by Sadie Hart
COLD MERCY
By Sadie Hart
http://sadiehart.com/
Cold Mercy Blurb
Bay Hollister dreams he’s a monster. A bloodthirsty wolf, to be exact, but when the animal in his nightmares attacks a woman, the last thing he expects is for her to be real.
Eden Marks has a broken dog sled and a torn jacket–but she’s still not sure what attacked her the other morning. After all, wolves the size of bears don’t exist. But when she meets Bay, they both discover a side of Mercy Pass they never knew existed: Huge, white werewolves, frost-touched trolls, and the queen of the winter Fae, whose dark magic is waking and slowly growing stronger.
And when the queen calls her wolves to her each night, Bay struggles not to succumb. But as he fights to make the beast inside of him his own, it’s Eden who calls to the man in him and makes him feel human. However, against a foe that will show no mercy, will their newly-forged love be enough? Or will the last shreds of Bay’s humanity fade away until he becomes just another beast of the night...
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Copyright 2012 Sadie Hart
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Author’s Note: This is a work of fiction. The names, places, characters, and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales, or organizations is entirely coincidental.
Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
About the Author
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Chapter One
Snow buffeted in swirls outside her window as Eden Marks glanced outside to see the dogs circling their wooden houses. Their six-foot chains pivoted around the doghouses, allowing the dogs to wear circles in the snow as they paced. The dusky light of early morning made it hard to see, but the lamps shimmering off the back of her house and along the pole barn illuminated the dog kennels. They were raring to shed the chains and cover some mileage.
And after the week they’d had, she couldn’t blame them. They’d spent the last few days cooped up in her house, barking and pacing like crazy as one storm broke, only for the next to blow in. Eden leaned a hip against the counter and grabbed her cup of coffee. Straight black, because it was the only thing other than the frozen morning air that would wake her up.
And both were on the menu for today.
She couldn’t pass up weather like this. Storm after storm had rolled in this year and white out conditions were too rough for anyone to want to hitch a ride in a dog sled. In a normal winter, Mercy Pass was dangerous enough to traverse, even with a skilled travel guide. In the weather they’d been having? Treacherous was an understatement.
Eden blew over the hot liquid, the bitter scent of coffee comforting as she stared out at the crystalline blanket of fresh snow. In the past, most of her money had been made in the other three months of the year, but she’d started the sled dog tours for kicks a few years back. Just a way to let her have her passion. And thankfully, people had loved it as much as she had.
But apparently passion was something this winter stomped on. One corner of her lips twitched up in a half smile. She didn’t have much passion in any other part of her life. Then again, out in the boonies, with nothing but a small town and the occasional tourists, where the hell was she supposed to meet a man?
The local bar perhaps, but she’d pass.
Not really her type of scene.
The wind battered at the windows, almost taunting her, and Eden watched the dogs pace frantically around their houses, ready to go. Max, one of her lead dogs, tossed back his head and howled in the yard, and the other dogs joined in. A yipping chorus of barks and half-howls that made Eden smile. Time to go. Especially if she wanted to make it to breakfast with Kennedy and Rowan at the Fairy Cat Café.
Breakfast was about the only meal of the day they actually had time to meet. Missing it wasn’t an option. Draining what was left in her cup, Eden grabbed her gear and suited up. Stuffing her insulated sock-covered feet into her boots, she snagged her coat off the rack. Gloves dangled from her wrists as she headed out, stuffing her earmuffs onto her head as she strode to the barn.
She’d prepped the gear last night in hopes for the promised weather break, so all she had to do was lug out the sled and harness the dogs. It didn’t take her long, practice making her movements smooth and efficient, and almost every dog on the line was a pro by now.
Everyone except the ninth dog, her youngest. At five months old and without a bit of drive to run, Smuggler lounged in front of his doghouse, his ears pricked towards the commotion as the other dogs bellowed and danced in their harnesses, his tail wagging slowly, but he made no move to get up as she approached.
“Okay fellah, today, we’re going to try something new.” Something she wasn’t even sure was particularly smart.
Unhooking him from his house, she slipped him into a car harness—not the working style harness the other dogs wore, but a one meant to seat belt an unruly dog into a car. Or to a dogsled for that matter. He pranced beside her, curious, but he showed none of the charging desire to get in line with the others. He was a gorgeous little copper boy, with a white underbelly, and a dark mask over his face that made him look like a raccoon. Which was exactly how he’d gotten his fiendish name. He’d reminded her of a pirate and had fit the name of her business: Smuggler’s Cove. He made a perfect mascot.
Shame, but he didn’t seem to show any signs of wanting to run.
“Up you go,” Eden said and gently led him onto the sled, strapping him into place. Maybe getting a firsthand view of the trip, wind whipping in his face—without actually having to run—and he’d perk up a bit more. Maybe he’d realize the fun he was missing.
And maybe she was on a wild goose chase.
