by Lady Lissa
We hung up and I was so excited that he was coming by. I can’t remember the last time I was this excited about something. I gave A.J. a kiss on the forehead and put him over my shoulder to burp him. Once he finished burping I went to change his diaper. My brother and sister were playing the game in Chase’s room so I went to tell them it was time to eat. I needed to get them fed, bathed and dressed for bed so they could go to sleep before Ant came by. I was so nervous that you would think it was the first time he came over here.
My siblings finished their meal and I ran water for Chase to take his bath since it was always harder for him to fall asleep than it was for Avery. When Chase was done I gave him a glass of warm milk and went to check on Avery in the tub. She played a little while and then she was ready to get out. I dried her off, helped her into her pajamas and tucked them both in.
I went to get myself ready to see Ant because I wanted to look extra special since the last time he saw me I was nine months pregnant. I put on a pair of pink shorts and a blue camisole with some hoop earrings and my lil slippers my mom had bought me last week. I sprayed some perfume on and applied a little lip gloss to my lips. Ant sent me a text twenty minutes ago saying he was on his way. I didn’t know what to do with myself until he got here so I watched some TV. There wasn’t anything on that I cared about right now so I surfed through the channels until I heard the car door slam.
I jumped up and went to the door and threw it open before Ant even had a chance to knock. He looked at me and licked his lips, obviously happy with what he saw. I allowed him to come inside and closed the door. I practically melted in his arms as he reached for a hug.
I didn’t want the hug to end but I didn’t want to seem clingy so I pulled back.
“You looking good Shawty!” he said.
“Thanks,” I said as I struck a pose.
“How you been?” he asked.
“I’ve been okay, a little tired from taking care of the baby but okay. How bout you?” I asked.
“I’ve been good, just working and chillin’,” he said.
“That’s good. I missed you Ant! How come you do me like that? I mean you don’t call or come by to see A.J. or anything. Why not?” I asked.
“You named him A.J.?” he asked.
“No A.J. is short for Antoine Jr.,” I said.
“Oh so how is he?” he asked.
“He’s good, growing and stuff. Why you ain’t never come see him til now?” I asked.
“I told you I’ve been busy working and shit! I don’t always have time to do the things I need to do,” he said.
“Don’t you miss me Ant?” I asked giving him the sad puppy dog face.
“You do look good Shawty. I hadn’t seen you in so long, you got your sexy back quick!” he said.
I smiled as he reached for me and pulled me in his arms. It felt so good to be in his arms; I had waited on this moment for a long time. As he held me he began to kiss my neck. My pussy immediately moistened feeling him kissing on me. A soft moan escaped my lips as he rubbed my back and ass. He moved his lips from my neck and brought them down on my lips as he and I began to share a hot, steamy kiss. He kissed me hard and long as he continued to caress my ass.
When I felt him tugging after my button on my shorts I knew I should have stopped him but I missed him so much. I needed him to love me and tell me that he missed me.
I pulled my lips from his as I looked him in the eyes and said, “I still love you Ant!”
“Then show me,” he said as I looked into his lust filled eyes.
He pulled my shirt off revealing my breasts that had grown to a D cup since I was pregnant with A.J. He pulled my bra off and cupped my breasts in his hands as he began to lick my nipples. As I held his head in place my knees began to wobble from the weakness of his touch. He dropped my shorts to the floor and began pulling on my panties.
When I was completely naked he pulled his pants down and lay me on the sofa. As he climbed on top of me I started to protest but he buried his tongue deep inside my mouth as he kissed me passionately. He pushed his dick inside me and I gasped from the feel of his dick opening my tight pussy. I had not had sex in almost eight months and it felt good bit it hurt a little too, at least until I got used to his dick again. He was getting it in real deep too and I almost screamed from the ecstacy I was feeling but I didn’t wanna wake the kids.
