by M. A. Innes
I could picture that blush going all the way down his body.
“I’m completely obsessed and can’t wait to play with it.” I thought that was obvious. “I know exactly what I want to do to you. Do you want to hear it?”
Climbing on the bed, I straddled Bryan’s body and sat down on his ass grinding my hard cock into his crack. He moaned and tried to push his hips up. Oh no, that wasn’t going to work. I sat up and gave his ass a quick smack. “Naughty boy.”
A shiver raced through him and it took him a few tries to apologize. “I’m sorry, Daddy.”
Rocking my hips so he could feel how hard I was, I ran my hands up his back, feeling his muscles as they tightened and relaxed. I couldn’t help but admire how sexy he was laid out like this. He’d look even better naked. “Good boy.”
His sexy moan was back and he tensed, taking a deep breath. “Thank you.”
“Did you want to hear my fantasy?” I knew he did; he wouldn’t be so turned on or so embarrassed if he didn’t.
The pillows went up and down. I took that to be him nodding his head. “Words, B.”
His groan this time was more frustration than arousal but he managed to get them out. “Yes. I want to hear…please, Daddy.”
I’d seen it in my head as soon we’d passed by the plugs. “I’m going to get you ready for book time one day. Right before we put on your diaper, I’m going to plug your special place. When we’re cuddling and reading, I’m going to turn it on. You’re going to look so sexy squirming and needy in my lap. It’s going to be the best book time ever.”
Bryan’s ass clenched under me. His breathing came out stuttered and labored. “You like that idea, don’t you?”
His voice was strangled and thick. Clearing his throat, he managed to respond. “Yes, Daddy.” It was so incredible. Not just hearing him call me that, but knowing how turned on the fantasy had made him.
“I’m glad, B. You’re going to look so beautiful. I love watching you get turned on and coming apart for me.” Trailing my fingers softly down his back, I kept going until I was caressing the little patch of skin that was showing where his shirt was riding up.
Teasing that little bit of sensitive skin had him shivering. When I let my fingers dip under the waistband of his shorts, to tease at the top of his crack, he started making the most beautiful noises. “Please. Please…more…”
“You know you won’t be able to come. You were naughty.” I didn’t try and hide my desire. I let him hear exactly how much I wanted him.
The pillows went up and down again, but like before, that wasn’t going to work. “Baby, you know that isn’t enough.”
“Please. I know…I know I can’t…that you won’t let me…you know…I can’t…please!” Delicate shivers raced through him. He couldn’t seem to put together the sentence. It was enough, though.
Hopefully, he wasn’t going to regret the decision.
“All right, B. Let’s get you naked. Then we’re going to put on your new toy so you can be good.” Bryan’s arms and legs weren’t working together. Even when I got off him and kneeled on the bed, he was still having a hard time turning over.
Shaking and so hard his shorts were tented out obscenely, I pulled him into my arms and helped to strip him down. It was times like these that I really didn’t understand how I’d gotten this lucky. He was beautiful inside and out.
Soon he was lying down on the bed. Stretched out, his cock hard and leaking, pointing up toward the ceiling, begging for attention. His eyes had started to take on that unfocused, foggy expression. He was so turned on he wasn’t even blushing.
As tempted as I was to play with his cock, I let my hands trail over his chest and legs, staying away from anything that might push him too close to the edge. I didn’t want him to completely leave that subspace…place? But I needed him with me enough that I knew he was okay with what we were doing.
“Baby? I need you to look at me.” I kept my voice soft and relaxed and continued caressing his body in long slow strokes. “Look at me, B.”
His eyes finally shifted and he seemed to be following what I was saying, so I kept going. “I’m going to put your toy on now. Last chance to back out.”
Bryan shivered as I stroked the sensitive skin over his lip and I could see that he was fighting the urge to arch up into my touch. “Yes.” He nodded and his body twitched. “My toy…yes…please!”
