Colby’s question took him by surprise and he sat there for a few seconds before answering. “Um, not really. I mean I haven’t had that much experience and I just can’t with my job and all.”
“You don’t have to tell me anything about that, I was just wondering.”
“That’s okay, I just—I like hanging out with you.”
“Seth, you really don’t have to tell me. I guess I was just trying to get to know you a little better.”
Seth nodded. “I get it. It’s a little weird getting together just to have sex. I don’t mind, but I’ve never actually done anything like this…well, not exactly like this.” Thoughts of Channing and the beginning of their relationship came to mind. They’d hidden away at hotels, keeping everything a secret. But they’d known each other for years before they’d hooked up. This was different. He didn’t even really know what Colby did for a living, and Colby certainly had no clue what he did.
“How about we not talk about our lives outside of this room for today and tomorrow. Let’s just go slow. You know, after these few days you may never want to be with me again,” Colby said before taking a bite of food.
“That’s not going to happen.” Seth met Colby’s gaze as he ate. This slow building of a relationship would allow him to explore his feelings in depth. Maybe all they had was sex. And maybe all he would ever have with a guy was sex. He didn’t know, but who better to explore the depths of a relationship than with this incredibly good-looking man. They would take it one step at a time, not like with Channing where the guy had declared his love so quickly it had shocked Seth.
Colby took a few more bites of his food before wiping his mouth. “I’m going to use the bathroom, freshen up a bit and then I want to explore your beautiful body.”
Seth allowed the lust to build as he watched Colby head to the bathroom. The man was freaking fine. Even if they only fucked and never built anything outside of this room, it would be enough. When Colby shut the door Seth blew out a breath. Who was he kidding? Just fucking Colby would never be enough. He wanted more. The guy was amazing. Maybe he would end up being a douche outside of this place, but Seth hoped for more.
He munched on their food before putting the leftovers into the small refrigerator under the cabinet next to the TV. Colby had gotten a room with a king sized bed, which he appreciated. Seth tugged back the bedspread and stretched out with his hands behind his head. At some point he must have dozed off because he hadn’t heard Colby enter the room, but the man was kneeling on the bed, his tongue tracing the underside of Seth’s cock when he woke.
“Oh damn, that feels good. Fuck, Colby,” Seth growled as he wove his fingers into Colby’s hair. “Suck me, then fuck me.”
Colby sat up and straddled Seth, pinning his arms to the bed. He liked being under this man. When Channing had done stuff like this, his eyes had held a bit of cruelty, but with Colby all he saw was wonder and kindness.
“Normally, I wouldn’t argue over who was top, but I’m already prepped. I want you in me so badly I can’t wait.” Colby lowered and planted his lips on Seth’s, pressing their chests together.
He opened for Colby, allowing their tongues to twine together. After a moment, Colby pulled back a little and slid his tongue out of Seth’s mouth and back in. Over and over again Colby tongue fucked his mouth, increasing his desire and making his cock fill out.
Colby began rocking his hips and now that Seth was hard, his cock grazed over Colby’s opening, sending chills through his body. He lifted his hips as Colby lowered. He felt his cock pressing against Colby’s opening and then he slipped in. Their gazes locked and Colby stilled. Seth froze, wanting to pump into Colby’s hot ass, but unsure what Colby would think. They weren’t in a relationship and didn’t know each other.
“I’m not—” Seth started, but Colby lifted, breaking their connection.
“We should use a condom.”
Seth nodded. “Yeah, we should.” Seth blew out a breath before rolling over and reaching for the condom package he’d set on the bedside table. He opened the foil wrapper and slid the condom on while Colby settled on the mattress.
Seth lined up and lifted Colby’s legs, putting both on his left shoulder, wrapping his arms around his man’s thighs as he pressed forward, his cock sliding between Colby’s freaking awesome cheeks and against his tight hole. Seth rocked forward and Colby relaxed. He slipped in, sinking into the most amazing hole he’d ever fucked. Colby didn’t look away as Seth swayed in and out. He rocked his hips gently against the perfect ass, wondering if he was going to lose his mind as he fucked this man. Colby reached for him, touching Seth’s arms and hips when he pumped forward.
