We drove in silence. I noticed her sexy little eyes darting over at me occasionally and she had this smile on her face that made me feel ten feet tall.
“Keep looking at me that way and I’m pulling the car over.” She laughed and fuck if that didn’t make me join in.
I pulled the car over to the side of the road and pulled her cross the arm rest. Giving her a quick kiss, I got my head together and pulled us back out and drove.
“What was that for?” She was smiling again. Damn she needed to stop that shit.
“Because you’re fucking gorgeous, and those lips are mine.” I winked at her.
Shaking her head, she continued to smile at me. I needed to get my thoughts from between my fucking legs before I wrecked the car.
chapter twenty-one
Surprises
He told me he loved me. I can’t even began to explain how that made my heart soar. I had no idea what had changed, but the man sitting beside me driving was like a stranger. Not that he still wasn’t rough, but he didn’t seem to mind telling or showing how he felt.
A part of me was waiting to have the reality crash down on me and this all be some crazy dream. I wasn’t ready to think about that yet. I needed to believe he really did love me.
We’d driven for twenty minutes when Sin pulled the car over in front of a large building. I looked up at the sign and was shocked to see the name Sin’s in flashing neon lights. I could only look at him in confusion.
“I want you to know everything about me. I own this place too.”
He walked around to my door and opened it. I followed him through the front door of the store and felt my cheeks flush. It was an adult toy store, and not a small one at that. I’d never been in one before. Yeah I was a little curious.
“You own a sex shop?” I was really confused about his reason for bringing me here.
“Yeah.” He chuckled. “I pay a couple to run it. It’s been a good investment.”
At least now I knew why he’d had an unopened vibrator at his house. I admit it made me feel better knowing he hadn’t bought that for another woman.
“That stuff Luke and Kera used at her place, they get all their supplies from me. Shit. It’s easier to just show you.” He grabbed my hand and led me back down a long hall. Pulling out his keys, he unlocked a door. “Before I take you in here, I want you to know that we don’t have to use everything. This is just something I need.”
I nodded my head, feeling my heart race in my chest. Whatever was behind this door was obviously some scary crap if he was nervous about showing it to me.
I don’t know what I was expecting but walking into this dungeon room was definitely not it. I don’t know why I assumed the paddle was the big bad secret. It had nothing on this room.
I gazed around the room not knowing what to say. He said he needed this. I wasn’t sure what that really meant. “I’m speechless.” That was the truth. My mind was whirling with thoughts about what he did with women in this room.
He walked over to the corner of the room and turned on a small radio. I was shocked as some sexy song spilled from the small speakers. This man was a contradiction of everything. I looked at him, then at the strange contraptions that flooded the room. Most of the things were pretty self-explanatory as far as what the use was, other’s not so much.
He walked back over to me and I admit it, I took a step back. I wasn’t sure what his thoughts were and this all was a little much. “I would never do anything to hurt you baby, you know that right?
I did know that. Even after that incident in the club and the paddling thing, I still felt safe with Sin. I nodded. He pulled me into his arms and shocked me as we danced. I couldn’t be worried when he danced with me. It felt like coming home, being held in his arms this way. Looking up into his too beautiful for words face, I smiled.
His large hands cupped my backside and pulled me against his rock hard shaft. I wasn’t shocked that he was turned on. Without thought I lowered my upper body back. It felt so sexy dancing with him this way, even in the room of torture he’d brought me into.
His head lowered and nuzzled between my breasts, the shirt was definitely in the way. When he pulled back, I raised up never missing a beat. I lifted my shirt and sports bra off and tossed them aside.
The desire in his eyes made me burn. He raised my leg and held it around his waist, grinding against me. I couldn’t believe we were standing in a dungeon dancing this way. I whimpered as he moved just the right way.
“I want to fuck you while we dance.” His words did something primal to my soul. The thought of our own private dance was something I wanted just as much. I pulled out of his arms, and slid out of my shorts. I had nothing on underneath.
I kicked off my sandals and began dancing by myself. I wanted to entice him. He didn’t waste time getting rid of his clothes. Then I was back in his arms again. Skin to skin, we moved in a rhythm all our own. It was the most erotic thing I’d ever felt.
He turned me away from him and gripped my hips. Rolling to the sultry beat of the song, I felt his hardness digging into my rear. I was breathless. Bending over I almost touched the ground, enjoying the movements of his body behind me.
One hand slid from my hips, and in between my legs. I almost lost my step as he stroked me. “Don’t you stop dancing little lily.” His fingers continued to massage, as his other hand moved my hips.
God I wanted him inside me. His fingers plunged slow and deep and retreated and I wanted to beg him bring them back. He did better. Spreading my butt cheeks, he slid into me from behind.
My hands found the floor then, and I gasped at the fullness of him. I couldn’t believe he was continuing the dance as he slid into me in time with the music and retreated until I was overwhelmed.
“Sin I can’t.” He pulled from my clenching heat and spun me around.
“You can.” He lifted me and my legs wrapped around his waist. Holy sin this was so hot! Sliding home, he continued to dance as he moved my hips slowly with his hands. I’d never dreamed you could make love this way. Sin was showing me anything was possible.
