“It was paint. And that won’t work.”
The arguments flew around the room with everyone stepping on each other’s sentences.
Nora crossed the room, the floor creaking as she passed Rachel’s line of sight. “I’m going to set this in Lisa’s office.”
Rachel’s eyes slowly focused on Nora, and she gave a short nod. “Why bother with a protest around here, anyway? These people have their minds made up.”
“Besides, they aren’t the people voting.”
“Heath’s got a point. We should go to D.C. and picket on the Capitol steps.”
“Not everyone is a trust funder and can fly all over the place.”
Nora entered the office. To the right, another set of French doors opened out onto a low redwood deck without rails. Abbey lay on the warm wood, dozing in the sun. He acted as though he’d been here dozens of times and knew his way around, which, of course, he had— just not in the last couple of years.
The deck was one of the first things Lisa had refinished after buying the cabin over ten years ago. The plumbing hadn’t been up to snuff, and smelly carpet had covered the floors. The windows were tiny and leaked with the slightest breeze, but Lisa installed the French doors and built the deck because she needed contact with the land and sky. She loved the view of the La Sal Mountains and, most days, wasn’t content to see them from behind the doors.
Her desk faced the doors, which she kept open in all but the worst weather. She loved watching the jagged peaks, purple in the morning, turn green and brown and black as the sun played against them. She said their grandeur reminded her to be humble.
Like the sculptor who finds the image hidden in stone, Lisa had discovered the beauty of the cabin. But Nora had to admit Rachel’s art and decorating touches made the home bright and comfortable. More than once Lisa had raved about how Rachel had improved her life: “I had no idea how much I needed a wife!”
A wood-burning stove nestled in the corner opposite the deck. An antique pine cabinet sat along the wall, its surface scattered with piles of papers. Nora pushed several file folders out of the way and set the box on the desk. Lisa couldn’t look at the view anymore, but somehow, placing her ashes there made Nora feel better.
Voices rose, reminding Nora of Abigail’s orders. She spun around and returned to the living room. Rachel no longer leaned on the counter between the two women. Nora glanced around the room and out the screen door. Rachel sat on one of the Adirondack chairs, leaning forward, her face to the mountains.
Nora held her hand up. “Thanks for being here for Rachel. I know she appreciates your concern. But it’s been a long day. Please call and visit again.”
A couple of the people looked confused. Some seemed to take Nora’s words at face value and got ready to leave. At least one woman scanned the room for Rachel, and when she realized Rachel was no longer with them, looked stricken and ashamed.
Nora ushered them out the front door. The storm clouds blotted out the sun and a few drops plopped onto the porch roof. While they said their goodbyes and offered to help Rachel in any way, lingering on the porch, Nora returned to the office.
She stood in the center of the room, feet planted on a blood-red Navajo rug. Her eyes scanned the surface of the desk and the shelves, traveling to the cupboard doors and across to a pine filing cabinet. Where would Lisa keep copies of the film?
Soft raindrops pattered on the deck. Nora hesitated. Lisa still lingered in this house, in the office, and Lisa hated anyone messing with her stuff.
Lisa and Nora had shared an apartment the last two years of undergrad in Boulder. It drove Nora crazy the way Lisa cluttered the tiny space with her books and papers, socks, sweaters, shoes—everything. Nora would gather all of Lisa’s things from the common space and deposit them in Lisa’s bedroom. That led to a major confrontation and a compromise. Nora wouldn’t mess with Lisa’s stuff if Lisa would try not to clutter the living room.
“This office is like you, Lisa—messy, beautiful, and bright.” Nora wrapped her arms around herself.
Outside, Abbey stood and shook. The rain didn’t appear too serious so Nora left him to enjoy it.
She ran her fingertips along the edge of the desk while her eyes took in the chaos of papers on top. Lisa worked in a whirlwind, often losing items or forgetting appointments. Rachel’s hand kept order in the rest of the house, but this office belonged to Lisa.
