by A'zayler
“She’s married?”
Killian nodded.
“With that shit on? Bent over like that?”
A knowing smile crossed Killian’s face. He already knew what Onyx was getting at. Onyx was the closest thing to a perfectly faithful man as anyone could get. That little meme floating around social media about black men being faithful, that was Onyx all the way. It should have been his picture posted in the middle with a big ass smile on his face.
“This ole faithful ass nigga.” Gabrion chuckled.
Killian looked over at Jaya before looking back at Onyx and nodding. “You about right, though. She most definitely doesn’t carry herself like somebody’s wife. Everything that hoe owns is tight.”
“Fuck nah.” Onyx shook his head adamantly. “I wouldn’t dare let Jaylen try me like that. I’d punch her in the face so fast.”
Killian was in total agreeance with that. He hated women who drew unnecessary attention to themselves.
“Hell yeah.”
“Nigga, I know you ain’t over there shaking your head. Every time we stepped out, East’s stomach or skinny ass legs was showing.”
Onyx and Killian both shot Gabrion annoyed looks. All he did was laugh.
“Why would you even say that right now?” Onyx wiped his face with a small towel.
“Nah, he good. I ain’t thinking about that nigga because I ain’t thinking about her ass either. She can wear whatever the fucks she wants to her. That’s her business.”
Gabrion walked over to Killian and hit his shoulder playfully. “You sure? Because you sound like a man who cares.”
“Whatever,” Killian mumbled before walking away.
Their workout continued for a little longer before Onyx and Gabrion left to get to work while Killian went upstairs to his office. Versus leaving like he normally did, he decided to just stay and get some of his early morning sessions out of the way. His impromptu vacation with East had his weekend schedule backed up, so he used his free morning to catch up. What he didn’t know, was that Jaya had other plans.
Killian was in his bathroom stripping for his shower when he heard soft taps on the door. It startled him at first because all his employees knew how he was about his space and privacy. Clearly, whoever it was felt some sense of entitlement, which was the main reason he answered half naked.
Since meeting East, he’d begun to act a little soft, and he needed to get his attitude back in check. Since there was no time like the present, Killian snatched the door open with a scowl on his face.
“I’m sorry to disturb you,” Jaya hurried to say, but her actions proved that to be a lie.
A snail could probably move faster than her eyes traveled over his body. Not the least bit embarrassed or taken aback by his nudity, Jaya licked her lips and took a step into the bathroom. Her chest bumped his as she grabbed both sides of his neck and pulled his head to hers. Killian pulled away and pushed her back softly. Although her attention made him feel a little bit better, he still didn’t want it like that.
“Girl, get your married ass on.”
Jaya shook her head and went back in for another kiss. Killian stopped her once again. Obviously annoyed, Jaya sucked her teeth and rolled her eyes at him.
“Look, he’s been cheating, so I figured we both might as well do it. Now, are you going to keep pushing me away, or do you want to give me some dick?”
For a few uncounted minutes, Killian stood in deep thought. His feelings and confidence had been kicked down a notch after East and Yeshi’s shenanigans, so to have a woman as beautiful as Jaya craving his attention was a Godsend. Cheating had never been his forte when in a relationship, but East had started it, so fuck it.
The attitude and apprehension that had been on him moments prior was nowhere to be found when Killian pulled Jaya’s tempting body into the bathroom with him. She came willingly, giving herself completely to him. Their limbs were everywhere as they kissed and touched until they were both completely nude and going at it full force.
“Yeah, you know it’s good. Don’t you, baby?” Jaya moaned to Killian. “Go deeper.”
Killian bit down on her shoulder before digging as deep as he could. He’d wanted to tell her to shut up so he could enjoy the sex without thinking of East, but that would be completely inappropriate and rude, so, he didn’t. He needed to feel better, and that could only happen by pushing East and her feelings completely from his mind.
The loud panting and squishy noises coming from the river between her thighs filled the small bathroom of his office and the cluttered spots of his mind. The sweat pouring from his head and the juices dripping down her legs were well welcomed evidence of the sex they’d been having for the past few enjoyable minutes.
“You know I’m going to have to get this again, right?” Killian moved his lips from her shoulder and onto her breasts.
The fullness of her round nipples disappeared right away as his mouth swallowed them whole. Jaya’s hands were all over him. They’d moved from the back of his head to his wide shoulders, before finally stopping on the bulging muscles in his triceps. Thanks to the many hours he spent in the gym daily, Killian’s body was ripped to perfection, and the women loved it, Jaya especially.
She was also a woman who prided herself on working out. Whether it be morning, noon, or night, if Killian went to the gym, he’d find her there as well. Her sexy abs and nice, toned thighs were a product of that.
“Killian, oh my god!” Jaya’s core began to tighten as her legs circled his waist tighter. “Don’t move. Stay there, please.”
Killian smiled down at her as her eyes began to roll. The small beads of sweat decorating her nose and top lip were quickly wiped away just before she reached up to rub her hand across the top of his head.
Jaya was so beautiful. Killian could literally stare at her all day. Her butter pecan complexion, thick, juicy lips, small, slanted eyes, and perfect little body made his dick hard whenever he was in her presence, which was one of the main causes of the position they were currently in.
