I shook my head no.
“Okay then. So shut the fuck up and just listen.”
“You hurt me Toy. You know that right?” He started again.
I simply nodded yes.
“Did you ever really even love me?”
“I nodded yes.”
“Do you still love me?”
I slowly nodded yes.”
“Then tell me how come you are getting married tomorrow and I’m not the damn groom?”
I hesitated. God I wanted to speak so damn bad. This bullshit was tortuous. Why do people always tell you to shut up, but insist upon asking a bunch of damn questions? What the fuck? I knew he would lose it if I spoke so I simply shrugged my shoulder to indicate that I didn’t know. Although I wanted to scream loudly, “Nigga, because you said no when I asked you to marry me on Valentine’s Day!”
Still something clued him in to the answer to his own question. “God I wished I had just said yes when you asked me to marry you. I fuckin miss you so damn much. I fuckin can’t even breathe without you.”
Tears instantly began to leak from my eyes. I saw tears in Logic’s eyes for the very first time and it immediately melted my cold damn heart. I never really thought I needed a man or even love for that matter to define me. I’ve always been an extraordinarily strong willed, independent woman who set her own rules. Now look at me, totally sold out and strung out over two magnificent men. How do you choose between the love of your life and the person that you’ve loved all your life? Just as I thought I would totally lose my composure and breakdown sobbing uncontrollably Logic spoke.
“Look none of that bullshit matters right now. I have to know something and Toy again, please do not speak.” He warned as he gently wiped the tears from my face.
I nodded okay.
“I just need your permission to give you just three kisses. Then I’ll know everything I need to know. Can I kiss you just three times?”
Yes I cautiously nodded, not really sure where this was going.
Logic took a deep breath and then sighed. “Okay here we go. Kiss number one.” He took me in his arms and pulled me close. He stared deep into my eyes before kissing me gently on my forehead. “I love you Zatoya Waters. I‘ve love you from the second you put that damn promise ring on your finger and I haven’t stopped loving you since.”
Shocked and touched I slowly nodded that I understood.
“Kiss number two.” Logic said as he lifted me straight up off the floor so that I was eye to eye with him. He sampled my lips with his. There was no tongue. He simply nibbled on my lower lip with his soft lips. Although quite innocent, it was the sweetest, most erotic kiss I had ever experienced. I craved more. “No man on this planet will ever love you as much as I do. I don’t give a damn how long you’ve been with them. No man will ever treat you as good as I will. I don’t give a fuck how much they claim to love you.”
I quickly nodded in anticipation of a real kiss. A full on tongue lock, five alarm, whorehouse blaze kiss was what my body cried out for, wanted and needed. As I leaned in to get things started Logic abruptly put me down.
“Finally, kiss number three.” Logic gently placed his big hands around my tiny waist holding me at arm’s length from him as he stared deeply into my anxious eyes. “Can I give you just one last kiss?”
Yes I nodded definitively.
“I know that you’re supposed to marry Tyson tomorrow and it’s probably too late to stop that. But if he thinks that he’s going to keep me away from you then he’s going to need all three of those damn guns you said he has. And that bitch better know how to use them, because I love you and I won’t let him have you without a fuckin fight.”
Without warning Logic dropped to his knees and shoved his head up my way too short skirt. His hungry moist mouth found the hot spot between my thighs and immediately honed in on my pretty kitty like a heat seeking missile. His warm breath between my thighs was more than enough to make my legs weak. But when his skillful tongue wiggled its way beneath the lace edges of my thong my knees buckled and gave way.
Instantly we were on the foyer floor and Logic was meticulously French kissing my pussy like it was my mouth. I quickly grabbed the back of his head and shamelessly grinded my koochie hard against his perfect mouth in an effort to kiss him back. It felt fantastic and I never ever wanted that feeling, or that kiss to end. “God I missed this damn man!” My body screamed.
“Logic I know you told me not to speak, but can I please say just one thing? I promise I’ll be brief.”
Logic briefly looked up from between my thighs. “Go ahead.” He said as his long, thick fingers began to work their magic slowly stroking my kitty kat.
