Stroking her ass cheeks, I said, “I want to fuck your ass.”
As I jerked my fingers inside her pussy, Donna let out a low moan.
“I don’t know. I’ve never done that before.”
I consoled her. “I know. I’ve got lube. It’ll be fine. We’ll only go as far as you want to.”
He body was already trembling with anticipation. I squirted some lube onto her tight hole and rubbed it in, then whispered in her ear, “Only problem is, I think you’re going to want to.”
Indeed, as my two fingers twirled inside Donna and another began stroking and playing with her ass, Donna pushed her ass up and out, asking for it. Obliging her, I began easing in my finger, just the tip at first as she moaned and shook with pleasure.
“What’s that?” I asked. “You like?”
Her letting out an “uhh” and shoving her ass out farther was her response. So, farther in her ass my finger slid, while faster in her pussy my other fingers pumped. God, she was so wet, and I was so hard…
Soon, she was shoving her ass out onto my finger while I burrowed it in deeper. Once it was in as far as it’d go, it was time to try something bigger. As soon as I slid out my fingers, Donna knew.
“Oh, I don’t know, Carter,” she said, while simultaneously shoving her ass up.
Pulling her head back by the hair, I positioned my cock at her asshole, and then paused.
“What’s that? You want me to stop?”
Her whole ass shaking, Donna could only shove her ass up farther. Rocking back and forth, I eased the tip of my dick in, and she groaned.
“What’s that? I shouldn’t go any further?”
Another groan and shoving up of that beautiful, ivory-white ass. Grasping her tits now, I slid in even farther, causing her to moan even louder. Easing myself out a little, I said, “Oh babe, you want me to stop?”
In response, Donna shoved her ass back and I rocked my dick forward at the same time. Now, pleasure was rocketing through both of us and Donna was howling like I’d never heard her before as I fucked her tight little ass and played with her clit.
I went back and forth, in and out, harder and deeper while she came, hard, her whole body quivering with her yelled-out nirvana of an orgasm while I released my own inside her.
Flopped on the grass, we lay there for minutes, maybe hours. Her body was warm atop mine, wrapped in my arms. I didn’t want to open my eyes, to have this pleasant calm end, but finally, I did. Donna was looking at the sky. Her face was serene, enrapt, her gaze locked on the night sky. But not just any night sky. This night sky’s stars were clearer than I’d ever seen them before. They were spectacular.
“You see it, too,” she said softly, catching my eye.
I nodded. For the second time that night, I was truly seeing things as they were, as if I had Donna’s eyes, her powers of perceiving beauty.
“It’s not like that in the city,” I said.
Turning to me, she nodded.
She didn’t say it, and I was glad. That this—the nature, the view of the stars, the deliciously clear air, all of it—we were destroying it. And not even just the impersonal, collective “we” of humans with our pollution and consumption, but me. I was destroying it, me personally, my company, RayGen.
This was precisely what we were proposing to destroy, to callously bulldoze through to make way for a metal snake that would carry oil to feed our addiction for “more”: more fuel, more cars, more products. I wasn’t part of the problem; I was the problem.
I glanced over at Donna, but she had closed her eyes, the ghost of a smile on her face still visible in the moonlight.
Funny, this realization. This moment now was so poignant, so heartrending, I could’ve sworn she had planned it to get me onto her earth-loving, pipeline-hating side, to change my mind. I could’ve sworn the one to blame was the pretty girl with her eyes closed. But the joke was on me, because the longer I took in the innocent, guileless face before me, the more I realized that the only one to blame was the one who had his arms around the pretty girl.
Chapter Thirteen
Donna
I awoke in heaven. I was naked, with clouds for sheets, a forest for the sky.
“Want some?”
It was the devil himself—Carter Ray—and he was smiling. He had a plate of bacon extended to me. It was to this clear glass plate that I addressed my, “What? How?”
A bemused grin played on his face.
