by Melody Anne
Niko looked her over and shuddered. “No bangs for you. It is bad enough that Gabe makes me debase myself with that haircut. I refuse to ruin another athlete’s beautiful bone structure due to stubbornness. I do, however, have some ideas. You want to cover your scar, right? I will give you the hairstyle of a bold, powerful woman, but simple enough to suit your lifestyle.” He ran his fingers through her hair, flipping it to the side and pulling a few strands in front of her face.
Bold and powerful. The exact words she’d used to describe herself after her interlude with Gabe last night. That was how she felt about herself on the field. Why shouldn’t she feel that way in the rest of her life?
Lainey let Niko guide her to a chair, where a team of workers washed her hair, massaged her scalp, and twittered over the best style. Once she was combed and ready, Niko grabbed a pair of scissors. That’s when Lainey started to panic again.
She gripped the edges of her seat. “Wait! I need to be able to put my hair into a ponytail. And, please, nothing too . . . stylish.” She was going to say “weird,” after looking at the bright pink mohawk on one of the other nearby stylists, but the last thing she wanted to do was offend the people who currently held her hair hostage.
Niko waved the scissors dismissively. “Ms. Lukas, I know who you are and what you do. And while we at La Bohème Salon believe that a fairy child dies every time someone wears a ponytail, we also believe it is important to keep our customers happy. And just as I would never suggest you use your left midfielder to deliver a deep cross in the box in your first game against the Boomerangs, rather than make the runs to the corner yourself, I ask that you do not tell me how to do my job in my salon. Now, please relax and allow my genius to wash over you.”
“Niko and I played together in high school. He could have gone pro, but hair was his calling,” Gabe explained from a few feet away. “Try to remember this is supposed to be fun.”
Lainey closed her eyes and resigned herself to the experience, trying not to flinch with every snip. After a round with the blow-dryer, Niko coaxed her to open her eyes.
She gasped. Instead of her limp brown hair hanging straight down, it was parted deep on the side and framed her face perfectly. And by god, she had volume. Volume! She didn’t get her bangs, but what she did get was a million times better. Along her forehead where her deep pink scar shone like a beacon, she had long, sideswept layers.
Niko’s face beamed with pride in the mirror. He tousled her hair and pulled it back to show how it would fit into a ponytail. It was shorter than she was expecting, but completely functional. She couldn’t be happier.
GABE HELD HIS BREATH while he awaited Lainey’s reaction. Her face betrayed only a hint of surprise, and he couldn’t tell whether it was good or bad.
“What do you think?” she asked him, a tentative expression on her face.
“Beautiful. You always look beautiful,” he insisted.
She cracked a smile. “I love it.”
She leaned forward to examine it in the mirror. Her eyes met his in the reflection, and a moment passed between them, each remembering exactly what happened the last time they shared a look in a mirror. Her cheeks flushed in the sweetest way.
Gabe thanked Niko for getting Lainey in without any notice, especially considering reservations at La Bohème were notoriously backlogged due to its popularity. Lainey smacked Gabe’s hands when he pulled out his credit card, not that it mattered, since Niko insisted it was on the house.
After her salon experience, Gabe helped Lainey cross off a few more banal items on the list, including getting her a library card. Somehow, it didn’t surprise him when she proceeded to check out Malcolm Gladwell’s Outliers.
If Gabe were to have a list like hers, it’d probably include things like BASE jumping or renting his own tropical island for all his friends and family to celebrate with. Number one, of course, would be bringing the World Cup trophy to his soccer camps for the kids to actually have the chance to see it. But then again, there wasn’t a hope in hell of the United States winning during the height of his playing days, which were well on their way to being over.
With Lainey, it seemed like her list was more about denial than celebration. A way to keep her from enjoying the small things in life until she attained her impossible dreams. As far as he was concerned, stress like that never did anyone any good. Then again, Gabe never won the World Cup, so maybe she had a point.
