MOUSE
A novel by D. M. Mitchell
Copyright © D. M. Mitchell 2012
The right of Daniel M. Mitchell to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted by him in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988. All rights reserved.
All characters and situations in this publication are fictitious, and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental
Other novels by D. M. Mitchell and available on Kindle:
Max: a psychological thriller
The House of the Wicked: a Victorian psychological thriller
The King of Terrors: a thriller
Pressure Cooker: a novel of friendship, love and redemption
Chapters
1: Laura Leach
2: Vince Moody
3: The Witch of Devereux Towers
4: Casper Younge
5: An Elephant in the Room
6: Double Promise
7: Funny-Peculiar
8: Quiet at the Back
9: Bullets to the Soul
10: Slippers under a Bed
11: The Blue Door
12: The Well
13: Bonnie & Clyde
14: France Sounds Good
15: Drops of Blood
16: A Wounded Dove
17: Dead Space
18: It’s Only Money
19: Issues
20: The Dark Patch
21: Incarnations of the Past
22: Where there’s Smoke…
23: Irreparable Damage
24: Miracle Baby
25: Blood
26: Releasing the Soul
27: Granite-Cold
28: Frail as Feathers
29: A Certain Kind of Freedom
30: The Price of Sin
31: A Close Secret
32: A Strong Beam
33: When the Bough Breaks
34: Rulers of an Empire
35: Truly, Madly, Forever
But long it could not be
Till her garments, heavy with their drink,
Pull’d the poor wretch from her melodious lay
To muddy death
Hamlet
William Shakespeare
1
Laura Leach
Some things never seem to change, she thought. It was exactly the same view framed by the arched window; the same view she used to look out onto as a child, as a young woman, all those long years ago. Why is that, she thought bleakly? How can it be that the view can stay exactly the same but people change so, so much?
Her breath fogged up a circular patch on the rippled glass, which shrank and grew again with every exhalation. I never loved this view, she thought. I never loved this place, but I am here all the same and I am destined to stay till the day I die and I am laid to rest in the very earth I find hateful, never able to escape its embrace even in death.
The land she stared at was flat. Not a hill of note for miles. A vein-like network of rhynes scored through the earth, centuries-old drainage systems sitting alongside more modern affairs, taking away the water that troubled this low-lying landscape, taming it, bringing it under man’s industrious hands. It was an ancient landscape, the customs and practices of its people little altered by time. The many fields were largely given over to grassland, to teasel and willow grown commercially as it had been for many generations, a small amount of peat extraction in some areas, and the remainder set aside for arable. But when the rains came down hard – and it was a place where rain was plentiful – and the ditches struggled to cope with the rapid influx of water, the area could easily resemble acres of sodden paddy fields.
There were trees in abundance, but spread out thinly and not enough to stem the wind that raced unfettered across the land, causing the shivering grasses to grow low and sturdy, the hawthorns to arc painfully, and the restless, rustling reeds that lined the dark waters to rock delicately back and forth before the blasts, as if they took the wind in their embrace and danced with it.
In the heat of summer there was little shade out here on the Somerset Levels. The ground baked hard, the grass scorched yellow, and the few cows lay as best they could beneath the cooling shade of the odd-oak tree, left to grow for just such a purpose. Skylarks dribbled song down from a pristine blue sky; bees droned like distant conversations; fish teased the surface of myriad streams, and anyone could be forgiven for thinking this was some ancient idyll unsullied by the modern world. Especially so as the summer heat wave of 1976 continued, and day after day the blistering sun refused to back down, in fact seemed to grow ever stronger with each passing hour.
Nothing appeared to complete the illusion of being transported to an altogether more bucolic and halcyon time than Devereux Towers. It stood alone in the middle of a field accessed only by a single dirt-track road; a squat, four-storey-high hamstone building studded with windows on all four sides, the majority of the golden stone surface draped in a shimmering cloak of ivy.
The name Devereux Towers was misleading; there was only one tower protruding from a corner of the building, rising bold and high and topped-off with a conical roof of red slate, atop this a badly rusted weather vane bearing the coat of arms of one Lord Devereux who had commissioned the building’s erection around the year 1750.
At the time, such a folly, for that’s what it began life as, was not unusual. Some say it was intended to be a representation of a Scottish castle, but Lord Devereux either ran out of money or ran out of enthusiasm, or perhaps both, and only a single tower out of the planned four ever got built. It even boasted a moat at one time, local legend had it, but this had long since been filled in.
Over time the building fell into disrepair, the elaborate geometrical gardens Lord Devereux had constructed to encircle it became overgrown and were eventually ploughed up, leaving the folly standing alone and incongruous in the middle of its bland field, so encased in ivy it almost appeared to have grown out of the ground. Eventually its roof all but collapsed and all that remained were four sturdy walls and the single chateau-like tower.
