by Tamsin Baker
He backed me up and warm, glorious water cascaded over my head and back. I broke our kiss, tilting my face beneath the water to help it wash the sweat away. He slowly turned me so that my back was locked against his front. His touch disappeared for a moment while he filled his palm with liquid soap. The floral scent filled the shower stall and he massaged it over my shoulders, down my arms and over my stomach. His soapy palms massaging my body was pure heaven.
“Do you like that, Tu Ena?”
He hadn’t called me that strange name, but now it made sense. An endearment. I liked the sound falling from his lips. He nuzzled my ear as both hands massaged my breasts. I liked that. I liked it a lot, and I was about to tell him when I looked up to see Davon and Cassius in the bathroom, staring at me through the clear shower glass. At us. At Xander massaging my breasts while his erection pressed into the cleft of my behind. While I stood there naked with my legs slightly apart, with suds sliding down my body. As my arousal and desire spiked with heady anticipation.
Davon undressed, his erection freed from the tight confines of his clothing, bobbed thick and hot between his legs. He pumped himself lightly as he stepped into the shower, his gaze never wavering from mine.
“This is what you want, Tu Ena?” Davon asked. My fried brain noted they had the same endearment for me.
“Yes. More than anything.” I could only tell the truth, my mind and intent too far gone to fabricate anything other than my utmost desire. My most pressing need.
His mouth found mine, his tongue thrusting against my own. His fingertips, with a touch so light, trailed down my sides and my outer thighs. He flattened his palms, undulating his fingers before moving them to where my body burned for his touch. His fingers skimmed my inner thighs so, so lightly before feathering along my lips.
A groan escaped my lips as he traced a finger along my cleft, already sensitive from Xander’s tongue and mouth. His touch firmed and two fingers replaced one as his contact parted my pussy lips and slipped through my wetness from clit to my entrance.
“You really do want this more than anything, don’t you, Ella? Tell me how much you want my fingers inside you while my brothers watch them slide into your tight little hole.” Davon’s voice was graveled whiskey. While he spoke, his fingers slid through me oh, so slowly, teasing me. I reached for the peak, but his touch was too light. Too slow.
“Tell him, Ella. Tell him what you want. He will do as you say.” Xander’s hot breath caressed my ear when he spoke.
I was wordless, just about numb and all that came out was a long, drawn out groan. I tilted my hips, wantonly wanting him to bury his fingers inside me. All the while Xander’s hands played on my breasts, tweaking my nipples, drawing out the pinnacle I searched for.
“Say it, Tu Ena. Tell us how much you desire us.”
I drew in a deep breath, clinging to Davon’s biceps. “Yes. Please. Touch me. All of you. Please. I need… please…” I exhaled on a sob, unable to speak any more. My mind blanked out in a flash of pure light.
I couldn’t say any more before Davon speared me with a firm thrust of his fingers and buried them deep within me. His thumb pressed my clit, rolling it.. I screamed as every muscle tensed and sensation soared through me, taking me out of mind and body.
I don’t know if I breathed, or if my heart even beat, but when I came back down into my body again, Cassius had me in his arms, a towel was around me and he carried me in his arms towards the bed.
Chapter Twenty Nine
He laid me gently atop the bed and unwrapped the towel as though I were a gift. My body was sated, and yet tingled with anticipation. There was more to be explored.
Without preamble, Cassius crawled above me, his knees outside of mine, his hands either side of my shoulders. The reflection of the firelight colored his skin and even the tips of his hair. It seemed to be roaring more than before, reflecting the heat in my veins.
All thoughts of the flames flew from my mind when he bent and kissed me without any preamble. He claimed my mouth, just as Davon and Xander had done, showing me that he was in control.
They all were in control.
A part of me rebeled. The part that had always had to be in control, making the best decisions for Mom and myself. The part that organized every part of my day.
A bigger part submitted. Reveled in it. Gave myself over to them, knowing that they did everything for my pleasure.
Only my pleasure.
