PRAISE FOR
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“You will love Rebecca Kanner’s take on the biblical queen Esther, a woman not only beautiful of face and form but also preternaturally wise, resourceful, spirited, morally courageous, and kind-hearted. Reading Kanner’s beautifully descriptive, mesmerizing tale of an enslaved harem girl’s transformation to powerful queen, and how she used her power to save her people from annihilation, had me turning the pages late into the night. Readers will alternately fret for her and cheer for her while wishing not only to befriend this remarkable heroine but to be her. Skillful, empathetic characterizations; elegant writing; and seamless, edge-of-the-seat plotting make Esther a novel you won’t want to put down, and that you’ll wish would never end.”
—Sherry Jones, author of The Jewel of Medina and The Sharp Hook of Love
“The book of Esther comes to life in this vivid novel based on the Old Testament tale . . . Kanner’s descriptions are convincing and rich.”
—Kirkus Reviews
“Kanner has done it again. A beautiful story spun with the gilt and grit of historical detail and biblical tradition. Esther’s story the way it really could have happened, a riveting tale of courage.”
—Tosca Lee, New York Times bestselling author
“In her compelling novel of this well-known biblical heroine, Rebecca Kanner reveals the story of Esther as it’s never been told. With evocative prose and vivid historical detail, Kanner’s riveting story brings to life an imperfect, conflicted woman gifted with both beauty and intelligence. With strength and courage, Esther navigates the dangers of Xerxes’ court and her own desires to become the heroine of her story and save a nation.”
—Stephanie Landsem, author of The Tomb
“Like a shimmering mirage, the peasant girl Hadassah rises from humble roots to become the beguiling Queen Esther. Let this tale of exotic lands and palace intrigues weave its spell on you. You will be rattled, enthralled, and ultimately won over as Rebecca Kanner brings another woman of the Bible to radiant life.”
—Duncan W. Alderson, author of the Harper’s Bazaar must-read Magnolia City
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CONTENTS
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Cast of Characters
Chapter 1: Kidnapped
Chapter 2: The Virgins’ March
Chapter 3: Screaming
Chapter 4: Goddess of Bullheadedness
Chapter 5: The Ride Back
Chapter 6: The Market
Chapter 7: Vashti
Chapter 8: The Vow
Chapter 9: The Palace
Chapter 10: The Harem
Chapter 11: Hegai
Chapter 12: The Inspection
Chapter 13: Night
Chapter 14: Life in the Harem
Chapter 15: My New Chambers
Chapter 16: Mistress Esther
Chapter 17: The Women’s Court
Chapter 18: Lioness
Chapter 19: The Bloody Dagger
Chapter 20: Saul’s Mistake
Chapter 21: Erez
Chapter 22: Utanah
Chapter 23: The Approach of My Night with the King
Chapter 24: Erez, the King, and I
Chapter 25: Her Majesty
Chapter 26: My Banquet
Chapter 27: In the King’s Chamber
Chapter 28: Ruti and Hegai
Chapter 29: My Servant, My Guard
Chapter 30: Heavy Is the Head
Chapter 31: The Queen’s Men
Chapter 32: The Brothers’ Blood
Chapter 33: The King’s Soldier
Chapter 34: Returns
Chapter 35: The King’s Bed
Chapter 36: Trapped
Chapter 37: The Routine
Chapter 38: Dagger Training
Chapter 39: Here Lies the Empire
Chapter 40: The Plot on the King’s Life
Chapter 41: Warning the King
Chapter 42: The Fitful Blade
Chapter 43: The Kick
Chapter 44: A Crime One Woman Commits Against Another
Chapter 45: Xerxes’ Homecoming
Chapter 46: The Only Place
Chapter 47: The Woman Who Walked Beside Me
Chapter 48: Haman’s Visit to the Royal Treasury
Chapter 49: Desire
Chapter 50: Time Is Servant to No One
Chapter 51: News of Mordecai
Chapter 52: The Edict
Chapter 53: Ghosts
Chapter 54: The Golden Scepter
Chapter 55: The First Feast
Chapter 56: Friends and Allies
Chapter 57: The Second Feast
Chapter 58: The King’s Dream
Chapter 59: Purim
Chapter 60: Leave-takings
Epilogue
Author’s Note
Acknowledgments
About Rebecca Kanner
For Lynn
CAST OF CHARACTERS
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Esther:
an orphan who is kidnapped and taken to the king’s harem
Mordecai:
Esther’s cousin who takes her in after her parents are killed in a revolt in Babylon
Xerxes:
king of Persia
Erez:
an Immortal with whom Esther has a complicated relationship
Hegai:
the powerful eunuch who takes a liking to Esther
Ruti:
Esther’s servant
Haman:
a high-ranking adviser to the king and enemy of the Jews
Parsha:
Haman’s firstborn son, one of Esther’s tormentors
Dalphon:
Haman’s second-born son
Halannah:
Haman’s niece and Xerxes’ favorite concubine, she aspires to be queen
Bigthan:
one of the many eunuchs who serve in the palace of Shushan
Hathach:
a eunuch assigned to Esther, Esther questions whether he serves her or the king
Cyra:
Esther’s childhood friend
Utanah:
the first girl to volunteer to be one of Esther’s handmaids, she was suspiciously absent from the harem when the virgins were assigned their places
Opi:
a Nubian girl, Esther tries to befriend her
CHAPTER ONE
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KIDNAPPED
Outside the Persian capital city of Shushan, 480 BCE
They were the night itself. First the darkness and then the blinding light of torches that hid the stars. The whinnying of horses, the crying of a hundred girls, the clashing of swords. The smell of flesh that has traveled a long way through the desert, bringing with it dust and sweat from far-off lands.
