by Laura Crum
ROUGHSTOCK
Also by Laura Crum
Cutter, Hoofprints, Roped, Slickrock, Breakaway, Hayburner, Forged, Moonblind, Chasing Cans, Going Gone, Barnstorming
ROUGHSTOCK. Copyright © I997 by Laura Crum. All rights reserved. Printed in the United States of America. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.
Library of Congress Cataloging in Publication Data
Crum Laura
Roughstock / Laura Crum
ISBN 0-312-15643-X
First Edition: August 1997 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
For Bill, with love, always.
With thanks to my mother, Joan Awbrey Brown, who bought ET, and my father, Barclay Kirk Brown, who helped buy Freddy-strictly out of the goodness of their hearts and despite a distinct lack of interest in horses.
Thanks also to Sue Crocker, Wally Evans, Brian Peters, and Craig Evans, DVM, the friends who have helped me with my horses for many years and provided much of the inspiration for these stories.
I would also like to thank everyone at Adobe Animal Hospital, my real-life veterinarians, who put up with my questions more or less patiently (especially Craig), and Lieutenant Patty Sapone of the Santa Cruz Police Department, who advises me on cops and their ways. All mistakes are mine, and probably arise from not asking enough questions.
Finally, I'd like to thank all the ropers, cutters, horse trainers, ranchers, packers, and working cowboys with whom I've spent many happy hours on horseback. These books could never have been written without you.
AUTHOR'S NOTE
All the human characters in this book are completely imaginary and are meant to resemble no one, living or dead.
Both Santa Cruz County and Lake Tahoe are real places, but they have been altered significantly to fit the purposes of the story. Imaginary towns, ranches, restaurants, casinos, streets, parks ... etc. have been created where none exist, and the reader should not imagine that any of these places resemble the real casinos, ranches ... etc. that do exist and might not be flattered by the comparison.
ROUGHSTOCK
Chapters:
ONE 7
TWO 12
THREE 16
FOUR 23
FIVE 33
SIX 39
SEVEN 42
EIGHT 45
NINE 52
TEN 59
ELEVEN 72
TWELVE 80
THIRTEEN 87
FOURTEEN 92
FIFTEEN 98
SIXTEEN 102
SEVENTEEN 114
EIGHTEEN 122
NINETEEN 131
TWENTY 137
TWENTY-ONE 143
TWENTY-TWO 147
TWENTY-THREE 154
TWENTY-FOUR 156
TWENTY-FIVE 160
TWENTY-SIX 166
TWENTY-SEVEN 173
TWENTY-EIGHT 176
ONE
I threw my clothes bag down on the elegantly carpeted floor of the Foresta Hotel in Northshore Village, Nevada, and stared out the window at the gray-blue expanse of Lake Tahoe. White-frosted pine trees and a backdrop of snowy peaks made the view even more spectacular than usual. I was here, at last, on my first vacation since I’d gone to work as a veterinarian, two and a half years earlier.
Well, almost a vacation. I was actually attending the annual Winter Equine Seminar, a three-day session of lectures on horse health problems. The interesting thing about the seminar was that classes were held from seven to ten in the morning and from four until seven in the evening. This left the middle of the day free for skiing, which was the point, more or less.
Skiing. I hadn't been skiing for three years. Nor had I been up here in the Sierra Nevada Mountains-to my way of thinking the most beautiful place on earth. Saying I was thrilled would be putting it mildly.
Blue stretched stiffly on the floor next to me and wagged his stump of a tail to get my attention. I reached down and rubbed his ears, not taking my eyes off the view. I’d smuggled the old dog in moments ago in an extra-large duffel bag I kept for the purpose. He knew the routine; he held perfectly still while I zipped him into the bag and carried him up four floors to my room. At thirty-five pounds, about average for an Australian Cattle Dog (also known as a Queensland heeler), Blue's weight was awkward but not prohibitive, and I'd been smuggling him into hotel rooms since he was a fluffy gray puppy. Now he was fourteen years old and then some, and I hadn't been willing to abandon him, even for a few days. Who knew when they would be his last?
