by Summer Rose
I made the call and hurried off the phone to tell Cookie what was up. Even though she was upset that he turned her down, I asked her to go with me.
He invited me to come to his suite and hang out with him, because he was only going to be in town for one more night.
I told him I was with Cookie, whom he’d had no idea which one of my friends I was referring to, until I reminded him of the one who had sucked his dick in the limo.
Of course, he remembered then. He told me if I felt uncomfortable about coming alone that it was okay to bring her.
“Hell no!” Cookie screamed in anger. “He fucking dissed me!”
“I know, but maybe he was embarrassed that we were all there.” I tried to excuse his behavior. “I just don’t want to go alone and he’s leaving tonight. Let’s just go hang out for a couple of hours have some drinks, smoke some weed and call it a night. He knows you’re with me and he said it’s okay for you to come.”
“Fuck it; I’m out of Mary Jane anyway, let’s go.”
She brushed herself off and headed for the door. “Wait a minute; I want to make myself more presentable.” I flexed my lips.
We made it to the hotel about an hour later. One of his bouncers greeted us downstairs. He escorted us to the penthouse, told us to have a good night, and smiled as he walked out.
We stood near the door not sure what to do next, then there was a familiar voice telling us to make ourselves at home and to feel free to make drinks.
We did just that and after a few minutes, he came out with a smile. “I’m glad you two could make it.”
“Thank you.” I hugged him hard and kissed him on the cheek.
“Thanks for inviting me. I still love ya.” Cookie said in a sly voice.
We had drinks and talked shit about his concert. I wanted him to explain the fact that he was traveling with a rock band that played music totally different then rap. This band was completely hard rock. They dressed in leather pants, ripped t-shirts, and chains everywhere that connected to multiple body piercings.
On the other hand, ‘Water’ and his crew rapped and dressed in sagging jeans, oversized T-shirts, and over priced sneakers. They were like night and day and according to ‘Water’, it flowed better that way.
No competition, just two different shows that both kill the crowd. Then move on to the next city and do it all over again.
“Show me what you got, dance with me.” I invited holding out my hand to pull him up.
“I don’t dance, I rap.” he corrected me, as he flowed some freestyle that I couldn’t repeat if I wanted to.
“Yea, yea, that’s cool, but now I want you to dance with me. I want you to do something with me that you don’t do with all your other groupies.” I teased.
“I don’t even know how to dance.” he admitted.
I guided him. “Come on, I’ll show you.”
We danced to a slow groove he had on a CD and Cookie watch as he occasionally stumbled on my feet. He admitted how much he liked dancing with me and that he didn’t even dance with his wife.
I told him that he should show her that he could dance and surprise her when he got home. I didn’t care that he was married or that he could never have any real feelings for me. I wasn’t there to develop any feelings, I was there to have a good time, and that’s just what we all did.
‘Water’ and I danced and kissed what seemed to be all night. We kissed as if we were truly in love. We agreed that it was more than a chemical attraction. As we got to know each other better, we had to keep it as what it was.
We finished dancing and joined Cookie for drinks she’d prepared for us. ‘Water’ rolled a blunt and we partied for hours laughing, dancing, and in the infamous words of Snoop-dogg, “getting blowed.”
“Let’s kick this up a notch.” I told Cookie.
We got up and danced for ‘Water’ and he sat back and got ready for the show.
“You know what to do.” I invited Cookie this time.
“Are you sure you know what you’re doing?” she cautioned.
“I’m sure I know what I want you to do.” I assured her.
I knew I wanted Cookie, I saw a very different person and I had to have this girl.
Cookie had no problem obliging to my request. She got on the floor and began to give more than her best. She began to relax when I assured her that I wanted her by pulling her up by her hair and gently kissing her on her neck until I made it to her lips and stuck my tongue halfway down her throat.
“Damnnn!” ‘Water’ shrieked. “Are yawl serious, all this for me?”
“This is bigger than you baby. You just sit back and enjoy.” I ordered.
He did as I said. Cookie and I continued and shortly forgot he was even in the room.
He sat quietly, watching as if we were a porn channel. We were so into each other, both wanting and needing each other, like a never-ending fight.
Not being able to control it any longer, ‘Water’ came over and began kissing me on the back of my neck. I turned to face him as we got into some serious lip action.
He was heated, breathing extremely hard and sweating buckets. I grabbed his head and Cookie’s and brought them together in a lip-locking kiss.
“Don’t stop,” I ordered. “I want to watch you two for a while.”
They obliged and kept kissing. They rubbed each other, until she pulled out his dick. She gave him the same pleasure she gave him the first night, only I stopped her before he came.
“Down boy,” I petted him like a dog. “Save some for me.”
We went to the bedroom and got in the bed.
‘Water’ pulled out a bottle of Dom Perignon, took a drink, and began to pour it on our bodies.
“This is the only way I want to drink this,” he whispered.
He began to lick my body everywhere. The moment was so intense. I was losing my mind as I watched him devour me. He sucked my nipples so hard, they ached with pleasure. I watched as he pulled out a magnum, slide it on his large dick, and thrust inside me, deep. I exploded and screamed out his name in agony and pleasure. It had been a long time since I had some dick. I was pleased to be getting some rock hard, good dick.
