by K. J. Dahlen
When Deke and Gator came in they were both talking about the day’s events. When Deke looked around and found her and Deacon, he stopped and grinned. Then he came over to the sofa and knelt down in front of her. “Is everything okay now? I mean between you and him?”
Cassie shrugged. “I hope so. He told me all about my mom today. With his stories, she came alive for me again. I remembered the little things I’d forgotten about her.” Tears welled in her eyes. “He told me he looked for me after Mom died.” She began crying. “I never knew he did that. I thought all this time there was nobody out there who gave a damn what happened to me.”
“Well, you were wrong then weren’t you?” Deacon growled from her lap. His bloodshot eyes opened and for a moment, he glared at Deke before he turned his head and looked at Cassie. He sat up and swung his legs over the front of the sofa. Staring at Deke, he said, “You and me gotta talk.” He got up and walked to Deke’s office without saying a word.
Deke raised his eyebrows and gazed at Cassie then turned to stare at Gator. He then stood up and headed for his office. When he heard Gator following him, he held up his hand to stop his Vice President.
Gator stopped and watched as he went through the door and closed it behind him. He turned his head to glance at Cassie then found his wife standing nearby.
Reva shrugged and came over to him.
Gator wrapped his arm around her and sighed. “Let’s hope Deke survives,” he whispered in her ear.
Reva chuckled. “Oh, I think he can hold his own.”
Gator grunted. “You don’t know men staking out boundaries.”
“What does that mean?” Reva whispered.
“Deacon is gonna ream him a new one. You wait and see.”
Cassie put her feet one the floor and groaned as she stood. “I think I need a moment.” She made her way to Deke’s bedroom.
~* * * *~
Deke closed the door behind him and watched as Deacon paced back and forth in front of his desk. He had an idea that he knew what was about to be said and he didn’t like the feeling coming over him. He didn’t have to answer to anyone about his personal business and he wasn’t starting now. “What did you want to see me about?”
Deacon swung around to his club President and scowled. “I think you should know that I’m not happy with the situation between you and Cassie.”
“And why is that?” Deke asked. He was trying to keep his calm but wasn’t very good at it. No one had questioned him since he became President of the club and he wasn’t going to let it happen now.
Deacon scowled. “I know it’s not my business and maybe I’m way out of line, but she’s the only family I got.”
“You’re right,” Deke growled. “It is none of your damn business.”
Deacon stood tall. “She’s kin man. I’m all she’s got and she’s all I got.”
“And that’s the reason I’m not taking you out at the knees.” Deke glared at him. “She’s my woman whether you like it or not. I’m not letting her go, not for you or anybody else.”
Deacon looked tired and disgusted as he hung his head. “I know you told me about what she went through when she was younger. I don’t want her to go through anything like that again.”
“Son, I told you only a little of what she went through when she was younger,” Deke explained. “I didn’t tell you everything. I don’t know everything myself. There is more to her story I do know that. I hope one day, she’ll feel like she can trust me enough to tell me but I know there are things she went through, nobody knows yet.”
“There’s more to her story?”
Deke gave him a nod. “I didn’t have time this morning to tell you everything. I only hit the highlights. That poor girl has been to hell and back. I guess I wanted to clue you into a small part of what her life was like, so you would understand a little bit about her.” Deke ran his fingers through his hair. “You saw how she was when you grabbed her?”
Deacon nodded.
“She really doesn’t like to be touched unless she initializes it. Several of my men made the same mistake and they paid the price for their stupidity.” Deke chuckled. “She gives fair warning I have to admit that. There is a reason for her fears and it’s a good one. I’m hoping with the right kind of touch, she’ll lose her fear one day, but that day isn’t here yet.” Deke went to his chair and sat down. He reached into his drawer for the bottle he had there and poured a couple of shots. “I understand where you’re coming from but you have to understand something too. She’s with me because I want her and she wants me back. I can’t say that love is part of that yet, but I won’t say that it isn’t either. For right now, I’m asking that you just let it be. You are family and to her, that means something. I know it means something to you too. Get to know her, learn what her secrets are.” Deke gulped the shot down and stared at Deacon. “I won’t give her up. If that makes me selfish, then I’m guilty. All you need to know right now is that I’m keeping her.”
