“Made him? You don’t make someone commit rape!” she burst out indignantly.
“Without them it wouldn’t have happened,” he said. “But he hates it also that, because of him, his father has taken care of them over the years. Gerry has devoted himself to charitable works, but as far as the Gowders are concerned if the workhouse and the treadmill still existed, he would happily see them consigned there.”
“And he’d be with them if I had my way,” said Sam. “And that would still be charity.”
She turned on her heel and walked away, taking the direct route through the Devil’s Door. It felt right.
She didn’t look back. She felt some sympathy for Pete Swinebank. He’d been a child. Twice he’d looked to an adult for guidance. First the curate, then Dunstan Woollass. Both times things had gone wrong. So, she could admit sympathy but she couldn’t offer absolution. He’d stopped being a kid long ago and had still kept quiet. But the bottom line for Sam was, he’d been there when it happened, it had been within his power to tell them no, they shouldn’t be doing this, to threaten to tell his father, their fathers.
OK, he’d been very young and he’d been very scared.
But she knew beyond any shadow of doubt, and with no sense of self-righteousness, that in the same circumstances at the same age, she herself would have screamed and yelled and done everything in her power to bring things to a halt.
Her mind was in a turmoil as she strode along. Conflicting ideas spun round and clashed… head straight up to the Hall for a confrontation… find somewhere quiet to sit and work things out… talk to Mig (where did that one come from?)… get in her car and drive far away from Illthwaite…
It occurred to her that her namesake, Saint Sam, must have trodden this same road with his mind in a similar whirl. He’d opted for talking with the person he felt closest to, and look where that had got the poor bastard!
By the time she reached the pub she was no nearer resolution. Through the window she glimpsed people in the bar. She didn’t want convivial company, she didn’t want to sit in her tiny room alone. If Mig had been there, upstairs or downstairs, she might have gone in, but he was up at the Hall. Talking to Dunstan Woollass.
Her great-grandfather. The great god of Skaddale who’d used his power to banish little Pam and despatch her on her fatal journey.
She crossed the road to the bridge, and looked down into the dimpling waters of the Skad. The shadow. The corpse. This was a place with its roots deep in a mysterious and mythical past. But no more so than back home. When it came to mumbo-jumbo, Ma and her people could run rings round this lot. And, so far as she knew, the mythologies of Australia had proved pretty resistant to any attempts to work them into this Johnny-come-lately Christian stuff. Things seemed so much more clear-cut back home. Even the light was clearer. Here the sun still shone unchallenged as it approached its zenith, but all around, the sharp edges of the heights were being blunted by a translucent haze that threatened change.
She longed for some clear Australian light so she could see her way forward. Things here were so messy. Wrongs had been done, compounded by other wrongs, cover-ups, lies. She needed to get a grip. First rule of any problem was assemble your data. Who had suffered here? Pam Galley, total victim in every respect. Saint Sam the curate, who’d done his best for Pam, but whose best hadn’t been good enough. Some might say that Rev. Pete too had suffered, and even Gerry Woollass, but any pain they felt was self-inflicted and, in the case of Gerry, she assured herself, far short of what he deserved.
And who had benefited? The ghastly Gowders. They’d orchestrated the rape and the only consequence for them was that they’d come under Dunstan Woollass’s protecting hand. He’d probably assured them they’d go to jail if they blabbed and they’d survive in comfort if they held their tongues. No contest.
Which left Dunstan. The old man whom she only knew by report and reputation. Like God. Only this one really existed, and knew everything, and controlled everything. Except the future. He’d done everything to protect his family, and now, if Edie Appledore was right, his family was coming to an end. Perhaps there was a higher God who didn’t care for a rival and chuckled to think, as he watched Dunstan’s machinations, that Frek the lez would be the last of the Woollasses.
Except for me.
The realization came into Sam’s mind the way the answer to a math problem often did. Simple, complete, as if someone else had spoken it.
