Ester insisted they rise and greet the sun on the mesa so she could offer corn dust and prayers. In those moments he had everything he ever needed.
“Barrett?” Abigail’s voice jerked him from the mesa.
Damn it. He’d lost time and opportunity. Was he losing his mind, as well?
“What are you doing?” she asked, her eyes sweeping the bedroom for clues.
He cleared his throat. “I’m sorry. I know this is rude. I have to confess I didn’t come up here because I was thirsty.”
“Oh?” Her eyes narrowed in suspicion.
Barrett tried not to look at the closet door; instead he walked to the window. “I wanted to see the view. I think this lodge could use an overhaul. Maybe even a scrape off and start over.”
Her eyes lit up.
If spending money made her glow like this, he’d make sure she never had another bad day. “That’s a good idea.”
At least he hit upon a decent excuse and maybe not such a bad idea after all. “If we incorporate a living quarters in a new lodge what should it look like?”
She joined him at the window. “It should be much larger. And more secure. I feel completely exposed up here.”
Her soft scent tickled his nose.
“I hate to chase you out, Barrett, but I need to get going if I’m going to be on time.”
He nodded. “What about storage? This apartment doesn’t seem to have much closet space.”
Her laughter tinkled. “Closets are a myth here.”
“It must have been cramped with Nora and Scott here. There can’t be much space for your things.”
She blushed, probably thinking he made an overture about moving her out. “We manage.”
“Are all of Scott’s belongings still here?”
She led him from the room and sighed. “I’ve urged Nora to clean it out. I’ve been through this before and the sooner you bring yourself to discard the belongings, the sooner you move on.”
“How is she doing?”
“She’s made little progress, I’m afraid.” Abigail picked up her handbag from the table and reached for a peg by the door. “Oh, poo.”
Poo?
“I forgot Nora’s gone with the Jeep. You wouldn’t mind taking me to town, would you?”
He held the door for her. “Of course.” It felt right having this attractive, charming woman in his life. She might provide the missing piece to settle Heather and give her a true sense of home. With Abigail they would be the family Heather longed for.
Abigail descended the apartment stairs and didn’t hesitate before stepping across the deck. He followed her to the parking lot, the idea sounding better with each step.
The iron seemed hot enough for him to strike now. “Abigail, there’s something I want to say.”
The slightest impatience darted in her eyes, the color of the aquamarine ring he’d buy for her.
He reached out and took her delicate hand, youthful passion tingling in his veins. “I’ve grown more than fond of you.”
A rosy blush appeared on her cheeks. “Barrett, I…”
He squeezed her hand. “Let me finish. Since I’ve met you, I can think of little else. I hope I’m not out of line when I say I think you feel the same way.”
For the first time he saw her control slip. That he could catch her off guard and send her heart racing made him bolder.
“We’re not youngsters and I’d like to spend whatever years we have left together. Will you marry me?”
The roses vanished from her cheeks, leaving a floury shock. Her lips lost the lift of her perpetual smile revealing crevices in her cheeks and wrinkles around her mouth. He’d made a terrible miscalculation.
Her hand jerked as if she’d like to pull it away. “Barrett. That’s sweet…”
He wiped the sappy look from his face. “I caught you by surprise.” He laughed. “To tell the truth, I surprised myself. I got carried away by the moment. Please excuse my impulsiveness.”
“I don’t know what to say.”
“Let’s just forget the whole thing.”
“This is unexpected. And I’m flattered, of course. I am terribly fond of you.”
A police cruiser turned into the parking lot. That put an end to the conversation. The officer climbed from the car and approached them. He nodded to Barrett and addressed Abigail. “Is Ms. Abbott around?”
“Good afternoon, Gary,” she said, always the perfect hostess. “Nora isn’t home.”
“Do you know where she is?”
“She left early this morning to bring Heather home from the reservation.”
Heather on the rez? A sledgehammer crashed into Barrett’s brain.
Thoughts might be processing in Gary’s head as he stood looking up at the lodge. “I have a warrant to search the lodge and apartment.”
Abigail gasped. “You will do no such thing. What possible reason would you have for this outrage?”
“As a person of interest in two homicides, searching her home is routine.”
Searching this place, with Scott’s papers somewhere inside, could not happen.
Abigail lifted her chin. “I won’t allow it.”
Gary let out another exhale. He seemed to have a lot of air in him. “I need to ask you a few questions, too,” he said to Abigail. “Can you come down to the station?”
“Now?”
Gary nodded. “Now would be good. You can ride with me.”
“I’m sorry. I have a previous engagement.”
Gary held up his hand as if directing traffic toward his cruiser. “I’ll bring you back when we’re through.”
Barrett’s jaw ached where he clenched his teeth. What the hell was Heather doing on the rez? But more urgently, he had to make sure the cops didn’t find Scott’s fucking papers.
Barrett stepped close to Abigail and put an arm around her. “I’ll call my attorney and have him meet you there.”
Now came the grateful eyes. He felt tides shifting inside Abigail as it became clear to her what Barrett could do for her. She was a bright woman. “Thank you, dear.”
