"What!" I stared at him, shocked. "When? How?"
"Uthor put them to the sword about two weeks ago." At my horrified expression, he went on grimly, "Their heads are on pikes outside the palace gates. I'm surprised Blaise didn't tell you."
"No, she didn't say anything." I swallowed hard. Two brothers, dead. Freda, my favorite sister, probably captured. And all the others… Right now, Uthor might be torturing them… or worse. I remembered how Lord Zon had used my other brothers' blood to spy on Dad in Juniper.
My thoughts turned back to Freda. Just a few hours ago, as these Shadows reckoned time, she had tried to contact me through my Trump. Had I missed my chance to save her? By not answering, had I gotten her captured or killed?
Unfortunately, there was nothing I could have done at the time - those unicorns would have killed us both if I'd tried to bring her through to join me. I sighed.
"Let me try her now," I said.
"I just did. But go ahead."
Quickly, I pulled out my deck of Trumps, riffled through them until I got to her card, and held it up. I concentrated hard, staring at her picture.
Nothing.
"Well?" Aber asked.
I just shook my head. Lowering the card, I returned it to my deck. Until I saw her body, I refused to believe anything bad had happened. I'd try again later… and as many times as it took to reach her. If that failed, we would have to find a way to rescue her. I couldn't leave her in Uthor's clutches.
"What about Conner?" I asked quietly.
"I don't know. I couldn't reach him, either. Nor Fenn, Isadora, Syara, Pella, or Leona. Have you heard from anyone other than Blaise?"
"No."
He shook his head slowly. "I'm not surprised. With the king's whole army out hunting for us, we didn't have much of a chance."
"You're still alive."
"By the skin of my teeth. What about you? Have you heard from anyone else?"
"From Freda a few hours ago. But time is running so slowly here, it must have been weeks ago in Chaos."
"A pity."
I nodded. Bad news, indeed. For now, I could only hope at least some of our siblings were alive and in hiding. After all, we came from a big family. If Blaise and Aber had escaped, others might have, too. We would work on contacting them as soon as we had a safe place to gather our forces.
Aber looked around the room. "Where are we, anyway? This isn't Juniper, is it?"
"No, Juniper is gone. This is a small tavern in a Shadow cast by the new Pattern. If it has a name, I don't know what it is."
"Are we safe?"
"As safe here as anywhere, at least for now. I wouldn't risk much magic using the Logrus, though, just in case."
"Fair enough." He stood. "I need to get cleaned up. I'll tell you everything else after a long, hot bath… I assume there are long hot baths here?"
"There you go." I jerked my thumb toward the small basin on the washstand against the far wall
"Jump in."
He raised his eyebrows. "You're kidding, right? I want a real bath, with scented oils. Then a massage. Then a good hot meal - a light cream of mushroom soup, then salad and braised lamb chops, followed b -"
I couldn't stop laughing.
"What is it?" he demanded.
I said, "Do I look like I'm kidding? You aren't going to get any of those things here. If you're lucky, maybe the innkeeper can get you a bowl of whatever stew he's got simmering in the fireplace. You might be stuck with bread, cheese, and wine."
"I'll settle for a steak if there's nothing better. Or I can always get it myself."
"As I said, I don't think it's a good idea for you to use the Logrus here. What if Uthor has a way to track you when you use it?"
"Magic doesn't work that way."
"Humor me." I shrugged. "I never claimed to be an expert, just paranoid."
"No bath. No servants. No food." He shook his head glumly. "This isn't going to work, Oberon.
There's nothing here. A Lord of Chaos could walk right in, kill us all, and destroy the Pattern."
"First he has to find us. Then he has to kill me. And then he has to find the Pattern. It's not as easy as it sounds. It's been hidden, just like last time."
"Where is it, then?"
"Safe. And it's going to stay safe from now on. I'm not telling anyone."
"Even me?"
I chuckled. " Especially you. You were on King Uthor's payroll, remember?"
"Unwillingly! They threatened to kill me, remember. And anyway, look where it got me - hunted through the Beyond and a dozen other Shadows of Chaos,"
"Even so."
