Galen turned away at that and began to busy himself at the sink, rinsing out the bowls, placing them in the dishwasher. He seemed to be making more noise than was necessary, as if he didn’t want to hear the conversation anymore.
“You know that crossing the queen can get you sent to the Hallway of Mortality to be tortured by Ezekiel and his redcaps.”
“Yes.”
“Now she will sometimes threaten us with being given to the demi-fey. In effect, Niceven’s court, once a court of faerie with all the respect and ceremonies of any court, has been reduced to nothing more than another boggle to be dragged out of the dark and sent to torment others.”
“The sluagh are not merely boggles,” I said, “and they have a court with their own customs. They have been one of the greatest threats in the Unseelie arsenal for a thousand years.”
“Much longer than a mere thousand years,” Doyle said.
“But they have retained their threat, their customs, their power.”
“The sluagh are what remain of the original Unseelie Court. They were Unseelie before there was such a term. It was not they who joined us, but we who joined them. Though there are very few among us now who remember that, or who will admit to remembering it.”
Frost spoke. “I hold with those who say that the sluagh are the essence of the Unseelie Court, and if they leave, we will fade. It is they, and not the demi-fey, who hold our most primitive power.”
“No one knows for certain,” Doyle said.
“I don’t think the Queen would chance finding out,” Rhys said.
“No,” Doyle said.
“Which means that the demi-fey are in a position similar to the sluagh,” I said.
Doyle looked at me. “Explain.” The sudden full weight of that dark gaze made me want to squirm, but I resisted. I wasn’t a child anymore to be frightened of the tall dark man at my aunt’s side.
“The queen would do almost anything to keep the sluagh on her side, and at her beck and call, but wouldn’t the same be said for the demi-fey? If she truly fears that their leaving would make the Unseelie decline even faster than they are already, then wouldn’t she do almost anything to keep them at her court?”
Doyle stared at me for what seemed a long time, then finally he gave one long blink. “Perhaps.” He leaned toward me, clasping his hands on the nearly empty table. “Galen and Frost are correct about one thing. Niceven does not react like another sidhe. She is accustomed to following the commands of another queen, to have, in effect, given her royal authority over to another monarch. We must make her think of you in that way, Meredith.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“We need to remind her in every way that you are Andais’s heir.”
“I still don’t understand.”
“When Cel contacts the demi-fey, he is his mother’s son. His requests are usually as bloody, or more so than his mother’s. But you are asking for healing, for help. That automatically puts us into a position of weakness, for we ask a boon of Niceven and have little power to offer her in return.”
“Okay, I understand that, but what can we do about it?”
“Lounge upon the bed with your men. Drape us around you for effect just as the queen would do. It is a way of looking powerful, for Niceven envies the queen her bevy of men.”
“Doesn’t Niceven get her pick of the demi-fey?”
“No, she had three children by one male, and he is her king. She cannot be freed of him.”
“I didn’t know Niceven had a king,” Rhys said.
“Few do. He is king in name only.”
The thought wasn’t the idle gossip it should have been. Sleeping with all the guards was lovely. But being forced to marry one of them, simply because we made a child … What if the father was someone I didn’t respect? The thought of gentle Nicca tied to me forever was a frightening one. He was lovely to look at, but he wasn’t powerful enough or strong enough to help me much as king. In fact, he was more likely to end up a victim instead of a help. Which reminded me.
“Is Nicca still working on that bodyguard case?”
“Yes,” Doyle said, “he took over from Frost.”
“How did the client feel about trading guards in midstream?”
Doyle looked at Frost, who shrugged. “She is in no real danger. She merely wants a sidhe warrior on her arm to show how much a star she is. One sidhe warrior is much like another for her purposes.”
“How much of a show do we need to put on for Niceven?” I asked.
“As much as you are comfortable with,” he said.
I raised my eyebrows at that and tried to think.