Pulling her mittens over her hands, Eden stepped behind the sled and released the break. The dogs yowled, eager to go. “Hike!”
Like rockets, her lead dogs, Max and Kona, lunged into their harnesses, the other dogs following behind them, and the sled shot forward at a fast lope. They’d been cooped up far too long, so Eden let them have their head, letting them pick their pace. She verbally steered them towards the trail she wanted to check for a group she had coming in later today—weather permitting—and let the dogs stretch their legs. Smuggler gave an excited bark in front of her and settled back to watch the view.
Icy wind snapped at her face as the dogs tore up the trail, the snow covered pines thickening around them as they wove deeper through the forest pass. The snow deepened here and the dogs slowed, having to work their way through a normally easily passable trail. When the woods broke into a small clearing Eden
called out, “Whoa.”
She’d intended to stop the dogs, get a good look around and see which of the trails leading through the second half of the forest looked the most traversable. But the moment she reached to set the break a low howl rippled through the trees. Keening. It had an eerie essence to it that lifted the hair on her arms and made her freeze. Her breath came out in a soft white plume as she spun, her eyes wildly searching the trees for the source of the howl.
It didn’t sound like any wolf she’d ever heard. Smuggler whined from his place in the sled, thrashing against the hold of the seat belt buckling him down, and Eden reached a gloved hand down to stroke him. The howl sounded again, darker this time. Menacing. Her stomach twisted.
Nothing about this felt right.
She licked her lips. Maybe some dogs had gotten loose and turned feral over the summer. Either way—hungry wolves or hungry dogs—she didn’t want her team anywhere near them. Best to get out of here while she could.
“Haw!” she called out, cueing the dogs to take the trail to the left just as another howl sounded. Closer this time. Eden jerked in the direction of the sound, scanning the shadows beyond the trees, fully expecting to see a wolf staring out at her.
Nothing.
Max gave a panicked yip and the sled lurched forward, but not toward the trail home. Nervous energy darted down the line, the dogs slinking into a panicked trot with the ears pinned back, tails tucked.
“Easy,” Eden called out, trying to soothe them, but it was too late. Another howl ripped through forest, this time followed by a snarl that lit fear down her spine, and the dogs bolted across the clearing. Eden clutched the sled, trying to stay on as it tossed sideways as the dogs lurched to one of the more familiar paths. “Whoa, Max, whoa!”
A blur of white streaked across the trail ahead and the dogs banked hard to the right, smashing through the thick undergrowth. The sled hit a rock and Eden cried out as it flipped, knocking her off balance.
Branches reached out and slapped at her face as Eden fought to hang on, screaming for the dogs to slow. Smuggler yelped from the basket and she could hear him thrashing. Then the sled jerked one last time and halted, the sickening snap of the towline the last sound Eden heard as her team raced out into the forest, leaving her and the sled behind.
Out of breath, sore as hell, and frightened, she dragged herself up to her feet on shaky legs. Smug struggled beside the sled, his tail tucked between his legs, his little raccoon face staring up at her, and she leaned against the side of the sled. Shit. While the towline shouldn’t have snapped that easily and she could already feel the nausea boil in her stomach with fear for her dogs, she’d been damn lucky it’d broken when it had.
Especially when she thought of how badly the pup could have been hurt.
“Definitely never doing that again,” she told Smug as she unhooked him, using a bit of rope from her sled to create a makeshift leash. Leaning down, she ran her hands over him, checking for injuries. Relief settled in her shoulders, easing the knotted tension in her muscles, and Eden blew out a shaky breath. That could have been worse. Much, much worse.
A branch snapped behind her and the returning flash of fear left her bone cold. She could hear the harsh whuff of animal breathing behind her, the undercurrent of a nasty growl. Smuggler whined and thrashed against the leash in her hand, hard enough that she stumbled and he yanked free. Eden didn’t even hesitate. She lunged for her sled, her hand automatically reaching for the canister of bear spray she always packed.
A mammoth paw caught her stomach and knocked her sideways, sending her spinning across the snow. Fabric shredded easily under the violent slash of claws. Eden staggered, the canister still gripped in her hand as she struggled to keep her feet solidly underneath her. Pain lanced up her side where the animal had struck her.
Had to be a bear. She lifted her hand, fully intending to take aim, and came face-to-face with the biggest wolf she’d ever seen. Her heart lodged in her throat, and she froze, suddenly unable to breathe. He was pure white, like fresh fallen snow in an untouched meadow. There wasn’t a spot of color on him. Even his eyes looked like nothing more than gaping black holes. Soulless. Evil eyes, some niggling, frenzied part of her brain insisted. Demon eyes.
Hysteria climbed up her throat, threatening to break out in giggles, and Eden lifted the canister. The wolf lunged, faster than any bear. Hell, faster than any wolf, dog, or animal she’d ever seen. One second he’d been standing by her sled, the next, the wolf had her pinned against the ground, flat on her back, with his long white muzzle inches above her face. Pearly lips pulled back to reveal equally white teeth.
