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by Jonathan Kellerman


  She went first. Busy week, grading papers for the courses she taught, a full patient load, volunteering at a hospice. Eventually, we got around to talking about the previous night. Allison takes an interest in what I do—more than an interest. She’s attracted to the ugliest aspects of human behavior, and sometimes I wonder if that isn’t part of what cements us. Maybe it’s life experience. She was sexually humiliated as a teenager, widowed in her twenties, carries a gun in her purse, and loves to shoot at paper human targets. I don’t think much about it. Too much analysis, and there’s no time to live.

  I described the crime scene.

  She said, “Mulholland Drive. When I went to Beverly, we used to go up there to park all the time.”

  “We?”

  She grinned. “Me and the other alleged virgins.”

  “A religious experience.”

  “Not back then, you can be sure of that,” she said. “Young boys and all that—too much enthusiasm, not enough finesse.”

  I laughed. “So it was a well-known make-out spot.”

  “That you missed out on, you poor Midwest boy. Yup, my dear, Mulholland was the make-out spot. Probably still is, though there’s probably less lover’s lane stuff going on because kids are allowed to do it in their own rooms. I’m amazed at how many of my patients go along with that. You know the rationale: Better I should know where they are.”

  “There are two families who probably feel that way right now.”

  She pushed hair behind her ear. “Tragic.”

  The sweet rolls arrived, coated with almond slivers, warm. She said, “A vacant house. That creative we weren’t. They probably spotted the FOR SALE sign and the open gate, seized the opportunity. Poor parents. First the boy’s accident, now this. You said he changed. In what way?”

  “His room was a sty, and his mother claimed he’d once been neat. She didn’t say much. It wasn’t the time to press.”

  “No, of course not.”

  I said, “His ex-girlfriend’s father described him as obsessive.”

  “In what way?”

  “Showing up at the girl’s house unexpectedly. When she wasn’t home, he’d bug the father, hang around asking questions. The father also implied Gavin had been overly persistent with his daughter. His first reaction when he thought his daughter was dead was that Gavin had done something to her.”

  “That could be more like Protective Dad.”

  “Could be.”

  “Was there any postconcussive syndrome?” she said. “Loss of consciousness, blurred vision, disorientation?”

  “Some transitory memory loss is all the mother mentioned.”

  “The crash was ten months ago,” she said. “And the mother’s still talking about him as changed.”

  “I know,” I said. “The damage might’ve been permanent. But I’m not sure any of that matters, Ally. Make-out spots attract voyeurs and worse. Either Gavin and the girl were interrupted midcoitus, or they were positioned to look that way.”

  “A sicko.” She studied her sweet roll but didn’t touch it. Smiled. “To be technical.”

  “It’s a little early in the day for technical,” I said.

  “Mulholland Drive,” she said. “The things we do when we think we’re immortal.”

  *

  We strolled the three blocks to her office. Allison’s hand clasped my biceps. Her open-toed white shoes had generous heels, and that brought the top of her head to my bottom lip. A bit of ocean breeze lifted her hair, and soft strands brushed against my face.

  She said, “Milo volunteered for this one?”

  “He didn’t seem to need any convincing.”

  “I guess it makes sense,” she said. “He’s been looking pretty bored.”

  “I hadn’t noticed.”

  “You’d know better, but that’s how it’s seemed to me.”

  “He’ll be getting plenty of stimulation on this one.”

  “So will you.”

  “If I’m needed.”

  She laughed. “Be good for you, too.”

  “I’ve been looking bored?”

  “More like restless. All that caged animal energy.”

  I growled and beat my chest with my free hand and let out a low-volume Tarzan roar. Two women power-walking our way scrunched up their lips and gave us wide berth as they passed.

  “You just made their day,” she said.

  *

  Milo, bored. He griped so much about work stress, personal stress, the state of the world, anything at hand, that I’d never considered the concept.

  When had Allison seen him last . . . two weeks ago. Late-night dinner at Café Moghul, the Indian restaurant near the West L.A. station that he uses as a second office. The proprietors believe his presence ensures them peace and security and treat him like a maharajah.