Except for me.
A horn blew. She looked up to see a VW Polo half turned on to the narrow bridge.
Frek Woollass leaned out of the driver’s window and called, “Morning. Sorry to disturb your meditations, but even with your figure it’s going to be hard to squeeze by.”
Sam stood up and made her way to the other end of the bridge. When the vehicle came alongside, Frek brought it to a halt again.
“Thanks,” she said. “Are you all right? You look rather pale.”
Sam looked into those calm gray-blue eyes. She knew now where she’d seen them before. They were her pa’s eyes. Her own eyes. If there’d been any doubt about what Swinebank had told her, it fled. This woman was her… what? Her aunt! Jesus!
“I’m fine. Yourself?”
“Fine too. Are you just lingering on the bridge, or were you crossing it with a view to going up the Bank? If so, jump in.”
Sam didn’t have to think.
“Yes, I’m going up to the Hall,” she declared. “A lift would be good.”
She slid into the passenger seat.
“No gas guzzler today then?” she said as the Polo moved forward.
“The 4x4, you mean? That’s Daddy’s. He claims he needs it round here. For Cambridge, however, the smaller the better, as I gather you will shortly find out for yourself. Mig Madero mentioned you were going up. Something to do with math?”
Makes it sound like I’m going to be on a supermarket checkout, thought Sam.
“That’s right. And you play around with this Viking stuff, right?”
“Right,” said the woman, smiling. “The literature of Nordic mythology, folklore and legend, to be precise.”
“So not much use then. Practically, I mean.”
“I wouldn’t say that. Study of old myth systems can remind us of a lot of things the modern scientific mind has forgotten.”
“Like how to cure cancer by chewing nettles?” mocked Sam.
“Like understanding motive and cause and effect. What made Loki want to harm Balder, for instance, if that means anything to you.”
“Oh yeah. Balder was the good god, right? Like my namesake, the curate — wasn’t that what you told Thor Winander?”
“My my,” said Frek. “You do get people to talk to you, don’t you?”
“It’s my sweet Australian nature,” said Sam. “So what did make this Loki guy want to harm Balder? Because he was so good, maybe?”
“I don’t think so. Because he was so… ineffectual. Snorri Sturluson — he was a thirteenth-century Icelandic scholar — tells us how lovely and good Balder was, but then he says that none of his decisions ever really changed anything. Loki was mischievous, often downright wicked, but whatever he decided to do got done.”
“And that’s a reason for killing someone?”
“It’s a motive,” said Frek. “Loki got his comeuppance as justice required. But even this isn’t straightforward. The gods bound him in a cave with a serpent’s venom dripping on to his face so that he writhed around in immortal pain. But with every convulsion, he causes the earth itself to quake, prefiguring the great earthquakes which are to be such a dreadful feature of Ragnarok.”
“What the hell’s that?” said Sam, thinking that on the whole she’d have preferred the nettle option.
“With one k at the end, it’s the doom of the gods. With two, it’s the twilight of the gods, a more poetic notion which appealed to the Romantic imagination. It’s the end of everything, good and bad.”
Sam tried to work out what this weird wo
man was saying to her. Sounded like the kind of stuff that her ma could have got her head round. Maybe Pa too. She heard his voice in her head.
Truth’s like a dingo, girl. It’ll run till you get it cornered. Then watch out!
“Everything’s got to end,” she said. “You can’t stop doing what’s right because you’re scared of the consequences. Even gods should get what they deserve.”
Frek laughed and said, “Brother will kill brother, incest and adultery shall abound, there will be an axe-age, a sword-age, a wind-age, a wolf-age, before the world plunges into fire. That’s what an Icelandic prophetess said. How might a mathematician have put it?”
“There is nothing unknowable,” said Sam. “We must know. We shall know. That’s what a great mathematical prophet said. That’ll do for me.”
