Sorrow does not ever really pass. It merely encysts itself until a memory blunders against it, and its bitter shell splits open.
My uncle had not been who he pretended to be, as I had said to Miss Lizzie. But, as she had said to me, few of us ever truly are. And it was he who had first handed me the city of New York in all its flash and dazzle, all its beauty and wonder.
Mr. Lipkind remained my lawyer until his death in 1948. I saw him and Robert several times. Mr. Liebowitz I saw occasionally, and then more frequently after I had entered into a line of work not unlike his own. My second husband and I became quite close friends with him. He died in 1965.
And then there is Mr. Cutter.
In 1932, after my first husband was murdered and I required some specialized help, I located him. He provided the help I needed, and we began an association that lasted for some thirty-five years.
Once, on Lamu, an island off the mainland coast of Kenya, we talked about Miss Lizzie. He said that he had never doubted for a moment that she had killed her parents.
“Why?” I asked him.
We were lying side by side on towels spread atop the hot white sand. The sunlight lay on our naked bodies like a weight. He rolled his head toward me, his forelock swaying. “I watched her,” he said. “She got what she wanted. Every time. From you, from Rothstein, from everyone.” He shrugged his brown shoulders. “If she wanted her parents dead, then pretty soon her parents would get dead.”
I told him what she had said, years before, while she and I were sitting in that Packard in Chinatown waiting for him to bring back the scabrous Mr. Walters.
We were talking about the police, she and I—talking specifically about Lieutenant Becker and Commissioner Vandervalk.
“What they tried to do to you, Amanda,” she had said, “make you say that your uncle had . . . violated you, that was entirely unforgivable.”
“Like Mr. Lipkind said, they don’t have anyone else.”
“That doesn’t matter,” she said firmly. “There is no worse thing with which to charge someone. There is no worse thing that someone can do to a child.”
She looked to her left, out the car window at the people scurrying across the street, at the passing cars, and then she closed her eyes. For a moment, she sat there silently, and then her body made a small, quick shudder.
On Lamu fourteen years later, the sun leaning down on us, James said to me, “You think that her father . . .”
“I don’t know, not for sure.”
“Why both of them?”
“I don’t know.”
A year ago, when his illness had become quite serious and we both knew that he did not have much time, he finally told me the truth about Albert Cooper.
We were still living in the house in Chartres, down by the river, where I have done most of my work. I was sitting beside him on the bed.
“Yeah,” he said in his quiet whisper of a voice, looking up at me from the pillow. His hair was thinner now, and white.
“So I did hit him,” I said.
“In the stomach. The exit wound was hidden by Albert’s chair.” He smiled wanly. “You were a real marksman, even back then.”
“Everyone lied to me. You lied to me.”
“You were a kid. No one wanted you to carry it around.”
“But how did the police explain it—the other wound in Albert’s body?”
He smiled. “That was a big surprise for Becker. But he was Vandervalk’s boy, and Vandervalk wanted the case closed.”
One more morsel of guilt for my collection. “So I was the one who killed him.”
“Don’t forget Liebowitz. He put five slugs into him. It’s a toss-up, I’d say.”
I looked off.
His frail hand slowly slid along the duvet until it found mine.
“Self-defense,” he said.
I turned to him. “Did Miss Lizzie know?” I could not think of her by any other name.
“Liebowitz told her, before the two of you left for the train that day.”
I shook my head. “The woman was impossible.”
“She saved your ass.”
“Several times.”
“She loved you.”
I looked at him. “I suppose she did.”
His hand tightened briefly, gently, on mine. “So do I.”
I smiled. “I know.”
Everyone is gone now. Although my promise to Mr. Lipkind more or less expired back in the forties, when he did, I have kept it until now, and I have made arrangements that it be kept until long after I take my own leave.
By the time you read this, all of us will be only memories.
But there is something else that Miss Lizzie once said:
Perhaps being a memory is not a such bad thing after all.
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Walter Satterthwait is an author of mysteries and historical fiction. While working as a bartender in New York in the late 1970s, he wrote his first book: an adventure novel, Cocaine Blues (1979. After his second thriller, The Aegean Affair (1982), Satterthwait created his best-known character, Santa Fe private detective Joshua Croft. Beginning with Wall of Glass (1988), Satterthwait wrote five Croft novels, concluding the series with 1996’s Accustomed to the Dark. In between Croft books, he wrote mysteries starring historical figures, including Miss Lizzie (1989), a novel about Lizzie Borden, and Wilde West (1991), a western mystery starring Oscar Wilde. New York Nocturne (2016) is his most recent novel.
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