by Tania Sparks
“You know what I want,” I mutter, my voice all raspy and needy.
“Tell me,” He implores.
I groan again and beg, “Please.”
He continues to tease me, just edging inside, but it’s nowhere near enough. This is agony. I need so much more of him.
He chuckles and then turns semi-serious as he says, “Come to LA.”
My eyes snap to his as I raise my eyebrows in question, is he really going to get my agreement by teasing me senseless? He answers my silent question by sliding inside me just a little bit further.
He rumbles, “We’re so good together Kitty, you know we are. You know how I make you feel and you know what effect you have on me. Just one more week, that’s all I’m asking…”
He stops moving completely and I groan in frustration. He asks again, “Come to LA.”
Damn, I need him to move. A whole raft of thoughts run through my head. I know in my heart that Dad will be fine. After all, it is just for one week, and Cody’s right, another week sounds like pure heaven. I’ve run out of excuses to myself and to him. I can’t resist so I whisper, “Okay.”
Cody looks surprised as he queries eagerly, “Okay? Really? You mean it?”
Now it’s my turn to chuckle, “Yeah – okay. I’ll come to LA, but just for one week.”
Cody’s face morphs into a massive smile. He doesn’t say anything else, he just stares at me in awe for a few seconds and then thrusts fully inside me. He gives me everything I’ve been begging for and more. I gasp in both surprise and complete and utter pleasure. He continues to thrust rhythmically and I can feel the pressure building inside me. It feels like butterflies are flittering all over my skin while a warm decadence starts to radiate in my core. Our breathing is uneven and labored, our bodies are sliding together as we both chase that amazing sensation we know is on the brink of igniting.
Cody rotates his hips and thrusts one more time and my whole world turns into flashes of bright color as waves of delight pulsate over my body. Cody shatters too and we’re both moaning and muttering words of thankfulness and desire as our orgasms completely encapsulate us.
When we’re satiated we lie on our backs as we both attempt to recover. We lie peacefully, holding each other’s hand.
Cody mutters softly, “So you’ll come to LA?”
I reply contentedly, “Yeah, just one week then I have to come back for the start of school and to take care of Dad.”
Cody replies, “It’s just one week but we’ll make the most of it.”
After a short while of basking in our satiated state we decide to get dressed and head back out to the sitting area of the suite. We’re greeted by expectant eyes. As soon as they all see that we’re holding hands and Cody’s face is smothered in a massive smile, their worried expressions all turn happy.
Eve chirpily says, “Yay, so you’re coming to LA!”
Hansen chuckles and says, “Hell Cody, you must have some awesome bedroom skills, from what we could hear you obviously just fucked the poor girl into submission!”
My face turns bright red, were we really that loud? Cody just shrugs his shoulders, a smug grin covers his face. “What can I tell you. I’m pretty awesome.”
Everyone laughs at Cody’s cockiness. I look around the room, hoping like hell that my brother didn’t hear any of mine and Cody’s shenanigans. I see that he’s sitting in one of the arm chairs, his headphones are firmly planted over his ears as he bobs his head, listening to some music. Thank goodness for that!
When Nikki sees us he removes his headphones. I wonder whether he had put them on so he couldn’t hear us? God I hope not, how embarrassing!
The conversations soon turn back to the plans for the next few weeks, strategies are arranged, schedules are agreed and times are recorded on everyone’s phone calendars.
Although I’m absolutely thrilled that I get more time with Cody, I know we’re just delaying the inevitable. In one week I’ll still have to come back home to go to school and he’ll be off to Europe. Oblivion will be in Europe for quite a few months. There’s no way we can make that sort of distance work. I can’t ask Cody for that sort of long distance commitment, it simply wouldn’t be fair on him.
