by Sarah Kate
Clutching her in a frenzy, Tony came first, sounding like a goaded bull. He leaned all his weight on her, sobbing for breath, giving short sharp pumps, and finally pealed himself off her. She was left with James. He put his arms around her, pinning her flat to him, and moved more violently inside her. He gripped the back of her neck so tightly he hurt her, thrusting his hips up, like a fuck machine. He was breathing more and more heavily, making straining sounds, as though trying to lift something, then she felt him shudder and convulse, flooding her interior with his discharge as he panted brokenly.
He held her silently for a few moments. Then sitting up with her, he lay her on her back. Tony rubbed his wet dick over her face, still massaging what he could out of the tip. James pushed her thighs apart. With the knuckles and thumb of his left hand, he spread open her pussy lips. “Oh, yeah, squeeze it out,” he said.
“Come out of your pussy and come in your ass,” said Tony, putting his hand in her hair. “Oh, my God, you’re such a hot, fun—fun girl.”
James leaned over and kissed her trembling lips. “You’re hot, even hotter with a little bit of come on your face.”
“I think you need to clean me up,” said Tony.
She couldn’t move, and James grabbed her by the hair and dragged her over to Tony. They made her lick everything off them, and made her swallow. They took turns toying with her, kissing her a little bit here and there, while they lounged on the bed all three of them. She was bunched up. She had tried to hold it together, but they had broken her. She couldn’t stop crying and shaking. James was snuggling with her, nearly suffocating her with kisses.
Tony hardly got to touch her, but she was aware of him interjecting a few times with a grope here and there. James slipped his arms around her and made as if to place her on her back, whispering, “Open your legs, baby!”
“No! no! Stop!” she cried, struggling to defend herself. “Get off! get off!”
He held her down firmly and, in spite of her struggling resistance, he got her on her back and himself on her. But she kept her legs tightly closed so he couldn’t get between them. He began to get angry. Gripping her to him till her breasts flattened against his chest, he raised his head and looked her savagely in the eyes.
“I’m going to fuck you! You fight me, and I’ll beat the shit out of you, and violate you in a way you won’t like. Are you going to let me fuck you?”
She closed her eyes in an agony of distress.
“James! . . . James! . . . “ she murmured brokenly then stopped, unable to speak in her emotion.
“I can only guess you prefer to be forced! If that’s what you want!”
She moaned pitifully, “Oh, my God!” then was silent for a few seconds, her face distorted in her distress. These two sick fucks were insane. She strained and struggled, trying to free herself. James kissed her energetically, then with an abrupt movement, spread her legs, and forced himself inside, not listening to her screams and cries.
They raped her for over two hours. When they were done James chained her to the bed, and going out, closed the door. At first she was numb and could only curl into herself, so she wouldn’t hurt so much. Then she broke into sobs, deep, bursting sobs. They had used her, beaten her, and cast her away as if she was nothing. She wanted to hurt them, badly, like they had hurt her. But because she knew she couldn’t, she could only cry.
After she had cried everything out, and was just an empty shell, she became very still, very silent. Every time she thought she heard a sound, she flinched, thinking they were coming back. She finally fell asleep, more like unconsciousness.
* * *
She flinched when she felt the bed move. The room was completely dark, and she felt James creep under the blankets with her like a guilty dog. He put his arm around her, and in spite of her stony resistance, lay with his chest pressed against her back. She was in his arms, but her entire body ignored him. He kissed the back of her shoulder, smoothing his hand over her skin. She didn’t move. She was shut off, burning with hate.
“We only fucked you,” he murmured. “We could have fucked you up, you know what I mean?” He made her turn over. Her heart was hot and tight in her chest. She could hardly stop herself from tearing into him. He stroked her tear-stained cheeks, and pressing her to him, he passionately kissed her trembling lips again and again.
She could feel his skin under her fingers, her fingernails. If he held her any longer she would go mad.