He shrugged. "Okay. It's not like I need to know. Or particularly want to." Rising, he started for the washstand. "If I'm going to avail myself of your so-called bath, the least you can do is find me some decent clothes while I'm getting cleaned up!"
"Would you settle for a towel?"
"I'll get my own." He reached into the air and plucked a towel from nothingness - using that Logrus trick again to summon whatever he needed.
"I said no Logrus tricks!"
"Oh - sorry. It's instinct, I guess. I wasn't thinking."
I sighed. "Just don't do it again."
For the first time, I wondered if the Pattern would let me do the same sort of summoning-trick.
I'd have to experiment with it later. Maybe I could get him to explain how it worked with the Logrus…
"I'll meet you downstairs," I said as he stripped off his shirt and began splashing water onto his face. "I want to hear about everything I missed. And I'm sure Blaise does, too, whether she admits it or not."
I carried Dad's sword downstairs with me and had Jamas put it away for safekeeping. Then Blaise and I passed a pleasant half hour sitting quietly at the bar, sipping a cool, fruity red wine and sharing a comfortable silence. We both had a lot to think about.
Jamas had just informed Blaise and me that his eldest son had left to fetch for Old Doc Hand when Aber trooped down the staircase and joined us. My eyes widened in surprise. He now wore a shimmering blue tunic, deep blue hose, and black riding boots with heavy silver kickplates at the toes. His
brown hair, brushed straight back, glistened damply. With the dust and dirt scrubbed from his face and hands, he looked even more gaunt than before.
"Much better," I said. Then I sighed. "But you used the Logrus again, didn't you?"
"Uh… sorry." He gave a sheepish grin and pretended contrition. "Really, I couldn't help myself. I hate being dirty. Besides, no one can trace us when we use the Logrus. Ask Blaise if you don't believe me."
"Blaise?" I glanced at our sister.
"How would I know?" She shrugged. "I don't care how the Logrus works. I'm just glad it does!"
"Considering our enemies," I said, "I'd still rather err on the side of caution. They seem to know more about how magic and the Logrus works than anyone else here - including you and Dad."
"True…" He sighed. "I'll be more careful. Besides, we aren't going to be staying here long, are we?"
"Just long enough to get Dad well."
Aber took the stool next to mine, on the other side from Blaise. I caught a whiff of lavender -
he'd even perfumed himself. I shook my head in disbelief.
"What are you drinking?" he asked, peering over the rim of my tankard.
"Stout."
"I'll have a pint, too," he said to Jamas.
"Aye." Jamas squinted at Aber as he drew a pint from a keg.
"Didn't see you go upstairs, sir."
"I'm pretty quiet," Aber said with an half smile. "People don't notice me much."
"Not quiet enough," Blaise murmured to herself.
"Better quiet than blathering." Aber glowered at her.
Blaise suddenly found it necessary to study her fingernails.
"Cut it out!" I told them both. "We don't have time for such childishness. If we're all that's left of our family, we will get along. Got that?"
"You're right, of course, dear Ob
eron," Blaise said. She put her arm around my shoulder and gave a not-so-subtle wink. "I'm sorry, Aber," she said. "You certainly didn't deserve that. I'll try to be more kind ?"
"You're not my sister," Aber said darkly. He drained half in stout in one long gulp. "The real Blaise would never apologize. It's not in her nature."
"You don't know anything about her nature," Blaise said. " My nature, I mean."
"Whose nature?"
"You're an idiot!"
He brightened. "Now that's the Blaise we know and love!"
I sighed. So much like little children… I half wished I could spank them both and send them off to bed without supper. But Blaise would probably break my arm if I tried.
Better to simply change the subject.
"Tell me what I missed in the Courts," I said to Aber. "What happened to you?"
"It's quite a tale."
"I'm not going anywhere."
"Neither am I," said Blaise somewhat contritely. She leaned on the bar, pillowing her chin in her hands. "Tell us of your heroic cowering in basements."