~~~
It’s morning and I’m lying in bed. I haven’t opened my eyes yet and I’m just taking a moment to myself and making the most of the serenity. I can hear that the others are already up and bustling around the suite getting ready for our flight to LA. I reach my arm across the bed expecting Cody to still be lying beside me, but the other side is empty and cold. I open my eyes and look around the room. The blinds have already been opened and the sun is streaming in. I wonder what the time is? I reach over and pick up my phone from the bedside table and pull it close to my face to look at the screen. The screen tells me it’s 9:34am. That can’t be right – I never sleep in that late, I’m normally well up by seven every morning. My phone must be wrong. I sit up and lean over to see the time on the hotel alarm clock. It says 9:34am too! Shit! I know we’re scheduled to be picked up by the limo at ten, no wonder everyone else is shuffling around and getting ready – I’m late!
I dart up out of bed and quickly pull on some jeans and a tank top. I rush out into the main area of the suite. Cody comes ambling up to me and wraps his arms around me, “Mornin’ sleepyhead.”
I wrap my arms around his neck and give him a quick kiss, “Why didn’t you wake me up?”
“You looked so peaceful and you were so tired, I thought I’d let you sleep.”
“But Cody, I still have to pack and get ready, doesn’t the limo pick us up at ten?”
Cody looks at me as if I’ve stated the obvious. He shrugs his shoulders, “Yeah, it’ll only take you five minutes to throw your stuff in a bag. We’re travelling on our private jet, so I thought you could just get ready once we’re in the air.” That mischievous grin of his tugs at his lips, “You know they have a full size bathroom on the plane, I could always help you.” He wriggles his eyebrows suggestively and I know exactly what sort of help he’d be giving me.
I bite my lip then say, “I had sort of hoped to call by home and grab a few things. I hadn’t really planned on being away for another whole week. I need more of my stuff.”
Cody nonchalantly tells me, “We’ll just get the limo to swing by your place on the way to the airport.”
“Do we have enough time for that?”
Cody frowns, “Sweetheart, we’re travelling on a fucking private jet, they’re not gonna leave without us!”
I grin when I realize he’s right. I swivel on my heels to head back to the bedroom to pack. Cody slaps me on the ass, hard. I yelp and dart to the bedroom giggling. I’m quickly followed by Cody who’s decided it’s a great game to keep slapping my ass to elicit yelps and squeals from me.
As we get inside the room he slams the door shut behind us, picks me up effortlessly and throws me onto the bed. He jumps on top of me, pinning me to the bed and secures my hands above my head. I’m giggling so much and I’m squirming frantically to free my hands from his strong grasp.
He holds me still and I give up trying to get free, he’s just way to strong.
His eyes are burning with playfulness as he says, “So, we have a few minutes, how quickly do you think we could get each other off?”
I bite my lower lip and flutter my eyes as I mutter, “Pretty quickly.”
Cody’s free hand slips under my tank top, lifting it to expose my breasts. His head lowers and he secures his mouth around my right nipple and sucks. I groan in appreciation. He lifts his lips away letting my nipple slide back through his teeth, then he moves his head to my left nipple and repeats the same erotic move.
His hand moves down to my jeans and he starts to undo the button.
Suddenly there’s a loud banging on our door as Nikki yells at us, “Sticks, get off my fucking sister and finish packing, limo arrives in fifteen.”
Cody lets go of my hands and flops down on the bed beside me. The disappointm
ent is clear as he mumbles, “Damn, now we’ll just have to wait until we get back to my place.” He grins cheekily and then adds, “Unless I can convince you to give the Mile High Club a go?”
I laugh, “I think we can wait until we get to LA…maybe.”
I big smile covers his face as he realizes I might just be up for some inflight games.
He jumps up and leans across offering me his hand. I reach up, grab his hand and he pulls me up. “Come on then, let’s get packed. The sooner we get outta here, the better.”
~~~
Somehow we all managed to get packed in time and we’re now in the limo heading towards home so I can grab an extra bag of clothes on the way to the airport. We pull up to the house and I’m quite surprised that there are no cars in the driveway or parked out front. We pull up and I quickly jump out and rush inside so I can grab what I need. I dart through the house hurriedly and the guys all amble in behind. I hear Nikki call out, “Hey Dad, where are you?”