He took her face and made her look at him. “Are you still my girl, Nicole?” She stared at him with all hate. He dug his fingers in further. “Are you still my girl?” He stared at her intently, and she maintained a passivity that would piss off anyone. He suddenly let her go. “Sulky bitch.”
Chapter 11
The next morning he took her into the bathroom to let her wash off the filth.
“You’re still all pissy,” he said, glancing at her while he leaned in to turn on the shower. She stood looking at the skin on her wrist where the chain had been pressing. “There’s nothing wrong with you, you’re beautiful,” he said. He put his hand up to her face, but she petulantly shrank from his touch.
“Come here.” He grabbed her by the hair. “Open your mouth, open your mouth!” He used his fingers to force her jaws open. He spat in her mouth. He spat again, then pushed her away. She stayed slightly stooped over, hugging her naked body. She could still taste him on her tongue. He moved close behind her, and took hold of her by the waist. She tried to push his hand off her hip by the wrist, but it wouldn’t budge. His other hand groped her breast, and she tried to pull that away too.
“Why do you keep trying to fight me, when you know how it always ends?” he said. She was aware of his impending body pressing behind her. He reached through her legs from behind, brushing the back of his hand along the folds of her flesh. “You know I always win,” he said, kissing her shoulder. He lifted one of her legs and propped it up so her foot rested on the edge of the bathtub. The shower was running and steam was building up. He leaned her forward getting her into the desired position. It took a couple of attempts, and he entered her cunt slowly from behind. He wrapped himself around her, and cradled her in his arms.
“James?” she said devoid of emotion.
“What, baby?”
“Can I suck you?”
He stopped moving, but kept hold of her. “You want to suck me?”
“Yes.”
He pulled out and turned her around. His face was hard and doubtful. He pushed her down on her knees, and held her face upwards by her hair.
“Are you going to bite my cock off? he said. “Because if you’re considering it, you had better make sure you go all the way through with it. Otherwise your head’s going to split open on the edge of that bathtub.”
He looked at her with his steady, dangerous eyes, that usually made her shrink, but she looked back with steady hostility. She leaned forward, opened her mouth, and swallowed his dick. She held it firmly in her mouth for a moment, and then slowly started raising and lowering her head, sucking him on the upward motion, and relaxing as she lowered her lips down to the base of his dick.
“Oh, fuck!” he said, sighing.
She kept sliding her lips over the the entire length of his dick, licking the head with a lazy circular motion, and playing with his balls, delicately squeezing and feeling them. She slowly increased the pressure and firmly but rhythmically sucked him. He gripped her shoulders, breathing erratically. His legs started to tremble and bend beneath him.
“Oh shit, oh shit.” He sighed and moaned, and made a straining sound as his knees buckled and he suddenly came. It shot to the back of her throat in several spurts. She could feel it squirt right up the center of his dick, and burst out the head. His dick twitched and jumped in her mouth, and she held it tightly, softly sucking until it stopped pulsating.
She spat into the sink and rinsed her mouth out. She hated it. But she would rather suck him off, then have him inside her.
* * *
Later, he came in and took off the chain. He was strangely coy and affectionate with her, kissing her with small teasing kisses on the lips. “Suck me like you did in the bathroom,” he said. “It felt like you were going to suck my bowels through my dick.”
He pulled her off the bed, and made her kneel in front of him. She set to the task blindly, mindlessly.
“Yeah, that’s it. Hmm. Suck harder—make it feel good like you did before. Oh, yeah. You’re going to make me come so hard.” His hands found her arms and he pulled her up. He kissed her deeply and sensuously, sucking on her lips. “Let me get into your cunt,” he whispered.
“Come in my mouth,” she said.
“Why?”
“I want to swallow.”
“You want to swallow?”
“Yes.”
He stopped kissing her. His face changed, becoming hard again. “You don’t want me to come inside you,” he said. “Fucking bitch. I’ll take your ass or your pussy. What’s it going to be?”
