I felt nervous waiting for him to show up. I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t help it. A man was picking me up from my house so we could go out to a club. It felt like a date. It felt like I was going on a date with Dante Rock. Of course, it was strictly business, but that didn’t make me feel any less nervous.
That was a lie. It was not strictly business. We had passed the point at which we could still call our relationship professional. We were in the weird limbo where we worked together despite having been extremely intimate, and we were both trying to sort of skirt around the fact.
At least I was. I couldn’t really speak for him. I knew that if I gave him another chance, he would take it. In a heartbeat. He would be between my thighs as soon as I gave him the okay. If I was honest, I wasn’t opposed to having him between my thighs again. I mean, he had already been once before. There was no going back, and there was no going forward really either.
If we did keep hooking up, it would be because we both thought the other was hot, which we did. Or at least I did. He wasn’t looking for a wife, and I wasn’t looking for a husband. Or maybe he was? I had to talk about myself because who knew the things that went on in that man’s head. We’d had deep conversations, but I still couldn’t tell you his favorite color or whether he was a Democrat or Republican. I didn’t know him. Who really did know him? The image he had, his public image, hoop-shooting Neanderthal was likely not all there was to him. I knew there was more, but I didn’t have enough to make an assessment of who he was behind the image.
What we had and what we were doing, in my assessment, was not serious. I was not looking for a husband or a long-term relationship with anybody. An athlete would be the last person I went after in any case if I was. We were both adults and could manage our urges. It was fine if we ended up sleeping together again.
It wasn’t fine, but it wasn’t a disaster. That was where I was in my rationalization of mine and Dante’s relationship. I came to the locker room for the second interview, and the first thing he had done was try and kiss me. It was literally just a matter of time before something else happened. It wasn’t a matter of prevention anymore, it was a matter of disaster preparedness. It was probably going to happen, and because of that, I was going to manage my emotions. Daniel had nothing to worry about; I had nothing to worry about. Dante probably never worried about anything.
It was sort of late when we got to the club, past ten o'clock. The place we were at, Hyde Lounge, was really nice. The lights were low and the place had a really interesting modern aesthetic. There was a lot of glass and clean lines. One look at the sort of people who were in there gave me a good impression of the usual crowd.
This was the sort of place that Jay-Z—or people like that—rented out for private parties. There were women who were too beautiful to exist on the arms of guys who had no right being as handsome as they were.
The cheerleaders were there and all greeted Dante like they had been waiting the whole night for him. He bought them a round of drinks and they sort of scattered, making for the dancefloor. The female attention that followed Dante was painfully obvious as soon as he entered any space. I looked around while Dante talked to the barman with whom he seemed extremely familiar.
“Are we just going to stand here?” I asked him.
“You want to sit?”
I nodded. I was in heels, and I wasn’t about to spend the night leaning on the bar trying to act like my shoes weren’t killing me. The cuter the shoes, the worse they hurt your feet. We made our way to a booth and sat down gratefully. A woman showed up, sat a shiny, metallic bottle on the table, and greeted Dante as if they were old friends. She opened it up, popping the cork off. It was champagne, and she poured us two flutes full before leaving with a wink in Dante’s direction.
“Cheers?” he said, raising his glass. I lifted mine and humored him. It had been like fifteen minutes and I was already tired. I was such a grandma. Where was my bed and a hot shower? I wanted to go home. This place was too expensive, and I was uncomfortable. It was so noisy, too. I didn’t want to dance, and if I wanted to talk to Dante, I would have to practically get in his lap. I didn’t understand it. What was the urge he had to come to places like this? He looked totally at home, looking around, greeting the people who came up to him… I didn’t have to ask how much the bottle had cost because—at a place like this—the answer was too much.
That was what it was. It was all just so much. It was too much to be happy with because you couldn’t keep track of it all, and of course, it was just stuff. I knew he had a good relationship with his family, but that didn’t mean he didn’t have an unhealthy one with his money, station, and the things that those two things afforded him in life.
“Why do you do this?” I asked him.
“Do what?”
“All this?” I asked, motioning vaguely to the room in general.
“Not your scene?”
“Maybe once in a while—but definitely not every week or multiple times within a week,” I said. He smiled, knowing exactly who that accusation was targeted at.
“It takes a special kind of person to really handle it,” he said. He took a sip of the champagne.
“What about this?” I said, lifting my own flute.
“You don’t like it?”
“It’s great, but it’s like, a three-hundred-dollar bottle of champagne,” I said.
“You think it’s overpriced?”
“They can charge whatever they want, you don’t necessarily have to pay it though.”
“You think I’m wasting my money?”