“Don’t include me in the show,” Galen said. “I don’t want to see any of those things, not even from a distance.” He’d loaded the dishwasher and turned it on, so that the quiet chug-chug of the machine followed him as he returned to his chair. Apparently, he’d help us plan, as long as he wasn’t included in the event.
“That makes it tough. You and Rhys are the only two of this group who really don’t mind major flirting in public. Both Frost and Doyle are usually pretty circumspect in public.”
“For tonight, I am willing to help,” Doyle said.
Frost looked at him. “You would pander in front of the wee ones?” He made it a question.
Doyle shrugged. “I think it is necessary.”
“I will be on the bed, as I have been for some of the queen’s calls, but I will not pander, not for Niceven.”
“That is your choice. But if you will not play the part of Meredith’s lover, something you actually are, then do not ruin the show that the rest of us put together. Perhaps you should wait in the living room while we talk to the wee-fey.”
Frost narrowed those grey eyes of his. “You held me back today when I would have aided Meredith. Twice you held me back. Now you suggest that I not be in her bed while you play her lover. What’s next, Darkness? Will you finally break your fast, and take my night in her bed for truth and not just playacting?”
“I am within my rights to do so.”
That made me stare at Doyle. His face was blank, neutral. Had he just said he would share my bed tonight, or was he just arguing with Frost?
Frost stood up, looming over the table. Doyle stayed seated, calmly looking up at the other man. “I think we should let Meredith decide who shares her bed tonight.”
“We are not here to make Meredith choose,” Doyle said. “We are here to see her with child. The three of you have had three months and her womb is empty. Would you truly deny her a chance to have a child, to be queen, knowing that if Cel succeeds and Meredith fails, he will see her dead?”
Emotions chased over Frost’s face too quickly for me to follow them all. Finally, he hung his head. “I would never wish Meredith ill.”
I stepped forward and touched his arm. The touch made him look at me. His eyes were filled with such pain, and I realized that Frost was jealous of me. As much as I cared for him, he hadn’t earned the right to be jealous of me in that way. Not yet. Though I realized with a start that the thought of never having him in my arms again was a painful one. I couldn’t afford the sinking sense of loss any more than he could afford the jealousy.
“Frost …,” I began. I don’t know what I would have said, because there was a sound of sharp bells from the bedroom. It was as if someone had taken the delicate sound of silver bells and turned them into alarm bells. The sound sent my pulse racing, and not in a good way. I’d let go of Frost’s arm when the sound came. We stood there looking at each other while everyone but Galen and Kitto moved toward the bedroom.
“I have to go, Frost.” I started to apologize but didn’t. He hadn’t earned it, and I didn’t owe it.
“I will come with you,” he said.
I gave him wide eyes.
“I will do for my queen what I would do for no one else.” And I knew in that moment that he didn’t mean Andais.
Chapter 17
DOYLE WAS KNEELING ON THE BURGU
NDY BEDSPREAD, SPEAKING to the mirror, when Frost and I entered the room. “I will allow shared sight as soon as our princess is with us, Queen Niceven.”
The mirror was a swirl of mist as I crawled across the bed. It put Doyle kneeling at my back, slightly to one side. Rhys was sitting behind both of us, against the headboard, propped up among the pile of burgundy, purple, mauve, pink, and black pillows. I couldn’t tell for certain, but he seemed to be nude, except for a few well-placed pillows. I had no idea how he’d stripped that quickly.
Frost crawled onto the bed to half sit, half recline a little behind me and to one side, so that I was framed by Doyle and him.
Doyle made a sideways movement with his hand and the mist cleared. Niceven sat in a delicate wooden chair, carved so that her wings slipped through the slotted back without damaging them. Her face was a near perfect triangle of white skin. But her whiteness was not the same as mine, or Frost’s, or Rhys’s. Her white skin held a greyish tinge. Her white-grey curls had been done in elaborate ringlets like those of some old-time doll. A tiny tiara held those curls back from her face, and the tiara sparkled with the cold warmth that only diamonds can manage. Her gown was white and flowing. The looseness of the cloth would have hidden her body, except that it was absolutely sheer and you could see the small pointed breasts, the almost skeletal thinness of her ribs, the dainty crossed legs. She wore slippers that seemed to be made of flower petals. A white mouse, as large to her as a German shepherd to me, sat beside her chair. She stroked the fur between its ears.
