“Whatever you say, Mr. Minton. All I know is that Bartholomew has done something that could be very embarrassing to this family. And I want to talk to him before the damage becomes irreversible.”
“What damage?”
“That is none of your concern.”
“It is if it’s illegal and I’m out there up to my neck in it.”
“Who said anything about illegal?” she asked.
“Nobody,” I said. “But you got all the elements there. Foolish men around wild women, gamblin’, liquor, and cars.”
Winifred smiled. It was a wonderful thing. Beautiful. She opened her mouth, showed two rows of almost perfect teeth (one on the bottom was missing), and said, “Go to the desk, Mr. Minton, and open the top right drawer. There’s a brown envelope there. Take it and go find Bartholomew for me.”
The desk was made from some knotty, light-hued wood. The shallow drawer slid open with ease. There were three items inside: an antique dagger with a seven-inch blade, a new Luger pistol, and a light caramel-colored and sealed envelope that was stuffed with some sort of paper.
“What is this?” I asked.
“A small sum,” she said. “For your services.”
“I didn’t come here looking for a job.”
“If you are working for Mr. Sweet I want you to remember who the real client is. If you find out anything, a personal report to me will earn you another such envelope.”
I shoved the fat letter into my front pocket.
“Uh-huh. One more question, Miss Fine.”
She sighed deeply and asked, “Yes?”
“Kit Mitchell.”
“What about him?”
“Do you know him?”
“He did some mechanical work for us a while back, two or three months ago, I think. Bartholomew had suggested him.”
“You seemed to be upset when I mentioned his name.”
“He wasn’t a very good worker,” she replied coolly. “I should have known better than to take a recommendation from Bartholomew.”
I didn’t believe a word of what she said, but Winifred L. Fine wasn’t the kind of woman you called a liar. Her breeding prohibited any such intimacy.
“Does Bartholomew’s problem have anything to do with Kit?”
“No,” she said with all the finality of Creation. “Go now, Mr. Minton. Come back when you have knowledge of my nephew.”
“Can I get a phone number?”
She pointed with her baby finger to a small stack of cards on the lower left corner of the desk. The card had two lines. The first one read W.L.F. and the second one had her number.
“You can show yourself out,” she said.
“What about Oscar?”
“What about him?”
“Isn’t he going to bring your malted?”
“I’m allergic to milk products,” she said. Then she turned her back on me and stared out upon the stone image of her younger, more vulnerable self.
11
“WHO IS THIS?”
“It’s Paris, Ambrosia. Fearless there?”
“He’s sleep.”
It was two in the afternoon.
“Wake him up for me, will ya? We got to be movin’ soon.”
“Who do you think you are, tellin’ me what to do, Paris Minton?”
“Listen, honey. I know you thought that you’d have him longer than this but playtime is over for a while. Fearless needs me to help out with a problem he’s got. It’s a big problem, and you would not want him thinkin’ that you kept him from me at an important point like the one we at right now.”
Love might be light in someone’s eyes, but hatred is silent and dark. Ambrosia didn’t say a word for a full thirty seconds, and then she put the phone down—hard. She yelled a few well-chosen curses, and then Fearless picked up an extension somewhere in the house.
“Paris?”
“. . . and tell that skinny-ass mothahfuckah that he bettah not show up at my door to get ya, neither!” Ambrosia yelled on her line. Then she slammed down the receiver in both our ears.
“Yeah, Fearless. It’s me.”
“You find Kit?”
“Meet me at the Emerald Lounge.”
“Why’ont you pick me up?”
“Because Ambrosia said she don’t want me there.”
“You scared of a woman, Paris?”
“No,” I said. “It’s just that I’m respecting her wishes.”
“I won’t let her hurt you.”
“Just get over to the bar soon as you can. All right?”
Fearless laughed and hung up the phone.
I leaned forward over my butcher-block table and recounted the five-dollar bills that had been stuffed in the envelope Winifred L. Fine gave me. There were 186 notes. Nine hundred and thirty dollars. Not the millions Milo was talking about, but a pretty big payday for a man who had never earned over two dollars an hour on a regular job.
The name Wexler was still nagging at me. It was as if I had heard it before calling the Bernard Arms. The newspaper was in the trash, the column heading WOMAN FOUND DEAD in plain sight. I remembered that when I thought about the name Wexler it was as though I had read it before. . . . And there it was—Minna Wexler. The corpse of the young woman in Griffith Park. Wexler. Could it be a coincidence?
She had been found by a hobo, Ty Shoreman, who had been living in the park for a few weeks. She was stripped to the waist at the time of her death. Strangled. There were signs that she had been tortured before her demise. I thought about the burns up and down Lance’s arm. The hobo was held for questioning and then released.
Wexler.
There were three sharp raps on my front door. I shivered in response.
BOTH WHITE MEN WORE DARK SUITS and frowns. One was going bald and the other had hair nearly down to his eyebrows.
“Paris Minton?”
“Yes, officer?”
“Why you think we’re cops?” the hairy one asked.
“Guilty conscience?” his partner chimed.
“How can I help you?” I replied.
“We’re looking for a friend of yours,” baldy said. “A man named Fearless Jones.”