I wound my arms around his shoulders, entwining my fingers in his hair. He leaned down, his chest brushing my hardened nipples. It didn’t ease the ache. Sensation spiraled through my chest and down through my body to make my groin throb heavily.
His tongue met mine and he alternated stroking against it, retreating, massaging my lips with his before delving back into my mouth, rocketing my desire. He kissed his way down my throat. I threw back my head, elongating my neck while he trailed a fiery path over my collarbone to swirl my nipple.
There was a dip on the bed. I cracked open my eyes to see Davon at my side. He claimed my mouth, while Cassius devoured my breasts. There was a scratch along the underside of my breast, a momentary sting but I was swept away when Cassius sucked my nipple into his mouth and flicked it with his tongue. It was too much. Not enough. I wound my finger around Davon’s bicep, while threading the other in Cassius’ hair.
“Cassius. Move. I want to taste her again.” Xander’s gravelly voice cut through the haze.
Mouths left my body as Cassius moved to my other side. Xander kneeled on the bed and parted my legs. He hooked his arms around my outer thighs and settled between my legs, his broad shoulders brushing my inner thighs.
He held my gaze as he slowly, achingly slowly, lowered his head. He licked me with the flat of his tongue from entrance to clit, all the while demanding my entire attention, which I readily gave.
He swirled my clit with his tongue before sucking the sensitive bundle into his hot mouth. He closed his eyes and groaned as he manipulated me with his mouth, tongue and mastery.
“You look so beautiful like that, Ella. Kiss me.” Davon gently turned my head and captured my mouth with his again.
A hand flattened over my breast, palming one while wet heat covered the other. Three tongues were on me, in me, teasing me. It was all too much. My fingertips dug into bare skin as delirious pressure built. I writhed, trying to get away, fighting to rise or release, I didn’t know. I couldn’t think. Only feel. Only connect.
Xander slid his fingers into me, fucking me fast while his mouth ate my most sensitive of areas. The first waves of my climax reached for me, sweeping me up and away. My body tensed and I flew from my mind.
Hands brushed over my body, easing my return. I was sprawled between my men, all eyes on me as I lay panting and spent. Tension of a different kind colored the air and I knew that the time for play was done.
They were going to take everything I offered and there was nothing more I’d rather give them. My body thrummed in anticipation. I knew their mouths, their hands. Now I wanted to know their cocks.
Xander moved and kissed me roughly. He clasped my chin in his hand. “Now is your only time to tell us once and for all, Ella. Do you accept us? All of us? Are you willing to invite all of us into your body and connect us all, soul to spirit?”
“Xander, should we tell..?”
“No!” Xander’s bark was enough to silence Cassius.
“Tell us, Ella. Now or never more.” I couldn’t ignore the steel in Xander’s voice. If I said no now, I’d never know him or any of them again.
It was what I’d wanted. Had wrestled with for days, but now? Now that I was faced with the reality of this ultimatum, there was only one answer. My gaze found all of theirs. Searching. Seeking. And what I found there was enough to let me give them the only answer I could. There was really no decision to make. It wasn’t hard. It was easy. It had always been easy.
“Yes. Yes, I want you. All of you. Please. Now.”
Xander brushed
his lips against mine, softly, gently, filled with passion, tension and the deepest caring. My heart trembled as this large man, this true alpha, tended me with such kindness. He’d asked. Again and again. All of them had. Never once had they forced themselves on me. It had been my decision all along, and only now did I understand the restraint it had taken them.
They thrummed with need. For me. It was humbling. Truly humbling, that these men wanted me so desperately they were ready to hand over the final decision to me.
“Davon. Now is the time.”
Chapter Thirty
“It is my honor, Tu Ena,” Davon murmured.
He crawled up my body and I parted my thighs to let him rest in my intimate junction. His hips settled and his hard shaft nestled into my cleft. A fission of sensation cascaded through me, friction right where I wanted it the most.
