He took a step closer to her.
"Kimmy dies," he said. "Kimmy dies over and over again, and we have to stop them."
Dessie backed away.
"Tomorrow," she said. "Come to the paper tomorrow. If you're lucky I'l get you a cup of coffee from the machine."
He rubbed his eyes with his free hand and looked like he was about to say something but changed his mind.
Instead he disappeared down the marble staircase.
Chapter 29
Dessie went in and closed the door behind her, put the safety lock on, and clenched her fists.
She pul ed off her clothes and thought about taking a shower but dropped the idea.
She crept under the covers in her double bed without turning the lights on.
The room was gloomy but not dark. The sun had gone down but would be up again in a few hours. She lay there quietly, looking around her bedroom. 42 Restless, she threw off the covers, pul ed on a dressing gown, and went out to the kitchen.
She drank a glass of water and then went into what was once the maid's room, a little cubbyhole behind the kitchen where she had set up her office. She switched the computer on, hesitating a few moments before opening her halffinished doctoral thesis.
Who knew if it would ever get finished?
She sighed. She was actual y extremely interested in her research subject, so she didn't know why she never got it done. She had already spent several years of academic life on it, studying minor criminals and their thought processes, patterns of behavior, and motives.
She had grown up among petty thieves on a farm out in the forests of Norrland in the north of Sweden.
The great majority of her family hadn't done an honest day's work in the whole of their miserable lives.
She scrol ed up and down the text, reading sentences and whole paragraphs at random.
Maybe she could get going on it again, finish it, and final y get her degree.
Why on earth did she find it so difficult?
Everything she did ended up half done, no matter whether it was work or relationships.
She switched off the computer and went back into the kitchen.
The perfect partner didn't exist, she knew that much, and, god knows, her knowledge was based on extensive research. The idea of finding your other half was a myth and a lie. You had to compromise, make al owances, be tolerant.
Gabriel a was a great girl, beautiful and sexy and seriously in love with her.
There had been nothing wrong with Christer either. If he hadn't asked for a divorce, she'd probably stil be married to him.
She drank another glass of water and looked at the clock on the wall. 1:43.
Why had she told the American she'd been on a date? Why had she mentioned Bergman's name? Was it that she wanted Jacob Kanon to know that she dated men as wel? Why would she want him to know that?
She put the glass down on the draining board and realized that she was quite hungry. Al she had eaten were those damn mashed potatoes!
Chapter 30
The poet had gone back to Finland, leaving Jacob alone in his cel.
There was no space for a chair or table in the narrow room, so he had settled down on the Finn's abandoned lower bunk. He had put his pistol and the framed photograph of Kimmy on the deeply recessed windowsil. He'd bought the gun in Rome with the help of an old cop friend who had retired to Italy.
He leaned forward and ran his finger along his daughter's smiling cheek.
This was the picture he had given the press after she died, taken the day she'd been accepted at Juil iard.
Jacob got up, went over to his duffel bag, and opened a bottle of wine. He stood with the bottle in his hand, staring out at the light summer night.
There was a smal beach under his window. A few alcohol-fueled youngsters wearing mortarboards were noisily soaking one another without taking their clothes off.
He let his eyes roam over the dark water.
Kimmy didn't like swimming.
Al the other kids on the block loved going down to Brighton Beach, but Kimmy never learned to swim wel. Instead she preferred the big forest parks on Staten Island, or up in Westchester or Putnam County, with their teeming wildlife, especial y deer.
There was only one thing she loved more than her graceful deer, and that was his aunt Isabel e's piano. Kimmy would go and play on it after school every afternoon, and every day in the summer. She was gifted, so Jacob paid for lessons with the best teacher available in Brooklyn.
But that afternoon a couple of years ago when she told him she'd applied to Juil iard, the most famous col ege in the world for music, drama, and dance, he'd felt almost terrified. He'd never heard of anyone from Brooklyn's Bay Ridge area even getting close to being accepted there. He'd checked: only five percent of al applicants got in.
But Kimmy was special. She specialized in Franz Liszt, one of the most technical y demanding composers in the world, and she had chosen his suggestive piano concerto Totentanz no.1 as her audition piece.
He had been so proud that he'd burst into tears when the acceptance letter came – and back in those days, he hardly ever cried. Not like the present.
Kimmy had met Steven on her very first day at Juil iard, a budding classical composer. They got engaged and decided to get married as soon as they graduated.
Steven was a great guy, but Jacob thought they should see something of the world before they settled down.
So he had given them a trip to Rome as a Christmas present. 44 They were murdered the day before they were due to return to New York.
Jacob took a deep breath and found himself back in the narrow cel at the hostel.
The shrieking kids on the beach had vanished.
He sank onto the lower bunk with Kimmy's picture in his lap.
He had identified her dead body in the cold room of a mortuary on the outskirts of Rome on New Year's Day, the first day of what had been the very worst year of his life.
This year.