“You passed right out last night. Luckily, my cabin was nearby, so it wasn’t too hard to carry you here.”
“Here,” I murmured, my gaze rotating around the room.
Here, the paradise with the forest-scaped walls, wooden floors, and blue-sky ceiling. Here, which was Carter’s cabin. He picked up a piece of bacon and extended it to me.
“It’s nice, isn’t it?”
I bit down gladly, giving him a shy smile. I’d lost track of whether I was supposed to be angry or happy with this unpredictable man.
“I’m making eggs too,” Carter said, striding away. “Don’t move.”
And I didn’t. Not that there was much incentive to. The bed was as comfortable and as yielding as a cloud, the sheets even softer. And the view—the panoramic, 360 view of the forest outside—would have been enough to satisfy me for hours.
As I watched a gray squirrel chase a brown one, Carter spoke.
“Today’s a pretty busy day. We can lay around all we like for the morning, but in the afternoon I’m visiting another site, the McArthur one this time. You can come if you’d like.”
While standing over the skillet and cooking eggs, Carter shot me a glance that I returned blankly. I had just had what was undeniably, hands down, the best night of my life. Why wouldn’t I want to continue the experience with the man who’d given it to me?
The answer came as a swirling in my gut. Because, really, I still didn’t know the “why” behind any of this—Carter’s interest in and pampering of me, if he saw me as a simple plaything or something more, if he was really going to follow through with his promise to change his pipeline routes.
“Yes,” I found myself saying.
After all, the best way to tell if he was just lying to me about these pipeline changes would be to accompany him on a site visit, just like the one he’d suggested now. Though, really, as Carter swept toward me with a tray full of bacon and eggs, I knew spending more time with the man proposing the visit might have had something to do with it.
I didn’t know how long we spent there, curled up in bed, eating and kissing and talking and eating some more. At any rate, when Carter finally seized me and tossed me out of bed, the sun was high in the sky.
A quick glance at his watch made Carter swear. “Shit, we’re late.” He cast me a half-irritated, half-affectionate look. “I didn’t expect that I’d be so…”
His voice trailed off as he strode to the opposite end of the room and grabbed a black messenger bag by the couch.
“You didn’t expect that you’d be so what?” I asked, but he only shook his head and swept his hand toward a closet in the corner.
“There’ll be something in there for you to wear. We have to get going; though you don’t have to join me if you don’t want to.”
Without another word, I walked over to the closet and opened it.
There was a hand on my shoulder, then his coaxing voice in my ear. “Though I do want you to. Come, I mean.”
I turned to face him, grinning.
“I’ve already come a lot with you.”
Chuckling, he pressed me to him.
“Oh yeah?”
Kissing his ear, I nodded, murmuring into it. “Many times.”
Slapping my ass, Carter gave me a light push away.
“Get dressed, woman. At this rate, we’ll never get there.”
So, I flitted over to the table where my clothes from last night were and put them on. Then, Carter took my hand and we were off. His helicopter, with the same smiling pilot as last night, wa
s waiting. Carter, however, held up a hand for him to wait and then strode off, his phone to his ear.
When he returned, the phone back in his pocket, Carter was grinning.
“I changed my mind,” he said. “I rescheduled the site visit for tomorrow. I’ve got another surprise for you today.”
As he took my hand and led me into the helicopter, I asked, “Am I allowed to know what the surprise is?”
We sat down side by side. Then, patting my face with a half-smile, Carter said, “Then it wouldn’t be a surprise, now would it?”
The whole flight was encapsulated in those clasped hands of ours. Out the window, the tree-covered land slipped by. Above us, the propeller whirred while Carter traced the palm of my hand with his pointer finger and clasped and unclasped each of my fingers in turn.
I was ready for the flight to go on forever, but the helicopter touched down all too fast. We were in a remote field, the length and breadth of which seemed to stretch endlessly. As Carter got out and helped me out, the pilot waved.