They were now coming up to the Forge. Frek came to a halt and blew her horn. The end of a vehicle was visible round the corner by the smithy. It looked to Sam like the Gowders’ pickup. After a moment, Thor Winander appeared and approached the car.
He raised his eyebrows when he saw Sam, then winked at her and said to Frek, “Twenty minutes, we’ll be there. You sure that Gerry’s all right with this? He was pretty unfriendly when I was preparing the site.”
“He’s fine, I promise you,” said Frek. “It will grow on him.”
“If you say so. See you later then. Cheers, young Sam.”
As Frek set the Polo in motion again, she explained, “Thor’s promised to set up a carving he’s done for me before I go back to Cambridge tomorrow.”
For a moment Sam thought she meant the splay-legged nude and wondered where the hell she could display that. Then she recalled the Other Wolf-Head Cross.
“You didn’t say who you wanted to see at the Hall,” continued Frek. “Is it my grandfather? Or my father? Because if it’s Daddy, he’s not there, I’m afraid. He was driving Angelica back to her House this morning, and I’m not sure when he’ll be back.”
Sam, who’d never stood back from a confrontation in her life, was slightly ashamed to feel relief. She still had no idea how she was going to handle a face-to-face with the man who as a child had fathered her father on another child. If she met Gerry now, all she could foresee was a shouting match, with the Gowders and Thor Winander expected on the scene any moment to make up the audience.
“Your grandfather will do,” she said.
“Will he? I’ll need to check if he’s up to it. His trip down to the Stranger was his first excursion in a little while, and one way and another it left him a little drained.”
Sam thought, she knows something. Maybe not everything, but enough.
Frek went on, “He’s talking with Mr. Madero this morning. Some academic matter, I believe…”
“Academic?” interrupted Sam, tired of obliquity. “Bit more than that, I’d say.”
“Would you now?” murmured Frek. “Someone else who’s opened up to you? How interesting. I wouldn’t have thought you had a lot in common. Perhaps time together trapped in the darkness brought you close?”
They were turning into the driveway of the Hall now. Frek brought the car to a halt before the front door.
“You should be careful, my dear,” she said, putting her hand on to Sam’s knee. “There’s not much future in falling for a priest.”
She squeezed gently.
Sam recalled what Edie Appledore had told her and grinned. There’s a laugh in everything if you look, was one of Pa’s philosophical gems at moments of complete disaster. Sam had just had a vision of telling him the sad truth about his mother, and then adding, “Oh, by the way, the good news is you’ve got a half-sister who’s a lezzie.”
She lifted Frek’s hand gently and said, “Mig’s no priest, believe me.”
“None of us can be sure of who we are until we put it to the test,” said Frek.
“Tested and proved,” said Sam, opening her door.
As Frek got out, she looked up. From the window immediately above the door a tall white-haired figure waved with a graceful economy of motion that would not have been out of place on a papal balcony. Sam felt his gaze register her too, then he turned away as Frek pushed open the front door.
“Come in,” she said. “Let’s go into the kitchen and have a cup of tea, then I’ll check if my grandfather is able to see you.”
But Sam’s eyes were fixed on the staircase, computing where the entrance to the room above her head would be located. That solved, she was done with calculation. Time to let instinct have its head.
“You take tea if you like, Auntie,” she said. “Me, I’m late for an appointment.”
And then she was off running.
3
The Jolley archive
THE DOCUMENT DUNSTAN WOOLLASS PUT into Mig’s hands at first reminded him of Alice Woollass’s household ledger, which had also consisted of sheets of foolscap-size paper each divided into three columns by two neatly drawn vertical lines. But by contrast with Alice’s bold firm hand, the writing here was both faded and cramped.
Observing he was having difficulties, Dunstan offered him the magnifying glass.
And now the detail of Francis Tyrwhitt’s job log sprang out at him, and the impression of workaday domesticity faded into a background against which the horror of what he was reading stood out even more violently.
The first and narrowest column (about an inch) contained dates and times.