Nora slipped around to the desk chair and sat in front of the opened laptop. “Where did you put the film?” she spoke, even if Lisa couldn’t hear.
Abbey stretched, circled around twice, and flopped down again. Without the film, Nora’s best option would be to collect photos and write narration for Darrell. That seemed like a poor solution. Even with the amazing landscapes, a slideshow seemed stagnant. To stir the committee’s passion, they needed movement, light, breathtaking sights, and ugly images to demonstrate the threat.
Nora slid her finger on the laptop’s touchpad and waited for it to wake up. She surveyed the pinion and juniper outside. The sun broke out, highlighting individual raindrops. The tangy smell of sage drifted through an open window.
The sound of car engines indicated the activists must be on their way.
Nora glanced through the file icons on the computer’s desktop. Nothing indicated a film project. She found the directory and looked through that, too. She opened a few files that might have contained some portion of the project. Nothing. No notes for narrative, no digital pictures, and certainly no film.
Abbey no longer sprawled on the deck. Nora pulled herself from behind the desk and crossed the room, peering out the doors in search of him.
She located him by the movement of ginger hair against the scrub and sand. He trotted toward the front of the house. Maybe Charlie and Abigail had returned. If so, they hadn’t been gone long.
Nora popped open the doors. She stepped out on the deck polka-dotted by drying raindrops. It took her a moment to recognize what she heard.
Rachel’s voice sounded irritated. A man responded, matching her heat. Nora jumped to the edge of the deck, ready to dash to the front of the cabin if necessary.
The sight of Lee’s white pickup stopped her. She inched a ways before she spotted Rachel and Lee standing in front of the hood of the pickup. Lee held Rachel’s hand and only a couple of feet separated them. Lee’s head bent and Rachel’s raised face was only inches from his. Nora couldn’t see their expressions, only their profiles. Their anger dropped away and they stood, motionless. They communicated without words. These were not the movements of strangers.
Nora backed up and retreated to Lisa’s office. She clicked the door closed and stood in front of it, staring into nothing, trying to understand what she’d seen. Her eyes slowly focused on the Navajo rug. She lifted her gaze to the bookshelves next to the wood stove.
She already suspected Lisa’s death might not have been an accident. Maybe Lee killed Lisa so he and Rachel could be together, Nora thought wildly. Right. That made sense because people always killed someone instead of just asking for a divorce. Sheesh, Nora. Jump to conclusions much?
Her eyes came to rest on the jumble of loose pages and books, pamphlets, and magazines scattered on the bottom shelf. Wait. What was that? There, thrust between stacks of papers, she caught sight of a DVD case, the slim black edges barely visible.
Nora rushed across the room and squatted down. She snatched the case, excited to see the DVD nestled inside. Lisa’s bold handwriting dated it May 28. No year. But if it was this year, this DVD was only three weeks old. If it was a backup, it would only be missing images from a couple of shoots.
Hope swelled in her chest. This might save the day.
Nora lunged for the laptop, fingers running along the sides, looking for a disc drive. Damn. The newer machine didn’t have a one. Desperate, she jumped from the desk and rummaged through the debris scattered across its surface.
She yanked out a drawer. The wood stuck. Nothing but files and notebooks. S
he shoved against it and tried another drawer. This time she hit pay dirt. An external drive sat amid discarded phones and charger cords.
Nora pulled it out, sweeping her hand through the dead and dying electronics. She came up with a USB cord and quickly attached the driver to the computer and inserted the DVD.
This was it: Lisa’s work. Something for Nora to hold on to.
Nothing but a whirr of digital and black screen. Nora’s heart shriveled.
The screen flashed bright and suddenly sprang to life with a broad view of the cliffs. Time-lapse photography took the scene from dawn to midnight in a matter of seconds. Stars shone bright, then faded as the sun swept across the sky and reemerged. The image faded to a creek, the same spot Lisa’s box had rested just that morning. Again, the images on the screen shifted to show a trampled, barren creek bed eroding away and leaving desolation behind. A gushing black flood of tainted water showed the uglier side of tar sands mining.