With the loud music blasting from the speakers in his gym as the background music to her orgasm inflicted moans, Killian banged into her body harder, urging her to give him all she had. He wanted it terribly. He fucking needed it. It had been too long since he’d drowned in East’s body, and he was chasing that orgasm more than anything right then. With visuals of East’s face circling through his mind, Killian threw his head back and allowed the euphoric feeling to wash over him before he got too caught up.
It had been a stressful weekend in Las Vegas with East, and the only thing that soothed him immediately was pussy. Though it probably would have been better had it been East’s, it really didn’t matter what woman it was with. Sex did it for him. Always had, and probably always would. Nobody would ever understand the way having sex relaxed him. Sure, for everybody it was pleasure and enjoyment, but, for him, it went further than that. Reason one hundred why he had so much of it.
Sex eased his mind, and since his mind was always clouded with shit, women were a necessity. Mainly, the pretty, successful ones like East and Jaya.
“Oh, damn. You wanted my dick bad today, huh?”
Jaya nodded her head feverishly. “Needed it.”
Killian pecked her forehead passionately. “Well, get that shit then.”
Jaya’s body slid up and down on him at a much faster pace than before. Her arms held on tight to his neck as the lower half of her worked overtime to take them there. With her back pressed firmly against the wall, while her legs hung loosely over Killian’s arms, he thrust his hips forward, aiding her in their climax. In a wail of moans and husky grunts, they came shortly afterward.
“Don’t put me down yet. Just hold me,” Jaya whispered in Killian’s ear as he took a step back from the wall.
Dark eyes were on her instantly. She was talking to him as if they were at home in their bedroom or as if he was her man, and since neither was the case, he ignored her request.
“You mus
t have forgotten we’re at work?”
Jaya’s closed eyes opened and immediately began to roll. “I know where we’re at.”
Killian lowered her to the ground and stood her on her feet. “Well, act like it then.”
With a crooked smile, he walked over to the shower.
After flipping it on and waiting for it to get hot, he grabbed a fresh bar of soap from the closet and pulled the shower door open. Once he was fully prepared for his shower, he stepped in and closed the door behind him. He washed quickly, hoping to be done before Jaya decided to join him.
Regrettably, he wasn’t moving fast enough because she stepped in and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind. Soft kisses trailed from the center of his back over to each side of his arms before stopping at the curve of his butt.
Killian abruptly stepped out of her grasp. “Go head on with that junk, Jaya. I don’t know what you and your husband do at home, but I ain’t with that ass shit,” he grumbled rudely.
Jaya’s light laughter sounded from behind him as she stood back to her feet. “I don’t know why. It’ll feel good as hell. Just let me do it right quick.”
“Fuck no. I’m straight.”
Jaya stepped in front of him with a flirty smile on her face. “You love to act all tough, but I guarantee you that if given the opportunity, you’d love everything that I can do to you. Including licking your butt.”
One side of Killian’s nose twitched as he listened to her beg to eat his ass. See, that was the kind of stuff that made his visits with random women far and in between. Though Jaya had a pussy that held on for dear life, she was ruining her next chance with him. Killian was a nasty nigga, but the off the wall stuff she was coming at him with was just too much. Killian liked pleasure just as much as the next man, but he had limits. There were some things he just wasn’t about to let happen, and her eating his ass was one.
“What you even want to do that shit for? You know how nasty a nigga’s ass is?”
Jaya rolled her eyes. “We’re in the shower. I just watched you bathe it, Killian. Don’t be so dramatic.”
Killian shook his head and went back to showering. For a few awkward minutes, she stood there staring at him before getting the hint and showering as well. As soon as he finished, he didn’t even bother to wait for her. He was back out and getting dressed in a sweat suit. When she finally emerged, he was spraying on his cologne and brushing his hair.
Killian’s eyes went to Jada for only a moment before going back to the mirror in front of him. He needed to make sure that he was put together before going back to the main floor. It was first thing in the morning at his gym, and the last thing he wanted to do was look like he’d just gotten out of some pussy. As a professional man who already had women falling all over him for training, that would be a bad look. An invitation into his life was not needed at the moment and was something he avoided at all cost.
“I’ll see you downstairs,” Killian told Jaya over his shoulder. “Make sure you clean up in here before leaving.”
He heard her tell him that she would just as the door slammed behind him. The temporary feeling of contentment remained in his office between the thighs of his coworker. Killian wanted East. Not even Jaya could replace that. Their relationship needed to get together and fast.
2. Why Won’t You Just Listen?
The scalding hot water encompassed every inch of East’s body, making her bath the most uncomfortable one she’d taken in a long time, but she needed something. Anything that would rid her mind of the mess she’d so carelessly made. She’d been trying to free herself from the mental torture and emotional strain for the past few days and hadn’t been able to.
The large, shiny ring on her finger made sure of that. The various sparkles of purple, orange, and yellow gleamed every other time she moved her hand, making it that much harder to let go. Although she probably should have taken it off, the strong tug at her heart every time she tried to remove it stopped her. She felt a weird attachment to it, and the reality of the whole situation was mind-blowing.
