Let Me Go
Copyright © 2015 by Michelle Lynn
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Let Me Go
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Epilogue
My Thanks
About the Author
Books by Michelle Lynn
MY TIRES SCREAM around the corner, gripping the pavement from the sharp turn onto our street. I mindlessly daydream about the hot blonde that strolled into the shop with a broken air conditioner five minutes before I clocked out. Her short skirt, tight T-shirt, and flirtatious eyes made me circle back around for a second look. I may not have sealed the deal today, but she’ll be back tomorrow and I plan on grabbing her phone number. My tires screech to a halt when my bumper almost plows into a black Infiniti parked at the end of our driveway.
As my body flies forward and slams back into the black cloth seat, I catch a pair of long tanned legs. Legs I haven’t forgotten from two days ago when she surprisingly showed up here looking for an apartment. After a quick tour by my roommate, Chrissy, she decided to rent the vacant room. Having a smoking hot roommate in the bedroom next door, with one wall of separation is a guy’s wet dream. Too bad I promised my roommates, Dex and Chrissy, I’d look, but my hands would stay tucked in my pockets. Watching those legs break the distance to our doorstep changes my thinking though.
Since I can’t park in my normal spot, the garage, I throw the Mustang in park and climb out. Shutting the door, I jog over to the piles of boxes sitting on the driveway. Why is all her shit strewn around? You’d think someone with an Infiniti would have a damn moving truck plus some hired hands to move the crap into the house.
I pick up a box labeled bedroom in girly handwriting and then stumble back from the unexpected weight. Holy mother, what the hell does she have in this box? Then on cue, she jogs down the steps of our house. “Oh, you don’t have to help me.” She pats my arm with her hand and breezes past me. “But I would appreciate it,” she hollers back. Fuck me, her voice is sweet stirred with a lace of seduction. I’m second-guessing that promise to Chrissy that I won’t fuck the roommate.
Marching up the stairs in our smaller three-bedroom house, I blindly veer to her bedroom. She’s the furthest down the hall with the room already furnished with a double bed and generic brown dresser left behind from our neighbor turned landlord, Mrs. Fletcher. When Mrs. F decided to move to her lake house, Chrissy grabbed at the opportunity to rent across the street from Brady and Sadie. Definitely not wanting to stay with a couple about to make their dash down the altar, I opted to move in with Chrissy and Dex. However, I’m not sure which option was better, there’s a good chance Chrissy and Dex will say their ‘I do’s’ first.
The rent is cheap, especially now that Paige snatched up the last room. Chrissy just started school, Dex is about to graduate, and since I dropped out over a year ago, I probably have the most money out of the three of us. Which isn’t that much, so I have to make this roommate situation work. Then I wonder if Paige is trustworthy and if I should move my secret stash of money out from all my hiding places in my room. Maybe finally open that bank account I’ve been delaying. Just as I’m debating, she strolls in, dropping a box and a loud bang bounces off the walls.
“Whoa.” I bend down to pick up the items sneaking out of the box. She runs over to catch something rolling toward the window. Being the gentleman I am, I rush to pick it up for her. I’m blind to what exactly I’m holding until it’s in my hand. “Oh, shit.” I laugh, eyeing her.
A pink flush travels up her cheeks in seconds and she steals it from my grip. “I’ll take that.” She hides it behind her back, as though the embarrassing situation never happened.
I purposely lean in close, and her flowery scented perfume makes my dick twitch to life. “It’s okay, Paige, just remember on those late nights, that there’s something a hell of a lot bigger a few steps down the hall.”
When I step away, I notice her back straighten and I’m afraid I’ve offended her instead of my intention to make her want me. “You know what they say? Those who brag are the ones with the small ones.” She holds up her damn pinky in the air.
Not about to allow her to have the final word, I close the distance once again. I slowly push her pinky back down and her breathing hitches. That’s right baby, I know you have a thing for the bad boys. “Let’s get one thing straight before you move in. I don’t exaggerate, I don’t lie and if you ever do get lonely, come on down and find out.” Then I leave her standing in the middle of her room probably about to collapse on her bed and finger herself.
I stop at my room to change from my mechanic’s uniform into a pair of jeans and T-shirt. When I open my door, Dex is carrying another box up the stairs. Chrissy follows close behind with arms full of clothes. “Why don’t you help us out here?” Chrissy sneers and I lift my eyebrow at her.
“I carried a damn box up and went to change really quick. Lay off.” If the new girl wasn’t the hottest piece of ass I’ve seen in a long time, I would have hightailed it out of the driveway before she saw me. Shitty—yes. Truthful—always.
“Well, there’s more down there,” she calls out over her shoulder, entering Paige’s bedroom.
“Thank you all so much. The moving guys wanted a crazy amount of money to move everything actually in the house.” She weaves by Chrissy and stops for a second when she comes face to face with me at the top of the stairs. That’s right honey, get used to seeing this every day. “Thank you, Rob.”