A rush of protectiveness filled Seth and he wanted to protect this guy who was basically a stranger. He didn’t understand his need to keep Colby from harm, but it turned him into something he didn’t recognize as he grabbed Colby’s ankles and spread his legs, lifting Colby’s ass so he could fuck him hard. The need to mark his man as his own was almost overpowering. He pushed his lover’s knees back, lowering for a kiss as he pressed in deeper.
Moaning below him, Colby clutched at Seth’s shoulders, keeping him close. He was going to come, there was no doubt about that. Desire built, and he freaking hoped Colby was close. Seth gulped in a breath, his body shaking.
“Colby,” Seth groaned as he searched for his lips. Colby opened his mouth, searing Seth’s soul with his breath. Every second connected to Colby was better than anything in his life before. Lust still ruled their connection, but there was more. He couldn’t ignore the caring or the driving need to know this man better than he’d ever known another and that scared him. What if Colby didn’t feel the same?
Seth lifted up, planting his hands next to Colby’s head as he pumped in, watching for any sign, anything that would tell him that Colby didn’t feel anything for him. But that’s not what he found. His orgasm hit as he realized that mixed in with the lust from Colby was something that looked like love.
His eyes slammed closed as he grunted, his hips pressed firmly against Colby’s ass that was clenching around him. The pulsing of his dick continued as he pushed his cock in deeper, then rocked out a bit. The sensations running through him were like little electric shocks making his muscles clench and his heart thud heavy.
When he could open his eyes, he watched Colby jerk out the last of his cum. The guy was so freaking sexy lying under him with pearly cum splashed over his stomach. Seth pulled out slowly and then slid down Colby’s body to lick up his salty seed. Colby lifted his head, watching as Seth made long licks over his skin. When Seth finished, he went up on his hands and knees and stared down at Colby, knowing that everything had changed. This wasn’t just some one-off fuck session. This meant something, but he wasn’t ready to tell Colby he wanted more than just sex.
Seth shifted on the bed and brushed a hair out of Colby’s face. “You’re beautiful. That was beautiful.”
“It was.” Colby’s voice cracked and he sunk his teeth into his lower lip.
“I’m going to clean up and get ready for bed, are you good with that?”
Colby nodded, his gaze flicking to Seth’s lips. He didn’t tease or make Colby wait, instead he lowered and gently brushed his lips over Colby’s.
The air between them was sweeter, filled with meaning that twisted through his soul. His heart squeezed when he next looked into Colby’s eyes. Somehow, in the little time they’d spent together, Colby had wormed his way into Seth’s heart, his thoughts, and his soul. He needed to stuff his feelings, ignore the extreme pull for more, and just go with the flow. Fun, that’s what this night was about, but God it didn’t feel like it was about only fun.
Chapter Fourteen
Colby lay curled up on his side, his back plastered against Seth’s side. Something had changed between them. He wasn’t sure Seth realized it, but it was plain as day to him. They were doing more than fucking and he really liked it.
When he and Neil had started dating, it hadn’t be
en this intense. Seth had changed the way Colby felt about the future and that scared him. He didn’t know anything about the man at all. Oh God, what if Seth had someone else at home who he was cheating on? Colby didn’t want to think of that. Instead, he just wanted to keep having fun with this man.
Last time they’d slept together, they’d woken multiple times and had sex, but this time they really did sleep. His alarm rang at six thirty and he jerked awake, scrambling to find his phone. Seth grabbed it and shut off the alarm, pushing him back to the bed.
“Five more minutes,” Seth mumbled.
“I need to get up.”
“I wish we would have woken up in the middle of the night like last time.”
Colby sighed and kissed Seth’s shoulder. “Same here. But we have tonight.”
“I have pr—work until four tonight. I need to head home now and shower, but I’ll bring a change of clothes tomorrow so I don’t have to leave so early in the morning. I wish I had time to do more today, but I really have to head out.”