At the very least, he could celebrate his victory of getting Lainey to loosen up by cooking her dinner. She’d readily agreed after he promised it’d be a healthy, home-cooked meal. He just wouldn’t tell her about the pound of butter he intended to use in the green beans. In Gabe’s estimation, there was no point in being a professional athlete burning eight thousand calories a day if you couldn’t indulge in a little butter.
“Whoa,” Lainey uttered with wide eyes as they pulled into his driveway. “Nice house.”
“Thanks,” he said, feeling awkward as he pulled into the large driveway of his craftsman-style house overlooking the water in Kirkland. He loved his home. It wasn’t ostentatious or particularly large, but the view from the massive customized glass windows was unbeatable.
Bringing Lainey here, he couldn’t help but recognize that despite the fact they were both professional athletes, their achievements were recognized in starkly different ways. Gabe was five years past his prime in a sport that the majority of Americans knew little about, yet he had almost every luxury he could possibly want. Lainey wasn’t just the top female player in the country, she was top in the world, and she could barely afford the rent for her one-bedroom apartment. Yet none of that seemed to matter to her because she was living her passion.
Her love of the game was so pure, the glitz and glamour that came with professional athletics wasn’t even on her radar. Did she judge him for wanting those perks? Gabe never cared what anyone thought of him before. He was a happy guy who liked his life just fine, but he found he wanted to know Lainey’s opinion of him.
He gave her a brief tour of the living room with a fifty-two-inch television that was perfect for watching sports and the adjacent open kitchen. What caught her eye, though, was the deck off the kitchen overlooking the bay with a sunken hot tub.
“This view is amazing,” she said upon seeing the hot tub. A twinkle lit up in her eye, replacing her previously stoic expression. “Probably makes you never want to leave your house.”
“Nah, too many good restaurants in the city.”
“You could fit a dozen people in that hot tub,” she said casually. However, Gabe knew there was another hidden question somewhere in there.
After an awkward beat, he laughed. “Quit that line of thought, Lukas. I’ve never had an orgy in there. I told you already I’m not who the media says I am.”
“Can you blame me for wondering? Especially with how you are in the . . . bedroom?” She blushed, which always made Gabe smile.
“Fine, I guess it’s not all fabrications.”
“Good, because I’ve never hung out in an outdoor hot tub, and I plan on taking full advantage of this opportunity.”
That was enough anticipation to give Gabe a spring in his step. He fired up the grill and offered Lainey a seat on one of the stools at the granite-topped island in the center of his kitchen. He opened a bottle of red and handed her a glass. After a brief hesitation, where a million expressions crossed her beautiful face, Lainey took a polite sip. “Okay, this is really good,” she admitted before taking another tiny sip.
“Easy, sailor,” Gabe teased as he set to work on the marinade.
“Trust me, I learned my lesson at the gala. I want to savor this glass and make it last through the meal.”
“Well, look at you, Ms. Moderation.”
“Maybe you were right that I can handle a little balance in my life.” She punctuated her admission with a stern glare, warning him not to rub it in. “But if you say ‘I told you so,’ I’ll—”
“Yeah, yeah, you’l
l junk punch me. Now get chopping on these vegetables.” He slid a cutting board and knife her way.
“Glad we’re on the same page. Now if only we could get you to be less superstitious, we’d all live happily ever after.”
“It’s my career on the line. Why wouldn’t I cover all my bases? You should understand that.” He supposed he could take offense at the way she belittled his beliefs, but life was too short and Lainey was too endearing, so he took a swig of wine instead. Damn. It was good. Maybe it was shameful, but Gabe was glad to be an overpaid, overglorified athlete when it afforded him the finer things in life.
“For someone whose reputation is predicated on being a laid-back, good-time guy, you’re shockingly neurotic.”
“Deep down, aren’t we all?”
“I didn’t get my head bashed in last year because of karma or destiny. It happened because Mari String slacked on her cardio training and couldn’t keep up with me. And the Surge didn’t lose its last play-off game against LA because you washed your socks,” she said, referencing the well-known superstition of Gabe’s.
