“That, my dear, is an awfully strong accusation.” She draws the brush through her hair one more time, then sets it down. “Do you have any proof?”
Kingston opens his mouth, then closes it.
“Precisely,” Penelope says. She reaches for a tube of lipstick and glides it over her lips, making the perfect pucker in her mirror. “I suggest you come back when you have more concrete evidence. Or evidence of any kind, for that matter. ” She sets down the tube and turns around in her chair. The fire in Kingston’s hands is simmering, but I can tell he feels precisely as I do; there’s no doubt that Penelope did this. If anyone in the entire troupe would be looking for a way out, it would be her — it explained her reaction to seeing Senchan in the field, her talk of finding an exit clause. But who would believe it? She was just so perfect.
She stands and walks over to us.
“If you don’t mind,” she says. I don’t step aside. I want to punch her.
“Melody is missing,” Kingston says through clenched teeth. “If you have any humanity left, you’ll tell me where she is.”
A look crosses Penelope’s face, the mildest of concern.
“I assure you,” she says, “I have no clue where Melody is. But the tent’s still in one piece. Take comfort in that.”
Then she steps past us and opens the door. It slams behind her, leaving us alone and aimless.
“Fuck,” Kingston says. He punches the trailer wall, making the whole thing shake.
“What do we do?” I ask.
“She’s right,” Kingston says. “There’s nothing we can do. We have no proof.”
I glance around the room and something clicks.
“Maybe we do.”
He looks at me in confusion as I walk across the room to Penelope’s nightstand. I’m praying that she didn’t think ahead, that she wasn’t thinking we’d storm in here like this. I open the drawer. There, nesting in a little brass bowl, is the necklace. The black diamond glints like a raven’s eye.
I pull it out by the chain and hold it up.
“What is that?” Kingston asks.
“I don’t really know,” I say. “But according to Penelope, she can store her memories here. If what we need is a confession, it’s probably in here.”
Kingston’s eyes go wide as he crosses the short space between us.
“You’re a genius,” he says. I blush. A beat passes and I’m staring at his eyes as he stares at the necklace. “How do we use it?” he asks.
I take his hand and turn the palm up.
“I think we just ask,” I say, and drop the diamond into his palm, clasping both our fingers around it at the same time.
The room spins.
Shadows are everywhere.
There’s a man in the shadows. A man with white hair.
“I want out,” Penelope says. She stands in the shadows, too, her body pressed against the trunk of a tree. She’s in a dark cloak that hides every inch of her, but her voice is clear.
“Out?” Senchan says. “Is that why you called me here?”
Penelope hesitates. “I’ve been under Mab’s control for centuries,” she says. “I cannot bear it another day.”
Senchan smiles sadly. Is it moonlight filtering through the trees, or is he really glowing like that?
“I feel your pain. Truly I do. But I’m afraid things just don’t work like that. Your contract is quite binding. In order to break it, well, you’ll have to do something for me.”
“Anything.”
Senchan’s eyes widen. “A bold promise. You would truly give anything for your freedom?”
“I have nothing else to live for, nothing left to give. Everything has already been taken from me. Name your price and I will see it met.”
Senchan takes a deep breath.
“We want the Trade to end.”
“You know I don’t have the power to shut down the show.”
“No,” he says. “But that is our price. End the Cirque, and you will be free. We don’t care how you do it, only that you deliver. Unless you think the price is too dear…”
“No,” Penelope says. She glances around. “I may have a way.”
“Yes?”
“Kassia.”
Senchan takes a step back, as though Penelope punched him in the gut.
“Kassia is dead.”
“No,” Penelope says. There’s a fervent heat in her words. “She’s still alive. I have seen her. Mab is hiding her.”
“If that is true, then the Blood Autumn Treaty is broken. The circus would be forced to shut down.”
“I would not lie.”
“We cannot attack until there is proof,” Senchan says.
“If I give you proof, if she reveals her true nature, will that be enough?”