She compressed her lips, bitterly. She kept her eyes locked with his.
“What’s it going to be, Nicole?”
“I hate you, James,” she told him passionately. “You don’t know how much I wish I never went to that gas station.”
He knocked her to the ground with his fist, and when she tried to move away, he kicked her in the side. She curled in agony, and he reached down and dragged her to her feet. He tossed her onto the bed, and she clutched at the blankets and sobbed uncontrollably.
He stood with his hands at his sides, watching her. In a moment she began to settle down. She lay motionless, catching her breath. He sat on the bed, suddenly sorry for what he’d done. She sat up and looked at him. Her lip was busted and bleeding.
“Baby, look what you made me do,” he said, murmuring brokenly. He pressed his forehead to hers. “You’ve got me all twisted up inside. I just want to love you, make love to you. I’m nothing without you.”
He was going to kill her eventually, she knew it. He was slowly killing her. He tried to kiss the side of her mouth. She suddenly twisted her face away. She was insane. Wild.
“Don’t fuck me, try to love me, just stay away!” she screamed. He tried to grab her arms. “No! Don’t touch me! Fuck you! Fuck you!” She struggled out of his hands, and scrambled off the bed. He went after her, trying to grab her. For a short time she succeeded in eluding him, but soon he manoeuvred her into a corner, and grabbed her arms.
“I’ll fuck you!” he said. He dragged her downstairs having to exert all his strength, because she was extraordinarily strong in her panic and rage.
The punishment was severe. He beat her, then she was forced to hang from a roof beam by a single handcuff attached to her wrist for several hours.
When he finally let her down she was weak and broken. She let him take her back upstairs. He chained her to the bed again. She pulled the blankets over her head and broke into tears. He dragged the blankets away and looked at her silently. She didn’t have much strength to cry. The tears trickled down the side of her nose to her busted lip. He covered her over again and she heard him go out the door and close it.
That night she pretended to be asleep, even when he rolled her over onto her back. He kept kissing her lips, until she finally had to open her eyes, because he knew she was awake.
“Do you love me?” he whispered.
She stared at him blankly.
“I have to believe you love me,” he said. “Because if you didn’t I might as well put a bullet in my head right now. Do you love me, Nicole?”
She kept looking at him. She was cold and numb. He kissed her mouth abruptly, trying to make her kiss him. She was determinedly and passively cold.
He clasped her wrists above her head to secure control over her. His other hand went between her legs, and with an abrupt movement, he forced himself between them. He pushed into her body, over and over, with fierce thrusts and shoves. He bit and sucked her face, gasping and panting. “You’re going to give me a baby, Nicole.”
His words brought hot tears to her eyes, and she felt them slide from beneath her lashes and down her cheeks. Her thoughts went to her family. They were never going to find her.
Chapter 12
As the days dragged into weeks, his behavior became more intense. He became increasingly violent and constantly warned her that if she left he would find her and kill her. Any deviation from his rules was punished by beatings or a period of incarceration in the cupboard. He often attached her to an overhead beam and left her suspended for hours on end. Another form of punishment he devised was to give her an electric shock. He stripped the insulation from one end of an electrical extension cord and would hold the bare wires against her chain and watch as she struggled to escape the current. He fed her sporadically and kept her naked. She often had sex with him and his friend Tony.
When she missed her period again, James forced her to take another test, which came out negative. He was convinced that it was giving false results. Believing that she was pregnant he seemed to soften, and even brought the television upstairs for her to watch movies.
She was watching something when Tony visited the room. He had never been allowed to come in her, except in her ass, and now that James believed she was pregnant Tony wasn’t allowed to touch her at all.
“What are you watching?” he asked getting onto the bed with her. “Looks interesting.”
She moved almost imperceptibly away from him as he crept nearer. He ran his fingertips over her knee and started to creep under her dress. She sat up, tucking her hair behind her ears.
“Where’s James?” she asked.