“I’ll miss you.”
Seth pulled him close and kissed the top of his head. “I’ll miss you too.”
All too soon he was alone with only the memory and the scent of Seth left behind, which he was washing off his body so he could make it to work. He could imagine that every time he washed his body in a hotel shower like this one he would have problems not thinking about Seth.
Work kept him busy until noon when he texted Seth, telling him that he had a meeting scheduled until six that evening. Before Seth replied, Colby was pulled into another meeting. At four fifty-eight, just before he was about to enter the conference room, he checked his phone, seeing that he had a text.
Seth: I’ll call in food for us. Don’t worry about being late, I’m at the hotel taking a nap. I had a rough day and need some sleep.
He didn’t send a note back since he didn’t want to wake Seth. His final meeting of the day finished close to six and he was ready to be done. On his drive back to the hotel, he imagined that his and Seth’s relationship was closer to what closeted guys had before the laws changed and everything became more open. Heck, he knew some guys in long term relationships who were very closeted and they seemed to be okay. They’d go to the gay clubs but never venture out to eat or to the movies. If that’s how he and Seth had to be for a while, he would be okay with it.
When he stepped into the hotel room, he heard Seth snore. Colby smiled and moved farther into the room and spied Seth curled up on his side, one hand tucked under his head. He grew warm watching Seth sleep.
Colby set his computer bag down on the floor before tugging at his tie. He removed the jacket he’d worn that morning, placing it on the back of the chair. He laid the tie on top of it, then started unbuttoning his shirt. Seth still hadn’t moved by the time Colby was stripped down to his underwear. He tossed those to the ground and began stroking his nearly hard cock.
Colby stretched out next to Seth, watching the man sleep. He must have drifted off too because he opened his eyes to find Seth staring at him. Seth covered Colby’s mouth with his own, not giving him time to say anything. Seth rolled him to his back, pressing him into the mattress. He rocked his hips up, groaning as Seth met his rhythm.
Without a word Seth grabbed a condom and rolled it on, sliding quickly into Colby. The invasion filled him and he moaned, clutching Seth closer. They rocked against each other, their tongues twining as they met each other thrust for thrust.
Colby came and it was over way too quickly. He wanted more, wanted to be forever connected to this amazing man.
“Hey,” Seth said as he smoothed a finger over Colby’s face.
“I like this.” He really liked coming home and having a man in his bed, like it had been with Neil. That thought reminded him that he really didn’t know anything about Seth and shouldn’t get attached.
Colby rolled to sit up but Seth pulled him back down, covering him with his body as he snuggled closer.
“I didn’t mean to sleep so long,” Seth ran his nose over Colby’s neck to his earlobe and moaned. It was the moan that had some of Colby’s stress melting away.
“Did you have a good day? You said work was hard.”
“Yeah, I’m hungry now. I need food.”
Colby chuckled and swatted Seth on the ass. “Get up, we’ll go grab something.”
Seth groaned and rolled away. “I-I can’t.”
“Can you do drive-thru?” Colby asked.
Seth stood, stretching his arms over his head. Colby stared, taking in Seth’s long legs, his muscled torso, and those arms. Good God, how had he gotten a man with a body like that? This guy was a wet dream come true.
“You didn’t hear what I said, did you?” Seth asked.
Colby glanced up and gave his head a quick shake. “Sorry, what?”
“You were staring at my body, weren’t you?”
For a half second he wondered if Seth was insulted by the way he was ogling him, but then he caught the grin tilting up the corner’s of Seth’s mouth and he nodded. Positioning himself on all fours, he crawled over to the edge of the bed and stared up at Seth.
“I can’t help it. You’re so fucking beautiful. I swear I’ll pay attention if you talk again.”
Seth laughed and cupped Colby’s cheeks. He was about at the right height to give Seth a blow job. His gaze lowered and sure enough he was positioned right in front of Seth’s soft cock. Colby drew in a slow breath and Seth laughed.
“You’re insatiable. But I need food. There’s a place down the street, I saw it when the taxi dropped me earlier. I’ll call in an order. What would you like?”