Cookie watched silently. She began to kiss us both, everywhere. I knew she wanted some, too.
I tried to push ‘Water’ out of me, but he didn’t want to stop. He assured me that he had enough manpower to go around and around.
As promised, when we finally finished, he changed his magnum and continued non-stop with Cookie. It was as if he was Superman; More powerful than a locomotive!
We continued non-stop until the next morning and slept in, until well afternoon. When I woke up and checked the time, it was three o’clock!
“Three o’clock?” Cookie asked. “Damn.”
“Let’s order some room service,” ‘Water’ suggested.
I didn’t want to stay cooped up in the room. “Why don’t we go out and eat?”
“I can’t baby. If people see me, it will cause a big mess. Fans will be all over me and I won’t get to enjoy the company of you.”
“Oh, you’re so cool to chill with that I forgot that you’re famous.”
I ordered steak and eggs for everyone and another bottle of champagne and orange juice for mimosas. We laid in bed and cuddled while we waited for breakfast to arrive and talked about the beautiful night we had shared.
‘Water’ looked at Cookie. “Does last night make up for the limo?”
“Yes, Yes and Oh Yes!” she exclaimed. “Call me Vanessa, you’ve earned it.”
“I kinda like Cookie; it reminds me of something I like eating.” He winked.
Cookie turned to me, “Told you,” she laughed.
‘Water’ was lost. “What’s so funny?”
“Nothing. It’s just an inside joke.” I laughed too.
We went over some details of the night before, and I told him what happened with my girlfriend that night of the concert. I told him that was why I was at the hotel and
would be staying there until I figured out what I was going to do about Tina.
“Dump that drama case.” He said. “You two need to get together.” He said, pointing at Cookie.
“No, we’re just friends,” I quickly said.
“You didn’t seem like you were “just friends” last night.” He raised his brow. “You sure you’re just friends?”
“Yes” I sharply repeated. “Just friends, now eat your food before it gets cold!”
“Nina, if you decided to, you could make a lot of money as a damn dominatrix! The way your ass was demanding us around was wild! The crazy part is, my sprung ass did it and liked it!” he admitted.
“Me too!” Cookie screamed. “I liked it a lot!”
We laughed as we had breakfast and re-freshed our buzz with a blunt and mimosas.
Chapter 12
Another Chance 2 Change
Time was moving at the pace of an Olympic runner. I didn’t know why, but I went back home. I tried to do what I thought at the time was the “right thing” after all I had done anyway. I didn’t feel as if I had done anything wrong to Tina. I felt that I had done wrong by her with all the cheating and lying. I never meant to hurt anybody, but in the midst of it all, I did.
I thought about what I was going to do about the situation and how to go about it.
I had everything planned out, but when I had the chance to do it, Tina had made things better by planning a welcome home barbeque for me. There was music, food, and a gift for me.
When I got home, she was at the door with a glass of wine in one hand and a rose in the other. If anyone really got to know me, they would know that I loved flowers, particularly roses, lilies and tulips. She was very apologetic and hopeful that I would forgive her.
She felt worse because she hit me, yet compelled to take the blame for everything that had gone wrong in our relationship, including the fact that she knew I’d cheated on her.
I hope Cookie’s ass didn’t open her mouth!
I couldn’t figure out what else she could’ve been referring to. I just stood there with my mouth open and my guard up.
I didn’t want to fight with her again, but if I had to, I would. To my surprise she said we did not have to discuss anything from the past, and that we could move on from that point.
I was confused, but relieved that I was off the hook; sort of, but I wasn’t sure that I still wanted a relationship with Tina. Everything was so different between us. The sparks weren’t there anymore. I looked at her while she spoke to me. I thought about my life before she became a part of it. I was single and loving it, no drama, and focused. I was alone at times, but never lonely.
I could go back to being single.
Now that I’ve had different experiences in my love life and knew more people, the single life wasn’t so bad.
There are other people that I want to meet. I want to experience all that life has to offer and Tina was not it.
“Nina. Nina? Where are you at, baby?” Tina asked.
“Oh, I was just thinking about something.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” she asked with concern on her face.
“No. It’s nothing.” I lied.
I didn’t want to tell her what I was feeling just then. I didn’t want to go through any more drama!
“Come on, let’s go dance.” I said instead.
As we danced, Tina whispered in my ear how much she’d missed me and how much she wanted us to take it to the next level.
What’s the next level?
She told me she had a question to ask me, but didn’t want to ask until later.
“I want us to be alone and sober when I ask you this question,” she said.
As the night lingered, I looked around our house as if it had been my first time seeing it. I had not seen the inside of it since I left days ago. I noticed that Tina had cleaned up and did my laundry and had even taken the time out to take my “dry clean only” clothes to the cleaners.
The hardwood floors were glowing and the air was fresh with tropical mist spray. She went all out for this party and me. I didn’t want to ruin everything for her by telling her I didn’t have feelings for her anymore.