He nodded in his most protective way.
She leaned into him. “Could you please follow us to the station? I don’t want to be there alone.”
Before she slid into the cruiser beside Gary, she sought Barrett’s eyes. “The answer to your question is yes.”
He watched them drive away, his mind shifting into overdrive. Even if he didn’t have to go hold Abigail’s hand, he wouldn’t have time to search the apartment and no telling what he’d leave behind for the cops to find. Scott’s papers. Heather on the rez. Big Elk fucking up his plans. Alex, too. Barrett had business to attend to.
31
The horizon stretched across sparse grassland. Rain clouds threatened a patch of desert miles away. The speedometer of Heather’s SUV wavered around ninety. Nora wanted to put miles between them and the mesas. She hated leaving her Jeep on the rez but Heather was in no shape to drive herself.
Heather’s head rested in Nora’s lap. They’d barely made it to the highway before Heather fell asleep.
Nora stroked Heather’s black hair, soothing the child as she slept. What a fiercely courageous girl with a committed heart. But so blind.
At sixteen Nora had been full of insecurity and angst. Abigail circulated in a world of Junior League fundraisers and cocktail parties. She introduced Nora to preppy boys in Izod shirts who were going places.
Nora snuck out the back door during formal dinner parties to hike in the foothills. She wore jeans with holes in the knees and Birkenstocks. Maybe to the world she looked committed to saving Earth as she passed petitions for Green Peace and protested Rocky Flats Nuclear Facility outside of Denver. She listened while friends ranted about the evils of capitalism, took hits off the passed joint and nodded her head when they complained about how grades were society’s way to control the creativity of youth.
Then she went home and did her homework, studied college catalogues and dreamed o
f a corner office on the 18th floor. Valedictorian pleased her mother, disgusted her friends and left her feeling as she usually did, without a place.
Nora couldn’t offer any advice or answers to Heather. She was still a misfit—a nature lover trying to make a living off exploiting the land.
But making snow responsibly wouldn’t ruin the mountain. Would it?
Heather stirred and sat up. “Where are we?”
“About ten miles from the Interstate. Fifty miles and counting from the rez.”
Heather nodded and stared out the window. “He said I was from a powerful clan.”
“Who said?”
“Benny. The clown. He knows who I am. He knows my mother. Children take on their mother’s clan.”
“Is Cole’s friend the same Benny as the clown? How would he know about you?”
Heather smiled with satisfaction. “I’m going to find out who I am.”
They rode in silence for a while.
“Alex said he loves me.” Heather’s voice sounded weak as a melted ice cube.
Nora thought about not answering but couldn’t keep her mouth shut. “Kidnapping you isn’t a good way to show love.”
Heather swallowed hard. “I would have gone with him even if I hadn’t been out of it.”
“He didn’t seem to have any trouble stealing your car. You sure he didn’t hurt you?” Nora asked for the hundredth time.
Heather shook her head and studied the passing landscape. “Not this time.”
That stabbed at Nora’s gut. “What do you mean?”
“He’s scary. We had a fight about Big Elk earlier and he told me he’d do whatever Big Elk told him to do, that it’s time for Hopi to quit being passive and take charge.”
“Was that on the roof today?”
Heather nodded. “I tried to break up with him but he wouldn’t let me.”
Nora shifted her glance from the road to see Heather’s frightened eyes.
“I don’t know what he’ll do but he scared me.”
“You have to stay away from him.”
Heather sniffed. “He’s changed.”
“Maybe you’re getting to know him better.”
Heather’s voice hardened like cooled lava. “It’s Big Elk.”
“Alex was probably a creep before Big Elk, but Big Elk knows how to bring out the asshole in people.”
“I think we were warned about Big Elk. The prophecies say a pahana, a white guy, will try to destroy Hopi and we have to be strong and not follow.”
“What prophesies?”
“We have all these amazing prophecies from over one thousand years ago and they’ve all come true.”
“Such as?”
Heather counted off on her fingers. “Roads in the sky. Those are jets’ contrails. They say there would be moving houses of iron, and those are trains. Horseless carriages are cars. They said we’d be able to speak through cobwebs. Pretty descriptive of phone wires, don’t you think?”
“How do you know these were given a thousand years ago?”
“They’ve been passed down in the stories. Here’s a scary one. They said that an upside down gourd of ashes would explode in the sky and cause rivers to boil and bring disease medicine can’t cure. That’s the atomic bomb.”
“Okay, so back to the pahana one.”
“I always thought it meant Poppy. It says the pahana will gather us under his wings and feed us and care for us because he sees something underneath that he wants. And soon we’ll be dependent on him and act like his servants and give away the Mother.”
“I can see Barrett in that.”
Heather shook her head. “But it could be Big Elk, turning the young men away from the true way. Even if he’s not the evil one in the prophesies, we need to stop him.”
Except he slithered away from restraints like a snake. He stole pensions and stirred normal people to criminal acts and still, he sashayed out of prison like a prom queen at her coronation.
“He needs to be stopped. But not by you,” Nora said.
“Then who?” This girl may be adopted, but her determination and the look in her eyes made Nora think of Barrett.