Deacon nodded. “All of that may be true, but Deke, I’ll tell you something…If you hurt her I will kill you man. Don’t ever doubt that. She’s had enough pain in her life for three lifetimes. I will protect her from this day forward, even if it’s from you.”
Deke nodded and poured them both another shot. “I understand and would expect no less.”
They both slammed their shots down and Deke got to his feet. “Let’s get something to eat. I don’t know about you but I’m starving.”
~* * * *~
Cassie paced the length of Deke’s room several times. Her mind was racing with thoughts she knew she shouldn’t let in but she also knew she couldn’t stop them. She was happy with the way things were right now between her and Deke and she hoped Deacon would just leave them alone. For the first time in her life, she was happy and she would fight tooth and nail to keep that.
But she had family now too. That connection to another human being had been missing all these years. She’d forgotten about him and the fact he’d searched Boston all this time for her did mean a great deal to her. She couldn’t help but wonder how close they had come to finding each other before today. If he had found her, would it have altered her life?
Cassie shook her head. She went over to the bed and sat down. Ideas running through her mind were giving her a headache. All the could haves, would haves and should haves pushed her almost to the breaking point.
Flopping back on the bed, she closed her eyes and began rubbing her temples. Cassie sat up quickly and for a moment, her head spun. Groaning, she put her fingers to her temples again. She looked up and saw Deke standing there.
He walked over to the bed. “You’re safe here baby girl. No one is going to hurt you, least of all me,” he whispered as he wrapped his arms around her.
“I know…and I know deep down, you wouldn’t hurt me but I’ve been watching for pain all my life. It’s a little hard to just shut that switch off and I’ve had a hell of a day.”
Deke smiled. “I think someone else has had a hard day too. You gave him a hell of a shock.”
Cassie nodded, then whispered, “I have an uncle, and he’s been looking for me all my life.”
Deke’s arms tightened when he felt her begin to tremble. “Baby, it’s gonna be all right.”
Cassie smiled and turned her head into his chest. Wrapping her arms around him, she gave him a squeeze. “I have a family. That’s something I’ve wanted most of my life. Peaches became a sister because of a need both of us had. Neither one of us thought we had anyone out there who could love us as much as we loved each other. Peaches and me, we went through hell together and got through it. We weren’t alone anymore and that brought us together in a special kind of way.”
Deke patted her back as he listened.
“I’m so happy for her, she has a dad and a granddad who will kill to protect her now. I had to let her go, and that almost killed me, but I know she’s in good hands. It hurt so damn much to know she had family and I didn’t. I thought I
was alone again. Then he came into my life. I have someone who shares the same blood as I do. Someone who knew my mother, someone who could make her come alive for me through his stories of growing up with her.” She shook her head. “I’ve been listening to people bitch about their families for years. But what they don’t know is how lucky they are to have someone who cares enough about them to interfere with their lives.”
Deke chuckled. “I never really thought about it before but you’re right. I’m glad you found him and that he found you.” Letting out a deep breath he suggested, “How about we go eat something? Reva has supper ready and if we don’t get there soon, Gator is gonna eat it all. He’s a pig that way.”
Cassie laughed out loud just as he intended her to do. A few minutes later, they went to the main room and found everyone eating. Deke ushered her to a table Gator, Reva and Deacon were sitting at.
Reva got up and went into the kitchen, when she came back, she had two plates in her hand.
Deke sat down next to Cassie and smiled when Reva set the plates down. “Gator, you have a fine woman there. You’d better treat her right.”
Gator looked up at him and grinned with his mouth full of food. “You got that right boss.”
