“I’m sorry I rushed off.” He whispered, and she nodded. She was still sleepy, and still she wondered if it was all a dream. The ache between her legs told her otherwise.
“It’s true then?” She asked. She didn’t know what to say. After sleep, it seemed like a distant dream.
“Yes.” Was all Ryan said, and it was enough. She nodded, and every second she didn’t give him an answer he thought his heart would break and his inner beast would groan.
“It’s okay.” Heather said, finally getting the chance to look at him again as she sat up.
“It’s okay because I still love you. I’ll learn to love all of you. I don’t know what it means. I do know my life was empty without you, and I never want to live in that empty world again.” The words were soft, but spoken with such certainty that his heart leaped. He knew he had found his mate. He knew that she’d be with him, and more importantly Ryan knew that she meant every word. He kissed her forehead, kissed her cheek, and kissed her lips. This kiss was different than the night before. It was soft, it was passionate, and it was gentle.
“Thank you.” He whispered, and it was still hours before their reservations. Ryan shook his head as he looked at Heather.
“We should get you cleaned up.” He said, helping her out of the bed as she stumbled to the bathroom. He started to turn on the shower as steam filled the room. Heather’s heart was pounding, but for a different reason.
She knew nothing could separate them anymore. There was a safety in this secret that kept them together, and it was something she didn’t know she’d be thankful for. She’d never lose him because she’d accept all of him. As he stepped in the steamy shower beside her, Ryan reached for the soap, lathering up his hands. He pulled Heather to his chest, relaxing in the hot spray of the water as he rubbed his lathered hands over her breasts, gliding them over the smooth skin. Heather couldn’t help but to moan as he teased her like he always loved to do, and she arched into his hands, begging for more.
“Ryan.” She said, and it came out as a whisper. This was still the man she loved, despite his other half. She could feel him tense, and knew that the bear must be clawing at him to take her again. She started to grind her ass against him, getting his cock hard and throbbing as it pressed into her backside. She couldn’t help but to smirk at the affect she had on him before turning around, slipping out of his hands and sinking to her knees.
“Let me show you how much I accept you.” She said in a hushed tone. Ryan hung on her every word as he saw her sink to her knees with a devious smile on her face. His cock jumped when she wrapped her hand around it, looking up at him with those loving, teasing eyes.
Chapter 5
It wasn’t long before Ryan had a grip in her hair as he started to pull her up and down on his cock, forcing her to gag and moan as she breathed through her nose. She started to rub her aching clit, being on the edge since she went to bed that morning. She slipped two wet fingers into herself as he pulled her on and off of his cock, his balls slapping against her chin every time he went all the way in.
She looked up at him, startled almost as he growled before sucking on him as she breathed through her nose. He pushed her back to the tile wall as the water streamed down them, making it harder for him to stay on edge. She sunk her fingers in and out of her wet pussy faster than before.
She fucked herself as roughly and as quickly as he had done the night before, reminding herself that she could take both halves of him as he started to hit her throat with each thrust into her mouth. It still caused her to moan and gag as tears streamed down her face from her gag reflex. He pushed all the way in, forcing her throat to stretch around him as she pinched her clit, going over the edge into her own climax. His throbbing cock started to come deep in her throat.
He waited until she swallowed it all before he pulled back slowly, letting Heather catch her breath. She could see the darkening of his eyes and when her own orgasm faded got up on shaking legs. She kissed him again as they both finished the shower. Every time she stumbled, he held her up and they got dressed. It was like something had changed between them, and she got ready to go to dinner.
“So what does it mean?” She finally asked Ryan, and he shook his head. Ryan was at a loss for words. Everything that they had done proved he shouldn’t hesitate any longer, but he couldn’t help it.
“Please.” She whispered, going over to him and taking his hands in hers, just as he had done the night before.
“It means you’re mine. My mate. That my Alpha will give you a chance. That we might be accepted in my world.” He said, and there was no rushing anymore. He knew this needed to be explained.
“Your pack?” She asked as they were finally ready to go, and he nodded, leading her out the door and helping her into the car. Ryan didn’t turn the radio on. He knew that they had a lot to discuss, over dinner, now, and even later. It was too much to ask her to just accept.
“Yes. We have a system. The Alpha, he’s our leader.” He said, and he looked at her. “He decides if I can stay with you.” This shocked Heather, but she tried not to show it, just waiting for Ryan to continue.
“What’s next?” She asked when he said nothing. He didn’t even go to start the car.
“You’ll have to meet him.” Ryan said begrudgingly, to which she only nodded again. Ryan could tell that she was still in shock, but asking questions was a good sign. It mean that Heather meant what she had said.
“What will be expected of me?” Heather finally said after tossing the question in her mind as if to see if she phrased it right. It seemed to hang heavy in the air, and there was something that Ryan didn’t want to tell her.
“I don’t know yet. It could be bad, but we can get through it.” Was all he ended up saying when he did speak. When she looked into his eyes there was no hint of the bear lurking in him. It was just the Ryan she loved, and so she nodded. He leaned over to take her hand, trying to smile. She looked over at him, smiling and just nodded.
“I’ll trust you then.” She finally said, and Ryan started the car. It was just a dinner they had planned months ago. It was going to be simple and romantic, but she never expected it to be so monumental. She never expected to know what she did or that it was even possible.
They drove off together, and he held her hand as long as he could until they were in heavy traffic. There were still so many questions that was bouncing through her head, and she wanted them answered. Heather held off. She knew that Ryan would tell her, and that they’d get through it no matter what he’d tell her next. She had made her decision. Heather wasn’t losing the man that made this lavish lifestyle worth living. She would hold onto him. No matter the cost.
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