“He’s down in the basement doing something.” He leaned in closely, pushing his hand up her inner thigh. “You want to fuck for a bit?”
He laughed at her blank, frightened look.
“Don’t!” She grabbed his hand to stop it from going any further, but he kept pushing it up. He went straight for her mouth, mashing his mouth hard over hers. He forced her to the bed and then mounted her, violating her, pressing his hand over her mouth to stifle her screams. He seemed hesitant to come inside her, and after a few pumps pulled out, and came down her throat. He clutched her face and forced her to swallow.
“Don’t go shooting your fucking mouth off to James about this.” He slapped her head. He left again as quickly as he came.
She switched off the television and was lying on her side when James walked in later. The pillow under her head had no cover because he had stripped off the pillowcases to wash them, but then forgot.
“What’s wrong with you?” he asked. “This place is a shithole.” He kicked a pile of dirty clothes on the floor, then stooped down searching for socks. He looked at her again. “What the fuck is wrong with you now?”
He got on the bed, kneeling astride her, and gave her a tap on the back of the head. “Hey, what’s wrong with you?”
“He did it again,” she murmured.
“He’s been fucking around with you?”
She winced when he stuck his hand under her dress, feeling to check her, as if he hadn’t believed her. “He won’t do it again, baby. I’ll break his fingers.”
“That’s what you said last time.” She stared at the wall. She wouldn’t looked at him. “What day is it?”
He rubbed his eyes. “Thursday, I think.”
She had lost track of days. Her life before this seemed a dreamed. She felt like this was her world now. She didn’t know how worse it was going to get.
He lifted her dress and bent and kissed her pussy, putting his hand on her belly to be closer to the baby he thought was in there.
Chapter 13
James was taking her down the hall to the bathroom, when a car horn beeped outside. He looked at her blankly, listening. The moment of distraction gave her an instant to slip past the door and slam it shut. She turned the lock just as he rattled the handle from the outside.
“Open the door,” he said. “Open the fucking doo
r, Nicole.” She could hear the pressure in his voice. Her heart was racing. She glanced around the bathroom. She wanted to start screaming for help, hoping the visitor would hear, but she went to the window instead. It was tiny and jammed shut. Her fingers clamped the edge, and she tried to lift it. She applied all her strength, half crying, and it finally slid open. She frantically stuck one leg out the window, and just managed to squeeze through.
From the look James had had on his face, she guessed he hadn’t recognized the car horn, so the visitor must be a stranger, but she couldn’t be certain. She couldn’t be certain the person would even be able to help. If it was Tony he would just go around and wait for her under the window, while James busted through the bathroom door. One of them would get her, then they both would hurt her. She decided to try and climb down the side of the house. It was a two story place. She precariously held on to what she could. She made it surprisingly close to the ground, then fell the rest of the way. It sprained her ankle, but she got up and ran. She went around to the front of the house. She couldn’t see anyone. There was a car parked next to James’s truck, but she didn’t know what Tony’s car looked like.
She didn’t wait around to see who it was. She ran from the house, following down the dirt road. If she went into the trees she’d get lost, nobody would find her. She ran like one possessed, forgetting her injuries. She was wearing her white dress, but her feet were bare.
A brief moment she glanced back to see how far she’d made it, and she saw James. He had just come out the front door. The second he saw her, he started running after her.
Panic went through her, cold as ice water, and she found out just how powerfully she could really run. It wasn’t enough. She had a huge head start, but he was gaining on her. She had to go faster. She couldn’t go any faster. He was getting closer. Oh, God, he was fast! She didn’t know how anyone could move that fast. She began to sob through clenched teeth, knowing he was so close. She screamed as he tackled her, and they fell together. He grappled with her, his hands around her throat, strangling her. She lost consciousness and regained it. At that point he began to slam her head into the ground, then dragged her facedown along the ground like an animal, half way back to the house. Then he picked her up and carried her all the way inside. He threw her on the floor, and shut the door.