They spent the next few minutes finishing their meal. Finally, Deacon motioned to the paintings and asked, “If this one is Rufus does the lion have a name as well?”
Cassie nodded as she stared at the lion’s face. “I call him Diablo.”
“The Devil,” Deacon asked surprised. “Why do you call him that?”
Cassie didn’t answer him for a long time. All she could do was stare at the painting. Then she turned to look at Deke. “His was the face in my nightmares, the one that scared the crap out of me. He would always find me there every time I went to the place that scared me the most. At first, I thought he’d come to finally end my pain but after a while I noticed something about him. Even though he was right beside me, snarling at me, with his teeth dripping blood, he never hurt me. It was as if he was protecting me from all the other bad things I could imagine. He was keeping the fears away. In a way, he became my only protection in a world I never wanted to be in.”
Deke wanted to crush her to him but he couldn’t.
Deacon turned in his chair and grabbed her up. Dragging her to him, he just held her close.
Cassie laid her head on his chest and sobbed.
“You don’t ever have to be afraid again. I’ll never let anyone hurt you,” he whispered in her ear.
Cassie sat down next to Deke again. Tears rolled down her cheeks and she reached out for Deke’s hand. “I know and I’m so very glad I found you again.” She nodded at the painting. “He watched over me in my dark place, now I have you and Deke. I don’t think I need him anymore.”
“So tell me about this Peaches?” Deacon asked. “Is she okay too?”
Cassie grinned. “She’s better than okay. She found her dad and granddad and they both promised to take good care of her.”
Deke tightened his grip on her hand and leaned forward. “Yeah, the Vincinti’s won’t lose her again.”
“Calderone and Leon Vincinti?” Deacon asked. He looked stunned by the connection.
“Yup, they are Peaches’ family.” Cassie nodded.
“I didn’t know you moved in those kind of circles.” Deacon sat back in his chair and studied his niece.
“I didn’t know either.” Cassie chuckled. “I met Peaches when we were both five. She had been in an accident and had a nasty bump on her head. She couldn’t remember anything about her life and when she came to Mrs. Pierce’s house we kind of bonded together. I never had a friend before.”
“I know you said you came looking for a dancer, that’s how you met Deke but who was the dancer?” Deacon asked.
Cassie sighed hard and explained, “About five months ago Peaches was on her way to work in Albany when she was kidnapped off the streets. I couldn’t find her for months, then I heard about a dancer with her name working in Troy and I came looking for her. I found her working for Deke at the Dirty Dancing club.”
Deke raised his hands in his own defense. “No, I did not kidnap Peaches. Another low life named Big Jimmy took her. He got her hooked on dope and then put her to work in his stable of whores.”
“Yeah, I heard a rumor that Big Jimmy had a terrible accident.” Cassie snorted.
“Funny…” Deke stared at her for a moment. “…We heard the same rumor that was just about the time you got to the club.”
“I needed to make sure Peaches was okay,” Cassie muttered.
“I have a feeling I’m missing something here,” Deacon spoke up.
“Yeah well anyway, our first meeting didn’t go very well and Deke brought me back here.” Cassie shrugged. “Things just blossomed from there.”
“So what’s going on with the bitch that took you in?” Deacon asked.
“When the whole story came out, the Vincinti’s assured me they would take care of Mrs. Pierce. And the man that fathered me.”
Deacon sat up in his chair. “They got Flynn?”
“Yes, they do. Flynn got clean and took on a new name then went to work for the Vincinti family way back. When he saw me the other night, he tried to bully me into not revealing his identity. It didn’t work and when they found out he was the one that carried Peaches off, they told me they would take care of his sorry ass.”
Deacon’s smile slowly spread across his lips. “It couldn’t have happened to a nicer guy. I hope they make it hurt. So what’s the plan now?”