He picked up his pistol and put the muzzle in his mouth, just as he had done so many nights before, tasting the powder and metal, taking comfort from the idea that there could be an end to this. One slight movement of his finger and his desperate loss and longing would be over.
But not yet. Not until he found her murderers.
Chapter 31
Monday, June 14
The Paper Aftonposten was stuck in a downward sales and readership spiral that was probably hopeless. In an attempt to break it, the management was making increasing use of unusual and risky innovations.
Usual y they failed.
On other occasions everyone busted their butt to get things moving.
This was one of those days.
Dessie had parked herself at her desk with the first edition that day.
Aftonposten had fil ed practical y the whole paper with the Dalaro murders.
The front-page headline was "Butchered by the Postcard Kil ers." The photo that dominated the paper was a beautiful picture of the two young Germans. Claudia Schmidt and Rolf Hetger were in each other's arms, laughing happily toward the camera.
Dessie leafed through to the paper's heavyweight news spread, pages 6 and 7. "Death in the Archipelago" was the dramatic headline.
And the picture editors had chosen one of her shots of the yel ow wooden house.
It came out quite wel, actual y, with the contradiction between the idyl ic veranda and the heavily clouded sky.
She ran her eyes over the text. It was written by Susanna Groning, one of the paper's star female reporters.
Page 8 had an updated run-through of the kil ings around Europe, with 45 maps and graphics.
Page 9 was written by Alexander Andersson under the heading "Postcard Kil ers – Vicious Murderers Kil ing for Kicks."
Andersson referred to "anonymous sources close to the investigation" who claimed to have "a clear picture of the kil ers."
The Postcard Kil ers were at least two men, seriously deranged, proba
bly with PTSD, according to the sources. They kil ed purely for pleasure, and they enjoyed seeing people suffer. The extent of the violence indicated that at least one of the men was very wel built and extremely strong. Seeing as the victims were usual y wel -off tourists, the motive was similar to that of terrorism: the kil ings were an attack on Western lifestyles.
Dessie read the text twice with growing astonishment, and final y, anger and disgust.
Then she got up and went over to the news desk. The group around Forsberg were laughing loudly at something as she approached.
"Alexander," she said, holding up page 9. "Where did you get this from?"
The reporter raised an eyebrow and smiled her way.
"Are you after my sources?"
"No need," Dessie said. "They're completely worthless."
Alexander Andersson's smile died and he stood up. Dessie felt al the men looking at her. They expected her to get her ass kicked now, didn't they?
"This doesn't make any sense," she said. "There's nothing in the investigation to suggest terrorism or kil ing for kicks. Quite the opposite."
"And you know that, do you, just because they sent you a postcard?"
Several of the men laughed and waited for more from Andersson. Dessie felt the blood rush to her face.
"This article is completely wrong, I know that much. If you real y have got a source, they must be several miles from the center of the investigation."
Forsberg stood up and took hold of Dessie's arm. "Come."
Chapter 32
"Come on," Forsberg said. "Let's go through what you're doing today. In the other room."
Alexander Andersson took a step toward her.
"If you know so bloody much, why aren't you writing anything?"
She pul ed loose from Forsberg and stared daggers at the reporter.
"I know you might have trouble understanding this," she said, "but my goal in life real y isn't to get a big-picture byline. I could care less."
She went back to her desk then, fol owed by Forsberg. 46 "You've got to be careful with Alexander," she said to the editor. "He's faking it."
"Dessie," Forsberg said, "listen to me. I've got a job for you. Have you read Hugo Bergman's article on public prosecutor workloads?"
Dessie looked at the news editor and blinked.
The one we published on Friday?"
"It's caused a real stink," Forsberg said, handing her a bundle of printouts.
"Cal Bergman and get an interview, and check with the different regional prosecutors to see how many cases they've actual y got at the moment. Can you do that?"
Dessie made no move to take the printouts. She could see Hugo Bergman in her mind's eye, swaying like a tree outside the Opera Cel ar, where she'd left him the night before.
"You're trying to get me off the murders," she said. "That's what this is, right?"
The news chief sat on her desk and lowered his voice.
"Dessie," he said, "there are people asking why you were sent that postcard. They're wondering what sort of contacts you've got with the underworld."
She swal owed, couldn't believe her ears.
"I'm here today only because the police told me to be here," she said.
"I'm supposed to be off Monday and Tuesday. I'm not claiming any kind of copyright on these murders, but if -"
She was interrupted by a shout and then a loud commotion in the lobby. It sounded like something breaking, something large and solid.
Forsberg stood up.
"What the hel is that?"
A furious male voice could be heard through the office wal s. The words weren't clear, but they didn't need to be.
"Wait here," Dessie said and ran toward the door as fast as she could.
Chapter 33
Jacob Kanon was standing and yel ing inarticulately at the enclosed glass cubicle where Albert, the security guard, had taken cover.
Dessie fumbled with the door and rushed out into the lobby.