How in the world could she have been so drunk that she literally didn’t remember anything from that night? Clearly, it had been a very big night for her, and she had no recollection of it at all. East exhaled and shifted some in the tub. The stinging water and scowl of discomfort reminded her of the ignorant home remedy that she’d tried for her clouded mind.
“This is crazy.” East ran her damp hand through her messy hair. “Ugh!”
“There’s no point in making all of that noise.” Jaylen walked in and made herself comfortable on the toilet lid. “You’re in this mess now. You’re just going to have to figure it out.”
East rolled her eyes at Jaylen. She had been a pain in her butt since she’d gotten back from Las Vegas. Every other minute she was either scolding her or making light of a very difficult situation.
“Jay, for real, I’m not in the mood.”
Jaylen’s head nodded while she looked away. “I get it. I’ll be quiet, but you really need to be a big girl, figure out why you married this man, where can you get a divorce, and get this show on the road. You’re being a baby right now.”
With much attitude, East sucked her teeth and sat up in the tub. She’d showered before getting in, so she was already clean. There was absolutely no reason for her to sit there and listen to Jaylen’s mother hen ass.
“Be mad with me if you want, cousin, but I’m telling you what’s right. You should have never gotten so drunk that you lost your memory anyway, but since you did, just get your affairs in order. You’re a whole wife out here, boo.”
“Stop saying that!”
“Take that ring off!” Jaylen countered.
When East snatched the towel from the rack, totally blowing Jaylen off, she stood from the toilet and held her hands up.
“Point made.”
She left immediately after that, not even giving East a chance to say anything back. Not that she’d planned to anyway, but still. She would have at least liked to shoot her a nasty look or something.
When she was finally dressed in her robe, East gathered her things and left the bathroom. She was in the hallway and almost to her room when she heard Onyx, Gabrion, and Killian in the living room.
The same somersaults that had occurred every time Killian’s name was mentioned, or he came around reappeared. Full force. Her stomach flipped so badly that she was sure it would have fallen onto the floor if that was possible. Versus standing around to eavesdrop on their conversation, East hurried into the bedroom and closed the door. It had been a full week of not talking to Killian, and it was igging her. On top of missing him, she hated to imagine how much his opinion of her had changed. Not only had she married another man, but she’d married one of his friends. How careless was that?
Bent over, sliding her panties up her legs, East nearly fell forward when she heard the door open behind her.
“Put your ass on some muthafucking clothes in this man’s house.” The blatant disgust in Killian’s voice borderline hurt East’s feelings, but her attitude shook back instead.
East stood up, pulling her panties along with her. “Nigga, fuck you.”
The door slammed behind Killian. East’s eyes went to it immediately because she’d thought for sure she’d locked it upon her entry.
“Fuck me?” Killian asked in disbelief.
He was in her face seconds later. His long body leaned slightly over so he could look into her face. His smell made her want to cry. She missed him terribly, but so what? The ugly frown on his face along with the aggressiveness in his posture had her all fucked up. She’d check all those simple feelings later. Right then, it was time to fight.
“I wish you would stand there talking about some fuck me when your ass is the one wrong.”
“Don’t come at me sideways, and I won’t say stuff like that.”
Killian’s hand was around her throat and pushing her backward before she could stop him. East’s back hit the wall,
and at the same time, she began slapping at his face and hands.
“Stop fucking fighting me with your childish ass.” Killian’s grip didn’t tighten, but he didn’t let her go either. “Ain’t nobody about to choke you… I should, but I’d probably kill you up in here.”
“Get your hands off me, Killian.”
“Man, I want to slap your ass so bad right now.”
East frowned. “Slap me then, nigga.”
“See, that’s your problem now. You’re too fucking wild, and you don’t think about shit. If I slapped you right now, as angry as I am, I’d probably put your ass to sleep.” He released her throat and took a few steps back. “On some real shit, I really want to kick you in your damn head, but it wouldn’t even do no good. You probably still wouldn’t remember your fucking wedding day.”
“Killian, don’t do that.” East’s voice lowered under his anger.
“Don’t do what?” Killian stepped to her and grabbed her hand.
The large ring shining beneath the light only angered Killian further. He tossed her hand back down by her side and made eye contact.
“I can’t believe this shit. The fuck you still wearing the ring for?”
East looked away from him while rubbing her open palm over the ring. There was no way possible for her to explain to him how attached she felt to the ring. That would definitely only make things worse. After hearing something like that, he would probably follow through with kicking her in the head, and she would deserve every headache that followed.
“You must like the shit?” He probed further. “You ain’t took it off yet.” Killian grabbed her hand as she stood there dumbfounded, not knowing what to say. “Give it to me.”
East didn’t say anything, but she did pull her hand away.
“Oh, you want to keep it? Huh? You want to keep this shit!”
Killian’s voice rose, startling her just a tad, but she maintained her posture. The ring was now tucked behind her back. His eyes remained on her as he shook his head and took yet another step backward. His chest and stomach sunk in a little more as he slouched some. He didn’t stop moving until he was leaning against the closed door of the bedroom.