A trio of ladies-in-waiting stood behind her, each in a different color dress that matched the brilliance of their wings, rose-red, daffodil-yellow, and iris-purple. Their hair was black, yellow, and brown, respectively.
Niceven had gone to a great deal more trouble than we had to stage her little scene.
I felt positively ordinary in my green skirt outfit. But I didn’t mind too much. It was a business call, after all.
“Queen Niceven, it is good of you to return our call.”
“In truth, Princess Meredith, I have been awaiting your call these three months. Your affection for the green knight is well known among the court. I am most surprised that it has taken thee so long to contact me.”
She was being very formal. I realized it wasn’t just the speech that was formal. She wore her crown; I had no crown, not yet. She sat upon her throne, while I was sitting in the middle of a slightly rumpled bed. She had ladies-in-waiting like a silent Greek chorus behind her. And a mouse, mustn’t forget the mouse. I had only Doyle and Frost on either side of me and Rhys in the pillows behind. Niceven was trying to put me at a disadvantage. We’d see about that.
“In truth, we have sought the aid of healers out here in the world of mortals. It is only recently that we had to admit that a call to you was necessary.”
“Sheer stubbornness on your part then, Princess.”
“Perhaps, but you know why I have called, and what I wish.”
“I am not some fairy godmother to be granting wishes, Meredith.” She’d dropped my title, a deliberate insult.
Fine, we could both be rude. “As you like, Niceven. Then you know what I want.”
“You want a cure for your green knight,” she said, one hand tracing the pink edge of the mouse’s ear.
“Yes.”
“Prince Cel was most insistent that Galen remain injured.”
“You told me once that Prince Cel does not yet rule the Unseelie Court.”
“That is true, but it is not at all certain you will ever live to be queen, Meredith.” She’d dropped the title again.
Doyle moved from beside me to put his back to Rhys. He made sure he was still at the edge of the bed, at the limit of my peripheral vision and well within the queen’s. As if they’d arranged it, Rhys rose from the pillows to his knees and showed clearly that he was nude. He rolled Doyle’s long braid in his arms until he came to the end and began to undo the ribbon that bound it.
Niceven’s eyes flicked behind me to the movement, then back to my face. “What are they doing?”
“Preparing for bed,” I said. Though I wasn’t 100 percent sure of that.
Delicate grey brows furrowed. “It is, what … nine o’clock where you are. The night is young to waste in sleeping.”
“I did not say we would sleep.” I kept my voice even.
She drew a deep enough breath that I could see the rise and fall of her dainty chest. She tried to keep her attention on me, but her gaze kept flicking to the men. Rhys was working Doyle’s thick hair free of the braid. I’d seen Doyle with his hair free of that braid only once. Only once had it been like some dark living cloak to shroud his body.
Niceven watched them furtively, giving me very little eye contact. I wasn’t sure if it was Doyle’s hair or Rhys’s nudity. I doubted the nudity, because being nude just wasn’t that unusual among the court. Of course, maybe she was gazing at Rhys’s washboard abs, or what lay just below them.
Frost sat up, took off his suit jacket, and began to slip out of his shoulder holster. Her eyes flicked to him.
“Niceven,” I said softly. I had to repeat her name twice more before she looked at me. “How do I cure Galen?”
“It is not certain that you will be queen, and if Prince Cel becomes king, then he will hold it ill that I helped you.”
“And if I am queen, I will hold it ill that you did not.”
She smiled. “So I must find a way between the two snarling dogs. I will help you here, because I have already helped Cel. It will even things up.”