He leaned down and captured my lips with his. His tongue slid into my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as we kissed, long and hard and deep. My arousal heightened, sending wicked heat through my veins.
He rocked his hips and his cock slid along my cleft.
My muscles tensed as a glorious wave rose through me. I wound my legs around his thighs, opening myself up more to him. I groaned into his mouth as he moved through me again. My abdomen fluttered as I met each of Davon’s motions with my own.
But it wasn’t enough.
I broke our kiss. “Davon, I need you inside me. Now.”
He drew in a shuddery breath as he rose above me. I was caught in his summer-sky gaze as he stared down at me. “Watch me, Ella. Keep your eyes on mine as I enter you.”
He shifted his hips and his shaft found my entrance. The tip slid inside me. I shuddered and bit my lower lip as he moved so deliciously slowly, filling me up. More and more and more until he lodged himself to the hilt. His balls settled against my buttocks, adding to the erotic sensation.
I was filled by Davon. He surrounded me. A trickle of perspiration ran down from his hairline, and then, as he pulled out to the tip, the drop trailed over his jaw and down his neck.
He pushed back into me, agonizingly slow. Carefully, drawing out the delicious sensation, letting me get used to his length and girth. It had been a long time for me. Too long to even worry about. I was grateful he was being so gentle, but right now, I didn’t need gentle. I needed something different.
I pressed my heels into the back of his thighs. “I’m not going to break, Davon. I need you. Hard.”
He dragged his kiss, moving his lips in a way that should illegal, before he fisted his hands and came up on his elbows. “As you wish, Tu Ena.”
He slammed into me, sliding home to his balls before retreating and thrusting again, igniting my nerves from my clit to illuminate my body. I arched my back as he thrust into me, my head driving back into the mattress.
Fingertips on my cheek had my head turning. Hot air caressed my cheeks as Cassius leaned in to kiss me. His tongue set up a rhythm with Davon’s cock. I unclenched my fingers from Davon’s biceps to caress the back of Cassius’ head. The silky strands stuck to the perspiration coating my skin. My whole body was covered with a layer of slick sweat.
Cassius kissed me, hard. He used his lips, his tongue, while Davon used his cock and his hips.
Fingers unpeeled my other hand and guided me to wrap around a cock. Xander. He was as hard as concrete. Silk over steel. I fisted his shaft from balls to tip, delighting in the slide of skin over such hardness. A hand threaded through my hair, turning my head from Cassius.
“Suck me, Ella.”
Xander’s voice was low and rough. Almost unrecognizable with need. I led him to my mouth with my hand on his dick. He kneeled with one knee on the bed and bent his hips towards me.
I licked his weeping slit. Salty wetness burst over my tongue before he pushed his cock in my mouth and over my tongue. He thrust into me in small, careful strokes and I opened my mouth as wide as I could to accommodate his width. I sucked on that rigid hardness, using my mouth, tongue and hand on him.
Davon’s thrusts became wilder. Faster. My muscles tensed as an overpowering climax thundered through me. Xander pulled himself from my mouth. Davon ground against me. He arched his back, his head falling down as he screamed his release.
Our bodies locked as we climaxed together and as I floated back into consciousness, Davon slipped from me. I wasn’t cold for long before strong hands gipped my hips. I was turned and placed on my hands and knees. Cassius folded his body over mine, his chest to my back. His hands curled around my nape, his grip tightening ever so slightly. Enough for a thrill to race through me.
He cupped my wet slit, running his fingers through Davon’s and my release. He thrust his fingers inside me before sliding out and paying attention to my clit. I shuddered as another heightened wave washed over me.
I thought I’d be done by now, but I only anticipated more. I wanted all of them in the most intimate of ways. My mind and body was primed for it.
“Cassius. Please.” I couldn’t seem to find any other words, but that didn’t matter.
His grip on my neck tightened as he wiped his cock through my slit, from my back hole to my clit. I shuddered as the hard heat lit every single nerve ending I possessed. “It will be my pleasure, Ella. Neither of us will wait any more.”