"You're cal ing her right now!" the American detective was screaming.
"You're going to pick up the phone now and tel her I'm here, you fucking -"
"What are you doing?" she asked breathlessly, grabbing him by the shoulder.
Jacob Kanon spun around and stared at her. He fel silent in the middle of a word that sounded suspiciously like motherfucker, then breathed out.
"Have you heard from the police today?" he asked "What are they saying?
Tell me."
Dessie looked over her shoulder into the newsroom, then took a firm grip of the man's arm and pul ed him toward the outside door.
"Your credibility is already pretty low," she said, pushing him into the revolving door. "You won't make it any better by standing here shouting at poor Albert. And whatever did you break?"
They emerged into the sunshine.
"A wooden bench," the American said sul enly. "It hit one of the radiators."
She gave him a skeptical look, then burst out laughing.
"You're crazy," she said.
Chapter 34
She felt him looking strangely at her as they walked off in the direction of Fridhemsplan.
They went into an empty taxi drivers' cafe a few hundred meters from the newspaper office.
"I'm serious," the policeman said as they sat down in a corner with their coffee. "The Swedish police are way too rigid in their thinking. They'l never catch the kil ers if they carry on like this. They're acting like amateurs. Trust me on this."
Dessie stirred her coffee, the spoon clinking noisily against the china.
If anyone was being rigid, it was she. Her behavior in the newsroom just now wasn't exactly smart. She had to stop being so blunt, and final y, dumb.
"I can't help you," she said. "I'm not even working on the kil ings for the paper. There are other people assigned to the story."
Jacob Kanon leaned across the table, his eyes sparkling bril iantly again.
"Can't you try to get back on the story?"
Dessie looked at the American. His interest in the case was beyond dispute. Unlike her he was dedicated, he had a burning passion, he had a purpose to what he was doing.
What did she have to lose by writing a few commonplace articles about murder? Doing some normal interviews like any good reporter.
"Maybe I could interview you about Kimmy," she said thoughtful y.
That wasn't actual y a bad idea. A father in mourning speaking out, his grief for a much-loved daughter…
She reached for her pen and notepad.
"Tel me what Kimmy was like as a girl. How you reacted when you found out she was -"
Jacob Kanon smashed his fist on the table so hard the cups jumped. Dessie dropped her pen with a start.
The waitress behind the counter glanced quickly in their direction, then looked away again. Whatever this was, she didn't need any of it.
"I'm not giving any interviews about Kimmy," Jacob said.
Dessie sat in silence for several moments before she spoke.
"I just meant as a way of -"
"I'm a homicide detective," he interrupted. "I talk to people, I attempt to solve crimes, but I don't do interviews. Not about anything."
"I don't want to ask you in your capacity as a policeman, but as a father."
He looked at her with his strange, piercing eyes. Then he grabbed his sports bag. He pul ed out a bundle of papers and slapped a photocopy on the table between them.
"This is Kimmy," he said.
Dessie heard herself gasp.
Chapter 35
Two young people lay dead as if broken on the floor of a hotel room.
Their throats had been cut with the same brutality as in the murders on Dalaro. The wounds gaped dark red, the floor was drowning in blood.
Dessie's mouth went dry again and her pulse was racing in a terrifying way.
"The blood's stil bright, fresh," Dessie said. "They were alive just a few minutes before."
"Yes, that's correct," said Jacob, "they'
d just died."
She forced her breathing to stay calm, regular. It wasn't real y helping.
Jacob put another picture in front of her.
"Karen and Bil y Cowley," he said. "Look at them, Dessie. What do you see?"
The young Australian couple who had come to Europe to get over the death of their young son hadn't just had their throats cut. They were sitting upright, side by side, their heads leaning back against what must have been the head of a bed. Their left eyebal s had been stabbed, blood and fluid running like red mascara from the sockets.
"The couple in Amsterdam had their right ears cut off," Jacob said, putting a third picture in front of her. "Their names were Lindsay and Jeffrey Holborn."
She looked at the pictures, forcing herself to see beyond the blood and violence.
"They're tel ing us something," Jacob said angrily. "The kil ers are talking 49 through these pictures. I'm sure of it. Look at this one, from Florence."
A double bed: a young woman on the left, a young man on the right. The picture was taken from above, which meant the photographer must have been standing on the bed, right between the dead bodies.
"What do you see?" Jacob asked.
The man and woman were lying in the same position, their bent legs paral el a little to the left, their right hands on their ribcages and their left ones over their genitals.
"They couldn't have been lying like this when they died," she said.
Jacob nodded.
"I know," he said, "but why?"
Dessie picked up the picture from Paris. The two victims were sitting with their hands on their stomachs.
"They look like they've just eaten too much," Dessie said.
They were posing. The corpses were posing. They were saying something, or at least representing something. What was it? If the cops figured that out, they just might catch them.
She looked at Jacob.
"Let me see the one I was sent," she said.
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