"Blaise…" I said warningly.
"Don't mind her," Aber said. "No one else does."
Chuckling, he drained the rest of his stout, then motioned for Jamas to refill his tankard. With a new drink in hand, he cleared his throat, leaned back, and launched into his story.
Nine
After I left you and Dad at the Pattern," Aber began, "I returned to our home in the Beyond. A
week or more must have passed while we were away. The house was strangely quiet - it had that echoey, empty feeling a place gets when there's no one left alive. Even the torches had gone out.
"'Hulloo!' I called several times. I got no answer. Where had the servants gone?
"I used a quick spell and sent several balls of light spinning toward the ceiling. Their glow revealed a dozen corpses up there - on the ceiling. Each one had been beheaded. From their uniforms, they all belonged to the household guard.
"After that, I moved cautiously through the house, looking at all the damage. Every piece of furniture had been smashed, and every door had been torn from its hinges - even the magically protected doors. That took a lot of power. Uthor's men - at least, I assumed it had been Uthor's men - had not been fooling around.
"I counted thirty-nine headless bodies on the ground floor. The second and third floors had also been trashed. In my own rooms, someone had poured ail the paints, pigments, and inks onto the floor, then smashed the empty jars against the walls. It made a huge sticky mess. Of course, I could replace it all; what really hurt was the loss of my storage trunks - and, with them, my most treasured possessions, including hundreds of Trumps I'd painted over the years. Those Trumps showed places I'd been, friends and classmates, and, most of all, relatives. I could easily imagine Uthor's men using them to round up our family.
"Dad's workshop had been cleaned out. Everything, from the largest of his inventions to the smallest scrap of notepaper, had been taken away. Not so much as a piece of lint remained. That didn't particularly worry me, of course - Dad hadn't looked at any of those things in decades. His last ten years of work and research had taken place in Juniper, after all.
"Finally I made a methodical search of the building from attic to basement. It didn't take me long to determine that nothing of value remained anywhere. I counted ninety-four bodies in all, all guards.
None of our servants lay among the dead - they must have either run away or been taken prisoner… or, considering how hard it is to find good help these days, perhaps they were, ah, shall we say - forcibly hired away?
"Finding a mostly intact couch in one of the spare bedrooms on the fourth floor, I flopped down and tried to rest. I didn't know what else to do. From the looks of things, the shai le'one had gone through the house so thoroughly, they wouldn't need to come back. I felt safe enough for the moment.
"Exhaustion overcame me. I fell asleep.
"When I finally awakened, hours must have passed. But instead of feeling rested and refreshed, a strange uneasiness settled over me. I had never felt anything like it before. An odd pressure filled my ears. My nerves jangled in warning. The very air itself seemed curiously charged, almost as though a lightning storm were about to break. More than anything else, I wanted to crawl into a hole and pull it closed after me… and yet I could not have told you why .
"Something was coming. Something bad . I felt it in my bones.
"It took more courage than I thought I still had, but I forced myself to go downstairs. Cautiously, I crept to the front doors - one lay flat on the ground; the other hung off its hinges at an angle - and I peeked out.
"The sky looked strange. Clouds boiled and churned, lit from within by constantly striking bolts of blue lightning. All across the courtyard, balls of fire rained down, smoking and smoldering. The air shimmered with odd hues of blue and gold. Then, as I watched, the ground shuddered and rippled like a lake in a windstorm. The rocks lay still.
"When I looked up, beyond the outside wall I saw a shimmering yellow-gold curtain of light slowly moving toward me. It must have been a hundred and fifty feet tall - maybe taller. I stepped outside to see better. Through the open gates to our estate, I saw the ground beneath it churning and breaking apart as it advanced.
"This was my first glimpse of a storm from the Shadows. I had heard tales of them before - they hit Chaos many years ago, I assume when Dad drew the very first Pattern and first created all the Shadows - but I had never thought I would see one this close.