Senchan nods and holds out his hand.
“Expose Kassia and Mab’s treachery, and you shall have your freedom. A good bargain, if I do say so myself.”
Penelope reaches out her hand.
“You will tell no one,” he says. She nods as they shake.
Light pours out between their fingertips. The light fills my vision.
I blink and I’m back in the trailer. Kingston is staring at me with his eyes wide and lips open.
“That’s it,” he says. “We have her.”
“Who’s Kassia?” I ask.
Kingston shakes his head.
“I can’t say. Contractual…”
He pockets the necklace, turns away from me, and takes a step toward the door. Then he turns around and pulls me toward him, presses his lips to mine in one quick kiss that fills me with fire. He pulls away and smiles.
“You’re a genius,” he says. Then he’s out the door. I follow right behind.
We’re not even a few steps outside the trailer when we spot Penelope. She’s not in line with the rest of the troupe. She’s standing near the edge of the chapiteau, staring out at the field beyond. Kingston pauses and stares at her. The air around him shivers.
“Kingston, no,” I say. “Let’s just go tell Mab.”
“No,” Kingston says. “I’m going to make the bitch pay.” He stalks toward Penelope and I stand there, torn between running to Mab and running after Kingston. The choice is easy; I run to Kingston’s side and take his hand in mine. His touch tingles.
Penelope turns when she sees us. Her gaze takes us in, the linked fingers, the set in our eyes. She smirks and turns away.
“Back for another round of false accusations?” she says.
“We know,” Kingston says. He holds up the diamond necklace. “We know everything.”
I expect Penelope to gasp, to yell, to do any number of things the bad guys do in movies when they’re found out. Instead, she laughs.
“Well done, Vivienne,” she says. “I was hoping you’d remember that. This would have been so anticlimactic otherwise.”
My heart drops. Penelope looks over her shoulder at my silence.
“What?” she asks. “You truly believe I accidentally left you in my trailer? Please, I’m not truly a — what did you call me? — a daft bitch.”
Kingston drops the necklace in his pocket.
“Why?” he asks.
“Because I want you to understand that my intentions were never to hurt people. I just wanted freedom. This was the only way.”
“If you’ve been changing the contracts,” I say, “why not just change yours? End your contract early? Why kill everyone?”
“You saw what happened when Paul’s contract finished early. Time is a force no magic can change. I couldn’t take the chance that the same would happen to me. No, the only sure way to be free was to end the circus. Then, I wouldn’t be dodging a contract. The contract would simply no longer exist.” She almost sounds sad about it, like she’s upset she had to get her hands so dirty, but Kingston and I are far beyond pity.
“Where’s Melody?” Kingston hisses.
“Safe,” Penelope says.
Fire ignites around Kingston’s fingertips.
The heat is blistering and I drop his hand.
“Talk,” he says through gritted teeth. “Talk or I’ll make you beg.”
“Ahh, you see, that is what I was hoping for. It would have been disappointing to go to all that trouble for nothing.”
Neither of us say anything, but I can see Kingston’s resolve falter. Clearly, that’s all Penelope was after.
“I call on line 89F, point three.”
Kingston gasps and crumples to his knees. The heat in his palms vanishes.
“My, Kingston,” she says. “Whoever would have thought that a few words could quench your fire?”
Something snaps inside of me. I leap toward Penelope. The only thought in my mind is the image of punching her square in the face, of making her bleed and beg and suffer like everyone she’s hurt and killed in her quest for freedom. My arm pulls back, aims straight for her pretty jaw.
Then stars explode across my vision as something slams into my gut. I smack face-first into the earth and roll on the ground, clenching my stomach as iron binds itself around my insides. I can’t breathe, can’t move, can’t get the pain to go away.
“As you can tell,” Penelope says, “I’ve quite thought of everything. Your contracts expressly forbid harming me.”
She steps over and kicks Kingston in the ribs. Kingston gasps.