The slow roll of his hips only allowed him to slide a few inches out before he filled me again. I wanted to feel him pounding into me. Whimpering, I struggled to make him move faster.
“Patience little lily.” He chuckled, but I could see the strain on his face as he continued to keep in stride with the song.
Sin had a lot more patience than I did obviously because I was aching for release. He refused to stop the dance.
“Tell me you belong to me.” He gyrated his hips against mine and it was almost enough, but not completely.
“Yes! I belong to you Sin.” I’d promise him the moon and stars if he stopped teasing me.
“I own that pretty pussy don’t I?” He made the grinding motion again and I strained toward him.
“Yes, damn you.” I didn’t mean to curse, but this was driving me insane. I wanted to find release, and he wasn’t giving me what I needed.
Sin laughed and rolled his hips, giving me just enough to make me want even more. “Say I own you baby, and I’ll fuck you long and hard.”
“You own me. Now would you please fuck me?” Later I could feel bad about begging him, at the moment I wanted relief.
He lifted me off him and smirked. “Get on your hands and knees baby.”
I should have been upset that he was so happy about this, but I didn’t care. I did what he asked because I knew what he could make me feel. I wanted that more than anything else in the world at that moment.
He didn’t waste time. Lowering to his knees behind me he drove home in one hard thrust. He never slowed down. I knew I wouldn’t be able to walk tomorrow as he continued to thrust deeply then retreat only to plunge again. Ask me if I cared.
I was breathing hard after our ride and didn’t care that we were laying on the hard, wooden floor. Sin had taken me places I didn’t even know were possible. I needed some time to think that through. There was no doub
t in my mind he did own me.
When we could both breathe again, he helped me to my feet. “One day I’m going to bring you back here and show you everything.”
I wasn’t sure if I was frightened or turned on by his promise. I kept my mouth shut. Part of me worried he would want to start now, and I wasn’t really ready for any other new discoveries today.
He helped me dress, and I watched as he pulled his clothes back on. When he pulled me into his arms I loved how he grabbed my hair, forcing my lips up to meet his. This man was my world. That thought scared me more than anything he could ever do to me in this room.
He led me back to the car, and I was shocked when he said he be back in a minute. He came back with a large bag. Did I really want to know? Part of me was curious, but I decided he’d show me what he’d purchased when he was ready. Lying my head back on the headrest I took a short nap as he drove home.
chapter Twenty-two
Living in Sin
His little bag of goodies wasn’t that frightening when he explained what they were used for. We’d barely made it through the door when he dragged me back to his bedroom, overly excited.
Dumping the entire contents on the bed, he grinned boyishly. I couldn’t stop from smiling at his enthusiasm. He patiently held out my hand and ran some strange spiked wheel over it. It felt a little prickly, but not at all painful.
He demonstrated how it was used by pushing me back on the bed and running it over the soles of my feet. I was almost crying as he continued to tickle me relentlessly. “Just wait until you fall asleep.” Attempting to free my feet he held them firmly down and continued. “I swear I’m going to use it on your private parts!”
I wasn’t serious, but he stopped immediately. “Cock, baby, say it.”
I shook my head no and crossed my arms over my chest. I wasn’t saying that word after he’d tortured me. I giggled at his angry look. He could be mad all he wanted I wasn’t saying that word.
He grabbed my feet and lightly ran the spiky wheel from the heel to my toes. I was struggling again.
“I can do this all night little lily. Say the word.”
Growling at him playfully, I glared. “Cock.” I flushed and stuck out my tongue. That tickle torture was not fair.
“Keep sticking that tongue out baby.” He climbed on top of me and started tickling my ribs. I was laughing hysterically at this playful side of Sin.
“Tell me you worship my cock.” He grinned devilishly and continued to tickle me.
I swatted at his hands and he threw back his head and roared before continuing his attack. “I’m waiting baby.”
Gritting my teeth and trying not to laugh I stuck out my tongue again. “I worship your cock, you bully.” Another fit of laughter ensued.
“I warned you about that tongue. He jumped off the bed. I kid you not, like a kid he leapt off. His clothes were ripped from that sinful body and he held his shaft in his hand, stroking methodically.
I lifted up on my elbow and grinned. I couldn’t stop myself from antagonizing him. “Nice wiener.” He pinned me down on the bed before I could blink my eyes.
His muscled legs pressed down on my shoulders and that impressive shaft was aimed at my face. “Does this look like a wiener to you?”
His look was offended and I was trying not to laugh again. “Well it looks edible?” I hoped that comment would appease him. I wasn’t grinning now as I licked my lips.
“What am I going to do with you little lily.” He fisted his shaft. “Stick out your tongue.”
I looked at him in confusion but did as he asked. I was shocked when he slapped it against my tongue. I opened my mouth to pull him inside. He pulled back.
“Tell me you want to suck my cock.” He worked his hand up and down the long length and I groaned. I was really becoming a pervert because all I wanted was to take him in deep.
“I want to suck your cock.” The time for teasing was over in my mind. That fast, my mind went from humor to insatiable need. If he needed me to talk dirty to him. I could give him that much.