“You two have a fun time!” he said before taking off.
When I turned to Carter, I gave him a playful smirk.
“Fun in a field, huh? I’ll have you know that your pilot gave away exactly what we’re doing.”
Wearing a playful smirk of his own, Carter took my hand and led me in the direction of what looked like more fields.
“Oh yeah?”
“Yes. We’re…”
I fell silent as we reached the top of a slight hill and saw, below us, a white house tucked into a field of different flowers. Instead of the indiscriminate mix of tall grasses and burrs, this field was a sea of purple: lavender flowers.
“Carter, it’s…”
Before I could continue, he picked me up and carried me through the stunning swathes of purple at his feet, toward the white cottage. He placed me at the door and gestured to it with a smile.
“Surprise.”
Laughing, I clasped the brass doorknob and turned.
“I still don’t know what’s inside, though.”
Half-expecting an empty room with handcuffs, a whip, or a bed with its purpose obvious, I was rendered speechless by what I found instead.
“Carter,” I murmured, stepping inside.
“Shhh,” he said. “Just look. Just look.”
And I did.
I lost myself in water lilies, in soft pinks, little petals jutting out over the forest green, the circular pads merging and stacking atop each other, all amid a billowing, cloud-reflecting blue with its trails of willow trees and ripples.
I walked up to it until I was in the midst of it, face-first, floating above the most beautiful scene I could ever have imagined. As tears filled my eyes and the beauty blurred, in my ear a wonderfully familiar voice whispered, “Surprise.”
I whirled around to Carter’s lips. Sweet and soft, his hands clasping me like he never wanted to let me go, I knew, then. No matter what he did or said, no matter how he tried to turn away from it, deny it, ruin it, he loved me. Carter loved me.
After a minute, he broke away. Searching my face, he asked, “What do you think? Do you like it?”
I let out a peal of laughter before I caught just how intent his face was.
“Like it? Carter, I love it. How? Why?”
He smiled.
“Got an art store to print them out and attach them up to the walls like this. I’ve had this little property for a while now, never really had a use for it until… I mean, you really like it, you said?”
I nodded, and his smile broadened.
“We could use it sometime, as our studio. If you want.”
As I nodded, I noticed he had never answered my “why.” It hardly mattered; now he was leading me to the next room and I was being swept up in another world. I was one with the red-hatted woman and the flower-hatted little girl on the wall, enjoying our luscious basket of food while the symphony of trees outside welcomed us and rejoiced in us.
Before I knew it, I was in the next room, the next world. I was enveloped in the pink tutus of several ballerinas, like one great cotton candy mass of beauty, while behind me more beautiful periwinkles and lilacs of dancers waited their turn.
This was the room in which, turning to Carter, I asked him, “When do I get to see your art?”
The way his eyes shone, it was as if he’d asked the question himself. Next thing I knew, he was sweeping me up in his arms, pressing me to him, soaring us both outside and down to the ground, to the bed of lavender, where he kissed me some more, where we shed our clothes among the flowers. He kissed me like it was the last time.
We stroked each other all over until we were one body, one trembling, ecstatic, flower-flecked body, and, as we released ourselves into each other, lost ourselves in the building, the orgasm, the falling, one thought kept returning to me, reflected in his loving eyes: If this wasn’t love, then I didn’t know what was.
Chapter Fourteen
Donna
When I woke up, he was lying inches away from me, his head turned toward me, watching me, the trace of a smile on his lips.
“Did you mean what you said?” he asked, and I nodded.
That was all he needed to jump up, take my hand, and tell me, “Get dressed; it’s time.”
But when I asked what it was time for, he only shook his head.
Once we were both dressed, he took my hand again and led me back into the house, back through Monet, Renoir, then Degas, and into the last room, which was empty. It was empty of art, but had one door.
The door led outside, where, waiting for us, there were two helmets and a motorcycle. Laughing, I surveyed Carter incredulously.