“He ain’t here.”
“Do you know where we might find him?”
“No sir.”
My face went blank. The life drained out of my voice. My arms hung down at my side and I was willing to do anything those policemen wanted—except tell the truth.
“When’s the last time you saw him?” the ape-man asked.
I stared out at the sky between their faces, pretending to concentrate. “Maybe four weeks. He’s been up north working for a man grows watermelons.”
The cop with the advancing hairline took out a small leather notebook and the nub of a yellow pencil. He jotted down something and smiled at me. I remember being surprised that the one with all the hair was also the man in charge. That seemed unfair somehow.
“May we come in, Mr. Minton?” he asked.
“Sure.” I stepped backward, pulling the door with me. “Have a seat.”
They entered my front room but neither one took me up on the offer to sit. They scanned the room like dog-pack brothers, looking everywhere. The balding cop stepped into the bookstore, checking for surprises or infractions.
“Sorry for the intrusion,” the other cop said. “I’m Sergeant Rawlway and this is Officer Morrain.”
“Pleased to meet ya.”
“Nice place you got here,” bald Morrain said from the left aisle. “You sell a lotta books?”
“Yes sir.”
“That all?”
“I don’t understand you, Officer Morrain.”
He walked back into the room and looked down into my eyes.
“Lots of times we find that people down around here set up places that are supposed to sell one thing but really they have some other business.”
“Like what?” I asked, simple as a stone.
Morrain smiled and sucked in air through his nostrils.
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“Where is this watermelon farm?” Sergeant Rawlway asked.
“Up near Oxnard,” I said. “Fearless harvests them for these street salesmen that work all over Watts. Is Fearless in trouble?”
“Why don’t you worry about yourself?” Morrain suggested.
“Well, yeah,” I said. “Sure.”
“When did you say you saw Fearless last?” Rawlway asked.
“About a month . . . almost that.”
“Are you good friends?”
“Yeah. Uh-huh. I met Fearless when he was discharged from the service, after the war.”
“Has he always been a farmer?”
“No sir. Fearless works at whatever. Day labor, farming, you name it.”
“If you’re such good friends,” Morrain asked, “then why haven’t you seen him in so long?”
At that moment I thought about the five-dollar bills on the counter in my kitchen. If the police came across that cache they’d arrest me on suspicion. I could feel the moisture breaking through my pores.
“He, he’s been on that watermelon farm, like I told you. I run this store and don’t have time to drive up there. And even if I did, Fearless is workin’.”
“Where is Fearless?” Rawlway asked again.
“I told you,” I said. “I don’t know. He was up on that farm. He haven’t called me. I guess he’s still there.”
I was wily but numb. That was my defense against the law. I didn’t have the slightest antagonism toward those peace officers. That might come as a surprise to anyone who hasn’t had the experience of being a black man in America. I wasn’t angry, because we were just actors playing parts written down before any one of us was born. Later on, at the barbershop, I’d laugh about my answers with other black men who had grown up playing dumb under the scrutiny of some other man’s law.
“He was seen in the past few days by various witnesses not a mile from your door,” hairy Rawlway reported.
“Witnesses?”
“Where is he, Mr. Minton?”
“I’m tellin’ you the truth, man. I ain’t seen Fearless. I don’t know anything about what he’s been doin’ or about any witnesses either.”
“What about Bartholomew Perry?” Rawlway asked.
“I know him to say hi to,” I said. “I mean, we ain’t friends or nuthin’ and I don’t even remember the last time I saw him.”
“Are he and Fearless friends?”
“Not that I know of.”
“I could take you down to the station, Paris,” Rawlway said.
“You could, sergeant, but that wouldn’t change what I said. I don’t know where Fearless is. I don’t know Bartholomew Perry more than to tell you his name. I’m in this buildin’ here all day sellin’ books. That’s all.”
“And you expect us to believe that you sell books for a living?”
“Why not?”
Morrain stepped back into one of the aisles.
“Who wrote . . . um . . . ,” he said, holding a book at arm’s length so that he could make out the spine. “Let’s see here, oh yeah. Who wrote Madame Bovary?”
“Gustave Flaubert.”
He picked out another book.
“How about the, The Mysterious Stranger?”
“Mark Twain.”
“You think you’re smart, nigger?”
“I’m just trying to make a living, officer. Fearless is my friend but I haven’t seen him. That’s all I know.”
It was always a tough part to play. They saw themselves as the foremen of the neighborhood. I was a lazy worker, a liar looking to cheat them out of what was their superior’s proper due. My job was to make them believe in their picture of me while at the same time showing that today I wasn’t shirking or lying or lining my pockets with their boss man’s money.
“You remember our names?” Rawlway asked.
“Sergeant Rawlway and Officer Morrain,” I said.
“If you hear from this Fearless, call us. Because if we find out you didn’t, there’s nothing in any of these books that will save your ass from me. You understand?”
“Yes sir.”