“Such a good girl.” He winked and lowered his shaft to my lips again. I opened and he pushed in a few inches before retreating. The pressure on my arms from his knees was almost uncomfortable and I shifted.
He was quick to move off my arms. I didn’t let him move far, my hands reached around to grab his gorgeous butt.
It was crazy how much I wanted this from him. He fed me his shaft in small increments and I took what he offered. I was hooked. He was like a drug that I needed. I gagged as he pushed to deep, and he pulled away quickly. I didn’t want him to pull back.
Digging my nails into his rear I showed him without words that I needed this. Needed him.
“Fuck baby, you amaze me.” He took my mouth and I learned to relax my throat. I was almost able to take half his length after some embarrassing choking sounds. I was pleased at the new skill.
“Do you trust me?” I was letting him make love to my mouth. Did he need to ask? He pulled away my toy and searched my face. He obviously did need the response.
“I trust you.” Glancing down at his shaft longingly I heard his chuckle.
“Get on your hands and knees baby.” The laughter stopped and I turned over to follow his request.
I heard him rustling around in the bag and trembled. Most of it was anticipation, but yeah I was a little nervous. His finger found my back entrance and there was something cool and wet circling there.
“Sin?” I wasn’t sure what he was doing. I had an idea, but that thought made me tense.
“I took your first cherry little lily, I want this gift too. I want to own all of you.”
I couldn’t deny him. Part of me wanted to. This couldn’t be pleasurable for a woman in my mind. I nodded hesitantly.
“We’ll take this very slow, I promise.” His finger moved away and then found me again, cold and wet. I didn’t know what he was putting on his fingers but it was too cold to be his saliva.
I took several deep breaths, trying to prepare myself. His long finger slid all the way in and I gasped, tensing again.
“Relax baby. I’m just stretching you.”
I couldn’t relax. The feeling of his finger sliding in that way was too foreign. It wasn’t painful, but there definitely wasn’t the ‘this is turning me on factor’ going on. He removed the digit and I breathed a sigh of relief.
I heard the rustle of the bag again, and looked over my shoulder at him. He had some strange looking little red toy in his hand putting batteries in it. It had long straps hanging from it. Did I want to know?
I obviously did. He placed that small butterfly shaped rubber toy against my clit, then secured it with straps around my upper thighs and waist. Then he turned it on. The soft vibrations against my sex were incredible.
“Now, let’s try this again.” He chuckled at my reaction to his toy. I was grinding my hips slowly.
His finger came back to my butt and filled me with something squishy. It was a strange sensation but the vibrations against my little nub kept my attention more. I felt another finger slide into my rear, and didn’t tense.
The toy had me on edge but wasn’t enough stimulation to finish the job. I was whimpering in frustration. His fingers pulled from me and I groaned. It was actually feeling good when he stopped because I wasn’t being filled the other way I wanted.
I felt something larger probing at my exit only until now entrance. He pushed against me and I stiffened. I felt his hand reach around to the little toy and the speed of vibrations increased.
I was torn between the incredible sensation of the now faster pulse on my sex, and the not so pleasant feeling of him pushing deeper into my backside. He was taking his time, and that’s the only reason I didn’t beg him to stop.
My back entrance was starting to burn as he stretched me uncomfortably, but my sex was beginning to throb in pleasure. I pushed backward slightly, meaning to push toward the vibrator. My mind was spinning at the varying stimulants.
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“I’m all the way in baby.”
How? I knew how long he was. I couldn’t believe he’d put all of that inside me, especially there! I was surprised it didn’t hurt more.
He began to slowly pull out and my sex clenched. I couldn’t stop myself I moaned. It was overwhelming. I never thought I could enjoy this. But like everything else Sin did, he knew how to do it well.
He reached his hand down between my legs and messed with the toy again. The faster buzz there had me reaching fast toward release. Sin was making love to me ‘that way’, I was amazed.
The slow push and pull of his shaft was working with the toy and I couldn’t help it, I screamed out his name. My core felt empty but it was still phenomenal. I began pushing back to meet his thrusts until I came undone with a release like I’d never felt before.
He filled me and I felt everything. It was so sensual. I didn’t know it could be that way. How could I have known? When he slid from me and removed the toy I could only look up at him in absolute wonder.
Her lowered his lips to mine and kissed me deeply. “It’s only the beginning little lily.” We took a hot shower together and made love again without all the toys.
chapter twenty-three
Owned
I owned her body. I know it was a fucked up thing to think as I held her in my arms. She’d given me all her firsts, and no one could take that away. Anya had my first too though. I thought I’d loved that woman who’d screwed me over in the past. I knew now that I’d loved the fake bullshit she made me believe.
There was nothing false about my sweet little lily. I spooned with her, loving how safe I felt with her in my arms. Call me a pussy if you want to, there’s something to be said about being in the arms of a good woman.
I wanted to keep her in my bed for the rest of my life and not share. If you haven’t figured it out I’m a possessive son-of-a-bitch. I knew in this room I could give her all the love she needed. Outside, in the real world, there was always some shit that tried to rip away the good things in life.
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