“What about the clown? He tried to talk reason to them,” Nora said.
“Benny? Look how much good he did.”
“But weren’t the other elders in the kivas? There’s got to be enough of them to calm the young ones down.”
“The thing is, Big Elk has a point. We need to protect the peak for the kachinas. A lot of people are getting frustrated. They might see this as the time to act.”
“What about the whole Hopi concept of peace?”
Heather’s voice rose in frustration. “What has that gotten us? Sure, Hopi believe in peace but we also need to keep balance and take care of the land.”
“I thought you were against Big Elk?”
Heather slammed her palm onto the seat. “That’s just it. I know Big Elk is wrong. But everything is out of control and something has to happen. We need guidance.”
“Don’t you have a Tribal Council?”
“The Council can’t agree on anything.”
“What about a chief?”
“A kikmongwi? Each village has its own. In Hopi, every person gets to make their own decisions. The government doesn’t make laws. People use persuasion and discussion to get agreement.”
“What about that old man who helped me?”
“What old man?”
Nora felt a growing irritation, as if Heather wasn’t trying to find a solution. “That old guy who walked me off the mesa. He’s the same one who keeps trying to sell me kachina dolls.”
“I didn’t see anyone with you.”
“He is little and wrinkled and old. He wears knee length moccasins and a long tunic type shirt.”
Heather raised her eyebrows at the urgency in Nora’s voice. “I haven’t seen him.”
How could she be oblivious? The man had been right there. “He wore his hair in a bowl cut and it looks like he used a dull knife to trim it. He looked so odd I can’t believe you didn’t notice him.”
Heather shrugged. “Sounds like a real traditional guy.” She hoisted herself to her knees and reached into the backseat. “I got these for Abigail.” She turned around with a library book, plopped it on her knees and started flipping pages.
A whole array of black and white photos passed under Heather’s fingers.
Heather stopped at a picture of a little man standing in front of a dusty stone house. “Here is how they used to dress.”
Nora glanced at the photo. “That’s him. That’s the guy.”
Heather rolled her eyes. “They all look alike to you, huh?”
This kid could be so annoying. “No. They don’t all look alike. This is the guy. He’s got that unique look in his eyes.”
Heather stared at the book. “Can’t be.”
“Why not?”
“This is Nakwaiyamtewa. He’s one of the greatest kikmongwi’s the Hopi have ever known.”
“That’s what I mean. You need him to straighten out the Hopi.”
“Nora, he died like in the late 1800s.”
Karate chop to the gut. Nora pressed the breaks and pulled the Toyota to the side of the empty road.
“What?” Heather’s eyes opened wide in alarm.
“Let me see that.” The book lay on Heather’s lap and Nora pulled it close, studying the little man. No doubt. This was the same man, except in the picture, he didn’t wear the blue sash.
That proved it. She was crazy. She dropped the book back into Heather’s lap and stared into the sandy desert.
Heather touched her arm. “What’s the matter?”
Nora didn’t understand it and didn’t want to tell anyone in case they locked her up. “I swear that is the guy.”
Heather looked at the picture, then back at Nora. “The spirits of ancestors can become kachinas.”
Great. Now she was being haunted by an old chief. No, not chief. Heather called him a kikmo
ngwi. Much better than an ordinary chief.
“I’m sure there’s an explanation. Like, maybe Scott’s kachina was Alex. And he didn’t really disappear, he went into the lava tubes.”
“What do you mean?”
“Before he died, Scott said he saw a kachina in the forest who warned him not to make snow.”
Heather stared at Nora. “It wasn’t Alex. He just made that costume yesterday.”
Some tinny rap song blared from a bag in the back seat.
Heather jumped and reached for her bag. “It’s probably Poppy. What time is it?”
Nora glanced at the clock in the dash. “Three ten.”
Phone in hand, Heather plopped back in the seat. Worry creased her forehead. “That’s not his number.”
Damn it. Nora knew that expression. “Where does he think you are?”
The phone continued to blare and Heather gave her a mischievous grin. “Spending the night with a friend. It’s okay, I told him I’d be home early and I’m just a little late. No biggie.”
That tops the day off with whipped cream. Nora put the car into gear and pulled back onto the road.
Heather thumbed a button on the phone and held it to her ear. “Hello.”
“Hi!” Heather settled back. “You won’t believe what happened. This guy on the rez called me by a Hopi name. Sikyatsi. I think it means little bird or something like that. Anyway, he knows who I am. When I asked him about it he wouldn’t tell me any more but I’m going to find out. Maybe from Charlie.”
She listened a moment. “Because Charlie said he knows a lot of Hopi. Said he spent lots of time there when he was young. He’s got to know my mother.”
While Heather chatted in her animated way, Nora resorted to her constant state of worry. First, there was Big Elk and his followers. Should she go to the cops? They had no jurisdiction on the rez and they proved they couldn’t keep hold of him. Then there was Nakwaiyamtewa, or whatever his name. And that was too bizarre to figure out. Now she’d probably have to face a livid Barrett, not her favorite thing.
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