12
THE EMERALD LOUNGE WAS AN OASIS of sorts in the Negro community. It was run by a Jamaican named Orrin Nye. He had an American wife and three little kids. Orrin only allowed classical music on the record player. Because of this aesthetic only a certain kind of customer frequented the place. Members of the church, especially the choir, older ladies who were scandalized by boogie-woogie and rhythm and blues, pretentious white-collar professionals, and world-weary lovers, muggers, and thieves were the regulars—them and Fearless Jones when he was in love.
Fearless was a killer of men but that didn’t keep him from being sappy sometimes. Love made him think about church and church for him was somehow represented by the German masters, especially their arias. And so in those rare moments that he fell for some girl, he would bring her to the lounge. I think it was because he wanted the woman he was with to see, or maybe hear, the contents of his heart.
The last woman he fell for was Brenda Hollings. She was an overweight, nearsighted girl who had come from Tennessee with her parents at the tender age of seventeen. Her parents came out to live with an uncle who owned a Laundromat and needed workers he could trust.
Fearless met Brenda when she was nineteen.
“Paris,” he told me, “that there’s the woman I want to bear my sons and daughters.”
I didn’t say anything. She was awkward and not friendly, plain-looking by the best light and sharp-tongued to boot. Add those drawbacks to the fact that Fearless had never lived in the same place for more than three months during his entire adult life and one could see why I didn’t hold out much hope for his dreams of domestic tranquillity.
But he got a steady job at Douglas Aircraft and rented a nice little cottage on Ninety-second Street. Whenever Brenda would snap at him, he’d hop to and do whatever it was she wanted.
Beautiful women were always throwing themselves at him, but he never gave in to temptation for the six months he and Brenda were engaged. Then one night I got a phone call. I was staying in a rooming house then, on Vernon. That was about a year before I opened my first bookstore.
“Hi, Paris.”
“Brenda.”
“Is Fearless with you?”
“No. He’s probably at his place. Is something wrong?”
“I need to talk to you. Can you come over here?”
“Sure. I guess so. You at your mother’s place?”
“No. I got my own apartment now.”
I was wary, but I agreed because I thought that Fearless would want me to help his fiancée if she needed it. Brenda gave me an address on McKinley and I was there in less than fifteen minutes.
It was the bottom floor of a three-story apartment building that looked something like an incinerator, with its gaping front doorway and shadows like soot up the walls.
Brenda answered the door and invited me in. It was a neat little place with thick maroon carpeting and powder blue walls. The furniture was simple but it was homey.
“When did you move out from your parents?” I asked after being seated and served a beer.
“I don’t know,” she said. “Sometime last month, I guess.”
“But I thought that you and Fearless . . .” My words trailed off then. The walls began to feel like they were leaning in.
“My old boyfriend from Tennessee, his name is Miller, well . . . he came out to see me,” Brenda said.
She was ungainly and lumpy, wore glasses with lenses thicker than Coke-bottle bottoms, but still men swarmed around her like gnats. There are some things about the human animal that I will never understand.
“He wanted me back and I decided to go with him,” Brenda was saying.
“Does Fearless know?” I asked.
She shook her head and looked down at the blood-colored floor. “I’m afraid to tell him.”
“He’s gonna find out sooner or later,” I said.
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nbsp; “I was wondering if you could help.”
“Me?”
“You’re his best friend. He’ll need you to be there for him. You know I’m worried that it will break his heart.”
Or Miller’s spine, I thought.
“I’m sorry, Brenda, but you know how it is. I mean, I don’t think Fearless would want me tellin’ him that it’s over between you two. No ma’am. He wouldn’t like that at all.”
She tried to convince me, but when she saw that I wasn’t going to budge her face hardened and her tone turned surly.
“Well,” she said. “If you don’t wanna help me, at least you can give me a ride over to the Emerald Lounge. I’ll call Fearless and talk to him there.”
She made the call. I overheard her saying baby this and honey that. We drove over to the lounge at about nine-fifteen.
“Paris,” Orrin said. “Brenda. Where’s Fearless?”
“He’s on his way,” I said.
We sat down at a small table near the speakers. Beethoven’s Seventh Symphony was just beginning and Brenda ordered a grenadine and vodka, the fanciest drink Orrin served. I made do with beer. When the symphony was almost over, and Brenda was on her fifth drink, I started to get worried—I was shelling out the money for her drinks and Fearless had yet to make his appearance.
“I don’t want to hurt him,” Brenda said sadly.
Tears came to her eyes and she took my hand.
“It’s just that my parents made me leave Tennessee because my father hated Miller’s father. But I always loved Miller. And now that he’s here . . .”
She cried on my shoulder and maintained her grip on my hand.
Fearless never showed up. But that wasn’t unusual. Time often got away from him. He might have come across a stranded motorist. He might have gotten himself arrested.
I took Brenda back to her apartment and went home myself, wondering where I was going to come up with the money for food that month now that Fearless’s ex-fiancée had swallowed down my last twelve dollars.
A week later I was in Marie’s Diner because that was the only restaurant in town that let me run up a tab. Fearless came in and sat down across from me. I had decided to stay away from him while he and Brenda worked out their problems. Fearless was as even-tempered as they come, but a broken heart might let his darker side gain control. And Fearless Jones’s dark side was a terrible thing.
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