“Time to fess up, Lukas. Do you have sexual fantasies about my smelly socks?”
A deep crimson flushed across her cheeks as her eyes narrowed to what could only be described as a death stare. She hacked at the pepper in front of her, sending the pieces flying in two different directions.
“I’m kidding,” he said as he leaned over and kissed her temple. Still, he pulled the cutting board and knife away from her just to be safe. “The truth is, we lost that game because the airport security guy wouldn’t let me take my ma’s frozen cabbage rolls on the plane.”
“You’re kidding.”
“No,” Gabe said emphatically, feeling just as annoyed as when it happened. “They said it violated security protocols. I searched all of Los Angeles for takeout cabbage rolls, but couldn’t find any. Probably wouldn’t have done any good anyway. Nothing compares to Ma’s cabbage rolls.”
Lainey offered him a condescending smile. “You truly believe you were knocked out of the play-offs by LA, the team with the top-ranked players in the league and that went on to win the year, because you didn’t eat cabbage rolls before the game?”
Gabe walked out to the deck to toss the meat on the grill. “Yeah. Well, that and the fact Johnny hooked up with some random girl in the stadium parking lot ten minutes before the match. Game-day sex is always bad luck.”
When he came back inside, she was sitting with her forearms stretched along the counter. Her eyes were wide with disbelief.
“Ten minutes before the game? How is that even possible?” She shook her head and ran a hand through her bouncy new haircut. “Never mind. I don’t want to know. The fact is every team has their superstitious players, but someone still has to lose, no matter how many cabbage rolls you eat.”
“That’s because someone always screws it up. Like Johnny did. Every athlete has his or her superstitions. I’m sure even you have a routine that you stick to religiously before each game.”
“Yeah,” she said in a straight voice. “I fuck at least twelve guys right before every match.”
He froze. He knew she was kidding. Of course she was kidding. She had to be kidding.
She burst out laughing. “Relax. I’m joking. My pregame ritual isn’t too crazy. I visualize putting the ball in the back of the net from every angle possible. Then I put on my clean uniform and my clean socks, and listen to the coach’s pep talk. After that, I go kick ass. Simple.”
“That’s what superstitions are: rituals that can’t be broken.” Sheesh, she was frustrating. Good thing Gabe was always up to a challenge, especially when it involved a woman as feisty as Lainey.
“It’s simple and it works because I take control of my actions, not because of any magic or voodoo. And if for some reason I had to change my ritual at the last minute, I’d still be awesome because I believe in myself, not in fate. Look, I’ll prove it to you.” She reached over to the saltshaker on his counter and tipped it over, spilling tiny white crystals across the speckled blue-and-gray granite.
Gabe sucked in a breath. Lainey raised her eyebrows expectantly. “You need to toss salt over your left shoulder.”
“No.” She crossed her arms and quirked the side of her mouth into a defiant half smile.
“It’s bad luck.”
“Bad luck doesn’t exist. There is no such thing as luck.”
“You don’t think we’re lucky to have the opportunities we do?” Gabe didn’t consider himself particularly special, yet he had a successful career, the adoration of fans, friends, family, and now a beautiful woman in his bed. He had it all, at least for the next few weeks before he and Lainey parted ways.
“I think we worked harder and longer and sacrificed more than anybody else, and when the right opportunities came our way, we gave it everything we had. Don’t get me wrong; I’m grateful for my life and my career, but it wasn’t a lucky rabbit’s foot that made it happen. I made it happen. I won’t sell myself short. And if it all goes to hell, I’ll only have myself to blame. Not a curse.”
A sudden, uncomfortable tension filled the room.
“I can’t believe we’re already fighting,” he mumbled. “It’s the salt.”
“Excuse me?”
“The salt,” he repeated emphatically as he turned around. “See, bad luck is a real thing. You spilled the salt and now we’re arguing.”