  That night, Allison and I, Rick, and the big guy had been treated to a gut-stretching banquet. Allison and Milo happened to sit next to each other and ended up talking for most of the evening. It’s taken him a while to warm up to her. To the notion that I’m with someone new. Robin and I were together for over a decade, and he adores her. Robin had found happiness with another man. I thought I was dealing with that pretty well as she and I struggled to build a new kind of friendship. Except for when I wasn’t.

  I was waiting for Milo to stop acting like a kid caught in a custody dispute.

  The morning after the Indian dinner, he called me, and said, “You have your quirks, but when you settle on one, she’s a keeper.”

  *

  The day after the murder, he phoned. “No semen on the girl, no sign of sexual assault. Unless you count the spear. The same .22 was used to shoot both of them, one bullet each, right to the forehead. Your hostile or out-of-control shooter tends to empty his weapon. Meaning this was a guy with confidence. Cool, maybe with experience.”

  “Confident and careful,” I said. “Also, he didn’t want to make a lot of noise.”

  “Maybe,” he said. “Though given the site—the nearest house is a couple of acres away—he was probably okay on that account. Also, the gun would have gone pop pop, no big explosion. No exit wounds, the bullets bounced around the kids’ brains, did the kind of damage you’d expect from a .22.”

  “Has the girl been identified?”

  “Not yet. Her prints don’t appear to be in the system, though I can’t say for sure, because the computer’s been screwing up. I’ve talked to our Missing Persons guys, and they’re putting together some paper. I did a bit of calling around to other stations, but young blond girls aren’t a rare commodity when you’re talking MP. My guess is she’ll turn out to be another of Gavin’s Beverly Hills friends. Though if she was, you’d expect someone to miss her by now, and no one called or filed at B.H. on a missing girl.”

  “Sleepover,” I said. “Nowadays, parents are lenient. And affluent parents are more likely to be out of town.”

  “Would’ve been nice to talk to Kayla . . . meanwhile, I got the coroner to shoot some preautopsy pictures. Just got back from picking them up, have the least scary one to show around. It almost looks as if she’s sleeping. I want the Quicks to have a look at it, figure the father’s back, maybe the sister, too. I put a call in to them, but no one answered, no machine.”

  “Grieving,” I said.

  “And now I’m going to interrupt the process. Care to join me? In case I need help in the sensitivity department?”

  CHAPTER

  4

  In the afternoon daylight the Quick residence was even prettier, well kept, the lawn clipped, the front yard ringed by beds of impatiens. Daytime parking was restricted to permit holders. Milo had placed an LAPD banner atop his dash, and he handed me one for the Seville. In his free hand was a manila envelope.

  I put the banner in the car. “Now I’m official.”

  “Hoo-hah. Here we go again.” He bent one leg and flexed his neck. Opening the envelope, he pulled out the death shot of the blond girl.

  The pretty face w
as now a pale mask. I studied the details: ski slope nose, dimpled chin, eyebrow pierce. Lank yellow strands that the camera turned greenish. Greenish tint to the skin that was real. The bullet hole was an oversized black mole, puffy around the edges, just off center in the unlined brow. Purplish bruises had settled around the eyes—blood leaking from the brain. Bloody residue under the nose, too. Her mouth hung slightly open. Her teeth were straight and dull.

  To my eye, nothing close to “almost sleeping.”

  I returned the picture, and we approached the Quick house.

  A woman in a black pantsuit answered. Younger than Sheila Quick, she was slim and angular and brunette, with firm features and an assertive posture. Her dark hair was short, feathered in front, sprayed in place.

  Her hands clamped her hips. “I’m sorry, they’re resting.”

  Milo showed her the badge.

  She said, “That doesn’t change the facts.”

  “Ms.—”

  “Eileen. I’m Sheila’s sister. Here’s my badge.” She slid a cream-colored business card out of a jacket pocket. The diamond on her finger was a three-carat pear.

  Eileen Paxton

  Senior Vice President and

  Chief Financial Officer

  Digimorph Industries

  Simi Valley, California

  “Digimorph,” said Milo.