He began to kiss me and I kissed him back as I wrapped my legs around his waist and threw my pussy back at him. It had been so long since he had come to see me or made me cum. I had two orgasms already and I knew that it wouldn’t be my last one tonight. Ant told me to get on my knees so he could hit it from the back. As I turned over he entered me from behind smacking my ass as he slayed my pussy from behind with his hard dick.
“Oh my God that feels so good! I’m gonna cum!” I cried.
“Cum for me baby, cum for Daddy!” he said as he gripped my hair in his hands and pulled. I couldn’t believe that he was finally here with me and we were making love just like before.
Finally he gripped both my hips and thrust inside me until he shuddered, letting me know he was cumming. At that moment A.J. started to stir in my bed so I hurriedly threw my clothes on and went to get him. When we came back into the living room, Ant was putting his shirt on. I sat next to him holding A.J. making sure Ant took a good look at his firstborn.
“You wanna hold him?” I asked Ant.
I watched him study A.J. looking for a resemblance to him I guess. He finally took A.J. from me and held him. At that moment I knew that he knew A.J. was his son and that we would finally be back together. I stood to go get A.J. a bottle as I watched him plant a kiss on our baby’s forehead.
When I returned with the bottle I asked, “Would you like to feed your son?”
He didn’t respond but he took the bottle from me and held it to A.J. lips and he began to suck his bottle holding Ant’s finger as he ate. I smiled at the image of my man and our son and went to my room to get my phone because I had to take a picture. As he was engrossed in feeding our son I snapped a couple pictures of the two of them and posted it to my Facebook and Twitter pages. I had never been so happy in all my life.
After he finished feeding A.J. he passed him to me so that I could burp him and change his diaper. I wanted them to spend more time together but A.J. was ready to go back to sleep so I rocked him to sleep while singing him a lullaby as Ant watched, speechless.
I went to put our baby back in my bed and when I came back to the living room Ant was standing up like he was getting ready to leave. I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around him because I didn’t want him to go. My mom wasn’t due home for another four and a half hours so he could spend that time with me and A.J.
“Are you leaving already? I missed you so much, please stay another lil while,” I begged.
“I gotta go to work early tomorrow so I need to rest up,” he said.
“Please Baby I need you so much,” I said as I began stroking his member inside his pants. It didn’t take long for his dick to respond to my touch as I continued to stroke it. He leaned his head down and kissed me, giving me some of his tongue to suck on.
He released my lips and pushed me down so I was on my knees before his crotch. I pulled his big dick out and began stroking it, opening my mouth to suck it. I stroked and sucked and even licked his balls until he couldn’t take it anymore. He lifted me up off the floor and pulled my shorts down. He threw me over the back of the sofa and pumped his dick into me fast and hard. He pulled my hair while fucking me hard from the back as I tried my best to control my need to scream in an effort to not wake the kids. He laid his dick into me real hard and heavy but I loved it. I had missed my man so much and was just happy to have him with me.
He pumped four more hard thrusts into me and let out a deep moan as he climaxed. I had three orgasms myself and was really feeling good. He pulled his dick out and smacked my ass as I moved off the back of the sofa. I picked up my shorts and retwisted the rubber band back around
my ponytail as I reached for Ant to hold me. He embraced me and it almost felt like old times.
“Let me get outta here! I have to get up really early to go to work,” he said as he removed my hands from around his waist. I wanted to cry but decided to not be so dramatic.
Instead I smiled a sad smile and said, “Okay.”
He made his way to the front door and I followed behind him.
“Will you call me while you’re away please?” I asked.
“I’ll try but you know that we don’t always have signals out there,” he said.
“Okay, I love you Baby!” I said giving him a soft kiss on the lips. Even though he kissed me back he never returned the words I spoke to him.
I watched as he walked down the driveway to get in his car. I missed him already but I knew he had to work to take care of us. I loved Ant and I know some people might think I’m crazy for loving him but I just do. He’s the first man I’ve ever loved and you can’t just turn the love off because they piss you off.
