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by H. P. Lovecraft


  On Sundays when he smites the Attic lyre;

  And here one afternoon he brought his gloom,

  Resolv’d to chant a poet’s lay of doom.

  Roget’s Thesaurus, and a book of rhymes,

  Provide the rungs whereon his spirit climbs:

  With this grave retinue he trod the grove

  And pray’d the Fauns he might a Poe-et prove.

  But sad to tell, ere Pegasus flew high,

  The not unrelish’d supper hour drew nigh;

  Our tuneful swain th’ imperious call attends,

  And soon above the groaning table bends.

  Tho’ it were too prosaic to relate

  Th’ exact particulars of what he ate

  (Such long-drawn lists the hasty reader skips,

  Like Homer’s well-known catalogue of ships),

  This much we swear: that as adjournment near’d,

  A monstrous lot of cake had disappear’d!

  Soon to his chamber the young bard repairs,

  And courts soft Somnus with sweet Lydian airs;

  Thro’ open casement scans the star-strown deep,

  And ‘neath Orion’s beams sinks off to sleep.

  Now start from airy dell the elfin train

  That dance each midnight o’er the sleeping plain,

  To bless the just, or cast a warning spell

  On those who dine not wisely, but too well.

  First Deacon Smith they plague, whose nasal glow

  Comes from what Holmes hath call’d “Elixir Pro”;

  Group’d round the couch his visage they deride,

  Whilst thro’ his dreams unnumber’d serpents glide.

  Next troop the little folk into the room

  Where snores our young Endymion, swath’d in gloom:

  A smile lights up his boyish face, whilst he

  Dreams of the moon — or what he ate at tea.

  The chieftain elf th’ unconscious youth surveys,

  And on his form a strange enchantment lays:

  Those lips, that lately thrill’d with frosted cake,

  Uneasy sounds in slumbrous fashion make;

  At length their owner’s fancies they rehearse,

  And lisp this awesome Poe-em in blank verse:

  Aletheia Phrikodes

  Omnia risus et omnia pulvis et omnia nihil.

  Demoniac clouds, up-pil’d in chasmy reach

  Of soundless heav’n, smother’d the brooding night;

  Nor came the wonted whisp’rings of the swamp,

  Nor voice of autumn wind along the moor,

  Nor mutter’d noises of th’ insomnious grove

  Whose black recesses never saw the sun.

  Within that grove a hideous hollow lies,

  Half bare of trees; a pool in centre lurks

  That none dares sound; a tarn of murky face

  (Tho’ naught can prove its hue, since light of day,

  Affrighted, shuns the forest-shadow’d banks).

  Hard by, a yawning hillside grotto breathes,

  From deeps unvisited, a dull, dank air

  That sears the leaves on certain stunted trees

  Which stand about, clawing the spectral gloom

  With evil boughs. To this accursed dell

  Come woodland creatures, seldom to depart:

  Once I behold, upon a crumbling stone

  Set altar-like before the cave, a thing

  I saw not clearly, yet from glimpsing, fled.

  In this half-dusk I meditate alone

  At many a weary noontide, when without

  A world forgets me in its sun-blest mirth.

  Here howl by night the werewolves, and the souls

  Of those that knew me well in other days.

  Yet on this night the grove spake not to me;

  Nor spake the swamp, nor wind along the moor,

  Nor moan’d the wind about the lonely eaves

  Of the bleak, haunted pile wherein I lay.

  I was afraid to sleep, or quench the spark

  Of the low-burning taper by my couch.

  I was afraid when thro’ the vaulted space

  Of the old tow’r, the clock-ticks died away

  Into a silence so profound and chill

  That my teeth chatter’d — giving yet no sound.

  Then flicker’d low the light, and all dissolv’d,

  Leaving me floating in the hellish grasp

  Of body’d blackness, from whose beating wings

  Came ghoulish blasts of charnel-scented mist.

  Things vague, unseen, unfashion’d, and unnam’d

  Jostled each other in the seething void

  That gap’d, chaotic, downward to a sea

  Of speechless horror, foul with writhing thoughts.

  All this I felt, and felt the mocking eyes

  Of the curs’d universe upon my soul;

  Yet naught I saw nor heard, till flash’d a beam

  Of lurid lustre thro’ the rotting heav’ns,

  Playing on scenes I labour’d not to see.

  Methought the nameless tarn, alight at last,

  Reflected shapes, and more reveal’d within

  Those shocking depths than ne’er were seen before;

  Methought from out the cave a demon train,

  Grinning and smirking, reel’d in fiendish rout;

  Bearing within their reeking paws a load

  Of carrion viands for an impious feast.

  Methought the stunted trees with hungry arms

  Grop’d greedily for things I dare not name;

  The while a stifling, wraith-like noisomeness

  Fill’d all the dale, and spoke a larger life

  Of uncorporeal hideousness awake

  In the half-sentient wholeness of the spot.

  Now glow’d the ground, and tarn, and cave, and trees,

  And moving forms, and things not spoken of,

  With such a phosphorescence as men glimpse

  In the putrescent thickets of the swamp

  Where logs decaying lie, and rankness reigns.