I sat on the bed for a few minutes, rubbing the old dog's head and taking it all in, then switched my eyes to the clock. Five-fifteen P.M. I was due to meet Joanna at five-thirty. Time to get ready.
A glance in the mirror made me decide quickly that the chambray shirt, Wrangler jeans and tennis shoes I'd worn for the drive up here were much too casual and crumpled for dinner at a nice restaurant and a night out gambling. Choosing a cream-colored silk blouse that I loved, I pulled on some clean dress jeans and slipped my feet into soft doeskin flats. Adding a string of fresh-water pearls, I evaluated myself as I brushed out my rambunctiously wavy dark hair and confined it in a silk cuff. I decided that a little blush and lip gloss and I'd do.
Giving Blue's head a final rub and telling him to be a good dog and be quiet-barking would get him kicked out of the Foresta for sure-I turned on the TV, hung a Do Not Disturb sign on my door, and headed down the stairs to the hotel coffee shop.
The place proved to be all mirrors and chrome, crowded with so many green plants and their reflections that it looked like a confusing jungle. It took me a moment to orient myself, and while I was trying to decide which of the arched entrances were real and which were illusions, I heard a low-voiced "Gail," from off to my right.
Joanna Lund, who had been my closest friend at vet school, and whom I hadn't seen in three years. I slid into the booth across from her, my smile of greeting masking a look of curious appraisal.
Scandinavian, small, and slender, Joanna had always seemed uninterested in her high-cheekboned good looks when we were in college together. She chopped her blond hair short and didn't fuss with it, wore no makeup, and dressed exclusively in jeans, boots, and man-tailored shirts. Of course, she still looked wonderful, but it was obvious that wasn't the point.
Joanna and I had never engaged in a single conversation that I could remember on clothes, diets, hair styles, or men, subjects that I, like most women, have done my fair share of chatting about. Joanna and I talked exclusively of horses and their health problems. She had determined to become a horse vet when she was fifteen and she'd pursued her goal with a single-minded intensity that excluded men and, to a large degree, friends.
In fact, it was her intensity that had drawn us together. She seemed to be the one person in my class at vet school who, like me, was driven by a need to achieve that rendered boyfriends, parties, and general carousing irrelevant. My parents were dead, and Joanna's were divorced, poor, and uninterested in financing her schooling. We both worked hard as waitresses, had grants, lived in the same crummy apartment building, and studied for all we were worth. It made a bond.
"Gail, you look great." Joanna's smile seemed tentative.
"Well, thanks," I said, pleased and slightly confused. It was unlike the Joanna I remembered to mention looks. "You, too."
She shrugged off the compliment and asked, "So what have you been doing?"
"Slaving away. This is my first vacation in years."
"Are you still working for Jim Leonard? I've heard he's a real slave driver."
"Yeah, I am. Do you know Jim?"
"I've met him, years ago. I have an aunt who lives in Santa Cruz."
"I didn't know."
We smiled at each other again; I was registering little details that hadn't struck me immediately. Joanna's blond hair was still short, but now it was cut in a neat wedge. She still wore a tailored shirt, but this one was a soft pink that flattered her fair skin, and it looked expensive, as if it had come from a designer, rather than the men's department of the nearest discount store. There was a gold locket at her throat, and I thought I detected signs of the same slight application of blush and lip gloss that I used myself. Joanna had changed, after all.
I wondered suddenly why our estrangement since vet school had been so complete. We'd called each other on the phone a couple of times in the last few years; that was it. I knew only that she was practicing as a vet in Merced, a town in California's Central Valley; she knew I lived and worked in the coastal city of Santa Cruz, where I had been born and raised. Perhaps our friendship was based so exclusively on the struggle to survive vet school that there was nothing left of it when that ordeal was behind us. At this point, after three years out in the real world, we were virtual strangers to each other.