I was lying on my straw mattress when I heard the hooves pounding in the distance. It was much too long past the day’s end for a merchant’s caravan to be traveling upon the road, and the sound was not the slow plodding of oxen, elephants, or camels. It was the hard and fast approach of horses.
My hands started to shake. They did not want to obey me, but mostly they did, clumsily tying my head scarf behind my neck. My feet too were clumsy as I slid them into sandals and wound the straps around my ankles, all the way up to my calves. I pulled them tight. Because I knew. I knew why the hooves came.
Yet I did not run.
I no longer knew what would save me and what would lead to my death. I did not even know if the po
unding in my ears was hooves striking the ground or the beating of my own heart. The horses were upon the village—I could smell dust rising from the road.
The door was yanked open and a shadow blocked the light of the stars. It would haunt me until I learned who had cast it. As it approached I heard not only heavy footsteps but also the clanking of armor. The king’s soldiers had fallen upon the village. And not just ordinary soldiers, of whom the king had hundreds of thousands, but the king’s most elite, highly trained force: Immortals.
A month before, the king had issued a decree that virgins from every province of his empire were to be gathered and brought to the palace at Shushan to serve in his harem. At the news, my cousin, Mordecai, had said, Soldiers are lazy, they save themselves for great battles. They will take only the girls nearest the palace. So he had sent me only a day’s journey from the heart of Shushan, to a village where a friend of his was willing to let me stay in the tiny servants’ quarters behind his hut.
As the Immortal came to hover over me, the rest of my cousin’s words rang in my ears: Though Xerxes is the richest man in the world, he will not feel rich until there is nothing, anywhere, that is not his. It seemed the shadow was Xerxes himself emerging from my cousin’s tales, hungry to add me to his possessions.
“Forgive me,” the Immortal said. No two words had ever terrified me so greatly. Forgive me. He spoke loudly, as though he spoke not to me but to someone else who was not so near. Perhaps to his god. He pulled me from my straw mattress, threw me over his shoulder, and began walking. My head fell against his armor.
His shoulder pressed up into my belly, making it hard to speak, but still I tried. “Please—” I did not finish—I didn’t want the words do not make me spend the rest of my life as a harem concubine to exist in the world.
He did not hesitate at the doorway of the hut. He had already asked forgiveness for all he would do.
As we approached the road I could hear girls crying, and I did not want to join my voice to theirs. I did not want to be one of them. I had cried while Xerxes’ soldiers quashed the last revolt of Babylon so brutally that for days the city smelled of blood. My tears had not saved my parents.
Instead I felt for the soldier’s dagger. My fingers wrapped around it and slid it from his belt. Lord, let it be me who will need to ask for forgiveness. I plunged it up the inside of the soldier’s tunic sleeve with all my strength.
The dagger was no match for his flesh. It slipped from my hand as if he had knocked it away. I tried again with the most ready weapon I had, one I did not have to grip. I sunk my teeth into his upper left arm. He grunted and threw me to the ground. He was only flesh after all, flesh I could run from. Though first I hastily searched the ground for the dagger. I had grasped it only briefly, yet without it my hands felt unbearably empty. Perhaps, knowing I was about to lose all I had, I could not bear to lose anything more. And for this I will never forgive myself.
What good did I think it would do me? What excuse can I offer?
I was only fourteen. I had made one mistake after another: I should not have put on my head scarf, I should simply have grabbed—not fastened and tied—my sandals. And most of all, I should not have been near Shushan.
The only thing I may have done right, though I did it too late, was run. I ran in the opposite direction of the road and the terrible sound of girls crying.
But I did not go far before learning the terrible strength of men. He yanked me by my tunic and I flew into him so hard the wind was knocked from my lungs. His weight fixed him to the earth as mine did not; the impact did not move him even a hair’s width. I knew suddenly that there had never been any use in stealing his dagger and stabbing him, nor in biting him. It was as though I had flown backward into a giant rock face.
As he dragged me toward the road and the pleas of the girls gathered there, I fought to gather enough air to speak. I wanted to tell him my cousin would reward him with gold darics if he would let me go, but my body would give up only enough breath to say, “Please.”