I tried to imagine what this question could be, but didn’t have a clue.
What other level could we go to?
Friends, then lovers... There are no more levels for women to go after that.
What is it?
I couldn’t get it out of my head. The question Tina had to ask me had me tripping.
I went to find her so she could tell me, but was stopped by one of my friends, Sam, short for Samantha.
“Girrrllll!” she screamed. “What’s up?”
“Heeeyy baby!” I hugged her tight.
Sam was my girl, my best friend, my confidant. We use to hang tight until she was married and moved overseas to Korea. We couldn’t believe she was leaving and it was hard to know that my friend was not going to be in my life for a long time.
Samantha was such a good person. I could tell her my deepest thoughts and my most hidden secrets and knew she wouldn’t betray me. I couldn’t say that for many people I knew. Sam was the only one I could go to if I was ever in a bind. Rather it
was just for a ride, or if I needed her to have my back in a beat-down situation.
I was so happy to see her. I didn’t even know how she knew about my party.
“How did you know to come here tonight?” I asked excitedly.
“Well, Ms. Thang, I called you a week ago, but you were not here. Tina didn’t seem to know when you were coming back, so at that moment I knew something was wrong. I told girlfriend she had better tell me more than that, and she did. She told me everything. I told her to have you to call me in 24hrs to let me know you’re okay or I’m on my way.”
“From Korea, Sam?” I folded my arms.
“Hell yeah, it’s just a flight away. I needed to know that you were alive and if I was going to have to kick your bitch’s ass.”
“You are a good friend.” I hugged and kissed her on both cheeks.
“I’m a great friend. You know I’m strictly dickly, right?” she teased backing up.
“Shut up!” I laughed and hugged her again. She pulled back and looked at me strangely. “Okay, how...when? I don’t know where to start.
When did you turn gay?
“Its lesbian and it has always been there.” I responded.
“Why didn’t you tell me, of all things?”
I shrugged. “I didn’t know then, not really.”
“That doesn’t make sense to me. It’s always been there or you didn’t know then, which one is it?” she began to raise her voice.
“Shhh, calm down. What I meant is that I have always been curious, but never acted on it.”
“But, still!” she wailed. “You couldn’t tell me?”
“I’m sorry. I was going to tell you when I saw you again. I just didn’t know it would be so soon!” I hugged her again. “I’m sooo glad you’re here, bitch. We are going to have so much fun!”
She put up her hands. “Not too much fun, remember, I’m strictly dickly!”
“I know fool! How long are you here for?”
“For two weeks, girl!” she screamed again. “I want to get as crazy as the law allows!”
“Okay, we can get loose, but I got some other things going on to that needs my attention. I will give you my weekends and all my other free time,” I promised.
“Girl, that’s cool, I have some things to get straight too, plus I know how busy you stay. I’ve known your ass for years.”
“I know. I just really want to spend as much time together as possible. I need my friend, I’ve been through so much and still have a lot to go through, plus graduation’s coming up…”
“Graduation! Oh Nina, my baby’s about to graduate!” she grabbed me and hugged me.
We were screamers.
“I am so proud of you Ni Ni,” she smiled. “Thank you, Sammy; we have so much
catching up to do. Can we meet up tomorrow for lunch? I want you to go enjoy my party and get your drink on, ok?”
“I didn’t come here to see anybody but you. Besides I don’t know anybody else here.”
“Go mingle and if I know you, you will know everybody well before you leave,” I teased.
“You know me better than I know myself. We must meet tomorrow, love you,” she headed for the party room.
I was happy to see Sam and I felt that I had someone real to be around while I went through my trials and tribulations.
I went to find Tina to continue my mission of finding out what she wanted to ask me. When I found her, she was talking to a couple of her friends, which I hadn’t seen since she moved in.
She looked like she was happy and having a good time.
I didn’t want to disturb her, so when I saw her I realized that the question could wait. I enjoyed the freedom of not knowing the question she wanted to ask.
I turned to walk away and nearly knocked someone’s drink out of they’re hand.
“Oops, I am so sorry.” I bent down to clean the mess.
“No, it was my fault,” she said softly.
I looked up at the familiar voice. It was Delicious. The dancer I met at Club Fantasy’s the night I went to meet Sandy.
“We meet again,” she smiled.
I smiled, and replied, “small world.” “Indeed it is. How are you?”
“Better than I was about 5 seconds ago,” I said, flirting once again.
What is wrong with me!
“Yeah, so am I. So this is where you live, huh?” she asked.
“Yes. Do you know Tina or something?” I asked, puzzled.
“No, I met her earlier though; I came with a friend of mine, Mya. Do you know her?”
“Yes, she’s Tina’s friend, I met her some time ago.”
“I didn’t know this party was for you, but now that I know, I’m really glad I came,” she said in a soft tone.
“Well I’m glad you came, um… Delicious, right?”
“Call me Darnell, it’s my real name.” she extended her hand to shake mine.
Of course. I thought.
Next thing we’ll be fucking.
It always seemed to lead up to that.