I was about to break the rapidly growing awkward silence and ask her what was new in her life, when a familiar booming voice greeting someone in the front of the coffee shop caught my attention. It caught Joanna's, too, and we both stared at a tall man clapping a seated diner on the shoulder.
"Isn't that Jack Hollister?" Joanna sounded slightly awed.
"Who else?" I was less awed, mostly because I knew Jack a little. In point of fact, everybody in the livestock business in central California knew Jack Hollister, or knew of him. Jack was a living legend.
As far as I was aware, he was the only person who had ever put himself through vet school on the money he made riding bulls and broncs on the rodeo circuit. To top that off, he had parlayed the money he made as a horse vet into ranch land, and had invested so successfully that he'd become a modern-day cattle baron. Nowadays he was mostly retired from veterinary work and spent his time going team roping and keeping tabs on his various properties.
Jack had been born and raised in Santa Cruz on a small family ranch that he still called home, and until Jim Leonard, my boss, had moved into the area, Jack was the only horse vet in Santa Cruz County. He still did occasional work for old-timers who "wouldn't use anyone but Jack," and I sometimes ran into him in his professional capacity.
More often, I ran into him at ropings. My steady boyfriend, Lonny Peterson, was a team roper and had been teaching me the sport. In the last few months I'd attempted a little low-level competition, with no great success as yet, but I was having fun and enjoyed going.
Realizing that Jack had spotted me at my table with Joanna, both of us staring right at him, I smiled and said, "Hi, Jack."
"Well, Gail McCarthy, how are you? And how's Lonny?"
Jack's big smile improved his still handsome face as he approached us. In his late fifties, he looked a bit like a raw-boned, rough-edged Ronald Reagan. He had the same square-shouldered frame, the dark hair that was magically ungrayed, and the strong jaw. At six foot plus, though, he was a bigger man, and there was something tougher, more elemental, in the line of his mouth. The combination of boyish charm in his coffee brown eyes and an air of patrician nobility he seemed to carry naturally could be very winning. Jack was a favorite with the ladies.
"Lonny's fine. He's coming up in a couple of days to ski with me. Do you know Joanna Lund? She's a horse vet, too. From Merced?" Seeing that Jack clearly didn't, I added, "Joanna, this is Jack Hollister."
Jack and Joanna greeted each other with mutually interested smiles. Uh-oh. Jack always had a pretty girl on his arm and something about Joanna struck me as vulnerable. The expression in her eyes, maybe, combined with the slight attempts at a more feminine appearance. At any rate, I hoped she wouldn't bruise herself on what I thought was the impervious rock of Jack's charm and reputation.
"Mind if I join you?" Jack asked as he began folding his tall frame into my side of the booth.
"Of course not." I moved over obligingly, although Jack's sitting down with us wasn't at all what I'd had in mind. Joanna looked pleased, though.
"So, have you girls been to this deal before?" Jack addressed the question to both of us, but his eyes stayed on Joanna. I thought how typical it was of him to call us girls in that unthinking no-offense-meant way. Jack was of an era and a school that taught that to call a woman a girl was to give her a compliment.
I didn't mind, actually. I'm as resentful as the next woman at a genuinely derogatory attitude on the part of a man, but Jack and his old-fashioned sort of manners didn't bother me. I happened to know that he was as willing to accept a competent woman as a team roping partner as he was a competent man.
"No, I haven't." Joanna answered the question that was obviously meant for her, and I sat back and watched the two of them engage in a tentatively flirtatious conversation as I ordered a cup of coffee from the waitress. In the course of his talk, Jack revealed that he'd been to this convention for every one of its twelve years of existence and, naturally, knew all the hot night spots around the lake. I got the impression that the night life and the skiing were what he came for rather than the lectures, but then, I reminded myself, were any of us so different?
Joanna's pleased look intensified as they talked; she asked his opinion of Henry's, the Foresta's upscale restaurant, where we were planning to go to dinner. Jack liked Henry's, but his favorite spot was apparently a place called Nevada Bill's, about which he waxed enthusiastic. He seemed to be on the verge of inviting us to join him, and Joanna looked receptive. Oh shit, I thought. Exchanging what I'd hoped would be a cozy chat with her for the role of odd man out was not an idea I was enamored of.