“I don’t know whether to be upset, scared, or disturbed by that comment,” she said, though the laughter that followed gave him a pretty good idea as to her reaction. “Look, I may have my misgivings about us, but I promised you I’d give it a chance and I don’t renege on my promises. I’m not going to let a little bad luck get in the way of that. Why don’t we agree to disagree, here?”
He nodded but still felt uneasy. She slipped off the stool and walked up to him, running her palms along his chest. When she pressed her lips against his neck, he wound his arm around her back, clenching her to him. “I guess that could work,” he said, his voice shuddering as her tongue worked its way along his pulse.
“I’m glad you agree. And now I’m going to prove to you that there is no such thing as luck.” She trailed her hand to his belt. “Your hot tub just reminded me there’s something I need to add to my list. Want to help me cross it off?”
16
Fear is for the weak.
—Lainey Lukas’s high school yearbook quote
“THIS IS YOUR IDEA of fun?” Lainey asked, peering up at the bright yellow sign above the entrance to the Kiln Time Pottery Studio.
“Are you afraid of a little paint?” Gabe asked. A group of kids, looking no older than seven or eight, blew past them through the door.
“No. Just surprised,” Lainey said, holding steadfast at the threshold. The truth was that the idea of engaging in something artistic scared the bejesus out of her, especially with Gabe watching. What if she sucked? What if she was so devoid of talent that she didn’t just suck but was the absolute queen of suckiness? Anxiety pooled in her stomach.
“It’ll be fun.”
“Says who?” She crossed her arms, debating whether to actually follow him in.
“My sister. She had her fourteenth birthday party here and swore it was ‘totally cool,’ ” he said, mimicking Tessa’s voice.
Lainey relented and stepped into the crowded studio. After all, she’d promised herself and Gabe that she’d experience new things over the next couple of weeks. Pushing her boundaries was the only way to learn whether she could live her life while living her dream.
Gorgeous, multihued pieces of pottery lined the shelves along the walls. At the center of the room were a half dozen paint-spackled tables surrounded by blue, yellow, and red chairs. Though most of the patrons were younger, she was relieved to see at least a few other couples there on dates.
An enthusiastic woman wearing a well-used apron greeted them. “Welcome. I’m Anne. You must be Gabe and Lainey. I have your table ready. The first s
tep is to choose the piece you want to paint. Follow me to the display area.” Anne spoke so quickly, Lainey couldn’t help but admire her lung capacity. Anne listed off the prices of the various plates, mugs, bowls, and other items as she led them through a long hallway to the back of the building.
“This is the room where we keep the pottery wheels and molds to create the pieces. The kiln, where we fire the pieces once they are done, is back there, too.” Anne pointed to a dusty room, where a giant metal cylinder sat in the back corner. “We also offer pottery-making classes if you’re interested in learning to use the wheel.”
Gabe stepped behind her, slipped his arms around her waist, and rested his chin on her shoulder. He started to hum in her ear, so quietly she almost couldn’t make it out.
It was “Unchained Melody.”
Lainey burst out laughing and pushed him away. “Are you trying to reenact the scene from Ghost?”
He grinned. “Maybe.”
“I assume I can count you two in for the extra classes?” Anne chirped.
“Let’s see how tonight goes,” Lainey said. Following a hunch, she looked over at Gabe, who was nodding his head silently but enthusiastically.
Anne led them to a room where hundreds of pale cream plates, mugs, teapots, and other delicate pieces sat untouched like newborn babies on a row of shelves. Gabe immediately chose a large plate, and after some deliberation Lainey settled on a tall mug, figuring it’d be fairly difficult to screw up.
Their table was set up near the window, which, unfortunately for Lainey, meant that any passersby would have a direct view of their efforts.
“Why’d you choose the mug?” Gabe asked casually as he dipped a meaty brush in a well of orange paint.
“Why? Should I have chosen something else?”
“Just curious. You’re staring at it like it’s about to explode.”