I closed the door once I couldn’t see his taillights anymore and went to take a shower before I laid down next to A.J. As I washed my body I tingled from the sensations still running through me; it had been a long time since my pussy felt those incredible sensations. I loved that man of mine even though he pretended to not love me.
I turned the water off, stepped out the tub, dried myself off and got dressed. I climbed into bed with my baby boy and gave him a kiss on the cheek, happy that his dad had finally come to see him. As I looked at my sweet baby it was hard to believe that at the age of sixteen and a junior in high school, I was a mom. In a few more months I would be turning seventeen. I had plans to go to college and live on campus before I became a mom. I wondered if my mom would help with A.J. so I could keep those plans but knowing her she wouldn’t want to put her life on hold anymore.
I was getting sleepy and my body was tired, Ant had worn me out. I sent him a text telling him I missed him already and that I would be thinking about him. I told him I loved him and for him to be safe. By the time I fell asleep he still hadn’t texted back yet so I figured he had already fallen asleep.
CHAPTER TWENTY ONE-MEGAN
I hated that Antoine was leaving to go to work today because I was going to miss him. I was now six months pregnant so the last thing I wanted was for him to be leaving me but I knew he had to get his money right so he could take care of our family. He came in late last night and even though I wondered where he was I didn’t question him because I wanted to enjoy this time with him before he left. I wondered if the rumors were true about that lil young girl having a baby by him. I asked him several times about it and he kept saying it wasn’t his but I wondered if it actually was and he was still lying to me.
After making love twice that morning we were finally ready to go. I had to take Ant to the shipyard in Hammond so he could catch the helicopter to the platform. I had a doctor’s appointment that afternoon and knew that I was gonna be tired but no one else could take him so that left me to do it. I didn’t mind taking him especially since he was my man but I was just so tired. This pregnancy had me so sleepy and I was never a small girl to begin with so these extra pounds on my frame didn’t do me any good.
After we said our goodbyes I was on my way to the doctor’s office for my appointment. I signed in and was sitting there reading Big Girls Don’t Cry by Carl Weber, one of my favorite authors on my Kindle when this guy walked in with his girlfriend. She looked like she was about to have her baby right there in the lobby but I liked how he guided her to her seat with his hand on the small of her back. He went to the receptionist area to sign her in and came back to sit with her. He put his arm around the back of her chair as they talked about their baby. They seemed so happy and excited and I wished I could have that feeling with Ant.
I was watching them because the guy started to look familiar to me and when he looked up it hit me; he was Ant’s friend Shine. The girl looked at me with an attitude when she caught me staring and I didn’t want her to think I wanted her man so I decided to try and calm the storm before it blew.
“Excuse me, aren’t you Ant’s friend?” I asked.
“Yea,” he said.
“Do you remember me? We met that day at the mall, you were with Ant and I was with my friend,” I explained.
“Uh yea, Megan right?” he asked.
“Yea how are you? Congrats on your baby!” I said because the young girl continued to look at me like she wanted to bite my head off for talking to her man.
“Thanks, this is my girl Caramel. Caramel this is Megan, Ant’s girl,” he said.
“Ant’s girl? I didn’t know Ant had another girl,” she said.
“Another girl?” I asked.
“Yea another girl! He and my best friend Shaniqua just had a baby boy. She was hoping that they would become a family now that their baby was here, but I guess not,” she said.
“Your best friend?” I asked.
“I’m sorry but do you have a hearing problem?” she asked.
“Mel that’s not necessary Bae,” Shine said.
“I’m sorry but Ant and I have been together for almost eight months and we’re having a baby together in three months. So your friend must be wrong about him being her man!” I said.
These young chicks are crazy as fuck! How I end up having to explain my position with my man just because I said hello to her man? Next time I’ll just keep my mouth shut because this didn’t make no damn sense. I prayed that the nurse would call me to the back soon because I was ready to get away from this lil chick.
“No she didn’t lie to me! Tell her Christian that Shaniqua had a baby for Ant so she can know how triflin’ “her man” is!” Caramel said.