“No… you can do what you want with your money. I’m just curious.”
“About what?”
“This, three-hundred-dollar bottles of champagne and custom luxury sports cars. Five thousand square feet of house for just yourself.”
“It sort of comes with the territory.”
“You can make decisions about how you use your money and who you associate with. You don’t have to do all this. You want to.”
He looked at me seriously.
“You're right. I do choose to. You know a lot about me, Quinn, do you know where I grew up?”
“Ohio?”
“Not just Ohio. Bumfuck, Ohio. Not Cleveland and not Columbus. Fucking, Cavett. Middle-of-nowhere, tiny-ass town that you can’t even see on the map. When you search for the census information online, they give you the information for the nearest larger town. Officially, nobody comes from Cavett. I come from nowhere. I came from nothing.”
I looked at him.
“That’s why?”
“We were poor. People joke sometimes about not being able to make rent, but that was real for my mother. I know what it’s like not to have things, and now, I don’t have to live like that anymore. Not Gabbie, and not my mom either.”
“Do both of them live here?”
“I got mom a house in Calabasas, and Gabbie lives in downtown LA. She didn’t want a house from me, but I paid her college tuition for her. I’m in a position where neither I nor the people I love have to be limited by money. If my mom needs another refrigerator, car, house, anything, I can get it for her—and that’s something I had to believe for a long time that I wouldn’t be able to do.”
“So it’s the same with the champagne and cars?”
He shrugged.
“When we were kids, we used to eat to keep our bellies full. We didn’t starve, but it wasn’t ice cream and pizza, treats like that whenever we wanted because we just couldn’t afford to spend money on junk. I don’t need to drink this shit, but I can. So I do.”
“You don’t think your money could be spent in other ways?”
“It is, you saw the car,” he said, smirking. “If I want to buy a case of Armand de Brignac and give it to the first homeless man I see outside, why the fuck not? I worked for every cent. I work hard enough to do whatever the fuck I want, and I think I deserve to.”
“What about the women?” I asked.
He smir
ked.
“You sound a little jealous.”
“Not jealous, just curious. Do they just come with the territory, too?”
“You know how you know there’s a carcass somewhere because vultures are circling above it in the air?”
“Dante, that’s horrible.”
“I’m not being mean, I’m telling you the truth. The women who come looking for athletes… it isn’t because they love and respect the sports the men play.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Quinn, you saw the car. Look at this place,” he said. I looked. “You haven’t been looking, but so many girls have had their eyes on this booth, furious that I’m here with you.”
“Really?” I tried to look around discreetly.
“You know all my career stats, but most women just want to know the figures in my bank account. They approach me already knowing my name and annual salary and are just looking for a way to get saved.”
“I think you’re giving yourself a lot,” I said.
“There are women who are thoroughbred gold-diggers. They would recognize this champagne from the design on the bottle alone. They don’t know what all the letters in NBA stand for, but they know Dante Rock lives in a six-million-dollar house in Hollywood.”
“Then why do you entertain them?”
He looked at me like he was surprised I would ask such a thing.
“Those are the only people who approach me.”
“You kind of attract them to yourself,” I said. “You don’t seem to do much to deter them.”
“If they really want to be around me, who am I to tell them no? They have something they can give me, and I give them.”
“So you aren’t looking for Mrs. Rock?”
“No. Even if I was, I wouldn’t be looking in a place like this.”
I took a sip of the champagne and looked at him.
Either one of two things was going on.
One, the man was playing me for a fool and having his fun because I wasn’t letting him, or two, he was really just being honest with me. I didn’t know which one I preferred more. Of course, I wanted him to be honest, but the tape recorder wasn’t out. This wasn’t an interview. I was babysitting him because I had prohibited this sort of behavior. It was nice if he was being honest, but if he was, it wasn’t because I was making him, it was because he wanted to be.
“I might have underestimated you, Dante,” I said to him.
“Oh yeah? How?”
“I didn’t think the conversations we have had would be half as interesting as they have turned out to be.”
“You thought I’d be boring?”
“I didn’t think you could have that face, be that talented, and be interesting to talk to on top of that,” I said, teasing him.
“I have never met a woman with a lower opinion of me than you have,” he said, smirking. “I’m glad I finally won you over.”
“Who said you won me over?” I said to him.
I felt his hand on my thigh under the table.
“Are you saying I have to work harder?” he asked. His hand crept up slowly, barely an inch. “Because I’m willing to do whatever it takes.”
I was speechless. I had nothing to say to that. I closed my eyes because I had thought about this before. Ever since the last time we’d had sex…I’d wanted to feel him on my skin again. His hand moved up my leg.