“Take my panties off! I can’t stand this any longer!” I screamed loudly as my legs begin to shake uncontrollably.
Logic burst into laughter, “You’re silly as hell. Okay, let’s go to bed.” Effortlessly he picked me up, slung me over his broad shoulder and carried me into the gigantic bedroom.
Gingerly he set me on the side of the bed and slowly began to undress. “Are you sure that you want to do this. I know that you’ve been drinking. And you’re probably a little confused. So if you have doubts about this then let me know now and we’ll stop.”
While Logic was busy giving his gallant speech I was stripping my clothes off at record pace. Hell, I probably could have received a Guinness World’s Record for how fast I disrobed.
“Now it’s my turn to tell you to SHUT THE FUCK UP!” I screamed as I pulled back the sheets and climbed into bed.
Stunned, Logic couldn’t believe how quick I got in bed. “Fair enough.” He grinned as he finished stripping down and joined me in bed.
I wasted absolutely no time before I mounted him and perched on his flat extremely well developed abs. My hands quickly went in search of the Lochness Monster that had starred in all of my fantasies since the moment I met Logic. I quickly grabbed Man- Man by the head. Logic groaned loudly and Man- Man instantly grew larger and harder as I methodically stroke him from root to tip and back again.
“You know you’re in trouble don’t you?” Logic teased.
“Seems to me you’re the one in for trouble.” I said as I sucked his swollen dick in my mouth and attempted to swallow it whole. Popping it back out I began to stroke it again with my soft steady but firm hand.
“God, I was beginning to think that I would never feel those hands of yours again. I’ve missed you so much Zatoya Waters.” Logic confessed.
“Not half as much as I’ve missed you Logic Hart. I’m so sorry. I should have never left you.” I earnestly conceded.
Recognizing the sincerity in my voice Logic just nodded to indicate to me that it was okay and he forgave me. His eyes rolled back in his head and then closed as he relaxed back and enjoyed a patent pending Zatoya Waters Slo- Mo- Hand Blow. Continuing to stroke him to completion I gazed upon this fine ass man and decided that leaving him was the biggest mistake that I ever made.
“I fuckin love this and I fuckin love you!” Logic screamed as he released hard from the preciseness of my hand.
Regaining consciousness he quickly strapped up. Throwing my legs over his shoulders he sank that baseball bat of a dick of his deep inside of me causing me to gasp. Immediately he went to work to blow my back out. But that was okay because I loved every single stroke of it. His thumb found my swollen clit and quickly began to play an old familiar tune tripling my pleasure and enhancing my fun. Logic continued to play my body like a fine violin until I unexpectedly erupted like and active volcano.
Screaming, my body trembled and quaked from its aftermath as Logic continued to fuck me silly. Suddenly, his eyes locked on mine and pierced me to the core of my soul as they searched for answers to questions unknown. Well at least questions unknown to me. His face quickly brightened and a sexy brilliant smile illuminated it as he found the answers he sought. He was content, he was happy and he was about to be so damn satisfied.
Isolating my koochie muscles I m
ilked his engorged dick with the walls of my vagina. Thrown completely off his game he tried to maintain composure and continue his quest to put a crack in my back. But my mastery of Dickology and my vaginal control were unmatched. No man could withstand their powers. Moments later Logic came even harder than the first time as I continued to tighten and release my pussy at just the precise moment. This time I was right there with him as he climaxed. Caught up we bumped and grinded our way to a perfect trip to Pleasureville.
Throughout the remainder of the night we made love uninhibited. Absence had only made our ravenous appetite for each other even more insatiable. As the dawn of my wedding day crested I found myself hopelessly lost in the erotic embrace of another man.
Chapter 30
I woke up to find Logic gone. In an absolute panic I searched the entire suite for him but he was not there. For some unknown reason he had left without as much as a fuck off, don’t call me no more, goodbye. Confused I instantly began to unravel. Could I have been drunk and imagined all of this?
My swollen pussy and the distinct taste of dick in my mouth quickly dispelled that concept. Then it hit me in my face like a fifty pound sack of freshly minted quarters. This nigga fucked me on my wedding day and then left me. This was all a sick, twisted game of payback. “OMFG!” I loudly screamed.