"I backed up in sudden panic, then turned and fled into the house. The walls and floor shook;
corpses slid across the ceiling. Colors bled like ink in water, and that sense of pressure building in my head grew so bad, I could barely see straight.
"I fled deeper inside, looking for a place to hide. Small balls of light appeared everywhere, rolling across the floor and walls and ceiling, pooling in the corners. Where could I go? Underground, maybe?
"As I ran toward the kitchens and the nearest staircase to the basement, the walls started to bubble and dissolve. A rushing, ripping, grinding noise rose to deafening levels. I would never make it -
the storm had caught me.
"The walls started to peel away and fly into the air. An odd tingling began in my hands and feet.
When I raised my arm, I found my flesh had grown translucent - I could see through it. If I didn't do something fast, I wouldn't live through the storm.
"I pulled out the first place-Trump I could find - it showed Triffiq Square in the Courts of Chaos -
and used it to jump straight there. I barely made it in time. When I came through, I collapsed and couldn't get up for a few minutes. My arms and legs wouldn't work. I must have been babbling incoherently - I remember strangers helping me up and asking me questions I couldn't understand - but everything else is jumbled and fragmentary.
"Someone there must have recognized me and reported my arrival to Uthor's spies. By the time I came to my senses, the lai she'one were on the lookout for me. I spent the better part of a day losing them. Of course, the Shadow storm helped - between earthquakes, lightning storms, and squalls of destruction like the one that hit our house in the Beyond, not even their urhounds made much progress that day.
"For two days, I hid out and watched and tried not to attract any attention. The storm-darkened sky continued to show spectacular light-effects. Now and then the ground shook - a lot more than it should have, anyway-but the storms that reached the Courts were nowhere near as bad as the ones in the Beyond.
"Over the next few days, I tried repeatedly to reach family members. I managed to contact Conner and Freda. Conner was in the Beyond, safely ensconced with Titus at their Uncle Clengaru's keep, which had been spared from the worst of the Pattern storms; Freda had taken refuge with one of her aunts in the Courts. Neither could take me in, so that left me in something of a quandary. With the Shadows gone, our ancestral home destroyed, and the shai le'one searching for all of us, I didn'
t have many choices left.
"Finally, in desperation, I returned to the Beyond. Our home had been devastated; what the shai le'one hadn't destroyed, the storm had. The walls had melted, the roof had been ripped away, and little remained beyond a misshapen puddle of melted stone, wood, and glass. Only one wall still stood from the main building, and at its tallest, it couldn't have been more than six feet.
"For a while, I searched among the debris, but found nothing of any possible use. Everything had melted and run together. It was a complete loss.
"I took shelter in one of the small guardhouses that had been part of the wall surrounding our keep. Miraculously, it had escaped unharmed - though I couldn't say the same for the three men whose bodies lay inside. The lai she'one had beheaded them and left their bodies rotting on the ceiling. I dragged them outside, released them, and let them drift into the sky. That took care of the worst of the stench.
"I stayed there for a week, hiding out and waiting to be discovered. Using the Logrus, I snatched food and drink - along with books and anything else I needed for comfort - from nearby Shadows. I talked with Freda several times a day. The one time I reached Conner, he told me he didn't think he and Titus would be alive much longer… people in his uncle's household were giving them strange looks, growing silent when they entered rooms, or just refusing to talk to them or dine with them. He said they blamed Dad for the Shadow-storms. He didn't know what to do or where else to go.
"Of course, I offered to bring them both through to join me, but he wouldn't hear of it. Better dead than living like an animal, he told me scornfully.
"Every day I watched as new storms came through the Beyond, each a little less severe than the last. Fortunately none of these hit near me, and I waited them out in relative comfort and safety.
"Two weeks passed. The towering Shadow-storms had all but ceased, though tiny squalls
continued. When I tried to reach Conner, I suddenly got no response. Freda told me she feared what might happen if she ever left her aunt's house. An angry mob had tried to drive her out the day before.
"That was the last time I talked to her. The next day, I couldn't reach her anymore. I assumed she had been killed or arrested, too, like Conner. I would probably be next.
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