  “Ultratech computer enhancement. We do film work. On the biggest pictures.”

  Milo smiled at her. “Here’s a picture, Ms. Paxton.” He showed her the death shot.

  Eileen Paxton’s gaze didn’t waver, but her lips worked. “She’s the one who was found with Gavin?”

  “Do you recognize her, ma’am?”

  “No, but I wouldn’t. I thought Gavin was found with his girlfriend. That little hook-nosed thing. That’s what Sheila told me.”

  “Your sister assumed,” said Milo. “A reasonable assumption, but she was mistaken. That’s one of the reasons we’re here.”

  He kept the photo in Eileen Paxton’s sight. She said, “You can put that away.”

  “Is Mr. Quick back from Atlanta?”

  “He’s sleeping. They both are.”

  “When do you think they’ll be available?”

  “How would I know that? This is a terrible time for the entire family.”

  “Yes, it is, ma’am.”

  “This city,” said Paxton. “This world.”

  “Okay then,” said Milo. “We’ll check back later.”

  We turned to leave, and Eileen Paxton began to close the door, when a male voice from inside the house said, “Who’s out there, Eileen?”

  Paxton was halfway inside when she said something unintelligible. The male voice retorted. Louder. Milo and I faced the house. A man emerged, his back to us, talking to the doorway. “I don’t need to be protected, Eileen.”

  Muffled response. The man closed the door, swiveled, and stared at us. “I’m Jerry Quick. Any news on my boy’s murder?”

  Tall, thin, round-shouldered, he wore a navy blue crewneck sweater over khakis and white Nikes. Thinning gray hair was arranged in a careless comb-over. His face was long, deeply seamed, lantern-jawed. Bluish smudges stained the crinkled skin beneath wide-set blue eyes. His eyelids drooped, as if he were having trouble staying awake.

  We returned to the front steps. Milo held out his hand. Quick shook it briefly, glanced at me, said, “Do you have anything yet?”

  “Afraid not. If you’ve got time—”

  “Of course I do.” Quick’s lips twisted as if he’d tasted something bad. “My executive sister-in-law. She met Spielberg once and thinks her shit doesn’t stink—come on in. My wife’s totally out of it, our doctor gave her Valium or something, but I’m fine. He wanted to dose me up, too. I want to be focused.”

  *

  Milo and I sat on the same blue sofa, and Jerome Quick took a Chippendale-repro armchair. I studied the family photos again. Wanting to imagine Gavin as something other than the thing in the Mustang.

  In life, he’d been a tall, dark-haired, pleasant-looking kid with his father’s long face and wide-set eyes. Darker eyes than his father’s—gray-green. In some of the earlier pictures he wore glasses. His fashion sense never changed. Preppy clothes, designer logos. Short hair, always, in either a conservative crew cut or gelled and spiked cautiously. A regular kid with a tentative smile, not handsome, not ugly. Walk down any suburban street, check out a mall or a multiplex theater or a college campus, and you’d see scores just like him. His sister—the law student in Boston—was plain and serious-looking.

  Quick saw me looking. “That was Gav.” His voice caught. He cursed under his breath, said, “Let’s get to work.”

  *

  Milo prepared him for the picture, then showed it to him.

  Quick waved it away. “Never seen her.” Quick’s eyes dropped to the carpet. “Did my wife tell you about the accident?”

  “Yes, sir.”

  “That and now this.” Quick sprang up, strode to a mock-Chippendale coffee table, studied a crystal box for a while, then opened it and pulled out a cigarette and lit up with a matching lighter.

  Blue smoke rose toward the ceiling. Quick inhaled deeply, sat down, and laughed harshly.

  “I quit five years ago. Sheila thinks it’s gracious to leave these out for guests, even though no one smokes anymore. Like the good old days in Hollywood, all that crap. Her sister tells her about Hollywood crap . . .” He stared at the cigarette, flicked ash on the carpet, and ground it into the pile with his heel. The resulting black scorch mark seemed to give him satisfaction.

  I said, “Did Gavin talk about a new girlfriend?”

  “New?”

  “After Kayla.”