His pleading took on a desperate edge. He still wasn’t managing full sentences. But he’d given me permission to take charge in the bedroom, so I wasn’t going to question it. Leaning over, I took one hand off him and reached for the bag. I’d taken the toys out of the packages in the car so I could read the directions. Hopefully, it was as straightforward as it said it would be.
I’d wanted to try it on myself while we were driving. However, Bryan nearly had a fit. I wasn’t sure if he was really that worried we would be pulled over for something indecent or if the idea was too embarrassing. It could have been either one, no matter what he claimed.
It wasn’t the most basic ring out there but Sarah had assured me that it was easier to use than some of the stretchy, silicone types. He was so sensitive that I didn’t want to hurt him or accidentally make him come just putting it on. This was light blue leather made to attach around the base of his cock. He could wear it either soft or already hard, and she said that it shouldn’t pull on any hairs, not that he had many.
“Shh. That’s my good boy. Let me get you all ready.” I wrapped the toy around the base of his cock, tightening it until it was snug but not too tight. Bryan was watching and his expression was somewhere between shocked and incredibly aroused. He couldn’t seem to decide how he felt about it, but he didn’t complain.
I gave it one last inspection to make sure it looked right, then glanced up at Bryan. “Okay, Baby. How does that feel? Does it pinch your special place? Daddy doesn’t want you to come, but I don’t want you to get a booboo.”
Maybe the baby talk was a bit much, but his whole body twitched and bowed right off the bed. Bryan obviously didn’t mind. When he’d stopped shaking, he glanced up at me, then back down at his hard length. “Can I…can I…um, can I touch it, Daddy?”
My cock jumped in my pants and I moaned. Having him ask to touch himself was hotter than I expected. “Yes, B. You can touch it.”
His hands slowly made their way down to his cock, hovering just over it. I couldn’t decide if he was nervous about the toy or about just touching his cock in front of me in general. Probably both. Finally, he closed the short distance and ran his fingers around the toy.
It wasn’t like he was playing with himself or anything like that, it was more innocent curiosity. It was still hot as hell no matter what he was doing. It was Bryan—everything he did from sweet to sexy was irresistible.
He glanced up, eyes still wide with shock and arousal and whispered, “I almost came but I like, couldn’t come.”
Fighting a grin, I gave him a quick kiss, loving the taste of his mouth. “What did you think about it?”
“I don’t know.” He looked down again at his gorgeous trapped cock. “I really don’t know.”
Well, he wasn’t saying no, so I was taking that as a yes. His nipples were still tight and peaked, his pupils were still wide, and his breathing was labored and heavy. He was still very aroused no matter what his mouth was saying.
I pushed him back onto the bed and leaned over him. “I think it’s sexy as hell.” Then I kissed him, taking his mouth and trying to show him exactly how erotic it was.
Kissing him was nice, but we were both past the point where it was enough. Bryan had been aroused for hours. No matter how nervous the store had made him, something about the whole thing had him hard as a rock. At some point, I was going to get it out of him, but for now, I was occupied with something more stimulating.
Breaking away, I looked down and gave him a firm daddy voice. “Hands behind your head, Baby. I want to play with my sexy boy now.”
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sp; Shudders wracked his body and his hips thrust up humping the air. “Hmm, don’t be naughty.”
That didn’t help his arousal any, but he managed to put his hands behind his head. He was breathing so fast I was starting to worry that he might hyperventilate. “Shh…” I started kissing down his jaw and neck. “Deep breaths.”
It took him a minute, but he slowed his breathing and began to relax into my touch. “There we go, that’s my good boy.”
Shivers rolled through him in waves but this time it didn’t seem to overwhelm him. I kept working my way down his chest, stopping at his nipples to tease and lick. He was so damned sensitive. It was like they had a live wire connected right to his dick.
I think without the toy on he probably would have come right then. This was fabulous. Watching him twitch and squirm, trying to follow directions and keep his hands away was stunning. I loved seeing him like this. I couldn’t get enough of him.
