“Okay.” I wanted to get out of here and go back to his place. The flogging had already made me ache. It was forgotten during the conversation, but now I was craving him again. I wiggled in his lap.
His hand gripped my hips, stilling them. Keep that up little lily and we’ll be giving a show.” He growled the words softly in my ear and I shivered.
“We don’t mind watching.” Luke chuckled.
My face may have turned red but at the moment I didn’t care much either. I was horny. I wiggled again in his lap.
He swatted my thigh with his open hand. “I think my little lily needs a lesson in restraint.” He chuckled and Luke nodded his head toward the bedroom.
“No time like the present.” I had no idea what the private joke was between the two of them, obviously I was about to find out.
“If you feel uncomfortable at all, just say stop.” Kera spoke the words loudly, making sure the men heard them. I looked up at Sin, wondering if I should be afraid.
The smile he gave me was filled with compassion and any fear I might have had, melted away. I nodded at Kera as I was led to her bedroom.
“She’s right. I don’t want you to be afraid to tell me to stop if anything bothers you.” Sin lowered his lips to mine and kissed me passionately.
The only thing bothering me at the moment was that he wasn’t making love to me. I don’t care what he’d told me, he was capable of loving me perfectly.
Five minutes later I wasn’t sure I shouldn’t have begged off. I was sitting in Kera’s vanity chair, my hands handcuffed behind me. I struggled with the strange leather cuffs, not sure I liked having my hands bound. Sin was sitting on the floor. His head resting back on my stomach. My core was throbbing in need, and I couldn’t touch him, or myself.
Kera had undressed and Luke had her restrained by her hands and feet, spread-eagle on the bed. I was embarrassed at first seeing my best friend on display, it didn’t last long. Luke hands roaming over her body, and the soft sounds of pleasure escaping her lips had me entranced.
It was so naughty. I knew I shouldn’t be watching this, but I couldn’t pull my eyes away. Sin pulled my legs over his shoulders, pushing the back of his head against my sex. I didn’t care how wrong it was, I wanted to peep.
Luke’s head dipped between Kera’s thighs and her cry of pleasure pulsed through my sex. I watched him lick, suck, and plunge his tongue inside her. Whimpering, I pushed my sex against Sin’s head.
He chuckled softly. Without doubt he knew how the scene was affecting me. He pushed his head back hard and I groaned. Even through my shorts, I could feel how wet I was. “This is your lesson in restraint baby.”
His large hands caressed from my calves to my knees. They were dangling over his shoulders. I wanted his hands somewhere else.
Luke lifted his head and slid off the bed. I could see the glistening of my friend’s sex where his mouth had been. I ached for her. I ached for myself. He came back with a small black bag and unzipped it slowly after he placed it on the bed.
“He’s going to use some toys I want you to get familiar with.” I didn’t want him to speak. I wanted Sin to turn his head and press his mouth into my crotch. I wiggled my hips.
“Patience little lily.” He chuckled again. I was getting beyond frustrated. My eyes moved away from his thick head of hair to Luke. He was holding up a thin chain with several strange clamps attached.
“Those are nipple and clit clamps. Watch how he uses them.” As if I could turn my eyes away.
Luke pinched Kera’s nipple and attached one of the clamps. I gasped along with her. It looked painful, the way it pinched her flesh between the silver lips. He did the same thing with her other breast.
“Doesn’t that hurt?” I whispered the words, not sure if I was horrified or turned on. I didn’t like to think of my friend being in pain.
“No sweetheart. Most women say it feels incredible.” Sin turned his face to look at me. He winked then turned his eyes back to the bed. I was thankful to feel the pressure of his head between my legs again.
Luke tugged on the chain and Kera’s gasp of pleasure filled the room. Apparently she was enjoying what he did to her. I watched in hypnotic fascination as his fingers moved down to the nub between her legs and pinched it hard. He slid the last clamp on there. I clenched my own sex at his action.
“If she moves at all the clamps pull against each other.” Sin’s voice was enthralling.