It looked destined to disintegrate entirely and become absorbed by the land, had it not been for Doctor Alex Leach in 1948. A successful London surgeon he made good on a number of wise investments and decided at the age of forty-one to retire early and become a man of leisure, choosing Somerset for no other reason than it was even then cheaper to buy a house and live here than it was to settle in one of its richer relations of Dorset, Devon and Cornwall. He was never one to waste money unnecessarily. So it came as something of a shock when he declared to his wife and three young daughters that he’d seen a most interesting house and that he had made up his mind to buy it and restore it to its former glory.
When he drove them down the track and pointed out what remained of Devereux Towers his wife declared him mad. The children – then aged ten, six and two respectively – thought it the most wonderful adventure and ran excitedly around the sorry building, leaving their mother and father to argue about the viability of turning this heap of neglected stone into a house and home. This would be the perfect place for them, he said. The ideal place to bring up their children away from the crime and filth of the city. Moreover, think how delightful their collection of antiques would look set against its restored grandeur. He took his wife through imaginary rooms, pointed out where his study would be and where he would display his prized collection of tribal artefacts, his wooden masks, statues and clubs from Hawaii, Fiji, Africa and South America, testament to their many exotic trips abroad. She was not immediately impressed. She disliked his primitive collection anyway, so in her eyes it was hardly an argument for taking the place on.
Laura Leach was aged just two at the time. She had only the vaguest recollection of that first visit, more, she reckoned,
someone else’s memory implanted in her through the many well-worn stories recounted of the day by her sisters. What she did vividly remember was her mother’s warnings about the instability of the crumbling walls and that they might at any moment come crashing down on her young head and crush it like a red grape. She remembered being faintly annoyed that her mother called her back and hung tightly onto her little hand, preventing her from fully exploring the folly with her sisters, being told she was far too young and might fall down a well or some other disguised danger waiting in the sea of weeds for careless little girls.
In the end, Laura Leach’s father got his way. Men invariably did. They found a perfectly nice cottage to rent in the small market town of Langbridge a few miles away – a town that had grown on the site of an ancient crossing-place over the river Lang – and restoration of Devereux Towers began in earnest. Her father refused to let any of the girls go to the local school, deciding that it was a little too rustic, a little too provincial, full of the common sort and not for people of means. So he engaged the services of private tutors. They were kept very much apart from the local children; indeed the entire family existed in a self-imposed bubble which only select people of the desired class and standing were allowed to burst. Laura Leach became very aware at a young age that whilst all around her there were many miles of open countryside they were allowed to see extremely little of it, and even then only under close supervision. Laura grew a little afraid of it. There were many unseen dangers for the unwary, she was told by both mother and father, and in her imagination the flat, ominous countryside became not something to enjoy but to fear.
Her childhood, she recalled, was very claustrophobic, and yet all was done in the name of love, for she was adored by her father, being the youngest, and he was berated repeatedly by her mother for failing to treat all the girls as equals, an accusation he vehemently refuted. Yet he named the tower Laura’s Tower, and told tales of princes coming to the place almost every week and rescuing princesses from it, because there was always some unfortunate beauty being locked up in it back in those faraway times when princes and princesses were ten-a-penny.
It took a full two years before they could move into Devereux Towers and it was truly magical. She remembered – this time they really were her memories – smelling the fresh paint and varnish, the beeswax polish on the wooden panelling, of new carpets and a hundred other such things that assailed her reeling senses. And finally into Laura’s Tower, where her father proudly opened a door onto a wide, circular room that he’d made into her bedroom, a tremendous arched window looking out onto the land that stretched out beneath her like a rumpled green blanket.
Their visits into Langbridge were infrequent, being mainly on a Saturday morning to collect the groceries from the various small shops in the cramped high street. A regular pattern, hopping from butcher to fishmonger, greengrocer to baker, and finally to the post office to buy stamps and envelopes and writing paper, to buy postal orders and to post letters back to friends and relatives far away in London.
Then one day they passed the cinema. The Empire, they called it. It had a date in stone above the main door: 1926. It occurred to her that she could not recall the last time she went to the pictures and she pestered her mother relentlessly to take her to see a film. Her mother resisted at first. It was probably infested with fleas, she said; they get passed on from sheep and cows, she’d heard. But her father pooh-poohed the idea and said that it looked perfectly charming, all things considered. It reminded him also that it had been an age since he went to the cinema, something they used to do regularly when back in London, he said, winking at his wife and mentioning something about the back row, which elicited a scowl in return.