The second and broadest (perhaps four and a half inches) contained questions put and answers received.
So it must have been to open a filing cabinet in the office of a concentration camp and realize that here, neatly and efficiently stored, were the records of murder.
As he read, it became clear that this was no random application of pain but a carefully modulated progression, directly linked to the answers received.
It started on April 7th 1589.
At 9.15 A.M. the questioning commenced.
Q. What is your name?
A. Father Simeon Woollass.
Q. Where is your dwelling?
A. Where the Lord sends me.
Opposite this in the third column he read:
Insert needle under nail of 1st finger, right hand.
Scream. Prayer (Lat).
Remove needle. 9.20.
Q. What is your name?
A. Father Simeon.
Q. Where is your dwelling?
A. I wander where the Lord sends me.
Needles, 1st and 3rd fingers, r.h.
Screams. Prayers. Face white. Vile blasphemies (Eng.) Babbling. Piss & shit.
Face gray-yellow. Eyes rolling.
Three times the process was repeated, the needles withdrawn, the question re-put, and the unsatisfactory answer followed by more needles in more fingers, always on the same hand. The final ones were recorded as being heated till they glowed scarlet.
At 9.45 A.M. the same questions. But this time the answer was different.
A. Spain. I dwell in Spain. And at Douai in the English College. These are my dwellings. What more can I say?
Now came a pause with the single word Water in Column 3.
Then at 10.00 A.M. the process resumed.
Q. When did you come to England?
A. In the prime of 1588.
Q. Where have you stayed in England?
A. Nowhere. In fields in ditches in sheds.
Now the torture was renewed till finally an answer was given in the form of an address in Gray’s Inn Fields in London which for a brief moment satisfied the interrogator.
Mig looked up. He was feeling Mrs. Appledore’s fried breakfast moving uneasily in his stomach. He met Dunstan’s sympathetic gaze.
“He comes over,” said the old man, “as a most meticulous man. In preparation, in keeping records, in making physical and psychological judgments. You notice the careful note he makes of which fingers the needles are driven into. And he works only on the right hand. Father Simeon, I would guess, was, like most of our family, left-handed. Tyrwh
itt would not want to maim the hand that might be needed to sign a confession.”
“You sound almost as if you admire him,” said Mig.
“Admire? No. But appreciate, yes. He was working on behalf of his faith, and I do not doubt that many of the refinements of his techniques were garnered from the annals of our own Church’s long war against heresy.”
“That makes them all right?”
Dunstan shrugged.
“It makes them understandable. When we are judged, Madero, surely our motives will be accepted in mitigation? But I’m interrupting your perusal of the document.”
Mig scanned down. Tyrwhitt’s basic technique of pain and reward, of following innocuous questions which Simeon could answer with more probing questions which he tried to evade, was varied only in the change from time to time of the instruments of torture and the parts of the body he attacked. When the right hand was, as he put it, for the present played out, he shifted his attention to the left foot, then the right eye, then the left ear. But nothing he did was life threatening. And whenever Father Simeon showed signs of escaping into unconsciousness, he received water and a respite from pain.
“Interestingly,” observed Dunstan, “and by contrast with modern techniques practiced by most security agencies, there is no attack on the genitalia. Perhaps through experience Tyrwhitt had discovered that men whose vows of chastity made them, as it were, spiritual eunuchs did not fear in the same degree as the laity the threat of castration.”
Mig ignored him and read on.
As the tortured man’s powers of resistance weakened, the questions became cleverer, subtly implying knowledge already possessed, and inviting Simeon to protect the innocent from the fate he was suffering.
Simeon had been taken on the outskirts of Chester and Tyrwhitt was keen to get him to implicate a certain local Catholic, Sir Edward Ockendon, whose name was familiar to Mig as a recusant. But the pursuivant directed his questions with a clever obliquity, concentrating on the baronet’s sister, as if she were the main object of his interest.
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