by M. Stow11
18.
Trusting to everything proportionately calculating:
-The Measurers!
-Rulers! Now!
-Oh Reason not the need!
-The decisive-Act! Action! Actions…
-Each act always one step ahead of barely conscious thought…
-Complex-timing-motion throughout...
Clicking asymmetric in-form and function moving.
Rightfully as Responsible de-claiming
Instinctually morally-accountable now
To Self at least and Other
Felt only ever consciously in retrospect:
-After-The-Act.
Extreme-ratio arena:
-Receiving-fairly not necessarily-giving proportionately fairly…
-Given at some point continued numerically up-and-down…
-In-and-out and through-and-forward and-back almost…never exactly perfectly The-Same again…
-As equally as necessary…constantly-changing…altering-successfully…
-Carefully risk-averse…
-Of Ourselves and Other…
-Taken for-granted…
-As granted…yet essential-Absolute and gone varieties’ of complication passionate not compassionate and irregular…
-Self-constructing...
-Universal social-construct...
-Instinctual re-action and red-action mourning the blue…
-Personal-emotion coming-down coming-out and through and into:
-Being:
Tearing at the imbalance to balance
Un-balancing:
-The-Universe!
-Life!
-To The End of The Universe!
Critically-pointed acceptably tipped-into:
-Kaos!
Three-bodied charioteer in all-directions and one towards and away from:
-You!
-Reasoning only after The-Event even as if intelligently-designing with all potential-probabilities based-on prior knowledge of Each…
-As knowledge: True-belief. Information.
-Of each experiential experience-fading into almost vaguely remembered-belief True or not…
As each moment Super-ceding…hyper…
Each other so quickly as to seem smoothed-out.
Filleted and filling flinging in the gaps filed-outward:
-Free Proton electron ionespherical…
-Compressive attractive electrostatic-force colliding exploding cascading
Stumbling-inward and by outer-degree:
-Toward and from what we now know positively to be:...
-The Centre of The-Universe…
-Gone.
Each-interlinked force-field with everything-else and throughout:
-Critically over-weighted…
-Massively Universal-Hyper-Star...
-Galaxies…and Universe…
Formed-imploding an emptying empty hollow-centre:
-Folding hyperbolic-twisting unspiralling helical-pointed ending exploded open-closed…
-Universal Proto-star!
-Hyper-stellar then Super-Noval...
-Energetic-shockwave...
-Universal-Forcefield...
-The Edge of The-Universe...
-Our Universe! Universes…
Each of us spiraling almost out of control
Unable any longer to hold it all together: in newness...information-alighting
Lightning-lighted
Clashing-reflective absorbing
Reflecting-reflected adsorbing-absorbant pressing-out again.
19.
And onwards: testing-invention discovery and design
Re-discovery experimental-togetherness
Together each-momentary:
-Finite possibility potentiality and probability...
-Of What is and what may be ingenious atomic engineering...
-Super-engineering...
-Hyper-manufacture Supernoval...
-Planetary-lunar: EarthCentre!
Postillion Intelligent-Design yet seeming more than that:
-The Technology of Nature...
-In-Time...
Memorific metallic experiential-machinery:
-Experimental-memorific…
-Mechanical-energetic particle-investing...
-Divesting of energy-mass...
-Exploited-exploiting...deceiving…
-Extracting-extorting...
-Force-and-force merging matter emerging...
-Innocence emerging as what we are...
-Self-interest…
-And what will be: Other.
-That which holds it-all-together and blows it All apart.
-Gravitational dust-grains...
-Light-potential...
In-newness inside-out alternating breathing-pieces in-and-out:
-Constant squared-circling valiant-variant...
Falling-off at less than the inverse square of the distance created:
-Pulsing Pulsar...
Expansive and contractive contraption breathing-parts:
-Feeding differential-motion heated and distanced...
-As red rare raw cooking cooked breathed and drunk…fed…
Through the yet still dark only imaginable gloom darkholed:
-Quasar-ring radioing...
To the virtually silent-outside swallowing gas and winding into the gone centre spiralling magnetic-field lines-regulated re-regulating…
Accelerating electron-positron captured and released in almost-perfect shifting-homogeneity:
-In all directions equaling out-again...
-Never the same again...
Bumping-along irregular-edged etched-bordering
And only now inexorably being-pressed together
Colliding crushed and crunched together:
-Your own-owned Atomic-clouding...
-Between nothing but the fine-fundamentals...
-Travelling between sparticle-energy carried-carrying...
-Individual and unstoppable light-show materiel:
-Synaesthetic-synaestheatre...
With a hail of fluorescent hard and soft W X and Y-ray
Photon-bombardment bending light and dark-radiation
Disappearing…
Winded dawn-drawn drawing-out so as to disappear into:
-The Black-Star of The Universe...
-The White-Stars of Us!
Without mass or spin parts with mass and spin
Nucleating collided with:
-Each your own gravitating attracting and repulsing...
-Starry Galactic…
-The-Universe!
-Our Universe!
20.
Moved-around electronic-circuits bridged-and-gating resisting-potentiometer:
-Other but still more each to ourselves complex-membrane mirroring skyward…
-EarthCentre re-bound...
-Of every other colour…
-Each of us a sudden-revelation each-to-each and all together
Reflecting reflected incidental accidental rays
Angled equally co-planar drives
Desire and repulsions finding-unity in the image
Of other each our own specular image reflected-off Other:
-A guide beyond the imaginary…
-Signifier finding the symbolic-symbiotic…
-The real fizziparous bloviating obviating...
-Imaginary-games of smoking-guns and mirroring duplicitous duplication…
Doubling-projection
Slightly-altering or of reverse-identification:
-Each and every-side radiating photonic-precipitous...
-Real authentic inside-integral to the known-exterior unknown...
-Conflagration condensate-rivering:
-Oceanic colour-wavelength frequency positively-charged parton photonic-primary packaged-points of light...
-Giving and gifting some to another re-gifted...
Reflecting-off of densely-clouding:
-Condensate outer-splashing coronal-spin foami
ng...
Evaporate-bubbling falling dark-noisy crackling:
-Cosmic-Microwaves…
-Background-radiation...
-Us. We. Ourselves…