“That’s my boy. You’re being so good.” When I worked my way down to his cock, I spread his legs and moved to lie between them. I couldn’t resist. It was probably pushing my luck but I blew a soft stream of air on his trapped hard length. Then, when he was still moaning in pleasure, I licked a trail from the cuff to the tip.
“Daddy!”
“Does that feel good, Baby?” It looked like it had been amazing so I did it again, loving the sound of his desperate whimpers. He was trying so hard to follow the rules. Time to reward that.
Kneeling up, I reached over and fished the lube and condom out of the drawer. Making a quick random note in my head that we were going to need more, I was back between his legs before he could stop his delicious sounds.
Slicking up one finger to start, I made slow circles around his opening while I continued to tease his cock and balls with quick licks. He didn’t want slow. “Please. More. Please hurry.”
Who was I to say no to my baby?
Sliding one finger in gently, I started carefully stretching him. I’d played with his ass enough lately that it wasn’t long at all before he was begging for another, trying to push back on my finger.
“God, you look so…” I couldn’t even describe how incredible it was to watch his body writhe on my fingers. “So beautiful, Baby. Daddy loves touching your special places.”
I couldn’t justify playing with him too much more, no matter how sexy he was. So I tried to ready him enough, without making him crazy. Finally, he was ready. Putting the condom on and spreading more lube on it, I pushed my arms under his legs to open him even more.
Hovering over him, I gave him long slow kisses as I lined my cock up with his hole. “Are you ready? Do you want Daddy to make love to you?”
Eyes wide and unfocused, it took him a minute to speak, but it wasn’t what I was expecting. “Please, Daddy.”
“Please what?”
“Can I touch you?” The words came out sweet and tender. He was so damned beautiful.
“Yes, Baby.”
His arms came up to wrap around me and I slid into his tight body with one slow thrust. Making love to him gently, I kept kissing him, whispering how incredible he was and how much I loved him. I could feel waves of pleasure as they rolled through him but he didn’t come. He clung to me as he sank deeper and deeper into the pleasure until I came.
It was like he was orgasming, but without the cum part. I couldn’t explain it but he sank into the bed, rubbing his hands along my body and seemed to be floating in the pleasure. If I hadn’t seen him in that foggy happy place before, I probably would have freaked. This time, I pulled out of him slowly and tucked myself around him, holding him tight.
Once he was relaxed enough that I thought he wouldn’t fully orgasm, I released the toy around his shaft. Even though he was still hard and aroused, he seemed to be happy just like he was. Rolling over to the edge of the bed, I got rid of the condom and was back to his side in seconds. After a few minutes, he curled into me and sighed. Reaching down, I grabbed the blanket at the bottom of the bed.
When he was warm and cuddled in my arms again, he sank back into the pleasure. Giving me the sweetest little smile as his breathing evened out and he fell asleep, it was perfect.
We lay there for a long time while I watched him sleep. I should have been tired, but my mind couldn’t settle down. I kept replaying what we’d done in my head and I couldn’t wrap my brain around it. He hadn’t come. His cock eventually softened but even after he’d fallen asleep, it was still more than half-hard and it wouldn’t take much for him to orgasm.
But he’d come. Well, kind of.
He’d been crazy turned on and the way his body had tightened around mine felt like he’d orgasmed but still…no cum, no orgasm, right? I felt like I was missing something. I vowed to do more research and maybe send an email to Sarah. I knew a Domme now, so I might as well take advantage of that. She was much easier to talk to and didn’t make me crazy like Bryan’s friends did. They might have been in a similar relationship, but something about them gave me the creeps.
It was hard to wrap my mind around how different it had been talking to her versus those other idiots. It had felt natural to ask her questions and open up. Bryan had been too overwhelmed to pay much attention, but I’d liked her. I think I would have liked Richard too, but he was being punished and was leashed to the register. I’d have to get to know him another time.