Then I completely lost it. Were Jade and Queen a part of this? They obviously set the whole thing up. Did they know what Logic planned to do? My mind raced a thousand miles a minute as I tried to figure out what the fuck happened. I grabbed my phone praying that Logic had left me a message. I dialed his number but my call went straight to voicemail. I texted him hoping he would respond, no such luck. I couldn’t contact Logic but I discovered that I had three calls and four texts from Tyson. “Tyson, oh my God! What was I going to tell Tyson? OMFG, would somebody please send me some fucking help!” I screamed out loud.
I called Jade and Queen, but neither of them answered. I even called Dorian but my call went to his voicemail as well. Suddenly I felt stupid as I realized that I may have just sacrificed my last chance for happy ever after for a grimy, nasty fuck with my ex on the night before my wedding. Distraught I burst into tears and threw myself on the bed sobbing uncontrollably like a fuckin toddler. In retrospect I realized that Karma is a bitch and she likes to dick you straight up the ass without lubricant.
Talking to Tyson on the phone was not even an option. Hell lying to him was not even an option. He’d see right through me immediately. Besides he deserves to know the truth. He needed to know that the woman he was about to marry was a silly dumbass slut who fucked her vindictive ex-boyfriend at her bachelorette party.
Not knowing what else to do I gathered my scattered clothes from the bedroom floor and headed for a much needed shower. I looked in the mirror. I was a fuckin train wreck. Unable to stand the sight of my own ass I climbed in the shower and prayed that the hot water and soap would somehow wash the contempt that I had for myself off.
To my absolute surprise I emerged from the bathroom to discover Logic sitting on the bed. He looked so handsome sitting there waiting for me I had to do a double take to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. Stopping in my tracks I just stood there looking at him. I didn’t know what to say so I said nothing as I carefully wrapped the oversized hotel towel around my body.
“Experiencing a bad case of buyer’s remorse?” Logic chuckled.
“What? You think this shit is funny, Logic? I’m supposed to get married today.”
“Calm down. I was just kidding. Get dressed and come out front we need to talk.”
“Oh yeah, about what?” I challenged as I cautiously moved to the other side of the bed not quite able to figure out what was actually going on.
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah. What do we need to talk about?”
“Get dressed and come out and see.” He simply said as he got up and left.
Not really sure what to expect I quickly put on my clothes. If we were going to have a showdown then I wanted to make sure that I was fully dressed just in case he called security to toss my ass out of his suite. I wasn’t quite sure what deranged game Logic was playing but as I dressed with purpose I was determined to find out. I instantly decided that if Logic Hart thinks that he is going to ruin my life and my wedding day over some bullshit payback scheme then he was going to get a hell of a lot more than he bargained for. “I’m going to fuck his big ass up!” My mind screamed.
As I stomped into the great room, ready to fight, I immediately stopped in my tracks as I realized that they were all there. Queen, Jade, Dorian, Christian and even Teddy were all sitting there waiting for me.
“What the fuck?” I mumbled.
Logic slowly approached as he extended his hand for me. “It’s okay come on out.”
I was frightened and my legs begin to shake. I just couldn’t bear the thought that they all conspired to hurt me. “What’s going on Logic? Why are they here?”
“Come here. What’s wrong with you?” Logic asked as he came to retrieve me.
I searched his face for a clue what was going on. Expecting to see that oh I got your ass back look, I was stunned to find nothing but unconditional love and admiration for me there. “I don’t understand what’s happening.”
“Come here, you will.” Logic said as he gently pulled me in his arms and looked in my eyes. The fear on my face was undeniable. “Look at you. You’re scared to death.”
Jade and Queen immediately rose to come to comfort me as I burst into tears. Logic quickly stopped them. “No, she’s okay I have this.” They both looked at each other and reluctantly set back down.
“Toy please don’t cry. It’s okay. You’re gonna make me cry.” Queen said as she wiped tears from the corners of her eyes.