“Is that true Shine, does he have a baby with that lil young girl?” I asked.
“I think that’s between you and Ant,” he said.
“And just so you know, another bitch is pregnant by him too! So “yo man” is spreading his dick around as well as his seeds!” Caramel said with a laugh.
“Damn! All this for saying hello huh? Are you that insecure that you would start trouble between Ant and me just because I said hi?” I asked her because she had pissed me off.
“Bitch you don’t know me, I will mop the floor with yo ass!” she said as Shine tried to calm her down.
“Babe really? Do you really want your blood pressure all high because you’re involving yourself in Ant and Shaniqua’s business?” he asked her.
That was all the confirmation I needed; Ant did have a baby with that chick. My feelings were beyond hurt and my heart ached but I wasn’t gonna give this lil bitch the satisfaction of seeing me shed one damn tear.
“I was just letting her know that her man ain’t who she thinks he is Bae! Shaniqua is my girl and I can’t believe he got this chick and that other lil tramp from school pregnant when he ain’t even taking care of Nae’s baby! What the fuck is wrong with Ant?” the girl asked.
“You need to calm down. There’s no need to spike up your blood pressure worrying about other people’s business,” Shine said.
He rubbed her protruding belly lovingly as he massaged her neck and gave her a kiss. I was so jealous of this little girl getting all this attention from this man. I couldn’t believe how different Ant and Shine were and wondered how they could even be friends. I had obviously chosen the wrong man to get involved with that day.
Thankfully my name was called so I got up and wobbled my way to the back. Because I was on the verge of tears I asked to use the restroom first. Once in the restroom I opened up the flood gates and cried because I really thought Ant and I could be happy but he was obviously out here doing way more than I imagined. Once I had cried that frustration out I walked back into the area where the nurse checked my vitals and I was led to the exam room to wait for my doctor.
While waiting for my doctor I wondered what was up with Ant. Could he have really gotten this Shaniqua girl pregnant? I can’t believe he straight up lied
to me. I decided not to focus on that right now as I waited for my exam. I just sat back and rubbed my tummy as our baby moved around inside me. Last month Ant and I found out we were going to have a girl and I couldn’t be happier. I wanted to dress her in pink and purple and buy her pretty little frilly things.
I was glad that Ant had set up the crib and changing table before he left so that way I could do the small stuff before he came back. Shelly was supposed to come over later so she could help me but I think I’d ask her to come over the weekend because I was exhausted. All I wanted to do was go home and take a long nap.
CHAPTER TWENTY TWO- CARAMEL
I could not believe Ant was not only messing with this chick but she was also pregnant. How many kids did this triflin’ nigga need? Shaniqua’s baby was six weeks old and he hadn’t done one thing for her little boy. She did text me that he went by last night though to see the baby. I wanted to ask her what else did they do while he was there but I knew she wouldn’t tell me so I didn’t ask. I just hoped that if she did have sex with him she used protection this time. This bitch at school was already running around saying that she was pregnant for Ant. When I told Shaniqua she wanted to go fight the girl but I wouldn’t let her. Why should she fight over a man who obviously didn’t give a damn about her?
I couldn’t wait to call and give her the news about this fat bitch. She had the nerve to get smart with me because she was messing with Shaniqua’s man. I couldn’t believe that Christian knew about this shit and didn’t say anything but now was not the time or the place to have this conversation with him. I sat patiently and waited for my name to be called as Christian tried to calm me down. He was right though; this wasn’t my business so I shouldn’t be getting worked up about Shaniqua’s man and his bullshit. I felt so sorry for her because she didn’t deserve this loser for a baby’s daddy.
Finally I was called to the back and on my way in the big girl was on her way out. She didn’t even look my way which was a good thing because I probably would have said something smart. Christian always lectured me about my attitude but I couldn’t help it; I was born hood and I was gon die hood. Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t no hoodrat or nothing like that but I was raised to fight and stand up for what I believed in.