I say nothing, but motion with my hand for her to go down the stairs first. She smiles and does just that, giving me the view I hoped for. Her ass is perfect and I can almost imagine my hands molding her flesh.
By our fourth trip, I spot Brady and Sadie crossing the street, and I inwardly cringe because the faster these boxes make it into the house, the less I’ll be able to admire Paige’s legs and ass trekking up those stairs. I must confess I’ve been the polite guy, always letting her go first so I can follow behind.
Exhausted from the manual labor, I sigh when I spot six more boxes. “How much stuff can you possibly have?”
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bsp; “Oh, those go in the basement. Chrissy said I could store some stuff down there. Since you guys have dishes and everything, I don’t need my kitchen stuff.”
“I’ll grab those and rush them down the stairs now.” I practically fall to my back when I lift the box I’m assuming contains the dishes. “Son of a bitch, who packed your shit? No wonder the movers wanted so much money,” I joke, but her face turns down before her lips straighten. For once in a long time, I wish I could shove words back in my mouth so her smile wouldn’t have disappeared.
“I did.” She picks up another stack of clothes and plows into the house before I give in to the foreign urge to apologize.
When Brady and Sadie reach the driveway, they automatically stuff their arms with Paige’s crap and follow the lead into the house.
“What’s up, Rob?” Brady nods his head in my direction. “You ready for tonight?” Our band, The Invisibles, have a show lined up. It’s been awhile since we’ve played and I’ve missed losing my twisted memories with my guitar. Due to everyone being so busy, our shows are few and far between these days with practices even farther apart. It’s why I’ve been toying with joining another band, but after the last time I deserted the guys, I’ve been hesitant to bring the topic up. Brady saved my ass when I returned to Western after touring with Krypto, and I’m not going to make him regret his trust in me.
“Yeah, my fingers have been itching for the strings.” I veer my attention to Sadie. “Hi, Sadie. You like having the house to yourself?” She smiles, and Brady laughs, making me wonder what I’m missing.
“You have to be kidding me? She’s so lonely. I used to be enough for her, but she misses her girls.” From Brady’s voice, I’m thinking there’s more worry in his words than he intends for us to hear.
“No, that’s not it.” She adamantly shakes her head at me. “It’s just when Brady’s not home and I am, it’s quiet.” She shrugs and I’m kind of like Sadie, nothing is worse than a house to yourself.
“You can come over here,” I offer and her head reels back.
“Really?”
I nod. “Yeah. Don’t seem so shocked by my kindness.” I inch closer to her. “I want Paige to think I’m a nice guy.”
A smirk crosses her lips and she shakes her head. “Chrissy will kill you,” she reminds me.
“That’s why we’ll keep it a secret.” I wink and she laughs. Who would have guessed I’d ever be enjoying a conversation with Sadie Miller after the asshole I was to her.
A small smile churns up her lips and I’m surprised how satisfying it is to be responsible for her happiness. I swore when Brady saved me I’d be nicer to the girl he loves, even if I hate what she comes from. My stereotype of her rich, sorority, daddy’s girl proved wrong once I took the time to get to know her. She doesn’t fit the mold from the money and country club she came from, but she sure does fit in our misfit of a group.
Brady and Sadie disappear upstairs and I continue straight to the basement. Sectioning off a spot for only Paige’s belongings, I notice my unopened boxes in the corner. For the first time in forever, an urge to open one triggers inside of me. I stand on the concrete floor in the middle of the basement, dredging up what’s hidden in those boxes. Memories long gone, memories that haunt me every day. Maybe I should conquer the therapist’s advice and open them. Envision the good times, before I transformed myself into someone else. I step closer, my hand reaching out. My fingers linger on the rough cardboard, but when footsteps echo down the stairs, I yank my hand away and step back.
I glance up to find Paige standing in the middle of the stairs, peering down at me. Her intrigue is clear in her wounded puppy dog eyes. “I’m sorry,” she says, tentatively taking each step down.
“Sorry?”
“For interrupting.” She places the box down on top of her stack. “You look . . . lost.”
The chick has no idea how lost.
Shaking off the past, I close the distance between us until I’m two steps away from her. Already sniffing that flowery perfume, I shift my stance. “Lost before I found you.”
Thankfully, my intention to divert her works, and she finds amusement in my flirting.
“Please tell me you don’t use lines like that?” She shifts backward and I allow her to gain the reprieve of my nearness, temporarily.
“No, just wanted to hear you laugh.” Her laugh is as cute as the one dimple in her left cheek.
“I hate cliché pick-up lines, you know? Like, do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?” She shakes her head and I chuckle, inching one step closer.
“How about damn girl, you’ve got more curves than a racetrack?” I raise my eyebrows and she laughs harder.
“Seriously?” She shakes her head.