I remembered Galen’s screams, and the pain in his eyes these last months, and I didn’t think it evened things up. I didn’t think fixing what she’d ruined came close to evening things up. But we were doing faerie politics here, not therapy, so I said nothing. Silence is not a lie. A sin of omission, but not a lie. Our cultures allow you to omit as much as you can get away with.
“How is Galen to be cured?” I asked.
She shook her head, making her curls bounce and her diamond tiara glitter. “No, we talk price first. What would you give me to make your green knight whole?”
Frost and Doyle moved up beside me almost simultaneously. “You will have the goodwill of the Queen of the Unseelie, and that should be enough,” Frost said, his voice as cold as his name.
“She is not queen yet, Killing Frost.” Niceven’s voice was full of a cold, cold anger. It had the taste of an old grudge. Was it personal to Frost?
I saw Doyle begin to reach toward the other man, and I stopped him with a look. There was a tension between them tonight. It wouldn’t make us look strong to argue amongst ourselves. Doyle stayed at my side, only his eyes looking at Frost. The look was not friendly.
I touched Frost’s arm, squeezing slightly. He startled, muscles tightening, looked first to Doyle, then realized it was my touch. He’d expected it to be Doyle. He relaxed, slowly. He let out a deep, quiet breath and moved a fraction behind me.
I turned back to the mirror and found Niceven’s face shrewd, watchful. I half expected her to say something, but she did not. She merely sat and waited for me to commit myself.
“What would Queen Niceven of the Diminutive Fey want from Princess Meredith of the Unseelie Court in return for curing her knight?” I’d purposefully put both our titles in the same sentence, emphasizing that I knew she was queen and I was not. I was hoping to make up for Frost’s outburst.
She looked at me for a few heartbeats, then gave a very small nod. “What would Princess Meredith of the Unseelie Court offer us?”
“You said once that you would give much for a longer drink of my blood.”
She looked startled before she could school her face to courtly blankness. When she could control herself, she said, “Blood is blood, Princess. Why should I care for yours?”
Now she was just being difficult. “You said that I tasted of high magic and sex. Or have you forgotten me so quickly, Queen Niceven?” I made my face fall, my eyes downcast. “Did it m
ean so little to you?” I shrugged, and let my newly shoulder-length hair fall across my face. I spoke behind a curtain of hair that sparkled like spun rubies. “If the blood of the heir to the throne means nothing to you, then I have nothing to offer.” I turned my eyes toward her, knew the effect that those tricolored green and gold eyes could have through a frame of blood auburn hair, coupled with glimpses of skin like polished alabaster. I’d grown up among women, and men, who used their beauty like a weapon. I would never have dreamed of doing it with another sidhe, because they were all more beautiful than I, but with Niceven and her hungry eyes that followed my men, with her, I could use my own other-worldliness as she’d tried to use hers.
She slapped her tiny hand on the arm of her chair hard enough to startle the white mouse. “By Flora, you are your aunt’s blood. Prince Cel has never mastered his beauty as Andais has, and as you have.”
I gave a small bow, because it’s always hard to bow from a sitting position. “A pretty compliment from a lovely queen.”
She preened, smiling, petting the mouse, leaning back in her chair so that her sheer dress showed off more of her body. Her body had gone past slender into cadaverous, so that it was like looking at a little starved thing. But she thought her body was beautiful, and I could show nothing less in my face.
Frost stayed unmoving a little behind me. He’d removed his belt, his shoulder holster, his suit jacket, but nothing else. Even his shoes were still on. He was not going to strip for Niceven.
Doyle on the other hand had removed his shoulder holster, his belt, and his shirt. The silver ring in his left nipple glinted so that Niceven could see it, even in profile. Rhys continued to work at all that thick black hair as if he were smoothing out the train of a dress.
The men moved about me like ladies-in-waiting preparing themselves for bed. They left me alone to deal with Niceven. Which meant I was doing all right on my own. Good to know.
I flashed her a curve of lips as red as the red, red rose, no lipstick needed. “A drink of my blood to cure my knight, you agree?”
“You give your own life’s fluid away very freely, Princess.” She was being cautious.
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