouldn’t have been surprised if Bo heard it through the phone. Obviously one part of him was all for eating out. Max looked at the packaged cheese. He was pretty sure there was a funky grey-green tinge to it.
“Yeah, okay. What time?” The twitch ramped up a few tics then stopped as Bo’s
laughter filtered into Max’s ear.
“Soon as you can get here, cowboy. I’ll get us a table.”
“That sure of me, were you?” Max mumbled, but he was talking to a dial tone. He
shrugged and hung up the phone. Why wouldn’t Bo be sure of him? It wasn’t like Max had anything else going on in his life, and he remembered telling Bo almost that exact thing when they’d been hanging out before.
Cowboy’s wasn’t too crowded on a Monday night, and Max was grateful for that. The place was fairly popular with the locals, so sometimes it was packed. Max wasn’t sure he could have handled that tonight. He wasn’t surprised he was nervous; he’d never been one to get out much, preferring the company of horses and cattle to most people. At least with the animals, he didn’t have to worry about making a fool of himself, or being laughed at.
Max knew he was odd, different from most folks. He didn’t need anyone getting a kick out of it, though.
You’re being ridiculous. Ain’t like you got a sign on your head saying you’re weird as hell. Max lifted his cowboy hat and wiped at his forehead, brushing off the sweat caused by nerves MILES TO GO
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before settling the brim just so. Then he got out of his truck and pocketed the keys. He slammed the door shut with more force than he’d meant to, and it drove home how unsettled he was. Why, though, was a mystery to him. Surely he wasn’t so set in his routine that he couldn’t alter it now and again without getting rattled.
Max took a couple of deep breaths and envisioned a layer of calmness coating him. In his mind’s eye, it was a feather-soft pinkish cloud encapsulating him. It was always pink, he reckoned because he’d read somewhere it was a soothing colour. Wrapped in his imaginary pink cloud, Max wal
ked across the parking lot and pulled open the door to Cowboy’s. The interior of the place was over the top country, with horse shoes and old tack hanging on the walls. Along with that there was more rooster and chicken prints and figurines than should ever be in one place. But no one came here for the décor.
There was a panicked moment where he worried he had forgotten Bo’s face, but then the smiling blond man was right there in front of him, walking with a slight bounce in his step. Bo was slightly shorter than Max, who wasn’t anywhere near tall himself, but the blond had a presence big enough for a giant. He just exuded personality, and his mega-watt smile had more than one person in the place craning their necks to keep Bo in sight. If Max could have only picked one word to describe Bo, it’d have been glossy. The man seemed to shine all over, from the tip of his blond head to the toes of his red boots. Even his lips looked slick.
And why was he noticing that? Max didn’t have the chance to consider it any longer because Bo parted those lips and words tumbled out.
“Max! Glad you made it!” Bo thrust out his hand and Max was shaking it before he knew what was what. The fissure of electricity that skipped up his forearm startled him for a second before he put it down to Bo’s vibrant nature. Maybe it was like passing on a super power or something, and Max would wake up and find himself as happy as he acted like he was, or as happy as Bo was right now.
Right. And I’ll be six foot tall and solid muscle to boot. Idiot. Max shut down the internal dialogue and returned Bo’s grin, although probably not as brightly. He didn’t have that inner glow.
“Bo. Good to see you.” Was it his imagination or did Bo’s fingers brush over his palm when they separated hands?
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