“You, on the other hand, have no such safeguards. Perhaps this will teach you to be more careful with whom you choose to confront.”
Kingston groans. I can barely see him as darkness inks itself around my vision.
“Oh, and one more thing,” Penelope says, her voice perfectly calm. “I think you’ll find that speaking of this to anyone else is a very, very bad idea.” Her words turn simpering. “Contractual, you know.” Then she walks away, humming happily to herself.
The moment she’s out of sight, my lungs expand and I suck in a breath so sharp it’s painful. I scramble over to where Kingston’s sprawled out on the ground, his hands clutching his ribs.
“Are you okay?”
“She blocked me. My powers are gone.” He takes a deep breath. “That must be how Senchan did it. She worked a containment clause into my contract and told the bastard the line.” With a wince, he pushes himself to standing. I’m there, helping him up, looping his arm around my shoulder. Zal is wrapped around his arm. The serpent is smudging like mad, now, like those Mom tattoos slowly bleached off bikers’ biceps.
“How could she do that?” I ask. Penelope’s disappeared into the tents and trailers. Even the thought of chasing after her makes an ache creep through my skull. “How can she change the contracts?”
“I still don’t know,” Kingston says. “It shouldn’t be possible; Mab’s the only one who can dictate the terms.”
“So Mab can change them back? Now that she knows what’s wrong?”
Kingston shakes his head. “You can’t just negate magic like that. Power goes in cycles. She won’t be able to change our contracts ’til the next new moon.”
“So there’s nothing we can do.”
He doesn’t answer. Just the thought of yelling out that Penelope’s the traitor makes my throat burn and sting.
“If only you hadn’t signed your stupid contract,” Kingston whispers.
“What do you mean?”
“Your visions,” he says. “They’re the only way we could find Melody. If she was here, we'd be fine. But Mab’s the only one who can get you to use them.”
Another click. The shock in Mab’s voice when she read out my contract: unless deemed necessary by Queen Mab or… There was another. Penelope had changed my contract to allow someone else to summon my powers, someone who couldn’t be linked back to her.
“No,” I say. “There’s another. That’s what set Mab off. Someone else can access my powers.” My mind races. Then the scent of fire and brimstone fills my head, and it’s all horribly clear.
“It’s Lilith,” I say. “When I touched her, I had my vision. I thought it was just a reaction, but maybe…maybe she’s the other one on the contract.”
“Then we better find her,” Kingston says, staring up into the sky. The sun is getting dangerously close to the horizon. We only have a few hours until dusk.
He doesn’t waste any more time. Before I ask where he thinks she could be hiding in this vast cornfield, he’s running across the lawn toward the eight-foot-tall stalks. I’m right at his heels. The tent and all its inhabitants disappear behind us the moment we cross over, the world suddenly becoming heavier, more humid. Kingston runs full stop in front of me, navigating through the corn as though he’s got it all mapped out in his head. I don’t bother asking where we’re going. After a few minutes, he stops so fast I nearly bump into him. He puts up a hand and glances back at me, a definitive say nothing look on his face. Then he takes a few steps forward and motions for me to follow.
We emerge into a small clearing that could have been cleared by a UFO. It’s a perfect circle of trodden corn stalks, maybe twelve feet in diameter. In the center is Lilith, humming to herself and playing with a figure made of grass. Poe stalks the perimeter, staring at us with flat yellow eyes.
“Lilith,” Kingston says softly. “Lilith, it’s me. How are you?”
Lilith looks up at the sound of his voice, her face practically glowing with happiness that Kingston came to see her. She opens her mouth, then catches sight of me standing behind him. The happiness turns to disgust.
“What do you want?” she grumbles, going back to playing with the stick figure in her hands.
“We need your help,” Kingston says.
“Why?”
Kingston hesitates, and I wonder if it’s because he can’t find the right words or if he simply can’t speak them under Penelope’s new rules.
“It’s Melody. She’s gone missing. And we need to find her.”