“Exactly how many surprises do you have, Carter?”
Nearing me, brushing a stray hair out of my face, he said, “Oh, Donna, if I told you, I’d have to kiss you.”
Which I wasn’t at all against, except he was already lifting me up and placing me on the slick, black leather seat.
As he got on, Carter gave me the lowdown. “Put your feet on the back pedals, not the front. Wear this”—he brought over a glossy blue helmet, putting on the other one himself—“and hold on tight.”
After I’d put on my helmet, he turned the key. As the engine roared to life, I did as I was told, putting my hands around his chest, reveling in his hard muscles. Then, we were off, shooting out into the lavender fields.
It was surreal. All this—these beautiful flowers, this handsome, caring billionaire in my arms, the whole scene—happening to me, Donna Whitburn, was almost too good to be true. As we motored on, amid the noise, my mom’s old quote sounded in my ears: “If it’s too good to be true, it probably is.” Suddenly, I felt dizzy, like I was going to collapse.
As if he knew, Carter revved up the engine so we were flying ahead so fast the fields were whipping under our wheels, the wind in our faces. It was icy cold and exhilarating, and so fast that the fear was whipped out of me, too.
All I felt as I sailed along—to who knew where, with the man I might have known a bit or not at all—was jubilation, thankfulness for all my wild, unbelievable experiences these past few weeks, for the unbelievable experience I was having now, and, most of all, for the surprising, charming paragon of a man I was holding on to.
After a while, the fields gave way to dirt roads. A little later, the dirt roads changed to asphalt. We were soon gliding past one insanely big mansion after another, until, finally, we pulled up to an intimidating house that seemed vaguely familiar. Once in the driveway, Carter turned off the engine.
“It’s like my building,” he said, by way of explanation.
I nodded, suddenly understanding my apprehension before this impressive, black glass structure. Carter walked up the driveway and put his hand on a keypad, which, lighting up, beeped. The driveway door creaked open. The sight filled me with even more foreboding: an empty concrete box for the high-powered motorbike.
Next, we were walking back outside to the front door, and I was af
raid. Carter seemed to have transformed. He walked at a fast clip without waiting for me. He hardly seemed to remember me at all.
At the black door, his hand pressed another keypad, and this time it was his front door that opened instantaneously. Inside was more black glass, more emptiness. There wasn’t a thing out of place. Hell, there was hardly any furniture to speak of at all. Grasping my hand like the leash of a dog, Carter led me through a hallway of echoing steps and more emptiness. The floor was black marble, the walls opaque glass.
I didn’t say anything because I wasn’t supposed to. I wasn’t here for myself; I was here to fill a need, to meet a purpose. There was no doubt what would happen as soon as his bedroom door closed. Harnesses, restraints, blindfolds, his naked, demanding flesh—those were how he would extract what he needed from me.
The whole idea of me coming here to see his art was bogus, a joke. This was the grand finale. This was what was expected of me, pure bodily satisfaction, dark desire sated. This was what I was intended for, and this was what I would be used for—unwillingly and yet, secretly, it would be pleasurable. That was the worst part. As Carter Ray led me to his bedroom to be used and tossed aside, as the realization that he cared nothing for me sank in with every cold, echoing footfall, all I felt was a twisted, horrible sort of want.
And yet, as we stopped in Carter’s bedroom, as the door closed with an efficient click behind me, Carter disappeared into his walk-in closet, and what he returned with was a stack of papers.
As I looked at them, I didn’t feel relief or gratitude for Carter, that he had actually meant what he had said, that he had actually wanted me to see his art. No, instead, as I looked from one drawing to another, I felt awe and…sadness.
For these scraps of paper (and that was what they were really—napkins, lined paper, memos) were scribbled with exquisite charcoal renditions—beautiful, and chilling. Men, people, buildings, all drawn with the same hard, concise lines, the same perfect form, as if the artist knew what to expect from each, as if each followed the same unremarkable laws.
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