I whimpered softly as Luke’s head dipped between Kera’s legs again. I was jealous. I wanted Sin’s lips on me. Her loud cries had me throbbing between my legs and I couldn’t take much more.
“Sin!” The hell with this restraint thing. I wanted him and I wanted him now. I fought against the wrist cuffs.
“Stop or I’ll take you over my knee again.”
I stilled completely. My backside was still sore and I didn’t want him to spank me again. No matter how much this was turning me on, that thought was enough to calm me down.
“Fuck.” Sin swore softly.
Luke lifted over Kera and slid into her with a powerful thrust. I was shocked when Sin’s hands lifted my rear in one hand and slid my shorts and panties down to my ankles with the other.
I don’t know what changed his attitude, but his mouth found my core and he tongued me with abandon. Kera and Luke were making love in the bed and I didn’t care. I watched Luke slide in and out of my friend, but my focus was on the pleasure Sin was giving.
I wanted to wrap my hands in his hair and hold him against me. I was afraid he would stop. With my hands bound all I could do was press my hips against his face as he licked, then plunged deeply.
The sight of my friends making love and Sin’s devilish tongue had me crying out my own release quickly. I was gasping for breath when he lifted me again to pull up my bottoms.
Kera and Luke hadn’t even noticed what we did. I’m not sure I would’ve cared if we’d been caught. I’d never been so turned on in my life.
Sin’s hand moved behind me and undid the cuffs easily. “I’m sorry I brought up the spanking.”
That’s why he cursed? I was pulled into his arms and he squeezed me so tightly I gasped before he relaxed his hold. “I think if you do that again you can spank me all you want.” I lowered my face to hide against his chest.
“Baby don’t say shit like that unless you mean it.” He reached under my chin and I stared into the sexiest bedroom eyes I’d ever seen.
The world slipped away for a moment. There was nothing but me and Sin. “I wouldn’t.”
The smile he gave me warmed me from the inside out. I loved this man. “I love you.” I didn’t mean to speak the words out loud. I wanted to look away, he wouldn’t allow it.
“Let’s go home.” He whispered the words more softly than I’d ever heard him speak before. I nodded. After the confession I’d made I was almost afraid to talk.
Luke and Kera were starting on round two and we slipped out silently. We took his car back to his place, and I wasn’t sure what his thoughts were. I’d dropped a huge bombshell. I was terrified he would send me away.
chapter nineteen
Fractured
Her word shocked me to the core. Fuck, I was a broken piece of shit. How could this beautiful woman love me? I’d never held perfection like her in my arms before. Some sick part of me was afraid my darkness would rub off on her. Send her packing. That’s what my mind screamed. She deserved so much more than my fucked up mindset could offer.
We walked in through the front door and I was cursing myself for bringing her here. She shocked the shit right out of me when she lifted her shirt and tossed it on the floor.
“I need you Sin.”
Those beautiful tits filled my eyes and I was a sorry mother fucker because I wasn’t going to do the right thing. Lowering my head I lifted and squeezed her perfect breast then took the nipple into my mouth and sucked hard. I wasn’t ready to let her go.
I couldn’t be gentle. I’d fucking crash if I
didn’t take what I needed. Biting down on that tender flesh, I soothed it with my tongue when she whimpered. Mine. Goddamn it, she was mine! Lifting her by the ass I made it to the bedroom and tossed her down carelessly on the bed.
“Now Sin!” She slid out of her shorts and panties, spreading her legs like a fucking feast for me. Her fingers grazed over that hot little mound, and I lost it.
Stripping down, I climbed between her thighs and slid home. She squeezed my cock like a vice and I wanted it all. “Grab the headboard!”
I needed her hard and fast. I was glad she was drenched for me. I didn’t have the patience to wait. Her hands followed my order and I drove into her like a man possessed. Mine. Fucking Mine!
I rocked her sweet little body up the bed with my thrusts. Her feet dug into my ass, urging me on. Somewhere in my mind a light clicked on. I wasn’t making love to her, we were fucking. She deserved more.