  “Her,” said Quick. “There’s an airhead for you. No, he didn’t say anything.”

  “Would he have told you?”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Was he open about his personal life?”

  “Open?” said Quick. “Less so than before the accident. He tended to get confused. In the beginning, I mean. How could he not be confused, he caught a tremendous blow right here.” Quick touched his forehead.

  Same spot where the bullet had entered his son’s skull. He didn’t know yet. No reason for him to know yet.

  “Confusion,” I said.

  “Just temporary. But he found he couldn’t concentrate on his studies, so he dropped out of school.”

  Quick smoked and grimaced, as if inhaling hurt.

  “He got hit on the prefrontal lobes,” he said. “They told us it controls personality. So obviously . . .”

  “Gavin changed,” I said.

  “Nothing huge, but sure, there’d have to be changes. But then he got better, almost everything got better. Anyway, I’m sure Gav’s accident has nothing to do with this.”

  Quick puffed rapidly, flicked more ash. “We need to find out whoever did this. Bastard leave any clues?”

  Milo said, “We have no suspects and very little information. We haven’t even been able to identify the girl.”

  “Well I don’t know her, and I doubt Sheila does. We know the same people.”

  “Is there anything you can tell us about Gavin that might help?”

  “Gavin was a great guy,” said Quick, as if daring us to argue. “Had his head on his shoulders. Hell of a golfer. We both loved golf. I taught him, and he learned fast, leaped right over me—a seven handicap, and he was getting better. That was before the accident. Afterward, he wasn’t as coordinated, but he was still good. His attention would wander . . . sometimes he’d want to take the same shot over and over—wanted to do it perfectly.”

  “Perfectionistic,” I said.

  “Yeah, but at some point you’re causing a traffic jam on the green, and you have to stop. In terms of his interests, he liked business, same as me.” Jerry Quick slumped. “That changed, too. He lost interest in business. Got other ideas. But I figured it was temporary.”

  “Other career ideas?” I said.
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  “More like career fantasies. All of a sudden econ was down the drain, and he was going to be a writer.”

  “What kind of writer?”

  “He joked about working for the tabloids, getting the dirt on celebrities.”

  “Just a joke,” I said.

  Quick glared. “He laughed, and I laughed back. I told you, he couldn’t concentrate. How the hell could he write for a newspaper? One time Eileen was over, and he asked her if she knew any celebrities he could get dirt on. Then he winked at me, but Eileen just about dirtied her pants. Gave some big speech about celebrities deserving their privacy. The thought of offending some big shot scared the hell out of her . . . anyway, where was I . . .” Quick’s eyes glazed. He smoked.

  “Gavin becoming an investigative reporter.”

  “Like I said, it wasn’t serious.”

  “How did Gavin fill his time after he dropped out?”

  Quick said, “By hanging around. I was ready for him to go back to school, but apparently he wasn’t, so I—it was a hard time for him, I didn’t want to push. I figured maybe he’d reenroll in the spring.”

  “Any other changes?” I said.

  “He stopped picking up his room. Really let it go to seed. He’d never been the neatest kid, but he’d always been good about personal grooming. Now he sometimes had to be reminded to shower and brush his teeth and comb his hair. I hated reminding him because he got embarrassed. Never argued, never gave me attitude, just said, ‘Sorry, Dad.’ Like he knew something was different and felt bad about it. But that was all getting better, he was coming out of it, getting in shape—he started running again. He was light on his feet, used to do five, six miles like it was nothing. His doctor told me he was going to be fine.”

  “Which doctor is that?”

  “All of them. There was a neurologist, what was his name—” Quick smoked and removed the cigarette and tapped his cheek with his free hand. “Some Indian guy, Barry Silver, our family doctor, referred us to him. Indian guy, over at Saint John’s . . . Singh. He wears a turban, must be one of those . . . you know. Barry is a friend as well as our doctor, I golf with him, so I trusted his referral. Singh did some tests and told us he really didn’t see anything off in Gav’s brain. He said Gav would take time to heal, but he couldn’t say how much time. Then he sent us over to a therapist—a psychologist. To help Gav recover from the trauma.”

 

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