“Don’t be afraid. It’s okay. We all love you.” Jade managed as her voice became emotional.
As Logic attempted to wipe the tears that poured down my face like Niagara Falls I tried to gain my composure. Try as hard as I might I couldn’t pull myself together. I grabbed him and held on for dear life. Logic held me tight and tried to console me, but I was inconsolable at this point. “I’m afraid. Please tell me what’s going on.”
Logic pushes me away so that he could look me in my face. “I’m afraid too.” His voice managed before it began to crack as he dropped to one knee and took my hand in his. “I have travelled all over the world three times, but I have never met a woman like you. The short time that we spent together assured me of that. And the short time that we spent apart convinced me of one thing. I am so in love with you. I’m not really living unless you are in my arms or by my side. Woman I’m in awe of you. You make my soul rejoice. So I am asking, no I’m begging you in front of all of my friends and God… Zatoya Waters will you marry me today?”
Now to be honest with you this magically delicious man had my little ass at hello. Yeah I know he never really said hello, but you know what I’m talking about. When he dropped to his knee my heart was beating so loud and so fast I probably only heard about fifty percent of what he really said. Time stood still and everything and everybody moved in slow motion from that point on. When he produced that Tiffany ring box, I didn’t hear a damn thing else except will you marry me.
Immediately to everyone’s complete horror including Logic’s I began to fiercely shake my head no. “No, no I can’t."It's too much... It's too soon. We just met. I hardly know you. What will I tell my parents?”
Logic, who instantly recognized my usual spill and my bad acting chuckled, “Stop playing, Toy.”
“Okay well if you insist. Yes! Yes! A thousand times yes!" I continued.
“Zatoya, stop playing and answer me.” He laughed heartedly. “Will you marry me?”
I quickly slipped Tyson’s ring off and moved it to my other hand. My head instantly begin nodding yes so hard I must have looked like a damn, silly ass Bobble Doll. “Yes, yes, yes!” I screamed. “Logic Hart I will marry you!”
As Logic slipped t
he flawless twelve carat tear drop solitaire diamond Tiffany ring on my trembling finger I screamed as I displayed it for Jade and Queen to see.
Teddy immediately popped the cork on a bottle of champagne and everyone clapped and cheered as I kissed Logic hard in the mouth. “I thought I’d never hear those words come out of your mouth.” I murmured between hot wet sensual kisses.
“I thought you’d never give me an opportunity to ask you.” Logic countered as he sampled my lips again. Toy, I didn’t say yes on Valentine’s Day because I wanted to be the one to ask. I’m a man. I wanted to ask you to marry me. Looking back…”
“No, please don’t. Let’s never look back. Let’s just look forward to the wonderful life and the amazing family that we’re going to have. Okay?”
Logic nodded a definitive yes before sucking my mouth in his again. Well that was until the voice of reason used Jade’s mouth to speak.
“If we plan to have a wedding today we’ve got a whole lot of shit to do. You two can suck face on your honeymoon. Right now we have to get Zatoya to the hair salon, the bridal salon and the nail salon before the wedding tonight.”
“What? We’re not getting married today are we?” I asked dumbfounded.
“Oh yes we are!” Logic declared.
“Weren’t you even listening? He asked you would you marry him today. And what the hell is up with your hair?” Queen complained as she examined a strand of my finger combed hair.
“Bitch, don’t even bother to ask questions you already know the answer to.” I laughed as I hugged her tight.
Jade was right. We had a whole lot to do before the wedding tonight. But the first thing I had to do was to cancel the wedding I had planned for this afternoon. Telling Tyson would undoubtedly be the hardest thing that I ever had to do. Unfortunately it had to be done.
~*~*~
Over a half of dozen unanswered phone calls and twelve text messages later I showed up at Tyson’s home. I knew he must be frantic trying to find me. It was around one o’clock when I rang his doorbell. He took one look at me, snatched me in his arms and sobbed like a cold and frightened newborn. He knew instinctively that I had a change of heart. The wedding was less than four hours away and I looked a hot ass mess. It didn’t take a nuclear fusion scientist to figure out that I was going to be a no show at that wedding.
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