“Tell Auntie Mab,” Lilith says.
“We can’t. Mab can’t know.” He kneels down at her side and puts a hand on her shoulder. “Please, Lilith. We need your help. I need your help.”
“Why should I?” she asks with a pout. She looks straight at me as she speaks. “You don’t like me. You just like her. Not me. Her. She’ll hurt you.”
I take a step forward but Kingston puts up his hand again without even looking back.
“Lilith,” he says, cupping her chin in his hand. “You know that’s not true. You know I like you.”
“You kissed her.”
“It was a mistake.”
The words come as a punch in my gut. It takes everything I have not to just drop to my knees right there. I can’t believe it, don’t want to believe it. He lied to you about everything else. He could have lied about this, too.
“Prove it.”
He doesn’t hesitate, doesn’t take a breath or ready himself or anything. He just leans in and pulls her lips to his and kisses her. For a brief moment, Lilith’s eyes flicker to mine and the corner of her mouth turns up into a grin. Then she closes her eyes and leans into the kiss.
It goes on for an eternity, the two of them sitting in the middle of the circle in the amber light, and I can’t help but wonder if maybe this is how it’s meant to be. Both of them are powerful, immortal, ageless. What chance did I have with someone like that? What hope did I have against someone like that? I don’t cough, don’t interrupt the moment. And I don’t turn away. I won’t give her that satisfaction. Anger and betrayal and a hundred other emotions roil in my stomach, but I don’t give in. I won’t be weak. Not now, not ever. Not again.
When Kingston pulls away, he doesn’t turn back to me to give an apologetic glance. Lilith doesn’t look at me either. She just smiles at him, totally lucid, and puts a hand on his cheek.
“Kingston,” she whispers. “What can I do?”
Now he hesitates. “It’s Vivienne,” he says. “She has visions. But she’s under contract not to use them. We think…we think you can access them. It’s the only way of finding Melody.”
Disappointment battles acr
oss her face, but then she drops her hand and looks at me. That lost little girl is gone, and in her place is a creature I can’t even begin to come to grips with.
“What must I do?” she asks.
Kingston motions me over. I go and sit beside him, doing my best to stay composed, to not feel that mixture of rage and shame that are coiling around in my chest. I want to call him every name for bastard, want to run off before it gets any worse. Fuck them, fuck this show, fuck everyone. But I know I can’t leave, not until Mab’s done with me. If they go down, I go down, too. And I’m not going down without a fight.
Someone’s going to pay for all this.
“Repeat after me,” he says. “I call upon the contract of Vivienne Warfield, Line 17A. I summon her powers of Vision. Seek out and relay the location of Melody Bonaparte.”
Lilith nods, and begins to repeat his words, but the moment she speaks there’s a rushing in my head, a fire and wind and fury I can’t control, and I’m falling, falling, the wind screaming through every inch of me, and it’s only white and grey, white and grey, white and grey and screaming.
When I wake up again, I’m alone in the middle of the field. The sky is pink and orange and spread out wide above me, the cornfields alive with the sound of cicadas and wind. I push myself to sitting, try to force the ringing out of my ears. That’s when I realize I’m not actually alone. Lilith’s sitting on the edge of the circle, stroking Poe and watching me. Both of their eyes gleam in the fading light, Lilith’s green, Poe’s a dusty yellow. I feel like a victim in one of those horror movies, just woken up from a chloroform stupor to find myself in some basement-turned-torture-chamber.
“Where is he?” I manage to say. The words make my head throb.
“Kingston is searching for Melody,” she says. Her voice is so calm, so controlled. Poe mewls in her lap and she looks down and smiles. “Your vision told him where she is, and now he is gone. He will not return before sunrise. Melody is far, far away.”
“Why didn’t you go with him?”
“He told me to stay here. Keep you safe.” She looks at me and cocks her head to the side. “Weak, Vivienne. You are very, very weak.”
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