Lisa’s film. Edited but without narration. Nora and Darrell could finish it. No one with a heart could turn down the chance to protect this iconic landscape. Lisa had done it!
“What are you doing?” Rachel’s ragged voice demanded as she stood in the doorway between the living room and kitchen.
Nora jerked and sucked in air. “You scared me.” “This is Lisa’s office. She’d hate for you to be in here.”
Nora couldn’t point out that someone, sometime would have to be in here and pack up Lisa’s life. Maybe sharing the news that Lisa’s work would go on might help Rachel. “I found it.”
Rachel’s face blackened like a storm cloud. “Found what?” Nora spun the laptop around to face Rachel. “The film. I suppose it’s missing the last bits, but we can totally use this.” “Where did that come from? There were no backups.” Nora pointed toward the bookshelf. “I found it, buried.”
“No! No more. Leave it alone.” She leaped forward. Before Nora could stop her, Rachel grabbed the computer and jerked it off the desk. The attached player dangled from the upraised computer. Rachel brought the laptop down on the side of the desk with all the rage of an abandoned wife. “I won’t have it!”
She raised her arms and smashed it again and again.
Nora kept her eye on the external drive that swung back and forth, occasionally smashing against the side of the desk. As long as Rachel’s temper tantrum focused on the laptop and left the player alone, the film would survive.
Rachel grabbed the cord of the player. She yanked it from the computer and threw the laptop with enough force that it crashed against the bookshelf and fell to the floor, separating the screen from the keyboard. She held on to the drive and ejected the DVD.
“No!” Nora cried as she lunged across the desk.
Rachel gritted her teeth and, using both hands, brought the disc down on the corner of the desk and leaned her weight on it. It bent slightly, then snapped with a popping that might as well have been a BB to Nora’s heart.
12
Rachel stood in front of Nora, panting with spent rage. Her flashing eyes dared Nora to challenge her.
Heat surged through Nora, her hands clenched in their urge to throttle Rachel. The film. The only copy she knew existed. All Lisa’s work—her passion, her talent—destroyed in a tantrum. She stifled the frustrated scream, fighting to understand Rachel’s grief but really wanting to smack her.
“Why did you do that?” Nora barely restrained her temper. Tears glistened in Rachel’s eyes. “Forget about the film.” “But it was Lisa’s dream!”
Rachel flung her arm in the air. “If you’d never given her funding, she’d have had to give it up. She’d be alive now.”
There it was, the familiar guilt drenching her. Nora fought to keep from drowning in it again. “Her death was an accident.”
Rachel spit her words at Nora. “You keep believing that.”
Marlene had said it, now Rachel. Nora kept her voice slow and even. “I understand how you feel.”
Contempt dripped from Rachel’s words. “You don’t know anything about how I feel.”
Sadly, Nora probably understood more about it than either liked to admit. She knew because her husband had been murdered. It had felt like her heart had been ripped out, leaving a raw, bloody hole. She’d barely been able to breathe, let alone believe she’d ever smile or laugh again.
Nora stepped toward her, intending to reach for Rachel’s hand or put an arm around her.
Rachel stepped back. “I won’t have anything to do with that film.” Nora nodded. “Okay. I … ” She was going to say she understood but stopped herself. “Saving Canyonlands meant so much to Lisa. She believed, and I do, too, that her film would make all the difference with the committee. I’d like to finish it for her.”
“It’s not safe to continue.” Rachel’s thin lips disappeared in her anger.
“What do you mean?”
Rachel skirted Nora and stomped into the living room. “You have no clue what it’s like around here. The Mormons—my family and everyone I grew up with—believe they own this land. And why not? They came here when it was empty. Nothing.”
Sure, empty—except the indigenous people scratching out their existence, migrating and living off the land. The first people to live around here were the Anasazi, and the Hopi believed they were descended from the Anasazi. That would make them Nora’s ancestors. The Anasazi wrote their history on the rocks everywhere throughout this place. They built shrines across the land.