I’m in my room haphazardly throwing things into a small suitcase. I wonder what I’ll need for a week in LA. Definitely some sexy dresses, I’m sure we’ll be calling into Trixie’s Club a few times. I’ll need some more shorts and tank tops and also some jeans. On top of the clothing items I throw in some sexy shoes, some Converse and a nice pair of sandals as well as some jewelry. I push it all in and after struggling to get the zipper closed, I pull up the handle and wheel it out of my room, feeling very pleased with myself.
I walk through the house and into the kitchen to find everyone sitting around the dining room table. Nikki has his arm around Dad and I take one look at Dad’s face and know instantly that he’s not good. He looks completely drained, heartbreakingly sad and I can see from his red swollen eyes that he’s been crying. I rush over to him and kneel beside him, “Dad are you okay?”
He looks down to me and chuckles softly, “Yeah I’m fine, just a silly old man, missing your Mom and sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I just let the sadness consume me this morning, that’s all. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. I just didn’t expect y’all to call around, you caught me in a moment of weakness is all.”
“Gosh Dad, I feel awful. I should have been here for you. I thought you’d have visitors looking after you, making sure you were all okay. I didn’t expect you to be here all alone, what happened to everyone?”
Dad shakes his head sadly, “They’ve been here, calling in and dropping off food and stuff, but, you know, they have lives to carry on with. I told them all that I was fine and that I really didn’t want them fussing over me every second.” He stands up and starts to potter aimlessly around the kitchen, “Anyhow, I’m quite capable of looking after myself. Now I need to get some breakfast.” He starts shuffling around, but he can’t seem to find anything in the kitchen.
Nikki pipes in, “Dad, it’s after ten o’clock, don’t tell me you haven’t had breakfast.”
Dad looks rather sheepish and answers, “I just haven’t got to it yet.”
The rest of us look around at each other, all of us thinking the same thing, that Dad really needs help, he definitely can’t be left alone. I look at Cody worriedly, we both know what this means.
Cody pats me on my shoulder and nods his head towards the other room, indicating for us to move somewhere private. He grasps my hand and leads me out into the hallway. We stop when we know we’re out of hearing distance. The sadness in his eyes is all too obvious as he whispers, “You can’t come to LA can you?”
I sigh heavily, “I don’t think so Cody, Dad needs me.”
“I need you too.”
“I know, and I need you, but I can’t leave Dad here by himself.”
Cody replies sadly, “I know…it’s heartbreaking seeing him like this and although I’ll miss you like hell, family always has to come first. Family is the most important thing. You need to look after your Dad, I understand that. I can’t be selfish, you’re needed here.”
I can see his eyes welling with tears. He pulls me into his arms and we stand holding each other in silence.
After a few minutes, Cody holds my face in his hands and suggests, “We could try long distance?”
I really wish that was an option for us, but I can’t ask him to do that, it wouldn’t be fair on him. I answer, “You know that wouldn’t work Cody.”
He huffs, obviously frustrated with my response and says, “Yes it would, we could talk every day.” Then he grins cheekily and adds, “You could send me some sexy pictures to remind me of what I’m missing.”
“Cody, I can’t ask you to do the whole long distance thing. I know what it’s like on the road. If I’m not there, I can’t ask you to…you know, I can’t ask you to not see other people.”
Cody shakes his head, as he scowls and says angrily, “Kitty, do you really think that I’d cheat on you?”
“No, no Cody I don’t think you’d cheat on me. But I don’t want you to be in the situation where opportunities present themselves, and goodness-knows they will. When that happens I don’t want you to be in the situation where you want to do something, but you feel guilty. I want you to do what you want to do Cody.” I take a deep breath and although it feels so very wrong, I say it anyway, “I want you to do what you would normally do.”
He grabs both of my hands and looks straight into my eyes. I’ve never seen him look so serious. I can feel the tears building up in my eyes and there’s a lump in the back of my throat. My body is trembling uncontrollably.