When a tall, bald man with a beak of a nose walked up to our table and greeted Jack-and Jack, with a "Good to see you made it, Art," got to his feet and departed-I was sincerely grateful. Joanna raised apologetic eyes to my face and said, "He's nice."
"Yes, I suppose so. Joanna," I hesitated. I hadn't really talked to Joanna in three years and even before that we'd never spoken about men. Still, she had that fragile air. I plunged on. "Jack's sort of a lady killer, if you know what I mean. He seems to have a different girl every month or so. Just thought I ought to warn you."
Joanna didn't seem to be registering the warning. "He's been married a couple of times, hasn't he?"
"Yeah. Three times. The first two were before I knew him, but I've met the last one. Tara. He ran around on all of them, or so I've been told, and he certainly ran around on her."
Once again the negative import of my words didn't seem to bother Joanna any. "He's divorced now?"
I shrugged. "Yep."
Abruptly, as if realizing that her sudden preoccupation with Jack Hollister at the moment of our reunion verged on rudeness, Joanna closed the subject. "I'd like to get to know him better." Then she stood up. "Ready for dinner?"
"Let's go."
TWO
At eleven the next morning I was on the ski slopes. Dinner at Henry's had turned out to be wonderful, the subject of Jack Hollister was not mentioned, and Joanna and I had played blackjack together afterward in amiable companionship. I was aware of a certain distance in her, a sense that her attention was not really focused on me, but after three years' separation I had no expectations and certainly wasn't offended at any lack of intimacy in our relationship.
She'd confided this morning at our lecture that Jack had asked her out to dinner tonight, and I'd kept my mouth shut (this time) on my opinion of him as a romantic attachment and made plans to have my own dinner with a couple of guys who had also been in our class at vet school. They were friendly and seemed to want to discuss nothing but various case histories; dinner at an Italian restaurant nearby sounded pleasant and harmless.
I was on my own now, though, a state I relished. On my own, on my skis, on a mountain. On the slope of a mountain, in fac
t, that overlooked Lake Tahoe. The lake was a picture-postcard blue this particular winter morning, surrounded by a black and white tapestry of snow and pine trees. And overall stretched that endless, deep blue Sierra sky.
Tahoe really does look like some kind of a jewel, I thought. As an image it was probably overworked and outworn, but the scene was so spectacular it reduced me to cliches. Giving up all attempts to find words for it, I pushed off and skied down the slope, losing myself in the flow of motion and speed, the thrill of pushing my limits. It was wonderful to be on skis again.
A few more breathless minutes and I made a sliding turn and edged my way into the lift line, glancing with automatic curiosity at the two women I ended up next to-a flamboyant creature in some sort of metallic gold overall, and one in hot pink stretch pants and a chartreuse jacket. Both had skis that were color-coordinated with their clothing.
I provided a definite contrast, as my own ski gear was functional, not decorative, and dated from my graduate student days. The university was a mere two hours from the ski slopes, and skiing was the one luxury I had occasionally allowed myself. I had skis, boots, and poles-all ex-rental stuff that had been on sale at a price I could afford, barely. The rest was wool pants that were baggy and comfortable but not particularly stylish, a fuzzy beanie, and a shelled pile jacket, and I felt slightly out of place as I gazed around.
More women in tight-fitting, color-coordinated outfits were all around me, thronging the lift lines and the deck of the lodge. In defiance of the cold, they were mostly hatless, their hair arranged in fetching styles I'd hardly bother with if I were going out to dinner, let alone tumbling through the snow.
Ah well, don't be so critical, Gail, I told myself. So they have different objectives than you. So what? At thirty-three I was finding I was less and less sympathetic to the youth-and-beauty-oriented culture I seemed to live in; I had to remind myself fairly frequently not to be judgmental.