He speared me with his rigid heat, sliding easily into my wet warmth. I accepted him, my body adjusting as though he was born to be there, right where I wanted him. He thrust inside me again and I moved back, increasing the friction. My buttocks slammed against his hips. Again and again I moved with him, joining our bodies. Friction increased to an almost unbearable level. Hands massaged my breasts. Davon kissed me. I panted hard, sweat slicking my skin.
“Oh my God, you are so perfect. So beautiful. I’m going to come, Ella. You’re going to make me come.” Cassius griped my hips with both hands. His fingers dug into my flesh, but the slight pain only served to increase another climax that built.
I heard him panting, murmuring endearments, sucking in hard breaths as he drove into me. My body went rigid. A scream tore from my throat as another orgasm ripped through me.
Cassius clawed my hips as he screamed through his own release. His cock throbbed as he emptied his climax into me and again, time and space hung suspended and meaningless as I soared over the peak, into oblivion.
It took me longer to drift back into my body, but when I did, Cassius had slid from me and Xander was on his back, fisting his hard cock in his hand. Pearly pre-cum dripped from his slit. I couldn’t help myself. I bent to lick it off him, coating my tongue with his salty flavor. I gripped him, taking him into my mouth, letting my tongue drift over every ridge and vein.
“Enough, Ella. I need your pussy.”
My body throbbed in response to his command. Davon and Cassius helped me to settle over Xander’s prone form. My knees were on either side of his hips, my hands on his shoulders and my entrance touching the tip of hic cock.
Davon’s hand played over one thigh while Cassius controlled my other thigh and together they lowered me and speared me on Xander’s cock. He was wide. Thick. And hard.
I bottomed out, feeling the tip reach the top of my womb. I tilted my hips, dragging my clit over his taught abdomen. I groaned as my sensitive flesh erupted with instant arousal.
His cock was lodged inside me as I moved myself on him. Sensation, sharp and ready, ignited me. I wasn’t going to last long.
As though sensing, Xander griped my thighs and lifted me. He slammed me down over him, using his hips to meet me as he drove me down. I belatedly realized the keening sound I heard was coming from me. His movements came harder, faster.
He banded his arms about me and brought me chest to chest with him. He placed his lips at the junction fn my neck, right where my artery pounded in time with my growing climax. He opened his mouth, locking hot wetness against my skin.
There was a sharp flare of pain, so slight and quick I almost didn’t know it was there. The breat
h caught in my lungs, my muscles tensed to the point of pain and the biggest orgasm of all exploded every single cell in my body.
I climaxed, my body helpless as he kept thrusting into me, again and again and again, drawing out the most powerful orgasm of my life. I came out of my body. My mind. All I was aware of was glorious golden waves of light. My keening turned into a scream as my body came apart.
I was barely aware of Xander’s fingers digging into me. His hoarse cry filled my ears as his entire body tensed, every hard muscle locked as he found his own release. I wasn’t even aware that I drifted back down.
I knew nothing else.
Chapter Thirty One
I slowly woke, warm, sated, safe and in between a pile of bodies. Hot, hard bodies crammed up close against me.
Xander’s arm was about my waist, my back flattened to his chest, while Cassius slept front to front. His open palm was over my hip, while Davon was behind Cassius, flat on his back and softly snoring.
It was quiet, apart from Davon’s breathing, and calm, given the passion that flowed through me last night. My body ached in the most delicious of ways, and probably would accept them all over again, given the awareness that thrummed like any good instinctual urge.
I didn’t want to spin back into my old “Holy Trinity” school of thought and beat myself up for sleeping with all three of them.
Because this had been the best experience of my life. Better than I’d ever thought it could possibly be. They’d treated me with respect. Had given me so much pleasure. It had been more than consensual, between all of us. I’d begged them, for crying out loud.
It had been the hottest night of my life and I would leave no room in my heart for regrets. There had been something so right about all of us joining, as though through our bodies, our souls, had also touched on a much deeper level.