  Methought a fire-mist drap’d with lucent fold

  The well-remember’d features of the grove,

  Whilst whirling ether bore in eddying streams

  The hot, unfinish’d stuff of nascent worlds

  Hither and thither thro’ infinities

  Of light and darkness, strangely intermix’d;

  Wherein all entity had consciousness,

  Without th’ accustom’d outward shape of life.

  Of these swift-circling currents was my soul,

  Free from the flesh, a true constituent part;

  Nor felt I less myself, for want of form.

  Then clear’d the mist, and o’er a star-strown scene,

  Divine and measureless, I gaz’d in awe.

  Alone in space, I view’d a feeble fleck

  Of silvern light, marking the narrow ken

  Which mortals call the boundless universe.

  On ev’ry side, each as a tiny star,

  Shone more creations, vaster than our own,

  And teeming with unnumber’d forms of life;

  Tho’ we as life would recognise it not,

  Being bound to earthy thoughts of human mould.

  As on a moonless night the Milky Way

  In solid sheen displays its countless orbs

  To weak terrestrial eyes, each orb a sun;

  So beam’d the prospect on my wond’ring soul:

  A spangled curtain, rich with twinkling gems,

  Yet each a mighty universe of suns.

  But as I gaz’d, I sens’d a spirit voice

  In speech didactic, tho’ no voice it was,

  Save as it carried thought. It bade me mark

  That all the universes in my view

  Form’d but an atom in infinity;

  Whose reaches pass the ether-laden realms

  Of heat and light, extending to far fields

  Where flourish worlds invisible and vague
,

  Fill’d with strange wisdom and uncanny life,

  And yet beyond; to myriad spheres of light,

  To spheres of darkness, to abysmal voids

  That know the pulses of disorder’d force.

  Big with these musings, I survey’d the surge

  Of boundless being, yet I us’d not eyes,

  For spirit leans not on the props of sense.

  The docent presence swell’d my strength of soul;

  All things I knew, but knew with mind alone.

  Time’s endless vista spread before my thought

  With its vast pageant of unceasing change

  And sempiternal strife of force and will;

  I saw the ages flow in stately stream

  Past rise and fall of universe and life;

  I saw the birth of suns and worlds, their death,

  Their transmutation into limpid flame,

  Their second birth and second death, their course

  Perpetual thro’ the aeons’ termless flight,

  Never the same, yet born again to serve

  The varying purpose of omnipotence.

  And whilst I watch’d, I knew each second’s space

  Was greater than the lifetime of our world.

  Then turn’d my musings to that speck of dust

  Whereon my form corporeal took its rise;

  That speck, born but a second, which must die

  In one brief second more; that fragile earth;

  That crude experiment; that cosmic sport

  Which holds our proud, aspiring race of mites

  And moral vermin; those presuming mites

  Whom ignorance with empty pomp adorns,

  And misinstructs in specious dignity;

  Those mites who, reas’ning outward, vaunt themselves

  As the chief work of Nature, and enjoy

  In fatuous fancy the particular care

  Of all her mystic, super-regnant pow’r.

  And as I strove to vision the sad sphere

  Which lurk’d, lost in ethereal vortices,

  Methough my soul, tun’d to the infinite,

  Refus’d to glimpse that poor atomic blight;

  That misbegotten accident of space;

  That globe of insignificance, whereon

  (My guide celestial told me) dwells no part

  Of empyrean virtue, but where breed

  The coarse corruptions of divine disease;

  The fest’ring ailments of infinity;

  The morbid matter by itself call’d man:

  Such matter (said my guide) as oft breaks forth

  On broad Creation’s fabric, to annoy

  For a brief instant, ere assuaging death

  Heal up the malady its birth provok’d.

  Sicken’d, I turn’d my heavy thoughts away.

  Then spake th’ ethereal guide with mocking mien,

  Upbraiding me for searching after Truth;

  Visiting on my mind the searing scorn

  Of mind superior; laughing at the woe

  Which rent the vital essence of my soul.

  Methought he brought remembrance of the time

  When from my fellows to the grove I stray’d,

  In solitude and dusk to meditate

  On things forbidden, and to pierce the veil

  Of seeming good and seeming beauteousness

  That covers o’er the tragedy of Truth,

  Helping mankind forget his sorry lot,

  And raising Hope where Truth would crush it down.

  He spake, and as he ceas’d, methought the flames

  Of fuming Heav’n resolv’d in torments dire;

  Whirling in maelstroms of rebellious might,

  Yet ever bound by laws I fathom’d not.

  Cycles and epicycles, of such girth

  That each a cosmos seem’d, dazzled my gaze

  Till all a wild phantasmal glow became.

  Now burst athwart the fulgent formlessness

  A rift of purer sheen, a sight supernal,

  Broader that all the void conceiv’d by man,

  Yet narrow here. A glimpse of heav’ns beyond;

  Of weird creations so remote and great

  That ev’n my guide assum’d a tone of awe.

  Borne on the wings of stark immensity,

  A touch of rhythm celestial reach’d my soul;

  Thrilling me more with horror than with joy.