It killed me to slow down the pace, but damn it she said she loved me! Sliding out to the edge, I slowly pushed forward. I could do this shit. I could be unselfish for my precious little lily.
“Harder!” Her demand wasn’t helping. I wanted to show her I could be tender.
“Let me be good to you little lily.” I nuzzled her neck with my lips, keeping up the slow thrust and retreat.
“I want you to take me hard.”
Who the fuck was I to argue with what she wanted? “Fuck Baby.” She grabbed my ass and her nails bit in deeply.
Pulling out of her clenching heat, I flipped her on top of me. “I’m yours baby.”
The smile on her face was pure delight and I laughed. I grabbed her hips and worked them in a slow circle. I was so deep inside her, but I wanted more. I needed to fill her up until she never took back those words that cracked the ice I built around my heart.
She began to ride me and I groaned at how she worked us both over. Like a wild woman she lifted and lowered. Fuck my baby knew how to move that ass. I felt my balls tighten and couldn’t stop from coming.
I felt like a piece of shit knowing she hadn’t gotten off yet. Sliding from her, I gripped her hips and raised her over my face. “Give me that sweet little pussy.”
I sucked on her clit hard and then my tongue plunged and retreated. It wasn’t enough. I wanted her to cum hard. Thrusting my finger into her wet heat, I moved it to her ass, pushing against her tight asshole.
I didn’t give her time to think. My tongue suckled on her clit again and my finger pushed into that tight little ass. She tensed and I knew this was new for her. Keeping up the assault on her sweet moist folds, I worked my finger in her tight chamber simultaneously. I wasn’t stopping. I knew she’d love this if she gave it a chance.
Her knees clenched my face as I continued working her with my finger and tongue. I felt her come undone and sent up a silent thank you. Lifting her off my face, I smiled. “I’m going to take that beautiful ass one day.”
The look she gave me was a little leery. “Its safe tonight baby.” I chuckled as she relaxed and drew her into my arms, snuggling.
Long after she fell asleep I thought about my feelings. Yeah feelings. The pussy side of me had those things. I wanted to give her a part of me I hadn’t offered in a long time. It scared the living shit out of me.
chapter Twenty
Claimed
I heard her in the bathroom and looked up at the clock. Fuck it was almost midnight. I forgot I had a club to run. Chuckling, I slid out of bed. I’d never forgotten my job before. She came out wearing nothing but a towel and a smile.
“Baby you make a man forget everything.” I’d definitely forgotten to use a condom earlier. That shit should have bothered me, but it didn’t. I could see her carrying my kid. That shook me to the core, I had never thought about making a kid before.
“I’m starving.” Maybe I should have been offended that she was ready to leave our bed so quick, but how could I be?
“We can grab something on the way to the club.”
Her face showed her shock. “Oh crap, I forgot I was supposed to work tonight.”
“I think the boss man might let you slide this once.” Shaking my head I went into the bathroom and took the coldest shower I could. I was already hard again. I was acting like a teenager again. One look at her and my dick was standing at attention.
She was dressed when I walked back in the bedroom. Ask me if that mattered a damn. She looked just as good in clothes as she did naked.
“Get that sexy ass in my car before I forget I’ve got a club to run.” I swatted her lightly as she walked out the door.
I took her through the drive through to get a gut burger and we finally arrived at the club. Kera smirked at us. There was no doubt she knew just what we’d been doing. Shaking my head I pulled Anya to the bar.
“Any problems George?”
“Smooth sailing around here. We were minus a dancer tonight though.” His eyes were filled with mirth as he looked at Anya.
I didn’t want to discuss that. That shit hadn’t gone down well before. I still didn’t want her dancing. Thankfully it was late and I didn’t have to worry about it tonight. “I needed her with me.”
George threw back his slightly balding head and laughed out loud. “I imagine you did.”
Anya’s face was bright red and I knew I’d just let on that we were a couple. I didn’t give a fuck. I would brand her ass and let every swinging dick in the club know she was mine, if she allowed it. The thought of someone else looking her way pissed me off.