So going to the cinema was the only real time she spent amongst the local people, sat in the dark in the Empire, not being able to make them out properly yet hearing their strange but comforting country accents, hearing them laugh and joke amongst themselves in a manner her mother said just wasn’t proper for their family to emulate. So they sat in silence and ate their popcorn. But to compensate there was always the film. It did not matter what she saw – musical, comedy, adventure – she lapped up the sumptuous excitement and escapism they offered her, for a few hours transported to a Technicolor-bright world where women were beautiful and men were handsome and the land about was safe and warm and loving. Where good prevailed and evil was defeated, and cowboys wore either black hats or white hats to help you differentiate between the two. Ironically, in this multi-coloured world everything was black and white, with no grey areas to trouble you, everything being either one thing or another.
When the time came the girls were sent away, one by one, to boarding school, Devereux Towers falling quieter and lonelier with every departure till finally Laura was the sole remaining child, having the place almost entirely to herself. But with her sisters gone her father grew ever more protective of his last little girl. He told her once that she was like a tiny bird he’d hatched from an egg; rearing it, feeding it, showering it with his love, knowing eventually that it must fly away and leave him and dreading the moment it did. She remembered how sad he looked as he told her. How odd, she thought, that love can cause such hurt.
Then one day it was her turn to be sent away to boarding school. She was both excited and nervous at the prospect, but her father could not bear to accompany her so it was left to her mother to drive her to the station, to take the train with her. Laura had never been so far away from home before; had never been without the company of her mother and father.
St Catherine’s School for girls in Kent had been solidly recommended to her father for anyone wanting their daughter to be brought up in a manner befitting a man of standing and property. Her mother complained it cost far more than they were spending on the other girls, but her father got his way. Men invariably did.
Laura was taken to see the headmaster, Mr Donahue, a stern-faced, red-cheeked, pale-eyed man who squinted at her as if she were a specimen laid out on some table or other and he was undecided what he should do with it. He introduced her to Miss Franklin, the deputy head, who seemed to Laura to be a version of Mr Donahue in a tweed skirt. Laura cried every night for a week and was teased mercilessly by the other girls. She found she did not know how to make friends, but she was very skilled at making enemies. And so began many years of lonely torture as she strove to become a daughter befitting a man of standing and property, enduring a daily routine of punches, nips and kicks, and whatever other means of physical punishment young girls are capable of dreaming up, accompanied by their verbal and psychological equivalents. She hated St Catherine’s. She hated the loneliness. She felt that she wanted to die so that her spirit could fly back at once to wander the empty corridors of Devereux Towers.
Except that she didn’t die. In the ensuing years everyone else had died. First, her eldest sister, who drowned whilst on holiday in France. Then the middle sister was knocked down and killed by a car. Her mother was inconsolable and died soon after, some say of a broken heart. Then finally it was the turn of her father who had died of a heart attack two years ago, back in 1974. She came to Somerset to bury him. Devereux Towers was bequeathed to her, along with a small fortune in investments, in shares and dividends and money sitting in the bank. She needn’t ever work again, the solicitor told her, perhaps sounding a little too envious.
Envy? She would gladly trade her lot for his. If only he knew what she had been through. No amount of money could repair the damage done in the name of love. So she scuttled back to Devereux Towers and crept around the many rooms like a lonely little mouse, staring out of its windows at the never-changing view outside; afraid of it, afraid of its people, yet desiring to be part of it, part of them, and yet too fearful to move far from the confines of Devereux Towers.
But she did go to the cinema. To the old Empire. There she felt she could be safe, sat at the back inconsequential and unrecognised, amongst the people but not of them. Here she could transport herself away fr
om this wretched world for a couple of hours. Be taken somewhere wonderful, somewhere truly magical. A place where good prevailed and evil was defeated and the land about was safe and warm and loving.
* * * *
2
Vince Moody
Just now, the Empire was a dead place. Cold, dark and lifeless.
Early in the morning, regular as clockwork, the cleaners descended on the old cinema like a flock of raucous crows settling on a newly planted field. They rattled around the place with their galvanised buckets, vacuum cleaners, mops, brushes and dirty jokes, congregated in the tiny staff room for a quick cup of tea and a fag or two, then threw on their coats and tramped noisily out again.
From there on in he was left pretty much on his own till mid-afternoon, cocooned in a welcome sepulchral hush. Those few hours, that narrow window of quiet when the building was largely deserted, was when he felt it belonged to him. At those times he liked to think of the place as his little Empire.
Vince Moody avoided the cleaners if he could. There were four of them, all women, and to a woman they didn’t have anything nice to say about men, not a single thing. Their own men belonged to some universal class of men they all appeared to recognise and share; useless good-for-nothings and lazy cider-swillers who frittered away their wives’ hard-won earnings on the horses or down at the local pub. The cleaners swigged their tea or sucked on their fags bemoaning their sorry lot in life and on the lookout for some handsome, rich foreigner who’d come along and whisk them away to better times.
Vince hated having to go into the canteen when they were all together. He’d even avoid them individually if he could, ducking smartly out of their way if it looked likely their paths would cross. But all in one room? It was like being fed to the lions.
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