  Again the spirit mock’d my human pangs,

  And deep revil’d me for presumptuous thoughts:

  Yet changing now his mien, he bade me scan

  The wid’ning rift that clave the walls of space;

  He bade me search it for the ultimate;

  He bade me find the Truth I sought so long;

  He bade me brave th’ unutterable Thing,

  The final Truth of moving entity.

  All this he bade and offer’d — but my soul,

  Clinging to life, fled without aim or knowledge,

  Shrieking in silence thro’ the gibbering deeps.

  Thus shriek’d the young Lucullus, as he fled

  Thro’ gibbering deeps — and tumbled out of bed;

  Within the room the morning sunshine gleams,

  Whilst the poor youth recalls his troubled dreams.

  He feels his aching limbs, whose woeful pain

  Informs his soul his body lives again,

  And thanks his stars — or cosmoses — or such

  That he survives the noxious nightmare’s clutch.

  Thrill’d with the music of th’ eternal spheres

  (Or is it the alarm-clock that he hears?),

  He vows to all the Pantheon, high and low,

  No more to feed on cake, or pie, or Poe.

  And now his gloomy spirits seem to rise,

  As he the world beholds with clearer eyes;

  The cup he thought too full of dregs to quaff

  Affords him wine enough to raise a laugh.

  (All this is metaphor — you must not think

  Our late Endymion prone to stronger drink!)

  With brighter visage and with lighter heart,

  He turns his fancies to the grocer’s mart;

  And strange to say, at last he seems to find

  His daily duties worthy of his mind.

  Since Truth prov’d such a high and dang’rous goal,

  Our bard seeks one less trying to his soul;

  With deep-drawn breath he flouts his dreary woes,

  And a good clerk from a bad poet grows!

  Now close attend my lay, ye scribbling crew

  That bay the moon in numbers strange and new;

  That madly for the spark celestial bawl

  In metres short or long, or none at all:

  Curb your rash force, in numbers or at tea,

  Nor overzealous for high fancies be;

  Reflect, ere ye the draught Pierian take,

  What worthy clerks or plumbers ye might make;

  Wax not too frenzied in the leaping line

  That neither sense nor measure can confine,

  Lest ye, like young Lucullus Launguish, groan

  Beneath Poe-etic nightmares of your own!

  Fact and Fancy

  How dull the wretch, whose philosophic mind

  Disdains the pleasures of fantastic kind;

  Whose prosy thoughts the joys of life exclude,

  And wreck the solace of the poet’s mood!

  Young Zeno, practic’d in the Stoic’s art,

  Rejects the language of the glowing heart;

  Dissolves sweet Nature to a mess of laws;

  Condemns th’ effect whilst looking for the cause;

  Freezes poor Ovid in an ic’d review,

  And sneers because his fables are untrue!

  In search of Truth the hopeful zealot goes,

  But all the sadder tums, the more he knows!

  Stay! vandal sophist, whose deep lore would blast

  The graceful legends of the story’d pas
t;

  Whose tongue in censure flays th’ embellish’d page,

  And scolds the comforts of a dreary age:

  Would’st strip the foliage from the vital bough

  Till all men grow as wisely dull as thou?

  Happy the man whose fresh, untainted eye

  Discerns a Pantheon in the spangled sky;

  Finds Sylphs and Dryads in the waving trees,

  And spies soft Notus in the southern breeze;

  For whom the stream a cheering carol sings,

  While reedy music by the fountain rings;

  To whom the waves a Nereid tale confide

  Till friendly presence fills the rising tide.

  Happy is he, who void of learning’s woes,

  Th’ ethereal life of body’d Nature knows:

  I scorn the sage that tells me it but seems,

  And flout his gravity in sunlit dreams!

  Pacifist War Song — 1917

  We are the valiant Knights of Peace

  Who prattle for the Right:

  Our banner is of snowy fleece,

  Inscribed: “TOO PROUD TO FIGHT!”

  By sweet Chautauqua’s flow’ry banks

  We love to sing and play,

  But should we spy a foeman’s ranks,

  We’d proudly run away!

  When Prussian fury sweeps the main

  Our freedom to deny;

  Of tyrant laws we ne’er complain,

  But gladsomely comply!

  We do not fear the submarines

  That plough the troubled foam;

  We scorn the ugly old machines —

  And safely stay at home!

  They say our country’s close to war,

  And soon must man the guns;

  But we see naught to struggle for —

  We love the gentle Huns!

  What tho’ their hireling Greaser bands

  Invade our southern plains?

  We well can spare those boist’rous lands,

  Content with what remains!

  Our fathers were both rude and bold,

  And would not live like brothers;

  But we are of a finer mould —

  We’re much more like our mothers!

  A Garden

  There’s an ancient, ancient garden that I see sometimes in dreams,

  Where the very Maytime sunlight plays and glows with spectral gleams;

  Where the gaudy-tinted blossoms seem to wither into grey,

  And the crumbling walls and pillars waken thoughts of yesterday.

  There are vines in nooks and crannies, and there’s moss about the pool,

  And the tangled weedy thicket chokes the arbour dark and cool:

 

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