Lowering my lips I claimed her mouth. I was marking my territory. She kissed me back but I could see the shock in her eyes when I pulled away. I winked.
George was beside himself laughing now. “I think we all know she’s yours.”
“Sin!” Anya slapped my arm and I couldn’t help but join in his laughter. Fuck it. If I was going to be pussy whipped I wanted the world to know who was holding the chain.
“We’ll be in my office if you need me.” I didn’t give him time to answer or Anya to turn me down.
“I could at least wait tables.” She looked up at me with those little baby blues pleading. I couldn’t tell her no. I didn’t want anyone looking at her, but better on the floor then taking off her clothes.
“You’d give up the dancing for me?” I couldn’t believe she was going to give in so easily. This same discussion had caused me to go ape shit.
“I’ll have to take another part-time job but if that’s what you need, I’ll do it.”
I knew I was being a selfish son-of-a-bitch by keeping her off that pole. I couldn’t help myself. She was too damn classy to be stripping. Yes I was a two-faced bastard. I didn’t care what those other women did. My woman was a different story.
“Let me take care of you. Money doesn’t mean shit to me and I’ve got tons of it.”
She took a deep breath and I could tell she was trying to not start another fight. I felt like a piece of shit for making her afraid to talk to me. “Baby tell me what you’re thinking. I promise I won’t be stupid again.”
“I need to earn my own way Sin. It’s not just me, I’ve got a family back home.”
“Tell me more about them.” I didn’t want to argue. I wanted to take care of her. If it had been any other woman I would have said fuck it. This was my sweet little lily. I wanted to know everything about them.
I walked over to my desk chair and sat down. Patting my lap, I smiled when she joined me. She fit perfectly there and I never wanted to let her leave.
Her mother Susan lived in Mississippi with her twelve year old brother. I could see the love in her eyes when she spoke about them. Anything she loved, I wanted to love too. She told me about her childhood and how her mother tried hard to protect her from the harsh realities of life. I was loving this woman myself.
“It’s not just me Sin. Maybe if it was I could just let you take over. But I have obligations.”
The way she lifted her chin told me she took her responsibility seriously.
“I want to meet them.” She looked surprised. How could I not want to meet the woman that gave birth to my sweet little lily? I was turning into a sentimental sap, and didn’t give a damn.
“I’m sure my mom would like that.”
“I can’t do this shit half-way baby. You are mine and I don’t plan on letting you forget that.
She lifted up that beautiful face and stared deeply into my eyes. “Am I really yours?”
The doubt that filled her face unmanned me. “As long as you want to be.” I was a selfish bastard, claiming her without asking her permission. I hoped like hell she wanted to be.
“I love you.” Those soft spoken words did things to my mind that I can’t even fucking explain. This beautiful, precious woman loved me. Me! Who the fuck would have believed it? I didn’t deserve the gift of her love, but being the selfish bastard I was, I wasn’t letting her take it back.
“I love you little lily.” Lifting her chin, I kissed her so deeply that there was no doubt she had to know I meant what I said. I was claiming her and no one fucked with what I called mine!
Her eyes filled with tears and I stiffened. “Baby don’t cry. You don’t have to be mine if you don’t want to be.” You selfish prick. Wiping the tears falling down her cheeks I felt like shit.
“I’m not crying because I’m unhappy silly man. These are happy tears.” She snuggled against me and wrapped her arms around my neck. I felt like a fucking god. I hugged her back tightly.
“You feel up to a drive baby?” I needed to get her out of this office or I was taking her on the desk again. I didn’t want that memory to make her think twice.
“Okay.” She agreed so easily and I loved that about her.
“I’ll tell George to close down the club again. I guess he’s due a raise.” Chuckling I helped her from my lap and walked back out to the bar.
We left the club with more than a few of the employees giving us knowing looks. I thought about thinning out my crew. Not seriously. I didn’t mind that they all knew I couldn’t get enough of Anya.
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