“Heard it last weekend at a race.” I’m so close to her now, there’s barely any space. Her eyes are an electrifying mix of brown and green, and I could quickly lose myself in her innocence. “I have to admit as cheesy as the line is, I would love to lean into your curves.” I draw back and watch her cheeks turn the sexiest shade of red. It’s addicting, propelling her to that level of heat that it embarrasses her.
“Nice, Rob.” She tosses my admittance off her shoulder. I’m guessing she’s not into the whole roommates slipping under covers thing.
“Remember, I never lie.” My eyes slowly drink in her body from head to toe, and when I focus back on her eyes, she swallows. “What do you say you—”
“Paige, are you down there?” Chrissy’s loud voice booms down the stairwell and Paige jerks back. Her reaction makes me recall when Carly and I got caught making out by her mom in sophomore year.
“Yeah, Chrissy. Just on my way up.” She steadily passes me, but I grab her wrist, forcing her to stay by me.
When Chrissy appears midway down the stairs, my promise to her comes to the forefront. No fucking the roommate. So, I release my grip and Paige rushes up the stairs. Chrissy’s eyes focus on me, and her lips do that little twisting thing she does every time she doesn’t believe me. I’m caught, red-handed.
“Let’s go, Chrissy. Thank you so much for helping me.” She bypasses Chrissy, venturing up the stairs without so much as a glance back.
“It’s no problem,” Chrissy says to Paige, while she narrows her eyes at me. Then her two fingers point to her eyes and then point to me.
Jogging up the stairs, I chuckle and swing my arm around her shoulders. “Calm down, Godfather.” I refrain from adding that I’ll keep my promise. Paige is way too tempting to stay clear of and I don’t want to lie to Chrissy.
“PAIGE, PIZZA IS here!” Chrissy yells up the stairs.
Opening my door, I scream, “I’ll be right down!” I shut my door to change into comfy pajama pants and a T-shirt.
My phone rings just as I have one leg into my pants, and I hop over to my phone, lying on my bed, struggling to get my other leg in my pants. I must admit the plum comforter makes the room a little more girly and homey, I think, right before I fall into the mattress.
Grabbing my phone, I check who’s calling before actually answering. When her name flashes, a sigh falls from my mouth and I stare up at the ceiling. Do I really want to endure her today, right before I’m about to spend time with my new roommates? She only leaves me in a bad mood with every one of her phone calls. But knowing she’ll only continue to call until I pick up, I decide I won’t delay the punishment.
“Hi, Mom,” I answer, sitting down on the edge of my bed.
“Hi, sweetie.” I roll my eyes because she’s being overly nice. Which means that she’s fishing for one thing. “How is it going?”
“It’s good. I’m unpacking again. How’s Matty?” I pick at the lint on my pajama pants, patiently waiting for her to ask me.
“He’s good. Fast asleep.”
I glance at my watch, seven o’clock. “Already?”
“He didn’t nap all day and collapsed in front of his chicken nuggets.”
Wanting to redirect this conversation,
I stand up to pace. “What do you need?”
A loud huff carries over the line. “Why do you assume I need something?” she snaps.
“Because nine out of ten calls from you, you need money. The other one is requesting my babysitting services.”
“That’s not true, Paige.” I can just imagine her hand resting on her hip as her head rotates on her neck as though it makes the lie more believable.
“So you don’t need anything?”
“Well,” she pauses.
“Thought so.” My shoulders drop. Maybe one day I’ll be wrong about my mother’s selfish intentions. Maybe one day she’ll stand on her own two feet. Yeah right. After I turned eighteen and my dad was no longer mandated to pay child support, her hand turned my way. She’s smart. She knows my dad deposits money into my account every month. I loathe her self-entitlement to everything that’s mine. My anger toward my mom for not being able to take care of herself increases when the figures in my bank account circle through my mind. Am I even able to cover what she considers a necessity?
“Just two hundred. I’m in a bind.” What’s new? She’s always in a life-threatening bind.
“Mom, I just moved in here. I just paid first and last month’s rent, plus a security deposit.” Moving to my purse, I pluck my checkbook out to examine my meager amount.
“Oh, Paige, call your dad. He’ll send you some more.”
Anger boils in my veins. “Who do you think gave me the first and last month’s rent? He pays for my college, my car, and most other things,” I rant, wishing she’d realize his obligation to me doesn’t inadvertently link to her.
“He loves you, he’ll give you more.” Her complete disregard to my relationship with my dad pisses me off.
“He’s asking questions. Wanting to know why I moved. Mom, you can’t tell Carl where I live, okay?” I attempt to be nice again before I disappear and don’t tell her where the hell I’m going. Matty’s the only reason I stick around Western, otherwise, the minute Carl, Matty’s dad, started showing up at my last apartment demanding money, I would have run far away from here. Carl is slimy and couldn’t give a shit about his son. All he cares about is his next fix, and in his eyes, I’m his bank roller.
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