He sincerely tells me, “Don’t you get it Kit, I have never given a fuck about any of those other girls, not a single one of them have meant anything to me. They were no more than a way to fill in time. But you…you are everything. I’ve come to realize that you mean the world to me. I’ve never felt like this before, this is what I want, you are what I want. Please just give me a chance, give me an opportunity to show you that I can do this. We can try the long distance thing. I don’t want you to let me go Kitty and I don’t want to let you go. We can make this work. Let me prove it to you. Give me a chance.”
Once again a glimmer of hope radiates in my heart. Can we really make this work? Am I asking too much of him? I don’t know what to say, I’m hopeful that we may be able to give this a go, but I don’t want to have unrealistic expectations.
Cody drops his head so that our foreheads are touching, “Kitty, we have something special. Let me prove it to you. Let me prove that I’m worth the risk. Let me show you that I’m capable of caring for someone other than myself. I can show you that I’m worth caring for, that I can love and be loved. We’re worth it, what we have is special. Even a screw up like me recognizes that this connection between us is rare. Please tell me you’ll give this a go.”
How can I refuse such a heartfelt declaration? I lift my mouth to his and kiss him softly on the lips, holding my lips against his, I mumble, “Okay. We’ll give long-distance a go.”
A warm smile covers his face, “Okay?” he repeats.
I smile and say again, “Okay. But Cody, you have to promise me one thing. If it’s not working for you, if you want out, you tell me straight away. I don’t want to hear from Eve or Trixie that you’ve hooked up with some groupie. I want you to tell me before it happens. I couldn’t cope if you cheated on me.”
He grabs me and hugs me tightly, “That would never happen sweetheart. You’re it for me, you’re everything I’ve been waiting for. There’s no way I’d fuck this up. You have to trust me.”
“I trust you Cody. We just need to figure out how we’re going to make this work.”
“I told you, lots of phone calls, there’s always Skype and you can send me some sexy photos or videos.”
“I’m not sending sexy photos or videos Cody!”
He pouts dramatically, but just as he’s poking out his lower lip I quickly move in and suck it between my lips. He reciprocates and sucks my lips.
He grins and says, “I could send you some of me.”
That makes me think, maybe it’s
not such a bad idea after all. I can already imagine…
Cody sees my interest. He loosens the button on his jeans, pulls his phone out of his pocket and points it down his pants, snapping a photo. He removes the phone and punches in a few numbers. My phone instantly beeps and I pull it out from my pocket and take a quick look at the screen. I instantly turn bright red and slap Cody on his arm. “I can’t believe you just did that!”
We’re interrupted by Scott slowly strolling towards us, he smiles apprehensively and says, “Sorry guys, the plane’s waiting, we really need to get going, we’re already late. Kitty, are you coming with us?”
I look at Scott sadly, “I’m afraid not.”
Scott nods knowingly, “Sorry Cody, but we need to get going.” He shrugs and walks away.
Cody hugs me with his strong arms, practically crushing me to him, he mutters, “I’ll miss you.”
I mutter back, “I’ll miss you too.”
He loosens his grip on me and secures my face in his hands, his lips gently touch mine and we just stay there, our lips pressed together. This feels like goodbye. An overwhelming feeling of sadness surrounds me. I feel miserable already and he hasn’t even left yet. We hold each other, neither of us wanting to let go.
Nikki walks up the hallway and pats Cody on the shoulder. “Sorry guys, we really need to get going.”
Cody mutters, “Thanks man.” His arms loosen from around me. He places his arm over my shoulder and we start to stroll slowly back towards the kitchen. Everyone else is already standing by the door and they look like they’re anxiously waiting. They all realize that I won’t be coming and everyone comes over to me and gives me a big hug.
Before I know it they’re all walking out the door, Cody’s arm is still draped over my shoulder. Everyone else gets into the limo. Cody’s the last one still standing on the path. I can tell he doesn’t want to leave me and I don’t want him to go, but I need to be strong. I chuckle and try to lighten the mood by joking, “I look forward to receiving more of those naughty pictures.”