Rachel spewed in her rage. “My ancestors were persecuted. They were chased from New York to Illinois and Nebraska. They only wanted to live their lives in peace. They sacrificed every luxury to move west and settle here. It was a hard life, but they survived. And now you do-gooders, who think you know what’s best, are trying to steal their sanctuary.”
Nora kept her voice calm. “Protect it, not take it away. We’re only trying to keep it alive and safe for future generations.”
Rachel glared at her and let out a bitter laugh. “Sure. Because the Mormons are stupid and haven’t been good stewards for the last hundred and seventy years.”
Nora didn’t mention the riparian areas ravaged by tromping hooves. Overgrazed, arid pastures that blew sand, creating such severe dust storms that highways had to be closed down. “Things can’t stay the same way they’ve been. The land won’t last.”
“The Mormons believe in stewardship. Joseph Smith wrote about taking care of the land and the animals so we’d have abundance.”
“We’re trying to use science to conserve the land,” Nora explained.
“From what you call over-grazing. What they call making a living,” Rachel countered.
“Grazing cattle out there is inhumane. There’s not enough for them to eat.”
“These people, my family, only want to raise their children the way they were raised.”
“Expansion of Canyonlands can’t destroy a livelihood that doesn’t exist because the land has been exhausted.”
Rachel’s hands shook and tears glistened. “It’s their land, and people who don’t understand their way of life are trying to steal it. Do you know what that’s like? It’d be like social services barging into your home and taking your child because they don’t agree with your religion.”
A kinder person would not say anything. “Is that why someone killed Lisa?”
Rachel’s eyes widened until Nora thought they’d pop like water balloons. “Don’t say that.”
“Lisa climbed like Spider-Man. She wouldn’t have fallen from that ladder.”
Rachel dropped to a brightly padded Morris recliner and buried her face in her hands. Nora sat on the sturdy pine coffee table in front of Rachel and tried to peer into her face. “You said as much yourself.” Rachel lowered her hands and stared at Nora with dead eyes. “Leave it alone. You can’t bring Lisa back. If you keep after this, you might have an accident, too.”
“So you’re just going to ignore that someone might have killed Lisa?”
Rachel
glared at her.
Nora stood. “I’m going to the cops.”
Rachel jumped to her feet. She took two steps toward the galley kitchen and spun around. “Don’t do that.”
“Why not?”
“Because the law around here is Mormon. They’ll take care of their own, but if you go telling them what to do, you’ll only get in trouble. And I mean big trouble.”
“I can’t just leave it alone.”
“I’m begging you! Go back to Boulder and the Trust and find another project. The planet is a mess—surely you can find another way to spend your time and money.”
“If I could find a copy of Lisa’s film, I’d be out of here right now.” “There is no copy. I destroyed them all.”
“They weren’t yours to destroy! They belong to the Trust.” Nora wanted to hit something. She placed her palm on her forehead, trying to think. “Did she put anything in a safe deposit box, maybe? Or store it in the cloud?”
Rachel lowered her eyebrows. “It’s not like home videos of a birthday party. This stuff can’t be put in the cloud. And believe me, I’ve thought of every place Lisa might have stored a backup. I’ve destroyed them all. Every one.”
“There was that one on the bookshelf.” “You won’t find another. Go home.” “But if Lisa was murdered…”
“She wasn’t!”
“Who wasn’t what?” Abigail interrupted, opening the screen door on the front porch.
Rachel startled and spun toward Abigail. “You’re back.”
Abigail’s sandals clicked on the wood floor, then thudded on a Navajo rug, then clicked again. Charlie dogged her, balancing several grocery sacks. “Put them on the counter, dear.”
Charlie obliged and retreated to gaze out the window.
Abigail pulled gourmet coffee from one of the bags, followed by a bottle of white wine. “You said ‘she wasn’t’ and sounded all worked up. I asked who she was and what she wasn’t.”
Rachel shrugged. “Nora thought Lisa planned on going to D.C. to screen the film and represent the Trust, and I said she wasn’t.”
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