He did not respond with words. He tightened his arms—one around my ribs and elbows, the other around my neck. If I had not been choking from the soldier’s arm I would have choked on the musky earthen smell of men and horses. Sweat old and new, dust, dirt, the frothing around the horses’ saddles and bits. As the soldier brought me to stand in the road I could smell all of this but see little—the light of the torches was blinding. Yet for a moment I tried not to close my eyes. I wanted to see the soldiers’ faces, hoping to find kindness in one of them.
The arms released me and I stumbled backward, as if the light itself pushed me away. A new shadow came to stand before me. I quickly practiced my lie, practiced not allowing the voice in my head to falter. Sir, I must humbly tell you that I am already betrothed. My wedding is in two days.
“Sir,” I said. He tied a rope around my wrists so tightly I knew we had passed the point at which we could have pretended I did not want to run away. “I must humbly tell you—”
“You must humbly keep your mouth shut or I will close it for you.”
“I am already promised to—”
“Gag her,” the soldier ordered. Though he had already tied the rope around my wrists, he did not let go of it.
My eyes were adjusting to the light. The soldier had eyes whose centers were like perfect round drops of honey that have just begun to melt in the sun. Huge, beautiful eyes. He possessed no other remarkable features. Perhaps his eyes had used up all the beauty that one face is allowed. He had a long nose from which the rest of his features receded, as though he had thrust his face too often against the wind. Not even his beard of tight curls could disguise that he had little in the way of a chin.
“My cousin will give you gold coins if you will let me stay here.”
He leaned close. I tried to step back, but he yanked me forward by the rope around my wrists. “We will take you,” he said, his stale breath hitting my face like something solid, “and your cousin’s coins.”
From behind me a soldier said, “Enough, Parsha.” I was relieved to hear someone speaking on my behalf, but I did not like knowing that the soldier who had tied my wrists had a name. It made it harder to hold on to my last hope—that I was having a nightmare, the contents of which would empty back into the night when I awoke. Where would I have come up with the name Parsha? The soldier was not my invention. I leaned away from him.
“You follow orders, Erez,” Parsha replied. “My brother’s orders.” Yet he let go of the rope and turned away as I stumbled backward.
The soldier called Erez caught me. My back fell against his chest and his hands steadied me. Perhaps meaning to reassure me, he said, “We only want a hundred of you. When we put you in lines and walk through with torches it will be decided who is plain enough to stay here and who we will bring to the king.” He moved on and I had to bear my own weight again, a terrible burden I could not set down.
As the huts were ransacked, the girls on either side of me pressed closer. Whatever stood between the soldiers and the things they wanted was thrown upon the ground. It seemed that the lives we had lived up to that moment were trash to be gotten rid of. Yet the soldiers did us this one kindness. A shower of sandals rained over us like a gift from a Greek god—one who does not halt the terror but sends something to help you through it.
Beside me two girls struggled for the same sandal. The strap broke when neither would let go. Everyone knew that without sandals you could not walk upon the Royal Road once the sun has risen to the top of the sky. Not for long.
When the struggling was over, many girls were left with sandals of different sizes, straps stretched taut over one foot, the other swallowed by leather.
The soldiers had been watching, laughing, but now a few began to argue amongst themselves. I was glad for this, because their shouts drowned out the moans of the men who had been brave enough to fight for their sisters and daughters.
“This is not Athens,” Erez said. “You are stealing
from the king’s own subjects.”
A soldier who looked like Parsha replied: “A few of these men tried to stand against us, and for this, they all will pay.” His voice was crueler than Parsha’s and it overflowed with confidence. He was in charge.
As we were pushed and prodded into lines, I kept my chin down to hide the necklace my mother had given me, a flower of gold foil petals hanging from a plaited gold wire. Crying girls fell against me on either side. When the soldiers began slowly moving through us, girls shrank from the light of their torches. At least, some of them shrank away—those without obvious imperfections. A girl beside me stepped boldly toward an approaching torch. Her cheek was deeply gouged, so deeply that with just a little more force behind the knife her tongue might have been visible. Had she pressed the knife to her face herself?
She began to sway upon her feet as though the ground undulated beneath her. I feared she would fall. The torches continued to move through us—illuminating and blinding and then receding to leave us in darkness until the next one came. I saw that the girl with the gash in her cheek was not the only one who was disfigured. Would these girls go free, or would they be punished with a fate worse than living out the rest of their days in a harem?
The soldier who looked like Parsha spoke quietly to some of his men while gesturing at us. Then the soldiers untied the girls with gashes in their cheeks, burns on their necks, missing fingers, and any other obvious injury. The soldiers pushed them away, back toward their huts. Though their wounds hurt my eyes, and surely some would return home to discover a father or brother wounded worse than they were, I wished I were one of them. Why had I not thought to use the soldier’s dagger to cut myself? I would have to use my teeth again. I will bite the side of my lower lip so hard I am too marred to bring to the king’s harem, I decided and brought my teeth down with all my strength.
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