Bryan had missed that whole part of the conversation. I had to smile. He’d been so nervous about the big man when we’d first walked in. His eyes had gotten wide and he’d instinctively tried to take a step back. I’d seen the smile Richard was trying to suppress. While he looked like one of the Hells Angels, I knew he couldn’t be that bad of a guy.
Sarah had just confirmed that when she’d hinted about their relationship. Especially when he’d opened up about the different toys, trying to put Bryan at ease. They might not have been people that I would have picked out to get to know, but I had a feeling they’d end up being mentors or maybe even friends.
Bryan needed to see people in the real world who weren’t that different than he was and I needed someone I could go to with questions. It was so hard to figure out what was true online and what was just someone putting shit out there that they had no experience with.
Bryan sighed and tried to snuggle in even closer. Making small circles on his back and low soothing noises, I had him relaxed and back to sleep in minutes. It was these kinds of moments when I really felt like I was caring for him that made me understand what he liked about this type of lifestyle. I loved being the one to tuck him in and hold him. Things that in a more traditional relationship I probably would have shied away from, thinking it would make me look too needy.
This was perfect.
CHAPTER 10
Bryan
“So, did you boys do anything interesting today?”
Good God. I about swallowed my tongue and my meatloaf went down the wrong way. Coughing and trying not to die at the table, I watched as Mad started laughing so hard he almost fell off his chair.
Traitor.
“I’ll assume that’s a yes but that you don’t want to talk about it?” Mom smiled and tried to look innocent. She had too much laughter in her eyes for me to believe it. Crazy old bat.
Mad couldn’t help himself; laughter bubbled out of him. He found the whole thing entirely too funny. Finally, he managed to get things under control enough to take a few deep breaths. “We—we…” He took another deep breath. I was sitting there dying. “We ran errands, the grocery store and that kind of stuff.”
She gave us this look like she didn’t believe that explanation at all. “I’m glad you found something to do besides kill the lawnmower.” That one was aimed at me.
Suddenly, my green beans were very interesting.
Mad to the rescue again. “We’ll have that fixed tomorrow. I think I know what’s wrong with it.”
“That would be wonderful. Then maybe you boys can finish the rest of the lawn? Only having it half-finished lo
oks…odd.” She was probably looking at me again, but I was very focused on my dinner so I didn’t notice.
“Of course, that’s what the plan was. It might not be the most interesting chore or the safest with Bryan around—opff!”
Of course, I didn’t hit him or poke him. I love him; why would I do that? Even when he was throwing me under the bus.
“Bryan!”
I went for innocent. There was no way she’d seen anything. “What?”
Mad coughed and tried to cover up his laughter. “Um, it’s good to have something to do. It’s been so long since we had this much time off.”
He was right. I wouldn’t give up hanging out with him for anything, but watching TV and wandering around town weren’t that interesting. If we got jobs or even volunteered, we’d be apart more often. I wasn’t willing to trade time with him for something to do.
No matter how much I wanted to ignore it, summer couldn’t last forever. I wasn’t going to let anything take him away from me even for a few hours at a time. Possessive much? No, just a little clingy and not willing to share.
I was assuming she was going to tell us to get a job or some kind of idea like that so when she spoke it kind of surprised me.
“I think you boys should go help Mr. Haslet with his yard. I heard that he put in too big a garden this year and he could probably use some help. His daughter went back to work now that the kids are older and I’m sure he has too much to do on his own. Even if you can’t get the lawnmower fixed, I’m sure Maddox can use his to do the lawn.” Another pointed look at me. She was going to hold a grudge about that stupid gnome forever.
Maddox leaned back in his chair and cocked his head. Evidently, he hadn’t been expecting that idea either. “That doesn’t sound too bad.” Then he looked over at me. “I’m going to start dreaming of dragons and sh—stuff if we don’t find something else to do other than binge watch HBO shows.”
We’d watched other stuff too and had tons of fabulous sex. However, that wasn’t something I was going to share with my mother, so I just kept my mouth shut. Besides, it didn’t sound like that bad of an idea. It was something we could do together and that was my main concern.