I’m going to die.
The knowledge rammed through her with a certainty she couldn’t shake. One snap and she’d be nothing more than broken toothpick. The beast was big enough to be part grizzly. Hot breath washed over her cheek, so close, and Eden reacted without thinking, survival instinct kicking in. She rammed the can of bear spray at the side of the wolf’s head, one finger pressed against the nozzle. A dog could spin and bite in the blink of an eye, and this wolf was faster than any dog. He whirled, jaws already open, but she squeezed and the spray hit the beast straight in the mouth.
The wolf gave a startled snarl and lunged away, landing several feet away from her. He curled his lips back once more, his hackles lifted in a line down his back, and he took a step towards her, only to pause. A violent shudder wormed down his spine, hard enough that he wobbled, and a sharp sneeze burst from him. Black eyes blinked and for a moment, Eden swore she saw a hint of color in them. Green?
She lifted the can to spray again, hoping like hell it was the pepper spray that had driven the beast off this far, but the wolf turned and ran, the white of his coat blending into the wintry backdrop. She held her breath as he vanished into the forest. Faster than anything she’d ever seen. Shit.
Eden squeezed her eyes shut, half expecting to see the wolf there again when they opened, but he was gone. Relief left her weak-kneed and shaken. She wanted to collapse into the snow, but she didn’t dare. It could come back, and next time, bear spray might not be enough.
Eden gulped in another breath of frozen air, like a soothing balm to her nerves, and then turned back to her sled. She cringed. Damn. The footboard was broken, one of the runners, her handle. Not to mention the fact that she didn’t know where any of her dogs were.
Pulling her cell phone out of her pocket only added to the growing pile of shitty news heaped at her feet. No service. “You’re kidding me,” she ground out. Like this day could get any worse. When waving her phone around didn’t result in some magical sliver of reception, Eden stuffed it back into her pocket and turned back towards her sled.
Unhooking the rifle she kept strapped on it for cases of emergency, she loaded the gun, then started the three-mile trek that would take her back home. Home to regroup, get the snow mobile out, and see if she could find her dogs. But not without reinforcement. Armed reinforcements.
The Fish and Wildlife Department definitely needed to know about an animal like that. Attacks weren’t common, but when they occurred something needed to be done about the animal before someone got hurt. And hell, a wolf that size, someone needed to know about it. But, of course, now that she was armed and on foot, her day already ruined, the wolf didn’t come back for a round two.
Coward.
Chapter Two
The nightmares were back.
Bay Hollister woke in a cold sweat, out of breath. He stared up at the ceiling, tears running down his cheeks as his mouth burned. No doubt reminiscent of the damned pepper spray in his nightmare. The dreams were realistic as always. Fuck.
Rolling to his side, Bay coughed, trying to get the bitter, burning taste out of his mouth. His stomach gave a violent, threatening clench, and he staggered out of bed, heading straight for the bathroom. The dreams always left him sick as hell. He spent most of the mornings retching up more food than he remembered eating the day before and wishing he’d die. This time
, he stumbled to the sink and turned the water on, splashing the freezing liquid onto his face. Finally, his stomach settled and he cupped a handful of water, eagerly slurping it from his palms to ease the nasty taste lingering in his mouth.
It’d been six months since he’d last had one of these dreams. Six fucking months and now they just happened to come back? Elbows braced against the porcelain sink, Bay stared into the mirror. Damn, but he looked like hell. His russet brown hair was mussed in a heap over his head, and his normally unkempt stubble had morphed into a nice-sized beard.
Expedited hair growth had come with the nightmares last time too, though his therapist had assured him that it was all in his head. There was no correlation between dreams and hair growth. He was half tempted to photo-journal this shit and tell her to stuff her theories up her ass. Not that he was going back. Therapy and all the sleeping pills in the world hadn’t worked last year.
If anything, he’d wound up feeling like a psycho that no one could crack, let alone sedate.
Jaw tight, he stared straight into the eyes of the man in the mirror. His normally green eyes were darker, his pupils bigger. Another side effect of the dreams, though the damned shrink had tried to tell him that the dreams just aroused him. Got his adrenaline pumping. She’d always had rational explanations that had never really added up, but the condescending look she’d given him every time he’d tried to argue had only made him feel more nuts.
Bay’s grip tightened on the edge of the sink. He was not crazy. In a month or two, he’d go to bed and the nightly horrors would be gone again. Just like last time.
He hoped.
“Fuck me,” Bay said and shoved away from the bathroom sink, only to stagger to the toilet. His stomach gave another violent upheaval and the bitter, burning taste in his mouth vanished along with whatever he’d eaten yesterday. Or last night. He cringed as he flushed the toilet and dragged himself back over to the sink.