“Dante—” I said to him. I looked at him and saw he was looking at me, staring at me. His eyes, green and intense, were boring into me. His hand continued up my thigh. I loved the way his callused skin felt on the soft skin there.
“What’s wrong?” he asked me innocently.
What was wrong? He knew what the fuck was wrong. It wasn’t wrong at all. It was right. It was right, and it was driving me crazy. It was just like the time before. We were out in public. If someone really wanted to know what was going on, they would have been able to find out if they just got close enough.
“Don’t stop,” I whispered. I had said it so quietly that I thought he might not have heard me, but oh no, he did. He heard me loud and clear. His hand went all the way up this time—only stopped by the barrier of my panties. His fingers ran over the thin fabric, and I knew he could feel how wet I was getting, how wet he was making me. I shifted my hips forward and wished I wasn’t wearing the stupid underwear. I wanted to feel him on my skin. I wanted to feel him rubbing my clit in public, in plain view of anyone who wanted to see in this crowded club.
I felt him shift a little closer to me, and his skin suddenly made contact with my bare clit. I jumped feeling the sudden sensation. He had pushed my panties out of the way. He moved his fingers in slow circles, making me shudder with pleasure. The noises of the club blurred into each other until it all just faded into a garbled din. I couldn’t concentrate on anything other than what his hand was doing between my legs.
I wanted him to bend me over and do me right there on the table that was in front of us, but I knew that it wasn’t an option. If he had tried, I knew I wouldn’t have been able to stop him. I was aching for more. What he was doing to me felt amazing, but I had seen what else he could do. I had felt what else he could do—and that was what I wanted. I wanted him the way we were in the locker room, deep and completely bare.
“Dante, Dante stop,” I said to him. His hand stopped and rested on the inside of my thigh.
“Did I do something wrong?”
“No. I want you,” I said. He smirked and leaned into me, our lips touching briefly in a small kiss. “I want you to get us a private room.”
“Oh yeah? Why?”
“Join me there in ten minutes, and I’ll show you.”
Chapter Twelve
Dante
I felt cheated.
Nothing about Quinn said that she was like this. She had been willing to have sex in the locker room, and she had let me hit it raw, but I didn’t know she was that kind of girl. It wasn’t a bad thing. It was a great thing. She was the sort of girl who looked like she had attended all her tutorials in college. A brain. She was smart, and she was good at her job. I couldn’t believe she had just asked me to meet her upstairs.
My mind raced with all the shit that we could do when we were alone. She had already let me finger her under the table. We would be alone in that room, and I could pay extra to make sure we stayed alone. We wouldn’t need a private waiter or bottles brought up or anything. The only reason they would have to come get us would be if the club caught fire and we had to evacuate. I saw how she was when we were in public. I wanted to see her in private.
We’d had sex before, and I had still not seen the girl naked. Those tits, round and big and nice… I still didn’t know what they looked like. I didn’t know if the nipples were brown or pink. Brown, pink, bright orange, or blue I would still suck them till she begged me to stop. Some girls could get off on just that—and I needed to find out whether she was one of them. I was so excited to get to the room upstairs where she had gone to wait that I was sure I had about a semi already. A waiter led me up to the room, opened it, and left quietly without a word. He was unobtrusive. I liked it.
I found her sitting there in one of the seats.
She was still in her clothes, which was a little disappointing, I couldn’t lie. I wanted to come up and find her waiting naked, or pleasuring herself while moaning my name. Maybe all that was going to come. Maybe she was just waiting for me to get there for the show to begin. I walked up to her and noticed what was sitting on the table.
Her recorder.
I went from one hundred to zero in a fucking second. Just like that, all that desire and anticipation I had felt dried up and died. She wanted to work? She called me upstairs to have a fucking interview? I had just fingered her in public. Anyone who was watching us closely enough would have been able to tell what the fuck was happening under the table.
“Why do you have your recorder out?” I asked her.
“I want to ask you some questions.”
She w
as joking. She had to be. I didn’t rent out a private room to have a fucking interview. Did she just want somewhere quiet to talk? The car was available, and it wouldn’t have cost me five hundred dollars to rent out.
“You’re not serious,” I said to her.
“All I want is a couple honest answers.”
She really did want an interview. I didn’t know if I was mad or just really amused. Maybe I had gotten ahead of myself. There was no reason why she should have offered me anything. I would have liked it if she had, but apparently she didn’t think I deserved anything. I sighed. Was I wrong to think that after what had happened in the booth downstairs that I was not wrong thinking that she had had something else in mind asking me to come here? I thought she wanted me to finish her off, and then since we were alone, she would maybe finish that little blow job she had started that day in the locker room.
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