Cassie shrugged. “I don’t have a clue. The Feds want to use the info from Mrs. Pierce to shut down a kiddy ring, as far as I know, I’m still wanted for the attempted murder of the bastard that attacked Peaches when we were kids. Deke and some other bikers came to Boston and took Peaches and me out of police custody. Right now, I guess we wait to see who comes back to get me.”
~* * * *~
The next few days were busy for everyone. Deke, Deacon and Gator left each morning to go to work and it was after they left for the day that Cassie went to Troy as well. She always arrived back before the guys came home but Reva noticed she was preoccupied when she got back.
Reva didn’t say anything until a couple of weeks later. The guys were talking about a barbeque set up for the coming weekend and Gator thought it might be a good idea if Cassie helped Reva and the other old ladies plan it. They were still at home when he asked her.
Reva shrugged. “Sure, I’ll ask her about it but she’s hardly ever at the clubhouse anymore during the day.”
Gator stopped and stared at his woman. “What do you mean she isn’t here anymore? Where the hell is she then?”
Reva looked at him. “I don’t know where she goes every day. She waits until you guys leave for the dance club and she disappears. She comes back before you guys get back but she hasn’t told me and I know better than to ask. It’s not my business.”
“Do you think Deke knows?” Gator looked concerned. “Or Deacon?”
Reva shook her head. “I don’t think so.”
“Deke ain’t gonna like this.” Gator sighed.
“Maybe she’s working somewhere,” Reva suggested.
“That won’t matter, she didn’t tell any of us about this, I’m sure of that.” Gator looked troubled. “Deke is gonna freak. He’s been thinking she’s been here the whole time.”
“Maybe you could just ask her, when she’s alone I mean,” Reva suggested.
“I gotta find out more about where she’s going every day before I bring this to Deke. I hope I’m wrong. Doesn’t she know she could get taken? I’m sure the bitch that sent those other three guys after her hasn’t given up yet.” Gator ran his fingers through his hair messing it up. “And what about the badges? Huh? Does she think they’ve given up on her too? They would snatch her up in a heartbeat if they knew she was out there. Damn, I gotta tell Deke about this before she disappears without a trace. Deke would fucking flip his lid if that happened. Bo
th Deke and Deacon would.”
“What are you going to do?” Reva asked.
“I guess I’ll follow her and see where she goes, then tell Deke,” Gator finally said.
“Just be careful how you tell him,” Reva warned. “You know the man has a terrible tempter.”
“Let’s hope she’s not doing something stupid then.” Gator growled.
~* * * *~
A short time later, Cassie grabbed her backpack and left the clubhouse. Earlier, she’d watched as Deke, Deacon, Gator and the rest of the guys left. She checked the clock in her car and knew she was going to be a few minutes later today.
Pinching the bridge of her nose, she took a deep breath then exhaled. She thought about what she was doing and smiled slightly. She had spoken to Peaches a few days ago and knew everything in Boston was going well.
Peaches was adjusting to having a family again, and Mrs. Pierce was no longer a threat. For that matter, neither was Flynn Rearden. The Vincinti family had turned over the evidence found in the Pierce den to the Feds and she knew they were busy mopping up the mess. The arrests had made the papers and no one knew of her involvement in any of it. She felt safe for the first time in years.
As she drove away from the compound, she didn’t feel she had to check her rear view mirror. For the first time in her life, she didn’t have to look over her shoulder anymore or watch the street for the next attack. As she drove into Troy, she made her way to the west side of the city. It wasn’t the best neighborhoods, but it wasn’t the worst either. She pulled her Jeep behind the building and grabbing her pack, she hurried inside.
CHAPTER THREE
Cassie didn’t seem to notice the man on the bike parked a block away. Gator frowned as he viewed the old school house and grounds. He couldn’t imagine what the hell she was doing there but when he saw a couple of street guys hanging around outside he didn’t like it.
Rolling his bike down the block, he started it and tore down the road. He knew if he waited any longer, Deke would be that much madder about this whole thing.