Colby sat back on his heels, trying hard to concentrate on food with Seth looking so good. “Um, chicken? Yeah, chicken.”
“Okay, I’ll order but I’m placing it under your name.”
He watched as Seth pulled out his phone, opening the display. It took him almost a minute to find the place before he dialed. While Seth was busy, Colby studied him. His legs weren’t too hairy, just dusted with enough brown fuzz to be sexy.
“Hi, I need to order two grilled chicken plates with vegetables and potatoes, a steak cooked medium, and a burger, medium on that too. No French fries, I’d rather double up on mashed potatoes. Oh, and can I have two garden salads, no dressing.”
Colby listened to Seth order and he wondered who was planning on eating all of that food. Had Seth invited someone else over? Maybe he should tell Seth that he didn’t do group sex. He just wasn’t into that. The one time he’d tried it, he’d felt out of place and like he didn’t belong. With Seth in the room, no one would pay attention to him anyway, so he’d feel like an outsider. Jealousy burned hot and he wondered where that had come from.
Seth tossed his phone to the bed and picked up his pants, pulling out a wad of cash. “Maybe this is asking too much, but could you go pick it up?”
“Who all is going to eat that much food?”
Seth lifted his brows before squinting at him. “Oh, yeah, about that. I’m hungry. At night I usually eat that much. Well, not every day. The burger just sounded too good to pass up.”
“You do realize that’s enough food to feed four people. You aren’t planning on inviting anyone else?”
“No, God no. I…wait, you thought I’d ordered that much because I invited someone over?”
“It’s a lot of food.”
Seth held out his hand and Colby took it. “I had a really tough day. I should have eaten before I crashed, but I was so exhausted. There is no one coming over.”
Colby nodded before he sunk his teeth into his lower lip, worrying the flesh. “You want me to go alone?”
“Is it too much to ask?”
“You really are in the closet, aren’t you?”
Seth nodded and lifted his brows, his eyes wide. “Is that going to be too big of a problem?”
“No, babe, it’s not a problem.”
A wide smile stretched across Seth’s face. “You called me babe.”<
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“I did.”
“I like it. Now, I’m seriously thinking that I’m going to pass out. Your cum wasn’t enough to sustain me. I need more.”
Colby laughed and shook his head. “Is that all I am to you now, a meal?”
“Maybe. I do feel better after eating you. I think I need more though.”
Seth reached out and grabbed him, pulling him close as he growled and nibbled on Colby’s shoulder. Colby shrieked with laughter before pushing Seth away.
“Down, boy. I’ll go get your meat. Let me get my pants on.”
Seth dropped to the bed and closed his eyes. Colby watched as he dressed, wondering what had Seth so tired. He stared openly as he pulled on his shoes.
“I’m headed out.”
“Take the cash, please,” Seth said without opening his eyes.
“Really, that’s not necessary.” Colby felt weird taking the money.
Seth went up on his elbows and narrowed his eyelids. “I ordered a lot more food and I got a steak, costs more. Really, please take the cash. You can buy our meal next time.”
From what he’d heard, military guys didn’t make that much money. He would pay for half the meal with Seth’s cash, then the rest he would put on his card. He did get a per diem from work each day when he was traveling, so it wasn’t like he was really paying for the food.
Once dressed, Colby headed out the door to his car. He drove over to the restaurant and was pleased to see that they’d just brought out the bags of food when he stepped in. On the way back to the hotel his stomach rumbled and rolled. He was hungrier than he’d thought.
The door popped open before he could pull out his keycard. Seth was standing behind the door and it looked like magic had pulled it open. Once in the room he turned around, seeing why Seth had been hiding. He was still totally naked, his full body on glorious display for Colby’s pleasure.
“Damn, you’re sexy,” Colby muttered as he placed the bags on the table.
Seth smiled and pulled out one to go carton, placing it on the desk. He opened the lid and bent low, swiping some mashed potatoes on his finger, putting it into his mouth. He moaned and sat, grabbing for the utensils.
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